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feeling shacked, oops, SHAGGED now. but have this gut damn idea that i must blog at this moment. ****, don’t know what to do...

hated the side of me today. was an extra in all aspects and so irritated myself throughout the bloody day. just had this idea of being the star of the day, but now i find it disgusting... in the parliament house when sharon needed the “music guy”, ie. fin, i shouted smth like “fin, GO!!” in angry tone. sorry to him or to the rest who were giving me the weird stares then. in fact, i disliked the effects of trying to do smth special yet in the end created unhappiness. but i think i did the right thing; he was just hiding in one of the seats, and i could jolly well see him!!

then before that, in the dance studio, i still can’t believe that i was acting like joel. the cute make up bloke. yup, reali acting on purpose. then i remembered gave me that strange feeling... perhaps i didn’t realised it was wrong, but i’m here to seek for forgiveness...

and also, skipped around the dance studio like the devil during renaissance night n yrs ago... real unproductive, seemed like spastic.sigh, smth’s wrong. very wrong.

during the rehearsal i had gastric pain. lasted all the way until we sat down at bk... lots of cam whores at the old parliament house n one funny clip, they said they’re gonna put it on utube. ‘ll tell ya then!! there were also lots of jokes n laughters, but every laugh i made, had pain right from the stomach. felt that juice was gushing thru the throat.. unbearable. at bk, qazim n doug formed the backbone for our entertainment. of course, biqi gab n binni also. but i was the one who went almost shhh... all the way. stoning i suppose. only laughter was when the 2 lead characters laughed for no reason but just to beat all the other groups in that. doug was L O U D!! haha =D, i reali laughed...

i just knew why i’m like this today.

got a bloody elbow after physics lecture. there’s a jackass in my class, for no reason, when i had to run past him just to grab smth from the class... bag i think... n prepare to help for drama, stuck his left elbow n crashed onto my chin. ouch, but so rush, i managed to flash the middle finger to him n told ana to tell him to “**** his own asshole...” that kinda calmed me for a moment. but i still find it too random n extreme... he just deserved it.

was down cuz given advices on better grooming. chao kinda gave me the idea that i should get a pair of contacts. but mum n dad nvr allowed!! so that’s the confusion... then there’re a whole lot of ppl said i should get my hair “styled” one day... somehow or rather on another day, i’d’ve accepted these comments. but today, i took them very seriously.

oh, in the morning, sash asked me about the same question at gp lect, but it’s kinda loud that i hope rachel, who was sitting in front, din’t hear that... it’s kinda worrying... haha

actually i had this idea of shutting down my system one day. rest my useless arms n memo-less brain by getting the asm hanged. hope i don't have to get to this stage.

thank goodness i had some activeness when she’s kinda lively in school. a chain-effect on me, haha. just felt that it was a pity not to see her when we left for the parliament house... aww, some more she’s not going on 1st june... hope things turn around... haha, impossible. :D

btw, the coke light at bk was boo... felt like zzz... nights!!

^.^v!! peace

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