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Title: Scared-

Hey.

I'm scared. not really scared, but it's more of a worry from promos. it's like.. most of my close friends are gonna leave this class, some even leaving the school. i know it's bcuz of their combi that they wanna change classes, maybe results requirement to transfer school (-perhaps more reasons...), yet i'm having this paranoia that i won't adapt to the new environment. and, yes. what happened in primary school made me feel this way.

i was kinda close to people like sean, keith, arif, guan hua, jeff, dawn, siobhan... ... centuries ago and the following year, all spread their wings and flapped off to different schools. some i don't even know where they've gone to. maybe there weren't phones then, so i couldn't really like chat with them now and then.. and now, i'm just thinking that they might feel abit odd for someone whom they don't know and can talk so friendly as if they've known for ages.

so now, i'm afraid. i wish no one would leave this place. the place where we all shared our joys and fun in. the more i think of this, the more i'm convincing myself that my life would turn bad next year. you might wanna tell me that oh, you'll meet new friends! but the way we all have written a meaningful chapter in our lives gives us the hint that we should extent this chapter to its fullest. yet, that's beyond our control.

imagine everyone turn cold towards each other the next time we meet. it seems sad; the bond we made tore apart by time...

ok, i'm bored with being so emo with all the stupid language i'm using. so to cut it short, please pray hard for yourselves that you'll pass this promos - flying colours, scraped thru... whichever!! bcuz i will pray for you guys!! (:

unless...
1. you wanna leave bcoz i'm such a bad influence and a GREAT one that you think it's much safer to stay away from me
OR
2. you've been cursing me so badly these days, yet you find the voodoo dolls are already useless and believe that you'll save your time on cursing on someone else instead
OR
3. you think i'm gonna be someone powerful next year and you don't wish to play the suck up game while insisting that you'll more likely to be successful in somewhere else
OR
4. you have this mindset that i'm gonna be so evil to out speak you all the time and humiliate you whenever i see you
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5. you think that you are so worthless to see me anymore
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6. you believe that seeing me is like seeing someone SO amazing that you feel like chopping yourself into a million pieces... all by yourself
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7. you think that i will trap you behind the doors of staircase 6 and bash you up as if you've put on some thick make-up before a rehearsal
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8. you visualise yourself as someone who's mentally ill and thinks that this doctor who's writing all these crap will kill you instantly
OR
9. you see me as someone who will give you 'sudden death' whenever you do a mistake
OR
10. you feel despised to read what i'm writing now

p.s. any condition mentioned above are just to boost morales of my saddddddd frenzzzzy... if there are any reasons not mentioned, please TAGgrrr!!

i don't know why or how... is this what you call mood swing??
oh! realised it's not really short after all!!
fine! -.-''' weirdo terence... haha (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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yup, so that's what happened (:
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