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(Sunday 29 June 2008-)
+6/29/2008 07:08:00 pm]*
Title: Lights!-
hey.
i saw this scene just now. it was quite late in the afternoon when i was about to leave tp after some studying which can equate to no-studying. then at the bus stop came double-decked bus 165. a man stood up from his seat and flagged the bus. after he went into the bus, the bus driver decided that he was going to switch on the lights. but if i rewind a few seconds earlier, this man was holding a long slim greyish stick and moved straight after getting off his seat in the bus stop. where he ended was between the doors of the bus. he felt his way towards the front door slowly and immediately after that, the driver turned on the lights. it seemed crazy to find that one with visual concerns could inspire another with perfect vision (the driver didn't wear glasses at all) to use the lights. and i can't really imagine if the man actually told the driver it's abit dark here, can on the lights or not? i bet he'll be furious man! yup, so the moral of the story is this, strangers can sometimes bring words of wisdom. ohno! what distorted logic.
oh yes! didi was discussing his philosophical ideas about things around the world on thursday with his can you imagine? lines again. and this time, it was Victoria's Secrets. he was telling us how this secret no longer becomes a secret when there are so many pieces of merchandise sold worldwide. then he said he wished to find out what that real secret is, but if he knew what that was then the brand loses its value. so it's the mystery that keeps it valuable. but then... he went on and set me in a confusing mood for the day. or rather, days. so, what is the mysterious secret behind everything? aiyo. headache!
anyhows, chill and smile for the world to see, since the world's such a lovely and cosily warm place!! (: smile!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 28 June 2008-)
+6/28/2008 12:55:00 am]*
Title: turning point-
i penned this down somewhere yesterday and it never left me for the whole night. in fact, the stupid side of me even cried. yup, so here's what happened.
Hi.
i was rather stunned to see my school's people going for lesson continuously for the whole day just one day before the paper. then the teacher must be real stressed out, but everytime he still seemed relaxed and patient in teaching. hats off to him. really. he's working non-stop and the amazing thing is that he de-stresses himself in our lesson. that's how fun we are.
the next moment was one of the worst times taht has been haunting me since we got off the lift, i had questions like how can you stand... and you all are... in exclamation and disbelief tones. i was feeling blank in my head then. as in, i was thinking if i should say yes or come up with something to cover up or claim my stand. in the end, i chose the best of both worlds (still can imagine how didi screamed like miley cyrus in a retarded way) by saying no la, it's actually fine if these things come once in a while. i felt so bad after that. really. it's not what i truly think, but i guess it's more important to see others' good points in order to accept them.
another thing was about parthothermic's problem with ymca. and i suggested an instant kill method that would plunge someone down to earth. or at least, for me. cos i was thinking ymca is smth like my case, and that would stop me from continuing. so the irony is, i'm still hoping i don't fall into this trap one day. and really, i think this scares others off.
to end it off, i hope she gets well soon. and letting her ghostly hair at one corner won't deter me too much. as the saying goes, it's all in the head.
oh yes, i think every story has their chapter, and every chapter has its climax. so for chapter eight. things are getting close. just end it, and that's all that runs in my head.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday 24 June 2008-)
+6/24/2008 11:42:00 pm]*
Title: Look around you, you never know what's up-
I was trying to get what physics lecture notes were saying for quite a few days and i suddenly got my mind to drift off to somewhere else. i mean, it's not smth out of ordinary but it sometimes gave me weird feelings about the earth.
Naturally, when i read those lines there questions just come and haunt me with things like "why arh?" or "how come lidat one?", but the crazy thing was that, thinking about things more than what i should do is simply extra. this is just like how audieu was criticising herself when i told her that her philosophy in some random comment of hers (as usual) was comparable to h3 econs even though she said that she was struggling in her h1. well, in her unique comical tone of course.
Speaking of comical behaviour, i think that the funniest group of people are those who, by nature, are not made to be comical at all. it's that, they have this belief that what they do should be right and trouble-free, but often, fate doesn't go their way and in such times they are left stranded, trying to decifer what happened while leaving their stunned faces for everyone to laugh at.
Alright, that's the most common types seen on movies or serials. there can be more branches to this huge umbrella. i feel that sometimes when someone is deeply in thought they tend to forget that they are not living in their own world. this is when they start to think aloud and ramble the toughest phrases to be understood. but actually for this, different people might have different reactions. for myself, if i'm in a group of crazy people who see the crazy side of me, i would burst out.
When i used the "burst" word just now, i thought of how my body was behaving during this midyears period (crap! another physics term), currently i'm having a tough time to get myself to sleep. and when i really put myself to bed, my ears begin to turn red and my eyes are drying up. and hello! the fan is blowing right at me. another thing is that the back of my head just feels the pain that came from nowhere; i just found it like, two days ago i think. i guess so.
I have another random thought about the title i typed earlier. in fact it doesn't make sense, and it probably shows that i have a bad sense of direction too. oh well, hope i can make more barks to make up for it. oh yes, so back to the question, what you see if you look up? for now, the bright lightbulb i suppose, but later, most probably it's pain and pikachu.
Before everything closes later, i think that (blue-green?) shiny bag of yours attracted me, even if it was a glance. oh!! i thought of a code today; Make Diamonds Instantly Shine! nights!! back to the boring world... (: smile!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday 23 June 2008-)
+6/23/2008 12:59:00 am]*
Title: My house!-
Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
aiyo. i think this is only fifty-fifty correct here. as in, there's no part of me tells that i'm a leader, i'm strong, i always wanted to live alone (what loner!!!), i'm "pretty popular" or etcetera etcetera. oh now i realise that it's only abit wrong!! haha yay!
oh yes, i happened to see this thing somewhere and found it interesting yesterday. but blogger hanged up on me last night!! so i'll only post it now. yup.
and yes, nba was no contest basically. seeing lakers got owned big time must have gotten yuhao crazy since he's one of the greatest lakers fan. but oh no! one man show doesn't bring those rings that great champions have! haha. honestly, the celtics were fabulous on the postups and guards. they're amazing!! and i just counted the number of stars in that team. oh my! 7 of them can easily make into the all star team!! wow. no wonder kobe and gang missed it. sorry, i just have to rub it in. haha.
one more thing. those previous posts are merely thoughts of mine when i was half-asleep, which means that i must have been brainwashed thoroughly by some kind of devil that swayed me into such horrendous and unusual and anti-me notions that were up on previous ones. yup. and YES. I AM AWAKE NOW.
but not anymore! i'm going to sleep soon. oh wait! i was watching mtv movie awards just now and there was some 'generation' award that adam sandler received. then when he started singing a song that described his scenes and life throughout the movies he made (i can't remember too much since mum and dad were and are sleeping and had to shhhh). goodness me! HE IS SUPERB! so now, he's my new hero! especially after watching zohan. even though there are some corny parts. but hey! he's goood!!!!! (:
alright, tired now. nights!! bless everyone to study hard!
so, smile everyone!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 21 June 2008-)
+6/21/2008 12:52:00 am]*
Title: Maybe song-
[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again i'm just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It ain't right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night it's true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..
[Chorus:]
And maybe it's true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
So maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said
[Verse 2:]I'm always connected online
Looked on my Facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..
[Chorus:]
And maybe it's true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
So maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said
[Bridge:]Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]
[Guitar Solo]
[Chorus:]
And maybe it's true (OH)
I'm caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe i'm wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
It's all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)
And Maybe It's True
I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe I'm Wrong,
And It's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadn't Said
[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...
Hi. that's a classic example of a catchy tune that makes me know the lyrics and now, blog about it. So, presenting, Maybe by Jay Sean. (:
Oh yes, wish everyone well for history exam tomorrow morning! alright, i should be sleeping by now. enough of breaking from studying!! byee!!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 19 June 2008-)
+6/19/2008 12:10:00 am]*
Title: euphoria-
HI!! i'm feeling real high now. like drugged. and especially when the night breeze was super refreshing! then i was playing 'we can go anywhere'! now i'm so happy, i can even jump as i walk around my house! but that's stupid, why not as well take a rest and sleep? oh yep, the moon was still bright and shone on the clouds! i think i'm on cloud nine now!! smiles!! (: oh ya! the star that shone at the corner of my eye and the only one amongst the clouds is still in my memory now! but wait, drugs are bad. oh no! i took drugs today, lots of chocolated drinks, heck the spelling. no wonder i didn't really sleep. aiyo. not enough sleep. less than the length i wanted. aiyo. bad. alright, yawning means that it's time i fall from cloud thirteen back to my lemon tree. *yawns again* nights!!
i'm sitting here in the boring room just another rainy sunday afternoon i'm wasting my time i've got nothing to do... oh yes! something to do now, zzz. time for some new memory smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 14 June 2008-)
+6/14/2008 07:28:00 pm]*
Title: papa's day!-
hey today i went to lunch with daddy and mummy at jack's place. apparently many daddies brought their kids there too! it was quite lovely when there was nice menus. in fact i wanted to get daddy a set lunch which had a father's day gift, but yep, he grumbled to be expensive. well, true enough since it was twice of what we normally get. so to make up for it, they wanted some juice. after a long fight between orange and something else, we opted for watermelon instead! the scariest part was, they wanted a whole jug! greatness, part it was nice, so sweet! it was so nice that made me looove this juice! then when we were about to be served with desserts, the waiter gave us a free chocolate cake. it was such a blessing, after friday the 13th yesterday. alright, today's fine!!!
~smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 12 June 2008-)
+6/12/2008 09:23:00 pm]*
Title: Never meant to be-
Sometimes, I’ve this weird thinking; what you think might not be what you see, and what you see might not be what happens, and what happens might not be exactly what had occurred. Then the thing is, for whatever that really occurred, how would you know whether the source which told you or your eyes had told you a lie? In a nutshell, not everyone can be trusted. Well, not really. Just that giving too much trust in some people destroys your original belief in them. Generally I treasure my friends well but in this realistic foreign world there is no such thing as forever. New friends made are meant to befriend for as long as possible, no doubt about that, but as of 2217 hours, I think I have lost a friend. If I can think about it in this friend’s way, it’s quite scary to have someone whom you see so rarely to be suddenly so odd and ya! Eww! So alright, some things are just not meant to be.
~smile (: even if you lost one friend, that friend.
Oh yes! I was just watching a serial that was so similar to the context here. What a world!
So I think for the last time, I wished, treasured and loved the time spent, if I lose it this time round. Give a smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday 10 June 2008-)
+6/10/2008 11:39:00 pm]*
Title: A day of mixed feelings-
I wanted to go full force spending on how life was being great today, but there are just some things that annoy me.
I was beginning to wonder why I decided to turn up early in school. Natalina sounded like she wanted me to, but until now I still don’t see her reason. How about that, I woke up crazily early just to hope that I don’t be late for it at 9, so I came ten minutes before that. In the end, the teachers decided to be kind and extended the auditions to be at 10 instead. Fine. Then I was faced with a script that sounded nice with its intention and literary meanings and stuff like that, but I realised it was one that was too many pages long which I couldn’t finish reading. Then I was thinking, maybe I’m not good at reading things like this. So I became patient and waited for auditions, hoping that I can possibly understand what the whole plot was portraying. I went into the lt, looked for a place that I could have a nice view of the stage. Searched and planted by butt on the middle rows initially, but because of some kind of peer pressure or stuff, the rest were at the back, so I got back to the third last row. It was just one row before them and till now then I realised that my row was the one that was right between theirs and the teachers. Bet them to be laughing at my ignorance. So everything went on, and to be honest I couldn’t give any feedback constructively since I wasn’t sure of the requirements of the script and whatever comments I intended to give just couldn’t formulate it out in sentences. Here’s the problem, whatever notes I wrote, supposedly to be jotted down then everyone would compute as one, wasn’t used at all when mr chan had his marking scheme of seven criteria and it was close to useless since their performances were based on face-value, and so mr tay was calling the shots. Those notes were lest purposeful when they kind of entertained gab or tiff, but that’s not the point. I’m not trying to comment that mr tay was poor in auditioning the fellows. In fact, he was good and maximised every individual’s potential, but given my unpreparedness for this just made me feel pointless to turn up today. And truly, I don’t understand why those artsy-fartsy people can come up of anything to comment on when they sometimes don’t make sense or care about the minute details of things. Well, I guess I need more time to learn about them maybe, just live my simplistic life of who I am.
Anyway, the moment was back when I saw the purple jacket friend at kfc just now at night. I mean, usually when I see this friend of mine I would relate it to that very special person. Or rather, this happened many times already, when I see this person I would look around to see that one. Today was no different and… I think I look odd by looking around!
And I’ve this tendency to get confused between unintentional and “in-intentional” today, and it just seems weird!
Oh yes, I had this moody feeling just now because I just came home from a disaster of strong winds and overcast weather. Bad English, but yup, that was the storm.
~smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 7 June 2008-)
+6/07/2008 10:48:00 pm]*
Title: Game!-
Hahaha three match points... Ownage!!!!!!!(:
i was just looking at ivanovic's nice pair of eyes and eyebrows, slim and pretty nose, cool and long legs, elegant pair of earrings, cute-looking skirt and the lovely smile that she's got. trust me, she's my tennis idol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she's just 20!!!!! (:
Game Set Match. she's won!!! (: celebrations! yipee!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+6/07/2008 09:15:00 pm]*
Title: ivanovic-
Hello!!!
I'm putting my bet on Ana Ivanovic before the match ends later. Yes!!! SHE WILL WINNNNN!!! (: and oh my, she's pretty hot!! (: if i can find nice pictures of her then it'll be up soon! and my reason for her winning is... she's fantastically good!! strong and powerful!!! alright, back to the game. byeee!! (:
~smile!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday 6 June 2008-)
+6/06/2008 10:33:00 pm]*
Title: Mad Post-
Hey!
I'm at macs now and it's the first time i'm online outside!! the thing is that i'm using my own account! hehe! (:
Oh yes, life's crazy. It's so bad that nowadays i'm studying for the love of the subject rather for good results. At this rate things might as well go wrong.
anw, for a matter of fact, i haven't been seeing her or contacting her for... ever. yes, i've already lost count. ok, if things are meant to be, nature will go its way. yup! (:
alright, i typed a post on the drama blog on whichever day ago and honestly, i have no political intention(s) by posting things there. it was meant to let readers feel a little comfy. well, of course, if you would interpret in the political sense, i won't stop you.
btw, the author's name is a wish for the misters who overrule for nothing, the quote is to wish the juniors can master in their remaining time here (i couldn't...) and the last caps are for everyone who feel affected by genghis khan. yup.
to refer to the article @ that blog, type fri6jun08 at my navigator!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 1 June 2008-)
+6/01/2008 01:10:00 am]*
Title: Dance concert!-
Hello!!
The dance concert just ended and it changed me upside down. I started the day feeling as childish as Shan but ended up wanting to be a dancer.
The details from morning weren’t the best to mention, SO, it’s all about the highlights of the concert. And I guess I’m tired (how retarded) and I’ll get the points down here.
~ yuhao hongtaa and I were the three idiots at backstage. Quite impressive actually with liquid in lightstick (shoots! Should’ve stolen from sc…) and the curtain. Good job crew! Haha
~ the way kahlen being frightened before the her part was funny, as in, she seemed as though she was going to strangle someone la!
~ found that Natasha was fabulous with her role with the bimbo role plus final rehearsals and it was soooo much different to her during ltc or offstage; she was so low profile offstage! Wow!
~ Deborah was powerful with her moves and looked so convincing!
~ the four guys in the retro part were amazing! I loved the part when they did the bouncy finger-snaps!
~ Debbie was confident, as usual, and seemed humble. Real admirable! No wonder we’re the awesome group at ltc! Haha
~ joy appeared scared but her moves were accurate and confident when facing the audience la! That’s quite tough actually, and WOW!
~ the Michael Jackson role was the pop! He was so crazy even when rehearsal that his forearm was vibrating all the time! Then his hip pop was the bomb! Haha even yongchao felt sad to see that la! But both were good in fact!
~ eunice was nervy, quite obvious actually, but anyone can tell that she’s good for her moves with the right timing.
~ qing huang had this superman hairstyle and IT IS SO REAL LIKE SUPERMAN! And, I guess that’s why he wore superman suit… oh wait! He loves superman! Haha
~ luluwellyn was funny on stage, the good way, when he’s like… emotions with abit clumsy actions, but fantastic timings
~ Jeanne was … loss of words. I don’t believe that someone said she’s good at first, but seeing that she wants to be a wannabe with that yellow skirt of hers almost made me drop my specs la!! Oh yes, esp those poses, haha!!
~ martin just has my respect, h3 paper on one of these two days and that’s the show tonight. Then on the video he still had the funny side of him telling everyone how badly he did for his mid years!! And thank him for asking dada and indirectly asking me here. Really thank him for that
~ nanas had her clumsy side at times, but she looked confident and that’s good!
~ Melissa borrowed dada’s shoes and it fit her well! So was her actions!
~ there’s a guest performance, utg, and it was crazily good! for all the things that happened! Flips, handstands (oh, they celebrated not by clapping or wolfcries, but handstands!!!!!), spinning on the ground, somersaults… so many more!
~ oh!! There was one senior who scared me! she passed me her rubberband and told me to take care of it, but then I couldn’t see who she was and passed to someone else instead, then she came back to ask for it… thank goodness she didn’t go on asking for it. Phew!! For the girl stuff. Haha
~ Georgina was one character I would remember. She was in her ij uniform and she put on her huge specs that looked super retro! Haha!
~ ryan was the cool instructor, or I should say the coolest instructor I’ve ever seen! For the act smart part in the video, the acting was superb! And I think his way of using reverse psychology is way better than begging your performers to do well.
~ basically, it was so catching that I loved the opening circus style, segments in between and the anti-climax ending which was super cool!
~ getting to see splastics’ friend quite closely was really a privilege. She’s pretty! Haha!
~ oh there's also one china-looking j1 who's quite erm ya. gotta check that person soon! haha!
~ the useless j1 sm, please don’t let me see him again please!
~ sorry for calling the wrong shots during the show, thx to the sm. Oops!
~ crap! The last video was so memorable that the ‘bye bye’ song still plays in my head!
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were the times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why i didn't show up sometimes on sunday mornings and i miss you But we talked through
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye, Bye Bye, Bye Bye [ 3x ] ) Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[chorus]
(Bye Bye, Bye Bye, Bye Bye [ 3x ] )
The hardest thing to do is say bye
Bye bye
[ Chorus ]
Bye bye
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 29 June 2008-)
+6/29/2008 07:08:00 pm]*
Title: Lights!-
hey.
i saw this scene just now. it was quite late in the afternoon when i was about to leave tp after some studying which can equate to no-studying. then at the bus stop came double-decked bus 165. a man stood up from his seat and flagged the bus. after he went into the bus, the bus driver decided that he was going to switch on the lights. but if i rewind a few seconds earlier, this man was holding a long slim greyish stick and moved straight after getting off his seat in the bus stop. where he ended was between the doors of the bus. he felt his way towards the front door slowly and immediately after that, the driver turned on the lights. it seemed crazy to find that one with visual concerns could inspire another with perfect vision (the driver didn't wear glasses at all) to use the lights. and i can't really imagine if the man actually told the driver it's abit dark here, can on the lights or not? i bet he'll be furious man! yup, so the moral of the story is this, strangers can sometimes bring words of wisdom. ohno! what distorted logic.
oh yes! didi was discussing his philosophical ideas about things around the world on thursday with his can you imagine? lines again. and this time, it was Victoria's Secrets. he was telling us how this secret no longer becomes a secret when there are so many pieces of merchandise sold worldwide. then he said he wished to find out what that real secret is, but if he knew what that was then the brand loses its value. so it's the mystery that keeps it valuable. but then... he went on and set me in a confusing mood for the day. or rather, days. so, what is the mysterious secret behind everything? aiyo. headache!
anyhows, chill and smile for the world to see, since the world's such a lovely and cosily warm place!! (: smile!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 28 June 2008-)
+6/28/2008 12:55:00 am]*
Title: turning point-
i penned this down somewhere yesterday and it never left me for the whole night. in fact, the stupid side of me even cried. yup, so here's what happened.
Hi.
i was rather stunned to see my school's people going for lesson continuously for the whole day just one day before the paper. then the teacher must be real stressed out, but everytime he still seemed relaxed and patient in teaching. hats off to him. really. he's working non-stop and the amazing thing is that he de-stresses himself in our lesson. that's how fun we are.
the next moment was one of the worst times taht has been haunting me since we got off the lift, i had questions like how can you stand... and you all are... in exclamation and disbelief tones. i was feeling blank in my head then. as in, i was thinking if i should say yes or come up with something to cover up or claim my stand. in the end, i chose the best of both worlds (still can imagine how didi screamed like miley cyrus in a retarded way) by saying no la, it's actually fine if these things come once in a while. i felt so bad after that. really. it's not what i truly think, but i guess it's more important to see others' good points in order to accept them.
another thing was about parthothermic's problem with ymca. and i suggested an instant kill method that would plunge someone down to earth. or at least, for me. cos i was thinking ymca is smth like my case, and that would stop me from continuing. so the irony is, i'm still hoping i don't fall into this trap one day. and really, i think this scares others off.
to end it off, i hope she gets well soon. and letting her ghostly hair at one corner won't deter me too much. as the saying goes, it's all in the head.
oh yes, i think every story has their chapter, and every chapter has its climax. so for chapter eight. things are getting close. just end it, and that's all that runs in my head.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday 24 June 2008-)
+6/24/2008 11:42:00 pm]*
Title: Look around you, you never know what's up-
I was trying to get what physics lecture notes were saying for quite a few days and i suddenly got my mind to drift off to somewhere else. i mean, it's not smth out of ordinary but it sometimes gave me weird feelings about the earth.
Naturally, when i read those lines there questions just come and haunt me with things like "why arh?" or "how come lidat one?", but the crazy thing was that, thinking about things more than what i should do is simply extra. this is just like how audieu was criticising herself when i told her that her philosophy in some random comment of hers (as usual) was comparable to h3 econs even though she said that she was struggling in her h1. well, in her unique comical tone of course.
Speaking of comical behaviour, i think that the funniest group of people are those who, by nature, are not made to be comical at all. it's that, they have this belief that what they do should be right and trouble-free, but often, fate doesn't go their way and in such times they are left stranded, trying to decifer what happened while leaving their stunned faces for everyone to laugh at.
Alright, that's the most common types seen on movies or serials. there can be more branches to this huge umbrella. i feel that sometimes when someone is deeply in thought they tend to forget that they are not living in their own world. this is when they start to think aloud and ramble the toughest phrases to be understood. but actually for this, different people might have different reactions. for myself, if i'm in a group of crazy people who see the crazy side of me, i would burst out.
When i used the "burst" word just now, i thought of how my body was behaving during this midyears period (crap! another physics term), currently i'm having a tough time to get myself to sleep. and when i really put myself to bed, my ears begin to turn red and my eyes are drying up. and hello! the fan is blowing right at me. another thing is that the back of my head just feels the pain that came from nowhere; i just found it like, two days ago i think. i guess so.
I have another random thought about the title i typed earlier. in fact it doesn't make sense, and it probably shows that i have a bad sense of direction too. oh well, hope i can make more barks to make up for it. oh yes, so back to the question, what you see if you look up? for now, the bright lightbulb i suppose, but later, most probably it's pain and pikachu.
Before everything closes later, i think that (blue-green?) shiny bag of yours attracted me, even if it was a glance. oh!! i thought of a code today; Make Diamonds Instantly Shine! nights!! back to the boring world... (: smile!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday 23 June 2008-)
+6/23/2008 12:59:00 am]*
Title: My house!-
Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
aiyo. i think this is only fifty-fifty correct here. as in, there's no part of me tells that i'm a leader, i'm strong, i always wanted to live alone (what loner!!!), i'm "pretty popular" or etcetera etcetera. oh now i realise that it's only abit wrong!! haha yay!
oh yes, i happened to see this thing somewhere and found it interesting yesterday. but blogger hanged up on me last night!! so i'll only post it now. yup.
and yes, nba was no contest basically. seeing lakers got owned big time must have gotten yuhao crazy since he's one of the greatest lakers fan. but oh no! one man show doesn't bring those rings that great champions have! haha. honestly, the celtics were fabulous on the postups and guards. they're amazing!! and i just counted the number of stars in that team. oh my! 7 of them can easily make into the all star team!! wow. no wonder kobe and gang missed it. sorry, i just have to rub it in. haha.
one more thing. those previous posts are merely thoughts of mine when i was half-asleep, which means that i must have been brainwashed thoroughly by some kind of devil that swayed me into such horrendous and unusual and anti-me notions that were up on previous ones. yup. and YES. I AM AWAKE NOW.
but not anymore! i'm going to sleep soon. oh wait! i was watching mtv movie awards just now and there was some 'generation' award that adam sandler received. then when he started singing a song that described his scenes and life throughout the movies he made (i can't remember too much since mum and dad were and are sleeping and had to shhhh). goodness me! HE IS SUPERB! so now, he's my new hero! especially after watching zohan. even though there are some corny parts. but hey! he's goood!!!!! (:
alright, tired now. nights!! bless everyone to study hard!
so, smile everyone!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 21 June 2008-)
+6/21/2008 12:52:00 am]*
Title: Maybe song-
[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again i'm just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It ain't right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night it's true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..
[Chorus:]
And maybe it's true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
So maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said
[Verse 2:]I'm always connected online
Looked on my Facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..
[Chorus:]
And maybe it's true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too
So maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said
[Bridge:]Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]
[Guitar Solo]
[Chorus:]
And maybe it's true (OH)
I'm caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe i'm wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
It's all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)
And Maybe It's True
I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe I'm Wrong,
And It's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadn't Said
[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...
Hi. that's a classic example of a catchy tune that makes me know the lyrics and now, blog about it. So, presenting, Maybe by Jay Sean. (:
Oh yes, wish everyone well for history exam tomorrow morning! alright, i should be sleeping by now. enough of breaking from studying!! byee!!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 19 June 2008-)
+6/19/2008 12:10:00 am]*
Title: euphoria-
HI!! i'm feeling real high now. like drugged. and especially when the night breeze was super refreshing! then i was playing 'we can go anywhere'! now i'm so happy, i can even jump as i walk around my house! but that's stupid, why not as well take a rest and sleep? oh yep, the moon was still bright and shone on the clouds! i think i'm on cloud nine now!! smiles!! (: oh ya! the star that shone at the corner of my eye and the only one amongst the clouds is still in my memory now! but wait, drugs are bad. oh no! i took drugs today, lots of chocolated drinks, heck the spelling. no wonder i didn't really sleep. aiyo. not enough sleep. less than the length i wanted. aiyo. bad. alright, yawning means that it's time i fall from cloud thirteen back to my lemon tree. *yawns again* nights!!
i'm sitting here in the boring room just another rainy sunday afternoon i'm wasting my time i've got nothing to do... oh yes! something to do now, zzz. time for some new memory smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 14 June 2008-)
+6/14/2008 07:28:00 pm]*
Title: papa's day!-
hey today i went to lunch with daddy and mummy at jack's place. apparently many daddies brought their kids there too! it was quite lovely when there was nice menus. in fact i wanted to get daddy a set lunch which had a father's day gift, but yep, he grumbled to be expensive. well, true enough since it was twice of what we normally get. so to make up for it, they wanted some juice. after a long fight between orange and something else, we opted for watermelon instead! the scariest part was, they wanted a whole jug! greatness, part it was nice, so sweet! it was so nice that made me looove this juice! then when we were about to be served with desserts, the waiter gave us a free chocolate cake. it was such a blessing, after friday the 13th yesterday. alright, today's fine!!!
~smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 12 June 2008-)
+6/12/2008 09:23:00 pm]*
Title: Never meant to be-
Sometimes, I’ve this weird thinking; what you think might not be what you see, and what you see might not be what happens, and what happens might not be exactly what had occurred. Then the thing is, for whatever that really occurred, how would you know whether the source which told you or your eyes had told you a lie? In a nutshell, not everyone can be trusted. Well, not really. Just that giving too much trust in some people destroys your original belief in them. Generally I treasure my friends well but in this realistic foreign world there is no such thing as forever. New friends made are meant to befriend for as long as possible, no doubt about that, but as of 2217 hours, I think I have lost a friend. If I can think about it in this friend’s way, it’s quite scary to have someone whom you see so rarely to be suddenly so odd and ya! Eww! So alright, some things are just not meant to be.
~smile (: even if you lost one friend, that friend.
Oh yes! I was just watching a serial that was so similar to the context here. What a world!
So I think for the last time, I wished, treasured and loved the time spent, if I lose it this time round. Give a smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday 10 June 2008-)
+6/10/2008 11:39:00 pm]*
Title: A day of mixed feelings-
I wanted to go full force spending on how life was being great today, but there are just some things that annoy me.
I was beginning to wonder why I decided to turn up early in school. Natalina sounded like she wanted me to, but until now I still don’t see her reason. How about that, I woke up crazily early just to hope that I don’t be late for it at 9, so I came ten minutes before that. In the end, the teachers decided to be kind and extended the auditions to be at 10 instead. Fine. Then I was faced with a script that sounded nice with its intention and literary meanings and stuff like that, but I realised it was one that was too many pages long which I couldn’t finish reading. Then I was thinking, maybe I’m not good at reading things like this. So I became patient and waited for auditions, hoping that I can possibly understand what the whole plot was portraying. I went into the lt, looked for a place that I could have a nice view of the stage. Searched and planted by butt on the middle rows initially, but because of some kind of peer pressure or stuff, the rest were at the back, so I got back to the third last row. It was just one row before them and till now then I realised that my row was the one that was right between theirs and the teachers. Bet them to be laughing at my ignorance. So everything went on, and to be honest I couldn’t give any feedback constructively since I wasn’t sure of the requirements of the script and whatever comments I intended to give just couldn’t formulate it out in sentences. Here’s the problem, whatever notes I wrote, supposedly to be jotted down then everyone would compute as one, wasn’t used at all when mr chan had his marking scheme of seven criteria and it was close to useless since their performances were based on face-value, and so mr tay was calling the shots. Those notes were lest purposeful when they kind of entertained gab or tiff, but that’s not the point. I’m not trying to comment that mr tay was poor in auditioning the fellows. In fact, he was good and maximised every individual’s potential, but given my unpreparedness for this just made me feel pointless to turn up today. And truly, I don’t understand why those artsy-fartsy people can come up of anything to comment on when they sometimes don’t make sense or care about the minute details of things. Well, I guess I need more time to learn about them maybe, just live my simplistic life of who I am.
Anyway, the moment was back when I saw the purple jacket friend at kfc just now at night. I mean, usually when I see this friend of mine I would relate it to that very special person. Or rather, this happened many times already, when I see this person I would look around to see that one. Today was no different and… I think I look odd by looking around!
And I’ve this tendency to get confused between unintentional and “in-intentional” today, and it just seems weird!
Oh yes, I had this moody feeling just now because I just came home from a disaster of strong winds and overcast weather. Bad English, but yup, that was the storm.
~smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 7 June 2008-)
+6/07/2008 10:48:00 pm]*
Title: Game!-
Hahaha three match points... Ownage!!!!!!!(:
i was just looking at ivanovic's nice pair of eyes and eyebrows, slim and pretty nose, cool and long legs, elegant pair of earrings, cute-looking skirt and the lovely smile that she's got. trust me, she's my tennis idol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she's just 20!!!!! (:
Game Set Match. she's won!!! (: celebrations! yipee!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+6/07/2008 09:15:00 pm]*
Title: ivanovic-
Hello!!!
I'm putting my bet on Ana Ivanovic before the match ends later. Yes!!! SHE WILL WINNNNN!!! (: and oh my, she's pretty hot!! (: if i can find nice pictures of her then it'll be up soon! and my reason for her winning is... she's fantastically good!! strong and powerful!!! alright, back to the game. byeee!! (:
~smile!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday 6 June 2008-)
+6/06/2008 10:33:00 pm]*
Title: Mad Post-
Hey!
I'm at macs now and it's the first time i'm online outside!! the thing is that i'm using my own account! hehe! (:
Oh yes, life's crazy. It's so bad that nowadays i'm studying for the love of the subject rather for good results. At this rate things might as well go wrong.
anw, for a matter of fact, i haven't been seeing her or contacting her for... ever. yes, i've already lost count. ok, if things are meant to be, nature will go its way. yup! (:
alright, i typed a post on the drama blog on whichever day ago and honestly, i have no political intention(s) by posting things there. it was meant to let readers feel a little comfy. well, of course, if you would interpret in the political sense, i won't stop you.
btw, the author's name is a wish for the misters who overrule for nothing, the quote is to wish the juniors can master in their remaining time here (i couldn't...) and the last caps are for everyone who feel affected by genghis khan. yup.
to refer to the article @ that blog, type fri6jun08 at my navigator!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 1 June 2008-)
+6/01/2008 01:10:00 am]*
Title: Dance concert!-
Hello!!
The dance concert just ended and it changed me upside down. I started the day feeling as childish as Shan but ended up wanting to be a dancer.
The details from morning weren’t the best to mention, SO, it’s all about the highlights of the concert. And I guess I’m tired (how retarded) and I’ll get the points down here.
~ yuhao hongtaa and I were the three idiots at backstage. Quite impressive actually with liquid in lightstick (shoots! Should’ve stolen from sc…) and the curtain. Good job crew! Haha
~ the way kahlen being frightened before the her part was funny, as in, she seemed as though she was going to strangle someone la!
~ found that Natasha was fabulous with her role with the bimbo role plus final rehearsals and it was soooo much different to her during ltc or offstage; she was so low profile offstage! Wow!
~ Deborah was powerful with her moves and looked so convincing!
~ the four guys in the retro part were amazing! I loved the part when they did the bouncy finger-snaps!
~ Debbie was confident, as usual, and seemed humble. Real admirable! No wonder we’re the awesome group at ltc! Haha
~ joy appeared scared but her moves were accurate and confident when facing the audience la! That’s quite tough actually, and WOW!
~ the Michael Jackson role was the pop! He was so crazy even when rehearsal that his forearm was vibrating all the time! Then his hip pop was the bomb! Haha even yongchao felt sad to see that la! But both were good in fact!
~ eunice was nervy, quite obvious actually, but anyone can tell that she’s good for her moves with the right timing.
~ qing huang had this superman hairstyle and IT IS SO REAL LIKE SUPERMAN! And, I guess that’s why he wore superman suit… oh wait! He loves superman! Haha
~ luluwellyn was funny on stage, the good way, when he’s like… emotions with abit clumsy actions, but fantastic timings
~ Jeanne was … loss of words. I don’t believe that someone said she’s good at first, but seeing that she wants to be a wannabe with that yellow skirt of hers almost made me drop my specs la!! Oh yes, esp those poses, haha!!
~ martin just has my respect, h3 paper on one of these two days and that’s the show tonight. Then on the video he still had the funny side of him telling everyone how badly he did for his mid years!! And thank him for asking dada and indirectly asking me here. Really thank him for that
~ nanas had her clumsy side at times, but she looked confident and that’s good!
~ Melissa borrowed dada’s shoes and it fit her well! So was her actions!
~ there’s a guest performance, utg, and it was crazily good! for all the things that happened! Flips, handstands (oh, they celebrated not by clapping or wolfcries, but handstands!!!!!), spinning on the ground, somersaults… so many more!
~ oh!! There was one senior who scared me! she passed me her rubberband and told me to take care of it, but then I couldn’t see who she was and passed to someone else instead, then she came back to ask for it… thank goodness she didn’t go on asking for it. Phew!! For the girl stuff. Haha
~ Georgina was one character I would remember. She was in her ij uniform and she put on her huge specs that looked super retro! Haha!
~ ryan was the cool instructor, or I should say the coolest instructor I’ve ever seen! For the act smart part in the video, the acting was superb! And I think his way of using reverse psychology is way better than begging your performers to do well.
~ basically, it was so catching that I loved the opening circus style, segments in between and the anti-climax ending which was super cool!
~ getting to see splastics’ friend quite closely was really a privilege. She’s pretty! Haha!
~ oh there's also one china-looking j1 who's quite erm ya. gotta check that person soon! haha!
~ the useless j1 sm, please don’t let me see him again please!
~ sorry for calling the wrong shots during the show, thx to the sm. Oops!
~ crap! The last video was so memorable that the ‘bye bye’ song still plays in my head!
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were the times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why i didn't show up sometimes on sunday mornings and i miss you But we talked through
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye, Bye Bye, Bye Bye [ 3x ] ) Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[chorus]
(Bye Bye, Bye Bye, Bye Bye [ 3x ] )
The hardest thing to do is say bye
Bye bye
[ Chorus ]
Bye bye
yup, so that's what happened (:
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