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(Sunday 31 August 2008-)
+8/31/2008 10:33:00 pm]*
Title: Makeover-
Hello!
I've just decided that I'm going to give you different names for your different organs by the next post. So in order for me not to be crazy enough to be obssessed with you and your thoughts day-in, day-out, you will be caged from the outside world. So no one can disturb you, just like how I cannot enter jher mind. Yes, you'll be gone from the world soon, unless someone can access those lame words. toodles!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 30 August 2008-)
+8/30/2008 10:38:00 am]*
Title: Lost-
Hey! it's a nice saturday morning.
But the thing i found out was that ana ivanovic lost her match at us open! such a heartbreaking moment. haha!! it's alright since i found someone in school who looks very much alike like her! i don't really know who she is, but i hope i'll find out soon! o btw, she's a little bigger and shorter than the real one of course! haha (:
peace!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday 25 August 2008-)
+8/25/2008 11:17:00 pm]*
Title: Trashbag-
hello.
dad was being unreasonable. but ah. it's not worth mentioning. as usual.
anyway, i was browsing through sites and i got a little confused with what i saw. i thought jshe's rather slender and slim in jher rhd costume. then i was thinking how attractive that was. as for just now, pictures told me that actually jshe wasn't as what i described earlier. a little babyf*t and rounder, yes, that's how i should have described. anyway, it wouldn't make anymore difference if my impression of jher never changed.
ohno. i have no idea why do i need such affirmations? perhaps they are all part of the notion that the tide has changed. i hope not, or else... there'll be havoc all over the place. shoots. i'm close to brain-dead; nothing can go in now and btw. it'll take a miracle to save me from gp today. the only hope is to score well for the rest of the subjects. ok! i'm off!! byee!! (: smile whenever possible!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 23 August 2008-)
+8/23/2008 12:04:00 am]*
Title: Snail-
hello.
ups and downs all around and in this hectic way of life, sometimes it's worthwhile to stop and smell the roses as we look back at how things have been going well, and maybe, not so well, for us.
well, i successfully killed the fitness test yesterday. killer day. i was looking for aho to have a redo. then just then the hod was next to him. apparently he was saying how aho was lenient and stuff like that. so on that occasion, i came in handy. so i had to do my test right in front of two of them. thank God that those pressure paid off.
well, that was yesterday. today everything never turned good for me. i wasted my time, and yes, WASTE. that was for spending time trying to manage the pressure to finish the video and the computer to make the video. both didn't do me good.
then, suddenly audieu was asking if shan and i were 'happening' or something like that. ok, fine actually for someone who didn't know me too well. but for joel and andrew, i was stunned that they asked the same thing la! they knew already, btw. and that shocked me. yup. so to reassure those who know me, she's not the one.
[edited at round 2] oh yes, there are times when i start to think of creatures like snails. these fellas, as slow as they can be, are feeling safe all the time. all they know that surrounds them are merely the ground and a centimetre around their feelers. i often wish to let them be exposed to the outside world and learn that there's much more than their shells, just like how we humans have taught ourselves about our world. but one moment you "open" them up, there's a great chance that they will be destroyed with time. it isn't too nice to break into others' system and destroy their momentum in life. and i hope that's why i tried to avoid everything that harmed this so-called snail. and yes, this snail was last seen two days ago. now it is missings, Reports.
smile! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 21 August 2008-)
+8/21/2008 12:52:00 am]*
Title: Cut it OFF!-
TERENCE! YOU BETTER GET RID OF THAT IDEA OUT OF YOUR MINIATURE BRAIN. YOU KNOW YOU CANNOT AND SHOULD NOT FRET ON THIS THING ANYMORE. LET IT GO, AND THIS DOESN'T COME BACK. TOO BAD. ANYWAY, SOMEONE LIKE YOU WHO CAN'T MANAGE YOURSELF SHOULD JUST GO ONE LITTLE CORNER AND HIDE YOUR TINY WINY HEAD UNDER YOUR ARMS. YOU USELESS FREAK. YOU ARE A PIECE OF TRASH FULL OF LARD. IN FACT, IF YOU EVER WANT TO START OFF WELL, BE YOURSELF AND SENSIBLE. YOU'VE SEEN SO MANY RETARDED MOMENTS BY MANY DUMB PEOPLE WHO ARE FREAKY. AND NOW YOU'RE BEING SCARY. IF YOUR PERSISTENCE BRINGS TO GOOD THINGS, THEN IT'S FINE. BUT PLEASE, MY DEAR BRAIN, SHUT UP AND LET ME GO! THERE'S ONLY ONE FOCUS AND EVERYTHING ELSE EVOLVES AROUND IT. LEARN IT WELL. YOU JOLLYWELL KNOW IT. NOW TRY GETTING THIS AIM. DON'T FORGET IT while it's time i get some precious sleep. smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday 19 August 2008-)
+8/19/2008 01:13:00 am]*
Title: Music-
hello. it's late into the night and i'm quite sleepy, so i'll make this quick; basically, i was super stunned when gwen burped she even made a melody to suit it. it was some nursery rhymes in fact, tired now byee!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 17 August 2008-)
+8/17/2008 11:30:00 pm]*
Title: Modesty is just so hard to find-
Hey!!!
I was listening to shan's romantic story in a time where i practically wasted my time for something people called 'study'. it was random, but life's as simple as that. full of craziness. anyway, i'm caught up with the lovebug song by the jonas brothers. here's it!!! (:
Lovebug By Jonas Brothers
Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm...
YEAH, OHHH
Now I'm speechless, over the edge of this, breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
[ohhhhh]
Love Bug again
[woo!]
so, conclusion that andrew and i had was that we'll stay single. haha retarded statements. study boy!! (:
toodles!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 16 August 2008-)
+8/16/2008 10:25:00 pm]*
Title: DUMBDUMB!!-
i just realised that john's made the whole story up when whatever on the blog was what happened! but still, funny though. haha!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/16/2008 12:50:00 am]*
Title: Buddies!!-
Hello!! i'm using the blogger buddy as it is named. so cool!!
anw. john's gamble with gabriel on livejournal.com was absolutely funny. for all the nonsense he had. oh btw. if anyone realised, john the messenger, sits at the right hand side of gabriel everyday. how interesting it can get!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 14 August 2008-)
+8/14/2008 11:42:00 pm]*
Title: Ice-
hello!!
i learnt something new today. and today's lesson was on the act on the streets. jess was telling me how some people at her housing estate there were staring at her and how creepy they were then. curiously, i asked her, "why are you so suspicious of stalkers or people like that? what makes you think they are staring at you? perhaps they're just looking at something else, and not you? (besides, you're... )" well, i didn't really say that, but later she was saying how staring differs from stoning. it's like, when someone stares at you, and then you look back, that person would look away and immediately you know already... straightaway, i had the enlightenment and at the same time i felt so ignorant as to why i haven't thought of this for such a long time. then looking back, i think i've been giving this kind of creepy stares too at times. but actually for myself, i tend to stare subconsciously at someone or something that moves then when that person looks back, i realise that i wasn't doing the right thing, then i'll look away. hmm. i'll change for the betta. ok, things don't logically now and i'm about to shower, then sleep. nights!! (: smile!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/14/2008 12:11:00 am]*
Title: my 'highness'!-
I’m in a good mood today for all the fuss and hassle of life. In fact, sitting right behind my ec was ooooh! really, that feeling IS INDESCRIBABLE. Then the best part that I killed myself by roasting my body under the sun with intensive basketball. I mean, there wasn’t much studying but it kind of built my mood to go the hard way for all the guilt of not studying and so on. Another thing was that I heard that a new couple’s going to form very soon! So exciting! I don’t really know who the guy is, but the girl must be feeling very blessed! It sounds a little childish but the dumb and stubborn side of me realised that staying loyal to a friend shows maturity. Instead, hanging around too much with random people can jeopardise relationships. Btw, whoever who said this to me last time, I think it’s gabby this granddaughter (I finally give up on fighting for my real name!!), I wish to thank her for teaching me this important lesson in life… and build my eq! another thing I want to thank, that’s cuiyi’s ride today. I couldn’t have been more grateful that this was like giving me charcoal in this cold night. but one more thing. Being tired doesn’t feel nice. It drove me to fantasies with playlist one going on and on. So lesson two; sleep early!! Applies to me!! but I’m waiting for my hair to dry. It’s getting thick and I think I can’t really sleep by thirty minutes later. Perhaps I’ll bomb my head one day. yup. Such a smart choice. As always. i think i know why i'm so high today. prolly cos of gabriel's cadbury. addictive!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday 13 August 2008-)
+8/13/2008 12:23:00 am]*
Title: To vote or not to vote, that’s the question.-
Recently, I realise that this virtual vvorld is becoming more and more irrelevant. It’s like the huge numbers of people make you very minute amongst all things. The great velocity everyone around me has stopped me from moving forward. Perhaps, I should take a step back and smell the roses around me, or just be devoted to something I want and wish to. Anyway, I just heard an awful song and was wondering how courageous someone must be to sing in front of a camera when there can be thousands of people watching… but can't help it. just lovvve it! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 9 August 2008-)
+8/09/2008 11:25:00 pm]*
Title: R..r...r....Random!-
hey!!!!!!!
haha, just thought of that line when i heard it from zijun n cheeko. just cannot stop laughing at them for that.
i had many different thoughts in my head, you know... well you don't but... yup. cut the lameness! stupid fella. so just now as i was going home and it was the ndp shown live on the bus. i got a little curious and tried to tune to the station which had the voices of this channel from my radio. everything went well till i suddenly thought that how apathetic i am, and how lost i feel as a person of this nation. then i was thinking, what then makes those students or performers believe that they feel like a part of the country? the preparation for the show itself? indeed if i were one of them, this would have been my answer easily. after all, things like these have been pretty much part of my life and missing out on such an occasion made me feel empty without any reason for that instant. and how i wished i could be on this act too. sigh.
then i was watching the show with the pretty host on travelling to sahara. i think this is a biased world. if it wasn't for such a host, i would never ever have any interest on this place of the world. anyway, her story was quite touching and yup. inspiring. haha. loss of words.
"Once the daylight arives here in China, we should know how severe the pollution is..."
"... I've just been informed that this is the daylight."
anyw, i learnt a new term yesterday, just that i remembered the words today.
头可断,血可流.靓女不可不追求.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/09/2008 09:58:00 am]*
Title: 0808080808080808080808080808080808-
this year has so many things related to the numbers. i mean, yesterday there was the national day celebrations step up after the walk. honestly, for that walk, all i was thinking was nothing but the loooong walk in mae sot; holding 395's hand and gave the kids a happy time altogether. another thing was that i missed the group when we all talked and talked as a group, sharing our time together. i guessed that this walk helped us to remember that the kids in mae sot and all around the world need our help, not just those in our society. in fact, i would have not taken this into account if not for fr charles who highlighted about nargis earlier in the day during mass. yup. i missed the kids there.
then after the celebrations were over (bet the english teachers would chop me for giving such tautologous statements), we went for buffet at sakae at ps there. i tried for the slow and steady way but in the end still didn't eat enough to kill my competitors. lost by three i think. but anyway, life had never been such a torture after meals! every moment felt like puking (just thought of su's 'pilfer' and 'puker' adjectives on thursday). oh yes, matthias puked for laughing too much! so dumb! john was a great company too, but making fun of the monopoly-faced girl was bad! so naughty!
so yes, i think bangs-is-the-new-hot, cause quite a number of hot people doing that nowadays. but i bet zhazha won't agree... anyway, to balance out their goodness in their looks, i guess. anyway, i think i got banged when jshe walked past me in canteen after my last pe of the year and gave the 'look'. i was stunned but still managed to return a hi. thank goodness i wasn't rude! but i think kiki would have known and saw what happened. don't tell k! haha. i know you won't (:
oh yes, the numbers above are overrated when everyone's telling the whole world about this day. but worth e memory i suppose. oh yes, i just found the two splastic's blog, will try to spam them some day. till then...
whatever the consequences, smile!! (: it's the most polite thing to do!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday 6 August 2008-)
+8/06/2008 08:30:00 pm]*
Title: Runnin'-
Hey
Today i was reading the newspaper, after a long long time since forever and the first thing that caught my eye was that a south korean woman went across the borders to find his husband, the long-lost husband, after they were separated 47 years ago. it was so amazing that they are still alive and wanted to find their counterpart. Then another thing was that they fell in love at first sight! in the morning everything just seems so fresh and funny, or at least for me, that i simply laughed madly. hoped dad didn't get a shock (:
Then i was at the canteen to take an unusual nap. as in, i would go up to class for that, but at that moment i was too lazy. anyway, the bell rang later for assembly. i saw someone at the cca notice board, someone familiar who looked to be so engrossed in reading, but she's definitely someone not the hottest you'd find in the school, from where i was when that person had jher back facing the rest. by then i was making my way up to the quadrangle, but there were two conflicting thoughts in my mind. should i say a hi to this person? and risk getting it wrong. or just stay away, as far as possible to keep myself problem free? that few milliseconds i took didn't seem much, but it bothered me greatly. cos i knew it was jher from the appearance and external character jshe portrays but i didn't have the courage to do anything to remake a friend or smth. yup. first shot missed.
first lesson; homily's lecture was a time i think i spent the most time staring. into blank space when i was too tired to think much. rather that scene i guess. in fact, it felt weird to look at the screen with that kind of mood. hope i didn't get by electrocuted the scene. lovely though (:
i also smuggled into some random lect and that scene was blur, even shan thought so too. but the lecture was too boring as a summary of what happened.
i'll leave with a song today, or night, with some selected phrases
... my mind began to change
Suddenly I didn't feel the same
I didn't know what I was doing.
I was dodging commitment; start but don't finish.
My aim was always the same girl.
I know I been trippin'.
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so...
Baby just hear me out.
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so...
Baby just see me off.
I wanna show my heart but
I don't know where to start.
So I keep runnin'.
With real love in my face,
Why am I breakin' away?
I keep runnin'.
So scared of the heartbreak;
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'.
When all I really need is you;
All I really need is you,
But I keep on runnin' away.
I caught a second wind of
Happiness when I met this girl...
I took a detour tryin' to find myself,
But I'm on this road again,
Want out of this box I'm in.
I made it harder to be with me.
I'm 'bout to break down baby I'm done.
No I can't keep up runnin' this marathon;
No need to rest when I already won,
And if I got you by my side girl I already won.
It's like lookin' for a treasure
when it's already mine.
It don't make sense; don't make sense
No matter how hard I try to define.
I'm comin' face to face with myself.
I know I don't need don't need no one else,
So can somebody tell me where I'm goin'?
Runnin' by Jesse McCartney, but with cut parts.
apparently i'm feelin' very sleepy.. nights!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 3 August 2008-)
+8/03/2008 11:30:00 pm]*
Title: Electrocution-
Someone please tell me that i should work towards gp rather than the rest.
And, tell me i ought to concentrate more on gp clinic.
Put in twice as much effort as what i used to put in chem and econs,
Cos that's the latest subject that's interesting and motivating.
(bet mdm d a m o would be happy!)
haha, i think this post has no threat unless anyone can read my mind when i haven't told anyone about it. (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 2 August 2008-)
+8/02/2008 09:13:00 pm]*
Title: Crazy thing!-
Hey! i've been laughing madly when i was watching how stupid the mr hk show was. they look so unglam and foolish. the best was that one of them did EXACTLY what mocca advertisement did with all those dumb poses! oh my, had a hard time regaining my conscious for that, man!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday 1 August 2008-)
+8/01/2008 11:51:00 pm]*
Title: Options-
Sometimes if your pile of wood is ending
And you see another person making fire ahead of you
Who wants to offer it to you,
Gladly accept it and offer your about-to-die flame,
So that the flame can passed to someone else.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 31 August 2008-)
+8/31/2008 10:33:00 pm]*
Title: Makeover-
Hello!
I've just decided that I'm going to give you different names for your different organs by the next post. So in order for me not to be crazy enough to be obssessed with you and your thoughts day-in, day-out, you will be caged from the outside world. So no one can disturb you, just like how I cannot enter jher mind. Yes, you'll be gone from the world soon, unless someone can access those lame words. toodles!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 30 August 2008-)
+8/30/2008 10:38:00 am]*
Title: Lost-
Hey! it's a nice saturday morning.
But the thing i found out was that ana ivanovic lost her match at us open! such a heartbreaking moment. haha!! it's alright since i found someone in school who looks very much alike like her! i don't really know who she is, but i hope i'll find out soon! o btw, she's a little bigger and shorter than the real one of course! haha (:
peace!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday 25 August 2008-)
+8/25/2008 11:17:00 pm]*
Title: Trashbag-
hello.
dad was being unreasonable. but ah. it's not worth mentioning. as usual.
anyway, i was browsing through sites and i got a little confused with what i saw. i thought jshe's rather slender and slim in jher rhd costume. then i was thinking how attractive that was. as for just now, pictures told me that actually jshe wasn't as what i described earlier. a little babyf*t and rounder, yes, that's how i should have described. anyway, it wouldn't make anymore difference if my impression of jher never changed.
ohno. i have no idea why do i need such affirmations? perhaps they are all part of the notion that the tide has changed. i hope not, or else... there'll be havoc all over the place. shoots. i'm close to brain-dead; nothing can go in now and btw. it'll take a miracle to save me from gp today. the only hope is to score well for the rest of the subjects. ok! i'm off!! byee!! (: smile whenever possible!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 23 August 2008-)
+8/23/2008 12:04:00 am]*
Title: Snail-
hello.
ups and downs all around and in this hectic way of life, sometimes it's worthwhile to stop and smell the roses as we look back at how things have been going well, and maybe, not so well, for us.
well, i successfully killed the fitness test yesterday. killer day. i was looking for aho to have a redo. then just then the hod was next to him. apparently he was saying how aho was lenient and stuff like that. so on that occasion, i came in handy. so i had to do my test right in front of two of them. thank God that those pressure paid off.
well, that was yesterday. today everything never turned good for me. i wasted my time, and yes, WASTE. that was for spending time trying to manage the pressure to finish the video and the computer to make the video. both didn't do me good.
then, suddenly audieu was asking if shan and i were 'happening' or something like that. ok, fine actually for someone who didn't know me too well. but for joel and andrew, i was stunned that they asked the same thing la! they knew already, btw. and that shocked me. yup. so to reassure those who know me, she's not the one.
[edited at round 2] oh yes, there are times when i start to think of creatures like snails. these fellas, as slow as they can be, are feeling safe all the time. all they know that surrounds them are merely the ground and a centimetre around their feelers. i often wish to let them be exposed to the outside world and learn that there's much more than their shells, just like how we humans have taught ourselves about our world. but one moment you "open" them up, there's a great chance that they will be destroyed with time. it isn't too nice to break into others' system and destroy their momentum in life. and i hope that's why i tried to avoid everything that harmed this so-called snail. and yes, this snail was last seen two days ago. now it is missings, Reports.
smile! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 21 August 2008-)
+8/21/2008 12:52:00 am]*
Title: Cut it OFF!-
TERENCE! YOU BETTER GET RID OF THAT IDEA OUT OF YOUR MINIATURE BRAIN. YOU KNOW YOU CANNOT AND SHOULD NOT FRET ON THIS THING ANYMORE. LET IT GO, AND THIS DOESN'T COME BACK. TOO BAD. ANYWAY, SOMEONE LIKE YOU WHO CAN'T MANAGE YOURSELF SHOULD JUST GO ONE LITTLE CORNER AND HIDE YOUR TINY WINY HEAD UNDER YOUR ARMS. YOU USELESS FREAK. YOU ARE A PIECE OF TRASH FULL OF LARD. IN FACT, IF YOU EVER WANT TO START OFF WELL, BE YOURSELF AND SENSIBLE. YOU'VE SEEN SO MANY RETARDED MOMENTS BY MANY DUMB PEOPLE WHO ARE FREAKY. AND NOW YOU'RE BEING SCARY. IF YOUR PERSISTENCE BRINGS TO GOOD THINGS, THEN IT'S FINE. BUT PLEASE, MY DEAR BRAIN, SHUT UP AND LET ME GO! THERE'S ONLY ONE FOCUS AND EVERYTHING ELSE EVOLVES AROUND IT. LEARN IT WELL. YOU JOLLYWELL KNOW IT. NOW TRY GETTING THIS AIM. DON'T FORGET IT while it's time i get some precious sleep. smile!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday 19 August 2008-)
+8/19/2008 01:13:00 am]*
Title: Music-
hello. it's late into the night and i'm quite sleepy, so i'll make this quick; basically, i was super stunned when gwen burped she even made a melody to suit it. it was some nursery rhymes in fact, tired now byee!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 17 August 2008-)
+8/17/2008 11:30:00 pm]*
Title: Modesty is just so hard to find-
Hey!!!
I was listening to shan's romantic story in a time where i practically wasted my time for something people called 'study'. it was random, but life's as simple as that. full of craziness. anyway, i'm caught up with the lovebug song by the jonas brothers. here's it!!! (:
Lovebug By Jonas Brothers
Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm...
YEAH, OHHH
Now I'm speechless, over the edge of this, breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
[ohhhhh]
Love Bug again
[woo!]
so, conclusion that andrew and i had was that we'll stay single. haha retarded statements. study boy!! (:
toodles!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 16 August 2008-)
+8/16/2008 10:25:00 pm]*
Title: DUMBDUMB!!-
i just realised that john's made the whole story up when whatever on the blog was what happened! but still, funny though. haha!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/16/2008 12:50:00 am]*
Title: Buddies!!-
Hello!! i'm using the blogger buddy as it is named. so cool!!
anw. john's gamble with gabriel on livejournal.com was absolutely funny. for all the nonsense he had. oh btw. if anyone realised, john the messenger, sits at the right hand side of gabriel everyday. how interesting it can get!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday 14 August 2008-)
+8/14/2008 11:42:00 pm]*
Title: Ice-
hello!!
i learnt something new today. and today's lesson was on the act on the streets. jess was telling me how some people at her housing estate there were staring at her and how creepy they were then. curiously, i asked her, "why are you so suspicious of stalkers or people like that? what makes you think they are staring at you? perhaps they're just looking at something else, and not you? (besides, you're... )" well, i didn't really say that, but later she was saying how staring differs from stoning. it's like, when someone stares at you, and then you look back, that person would look away and immediately you know already... straightaway, i had the enlightenment and at the same time i felt so ignorant as to why i haven't thought of this for such a long time. then looking back, i think i've been giving this kind of creepy stares too at times. but actually for myself, i tend to stare subconsciously at someone or something that moves then when that person looks back, i realise that i wasn't doing the right thing, then i'll look away. hmm. i'll change for the betta. ok, things don't logically now and i'm about to shower, then sleep. nights!! (: smile!!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/14/2008 12:11:00 am]*
Title: my 'highness'!-
I’m in a good mood today for all the fuss and hassle of life. In fact, sitting right behind my ec was ooooh! really, that feeling IS INDESCRIBABLE. Then the best part that I killed myself by roasting my body under the sun with intensive basketball. I mean, there wasn’t much studying but it kind of built my mood to go the hard way for all the guilt of not studying and so on. Another thing was that I heard that a new couple’s going to form very soon! So exciting! I don’t really know who the guy is, but the girl must be feeling very blessed! It sounds a little childish but the dumb and stubborn side of me realised that staying loyal to a friend shows maturity. Instead, hanging around too much with random people can jeopardise relationships. Btw, whoever who said this to me last time, I think it’s gabby this granddaughter (I finally give up on fighting for my real name!!), I wish to thank her for teaching me this important lesson in life… and build my eq! another thing I want to thank, that’s cuiyi’s ride today. I couldn’t have been more grateful that this was like giving me charcoal in this cold night. but one more thing. Being tired doesn’t feel nice. It drove me to fantasies with playlist one going on and on. So lesson two; sleep early!! Applies to me!! but I’m waiting for my hair to dry. It’s getting thick and I think I can’t really sleep by thirty minutes later. Perhaps I’ll bomb my head one day. yup. Such a smart choice. As always. i think i know why i'm so high today. prolly cos of gabriel's cadbury. addictive!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday 13 August 2008-)
+8/13/2008 12:23:00 am]*
Title: To vote or not to vote, that’s the question.-
Recently, I realise that this virtual vvorld is becoming more and more irrelevant. It’s like the huge numbers of people make you very minute amongst all things. The great velocity everyone around me has stopped me from moving forward. Perhaps, I should take a step back and smell the roses around me, or just be devoted to something I want and wish to. Anyway, I just heard an awful song and was wondering how courageous someone must be to sing in front of a camera when there can be thousands of people watching… but can't help it. just lovvve it! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 9 August 2008-)
+8/09/2008 11:25:00 pm]*
Title: R..r...r....Random!-
hey!!!!!!!
haha, just thought of that line when i heard it from zijun n cheeko. just cannot stop laughing at them for that.
i had many different thoughts in my head, you know... well you don't but... yup. cut the lameness! stupid fella. so just now as i was going home and it was the ndp shown live on the bus. i got a little curious and tried to tune to the station which had the voices of this channel from my radio. everything went well till i suddenly thought that how apathetic i am, and how lost i feel as a person of this nation. then i was thinking, what then makes those students or performers believe that they feel like a part of the country? the preparation for the show itself? indeed if i were one of them, this would have been my answer easily. after all, things like these have been pretty much part of my life and missing out on such an occasion made me feel empty without any reason for that instant. and how i wished i could be on this act too. sigh.
then i was watching the show with the pretty host on travelling to sahara. i think this is a biased world. if it wasn't for such a host, i would never ever have any interest on this place of the world. anyway, her story was quite touching and yup. inspiring. haha. loss of words.
"Once the daylight arives here in China, we should know how severe the pollution is..."
"... I've just been informed that this is the daylight."
anyw, i learnt a new term yesterday, just that i remembered the words today.
头可断,血可流.靓女不可不追求.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/09/2008 09:58:00 am]*
Title: 0808080808080808080808080808080808-
this year has so many things related to the numbers. i mean, yesterday there was the national day celebrations step up after the walk. honestly, for that walk, all i was thinking was nothing but the loooong walk in mae sot; holding 395's hand and gave the kids a happy time altogether. another thing was that i missed the group when we all talked and talked as a group, sharing our time together. i guessed that this walk helped us to remember that the kids in mae sot and all around the world need our help, not just those in our society. in fact, i would have not taken this into account if not for fr charles who highlighted about nargis earlier in the day during mass. yup. i missed the kids there.
then after the celebrations were over (bet the english teachers would chop me for giving such tautologous statements), we went for buffet at sakae at ps there. i tried for the slow and steady way but in the end still didn't eat enough to kill my competitors. lost by three i think. but anyway, life had never been such a torture after meals! every moment felt like puking (just thought of su's 'pilfer' and 'puker' adjectives on thursday). oh yes, matthias puked for laughing too much! so dumb! john was a great company too, but making fun of the monopoly-faced girl was bad! so naughty!
so yes, i think bangs-is-the-new-hot, cause quite a number of hot people doing that nowadays. but i bet zhazha won't agree... anyway, to balance out their goodness in their looks, i guess. anyway, i think i got banged when jshe walked past me in canteen after my last pe of the year and gave the 'look'. i was stunned but still managed to return a hi. thank goodness i wasn't rude! but i think kiki would have known and saw what happened. don't tell k! haha. i know you won't (:
oh yes, the numbers above are overrated when everyone's telling the whole world about this day. but worth e memory i suppose. oh yes, i just found the two splastic's blog, will try to spam them some day. till then...
whatever the consequences, smile!! (: it's the most polite thing to do!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday 6 August 2008-)
+8/06/2008 08:30:00 pm]*
Title: Runnin'-
Hey
Today i was reading the newspaper, after a long long time since forever and the first thing that caught my eye was that a south korean woman went across the borders to find his husband, the long-lost husband, after they were separated 47 years ago. it was so amazing that they are still alive and wanted to find their counterpart. Then another thing was that they fell in love at first sight! in the morning everything just seems so fresh and funny, or at least for me, that i simply laughed madly. hoped dad didn't get a shock (:
Then i was at the canteen to take an unusual nap. as in, i would go up to class for that, but at that moment i was too lazy. anyway, the bell rang later for assembly. i saw someone at the cca notice board, someone familiar who looked to be so engrossed in reading, but she's definitely someone not the hottest you'd find in the school, from where i was when that person had jher back facing the rest. by then i was making my way up to the quadrangle, but there were two conflicting thoughts in my mind. should i say a hi to this person? and risk getting it wrong. or just stay away, as far as possible to keep myself problem free? that few milliseconds i took didn't seem much, but it bothered me greatly. cos i knew it was jher from the appearance and external character jshe portrays but i didn't have the courage to do anything to remake a friend or smth. yup. first shot missed.
first lesson; homily's lecture was a time i think i spent the most time staring. into blank space when i was too tired to think much. rather that scene i guess. in fact, it felt weird to look at the screen with that kind of mood. hope i didn't get by electrocuted the scene. lovely though (:
i also smuggled into some random lect and that scene was blur, even shan thought so too. but the lecture was too boring as a summary of what happened.
i'll leave with a song today, or night, with some selected phrases
... my mind began to change
Suddenly I didn't feel the same
I didn't know what I was doing.
I was dodging commitment; start but don't finish.
My aim was always the same girl.
I know I been trippin'.
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so...
Baby just hear me out.
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so...
Baby just see me off.
I wanna show my heart but
I don't know where to start.
So I keep runnin'.
With real love in my face,
Why am I breakin' away?
I keep runnin'.
So scared of the heartbreak;
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'.
When all I really need is you;
All I really need is you,
But I keep on runnin' away.
I caught a second wind of
Happiness when I met this girl...
I took a detour tryin' to find myself,
But I'm on this road again,
Want out of this box I'm in.
I made it harder to be with me.
I'm 'bout to break down baby I'm done.
No I can't keep up runnin' this marathon;
No need to rest when I already won,
And if I got you by my side girl I already won.
It's like lookin' for a treasure
when it's already mine.
It don't make sense; don't make sense
No matter how hard I try to define.
I'm comin' face to face with myself.
I know I don't need don't need no one else,
So can somebody tell me where I'm goin'?
Runnin' by Jesse McCartney, but with cut parts.
apparently i'm feelin' very sleepy.. nights!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday 3 August 2008-)
+8/03/2008 11:30:00 pm]*
Title: Electrocution-
Someone please tell me that i should work towards gp rather than the rest.
And, tell me i ought to concentrate more on gp clinic.
Put in twice as much effort as what i used to put in chem and econs,
Cos that's the latest subject that's interesting and motivating.
(bet mdm d a m o would be happy!)
haha, i think this post has no threat unless anyone can read my mind when i haven't told anyone about it. (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday 2 August 2008-)
+8/02/2008 09:13:00 pm]*
Title: Crazy thing!-
Hey! i've been laughing madly when i was watching how stupid the mr hk show was. they look so unglam and foolish. the best was that one of them did EXACTLY what mocca advertisement did with all those dumb poses! oh my, had a hard time regaining my conscious for that, man!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday 1 August 2008-)
+8/01/2008 11:51:00 pm]*
Title: Options-
Sometimes if your pile of wood is ending
And you see another person making fire ahead of you
Who wants to offer it to you,
Gladly accept it and offer your about-to-die flame,
So that the flame can passed to someone else.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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