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(Monday, 30 April 2007-)
+4/30/2007 10:43:00 pm]*

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was talking to fin after school. we're speaking about who we'd want to be if we're gonna be the opposite sex for a moment.. his was marian. then how cute she is and... went on and on... err.. i wasn't reali paying attention as to how he described her. instead i was fantasising about what i like in Her. cuteness? being open n fun? ability to take up anything? these stuff kept buzzing inside, yet i can't find an answer. but everyday i'm fighting hard just to try n get closer to her. although that's kinda impossible to. however, it's my way to self-motivate n be active for the day's work. so the question is, should i go on with this aimless stuff?

heard a comment from marian, fin n i look like twins. haha. never in a million years have i thought that i'll have a birthdate twin, similar name twin, and now a similar face twin. wonder if there anymore way i can get a new twin.

just got interrupted by julia while bloggin, so i'm just addin on here. one comment, she's real fast!! i can't reali catch up with the way she types on msn. then she's so urgent. never stops giving hints for me to speed up my response.

feel bad for failing to pass my sit n reach plus even do one pull up. have been shaking my head since. but i'm glad that my classmates have helped me with them; at least now i can put my arm to bend about 90 degrees. i promise, i'll do more workouts. if i dont pls give some punishment..

said the f -word 9 times. beg for forgiveness from God. i reali wish to amend my mistakes n avoid cursings anymore.

but i wish to tell everyone n HOPE you'll try change his attitude. gavin is real shuck today. dumped the sweet wrapper n claimed that ana should sweep the floor again. he also tries to get the unwantd fame by trying get maple involved. childish.

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(Sunday, 29 April 2007-)
+4/29/2007 10:28:00 pm]*

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hey, just found that it’s ridiculous to blog for the power 98 competition thingy with my crrap style n creativity. rather, i was thinking why not do smth less disgraceful yet meaningful to spend some of my Sunday time at the computer.. but please do read matt n nat’s ones to know what are the acceptable ones.. anw, gotta thank power 98 for giving me this hope too! just that i dint grab my chance. sigh.

why sondra became the disgusting thing arh??

haha. lots of rubbish, that's why i'm not IN2 the competition. haha :)

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+4/29/2007 11:48:00 am]*

Title: Saturdays Rock My Butt Out!!-

too tired to pen anything yest.
morn, had scoldings for wearing flops.
in dance studio, cast catwalk, run, stretch... i joined in as well, tt's why jon n fin joined in at some pt 'f time. my bad. contributed to some of the cast crew tension. nvm, that's HISTORY! (-pooh!)
ppl went to far east bk, still dunno why sondra n qazim fighting for.. flat vs fat. haha. lots 'f fun talking to q meiling kim (later moth). also talked about me needing a new hairstyle. matt gave the diao look. jokes n laughter evrywhere. but q rocks, couldn't stop laughing to his. so dumb that i had 4 strains 'f hair stuck to the bk pic frame. haha.
stoned around far east with them walking. dunno who started the elbow-locking stuff, made all 'f us march to tangs.
ck promo. became idiots on the streets, screams shouts claps, anything!!. wanted to draw a graffiti, but lost my ideas to do so. mat drew titania, nat - tree, gab - cat... perfect way to publicise. anyway, took pic wif ros.. hope its spelled right..oh, gotta blog for that competition soon!!
saw familiar faces at topshop, ppl running for sc. joy n rina i think.. but heavy make-up made them seem unnatural..
said bye to MCQ at dhoby. mat clarence qazim. haha! :)

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(Friday, 27 April 2007-)
+4/27/2007 11:32:00 pm]*

Title: Hectic Day-

back to montfort with fin at morning. walked around like nobody's business. haha, =). went past baby sharon n nazzie's classes. also stopped in front 'f ms choy's class. headed to foyer. waved to mrs quek, but she acted very pro - waved once then we left. it'd been wierd if she did it in front 'f so many students there. oh, they're rehearsing for mid yrs.

rushed to cj for nthing. kj went back to sji. chris nowhere 2b seen. whole class lost mood for pw. playing cards... me included.

drama time. excited without pet, but pressure soared then. until costumes ppl left, peace. troubles followed. clarence ran away to canteen wif xxx xx for gossips. fin was playing rugby, shoots, mr chan was there. jon wasn't reali that eager, but perhaps he's tired.. un for once. leonard gave this, i damn love it, "why don't you take it yourself?" when i told him to carry the sticks on d floor. i was in a state 'f confusion then, whether it's joke or attitude problem. i'd knew he was gonna take them down soon when he asked for L's name. feelin' guilty, don't want them to lose morale or faith in drama. just hope they'll change. btw, NO OFFENCE to anyone. shouted to all when packing up. sorry. gab included. but during then when so tired, quite a bothersome pestering though. thank goodness, had some boost when she's there studying...doing her work. meiling should know why. ;p

back at home. rushed pi. fought hard from 2113 to 2159. succeeded in sending it to anastasia.yeaah!!

talked to dallen online. about being "enthu" and having "BaNaNa"s. very funny.

later, couldn't stop reading her blog... learnt a new way to blog, one day tat style may come... but, haha, realised i was reading it in a wrong role. takin it too personal i suppose..

in my room listening to 'Without Love' by Hairspray the Musical. love the tune.

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(Thursday, 26 April 2007-)
+4/26/2007 09:15:00 pm]*

Title: PMS in the morning-

smth's wrong with me this morning. haha, lame but true! happened today..
1. stinking attitude to clarence during meeting. even though i wasn't reali able to absorb all. anyway, he deserved everything that was running in my head," can you please get your bloody ass to the bench to there??" fuck, he ignored her when pet told him to, and stubbornly continue with his hw when i told him the similar stuff larh.
2. took john's gp lecture notes without telling him. then also shouted at the class for being so slow.. when the others weren't dismissed from the school hall.
3. bad mood, dint eat much at break; hot milo, chicken pie. nwd hungry.
4. ache at the tummy below the belly button from the inside. oops, is it... ... ??

pe, first to finish eight rounds. whoa, but psst, gab went with shaine to see their good friend mandy n dunno what matt did.. they all slacked today.. nvm, felt much better after that..

post pe, disgrace.if i'm right, about three ppl, gabby, eunice n victoria were beside our b ball court. their cheers rocked!! great motivation, but dint perform in the ten ppl-packed half basketball court, scored none. unknowingly showed that i wasn't good enough for the b ball cca. shoots, excuses, but the guyz were kinda solo, okayy, outshined me. gab, yu hao, kar jun were magnificent. dzul, ying ki, shaine did lots of work n did rather well. 50-50 chance i suppose..

nowadays i found that i'm talking abit like sweez. wierdo type of sarcarsism. but kinda fun to imitate though..

when leaving, looked at the PIE, thought of frogger, then xavier, who intro me to this. later, reali see him on the 105 bus. deja-vu?

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(Wednesday, 25 April 2007-)
+4/25/2007 09:47:00 pm]*

Title: Wow!!-

excited about the drama announcement this morning.. but no time to give details n show this.. so leave it for next time.. interesting though..

dennis ang made shaine the prata man during lect.. okay, kinda funny.. :) and learnt what's 'explicit cost', one guy up front laughed. as what mr ang said, as dirty as dzul.. haha.

had a scolding by chinese lao shi, whole class. deserved it reali. our attitude sucks till then. my mind woke up, got on with the work n did in an amazing rate i nvr knew i could.. but he purplely went so fast.. was kinda lost..

told rosheni about what's going on, even though i didn't want to..

pw, had least remarks on pi, real happy :D

loved the way shaine made the song for clarabelle, more for the way she flashed the middle finger when i told her that..but it was quite sick though, will get the lyrics n post it on some other day..

pet went for heats, so took over. but didn't reali do a good job.. gotta admit, still playful.. scold mii pls.. but one comment, sharon made the play seem very hip, but whether we can meet up to her standard is up to us. she did da binni sondra scene, joel shuanne scene, humans scene.. much more life now!!

saw her blog just now, real LP, plain n must deliberate search on key word. not even thru links. but saw lots of non-related, but interesting "articles".. oh, gotta try be like this so things'll not leak..

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(Tuesday, 24 April 2007-)
+4/24/2007 07:09:00 pm]*

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delightful n close to tears. they had their first silver award.. ..haha. fantastic! wish i was with them celebrating.. or will mr so-and-so do for them?? nvm, not impt.. must thank baby sharon, nazzie, penguin, marko, shawn, gab pat, ray, chris.. complete for me can?? and all the cute 'lil juniors who did themselves real proud..but sigh, wonder if we could do such stuff when i was still there.. anyway, as i said, they're good cuz there's gold script.. gold director, gold management, GOLD CAST!!..

and also the previews for tmr's announcement. some rehearsals..

abit slackin arh, guyz??

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(Monday, 23 April 2007-)
+4/23/2007 09:14:00 pm]*

Title: one did us "proud", the other disgraced us..-

crappy day. tried to recover but things turned out this way.

captained for softball at pe. whoa, big ah! lost 10-2. and also witness sash n yk clash. abit guilty. pitched smth like the way syamil did last time. too hard. got scolded by sash after that. for girls, too soft by rolling it. even shaine thought it was on purpose. sigh.

zzz in phys pract lesson's last five minutes. later found out i missed out handing the worksheet in. dumbass. surprised by carmen after tht. dunno what she was doing... as usual.. too hyper?? haha.

went for heats. yk was second! what glory!! only two runners.. jackass..for 4 x 400 race, shaine PS us; only three racers.. had to forfeit.. not even the senior joel was gonna help us.. okay.. not his fault reali.. but sash went for soccer, gab for training.. sigh, just screw them all up!!

but the thing is that it's my time of my life where i'm 16 n a half yrs.. yet i had such a horrible time.. going to SJI for nothing..or maybe not, at least a tour around that school ;p

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(Sunday, 22 April 2007-)
+4/22/2007 10:47:00 am]*

Title: stoner-

a 'lil disappointin day cuz of doin nth for these two days.. still recoverin from the tiredness when slept till 2, yet wakin at 7.. n felt upset to be just to stone with our mini outing yest. in fact, in a stinkin mood. wanted to shout at everyone.. or i should have left as well like fin.. but today i learnt that stickin these tgt are kinda fun to do.. haha :)

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(Thursday, 19 April 2007-)
+4/19/2007 07:53:00 pm]*

Title: Expected hell till 5-

too many extremes today. but first, good ones.

had james tan for gp. very cool bloke. and also funny too! indian accent to imitate sash was darn good!! nwd chris couldn't stop laughin.. lots of hokkien, "aei sai boh?", "tio boh?", "chapalan"...fantastic, supposedly 'english' lesson there's dialects. wonder if we can ever do more of that. then heard the word "issue" in a new way.. 'ee-s-iew'. cool right? must learn to talk like this.. oh, he was dam right about how we ppl feel with this, "we always want to kick the parents out of the house, but they are the ones owning it.."shoots, how sad. and, i was fascinated by his samurai pants. wonder if i can somehow ask where to get for puck n oberon. ;). the class is also very crazy larh, hear sth like 'pre-matur...' then think f tt kind f stuff.. it's 'pre-mature utterance'.. but it was funny @ tt instant though.. haha.

chem results suck! fail the 50 mark i think.. yup. somemore if wanna go reach cambridge must use that score lah! screw tt mann. sure die.. but when someone asked if she could speak indian accent (apparently he can't forget mr tan's), she answered, hong kong accent.. incredible!

smth real strange. izzit a contact lens day or what? ms lee n victoria did tt. suddenly. it's kinda ... ... special? to see them in a new look. but reali arh, only recog them wif spects. or maybe coz mrs loke's comin in to see us in sd lesson? who knows!?

pe, ran accordin to gabriel's pace.. though still very far back.. about 2:36 for 2 laps each.. terriff! nvr expect stuff lyk tt.

last, gabby said class outin some time later.. def, i'll join. how i missed those from the second furthest class till march fifth..

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(Wednesday, 18 April 2007-)
+4/18/2007 10:16:00 pm]*

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disgraced in physics lecture, couldn't explain why there wasn't acceleration.. ans? no velocity. ??!!
econs lectures are always as fun; shaine as mr ang's best student.. never know when he's caustic.. then geraldine went smuggling into class 33.. oh, and forgot markin john's attendance.. what blur sotong..
felt guilty scolding xxxxx, but reali, justified. askin for maskin tape, she stare at her hair thru' d mirror.. strange thing is, she thot i was stressed.. or... pms? oh then elaina was very pro.. active as the sd role to charles, then when leaving, put on her earphone n left without a sound..incredible..
in the bus, learnt more of the insider's info n busybody from mei ling, i din't like that name, sound like clumsy n dumb.. saw a male with ear stuff with a black patch.. sth like what i saw the other day.. haha :)

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(Tuesday, 17 April 2007-)
+4/17/2007 09:40:00 pm]*

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very interesting day. ate bah zhang on siobhan's birthday..
gave a new name for mei ling, potato
anti hot din't come, Yea!!
ended school real early, 1400
sat on gabriel's place after he left for gymnastics competition
found victoria had a dark patch of stuff at ear hole.. ear ring?
cai ling was too despo about gab; when thot of someone who is tall n strong to carry jen in ext prod.
told rosheni about breaking the spell.. broke..
still got lots of crap to do,
sigh

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(Monday, 30 April 2007-)
+4/30/2007 10:43:00 pm]*

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(Sunday, 29 April 2007-)
+4/29/2007 10:28:00 pm]*

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why sondra became the disgusting thing arh??

haha. lots of rubbish, that's why i'm not IN2 the competition. haha :)

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+4/29/2007 11:48:00 am]*

Title: Saturdays Rock My Butt Out!!-

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(Friday, 27 April 2007-)
+4/27/2007 11:32:00 pm]*

Title: Hectic Day-

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(Thursday, 26 April 2007-)
+4/26/2007 09:15:00 pm]*

Title: PMS in the morning-

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(Wednesday, 25 April 2007-)
+4/25/2007 09:47:00 pm]*

Title: Wow!!-

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(Tuesday, 24 April 2007-)
+4/24/2007 07:09:00 pm]*

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abit slackin arh, guyz??

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(Monday, 23 April 2007-)
+4/23/2007 09:14:00 pm]*

Title: one did us "proud", the other disgraced us..-

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(Sunday, 22 April 2007-)
+4/22/2007 10:47:00 am]*

Title: stoner-

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(Thursday, 19 April 2007-)
+4/19/2007 07:53:00 pm]*

Title: Expected hell till 5-

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(Wednesday, 18 April 2007-)
+4/18/2007 10:16:00 pm]*

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(Tuesday, 17 April 2007-)
+4/17/2007 09:40:00 pm]*

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