Anyway, i do not wish to say this, about what file that thing is. but i wish to say that i'm actually three months behind!! Yes, something like living in history. About one month to catch up for what i missed. how dearly.

So far, what i've been going through means that i'm going to land into accident soon. if you realised smth abt some prev post... anw, things are telling me that my life is getting gloomier every single day.

It's all the more that the feeling of 不甘心 that is still in the mind. dunno why, but i do feel this way all the time. please Lord, clear my brain. i feel that i'm getting out of control.

erm, i think i'm speaking to the four walls here. something that no one knows. cuz it's no longer safe here. wish that this place could be my place for some rest.

Ok! i'm in a little mood for this - i wish i was popular, then or maybe i could be cool to see a bunch of people interested in football when we see jamie reeves on our cheena exam day!!

(: yeah, really smile!!! (: