i don't know what this is, but i'm feeling like a kid now. as much as i'm feeling restless, i'm having quite a headache and for every second i'm having multiple thoughts. suddenly i feel like puking, the other moment i want to yawn. then later cough takes over, and sneezing will be next. something's wrong. i can feel something's not right. but i just don't know how to settle this. i want to sleep but i have lots of things to do. and i keep having really bad dreams. that same bad one that confuses me every night. big problem.
for a period of time i want to jump around, go crazy or maybe carry on reading my book, but the neurones and et cetera just won't let me rest! then one big thing. i keep smelling some kind of thing. it's the cheese-mushroom pasta or smth from pizza hut. i mean, it's not awful but that smell starts to irritate me. even though i've been having block nose for a few days and this still happens!
another thing. i keep telling myself that this is going to be the start of a new fairy tale and i'll be going in that walt disney direction. but i also told myself that in order to do that, i need to cut all those adult language and anw, please please please please please please let me forget what i am supposed to forget and fully concentrate on my sleep. i need to do that. and please please please please please bless people who i know i want to bless and those who needs blessing and those whom i might have forgotten now but i know that i won't when i read this in future to live on with life happily. i know that the final three weeks have been bad such that i didn't pray but i'll do my best to pray for you all.
smiles! (: