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Hey.

Lately I've been surprised by the way I have created the problems in anywhere and everywhere.

Alright, drama's problems started off during elections, just as many has said. Fine, those 7 fellas chosen was smth no one could alter, since it was majority's vote. But the process of opting for specific positions could be because of me. You see, pet was fighting real hard for me so that I'm not in sm, but who can fill this role? First in line was meiling, since she seemed to be the most approachable at that time. Then bev looked like she was more into seeing the details to work out. em n alex weren't too outspoken then, which means cuiyi's left for that position. She never expected that. In fact she never wanted that. Now some doubt her ability. But I must confess she did a relative good job ever since I've saw her way of working at the start. Yep, so the first blow to this chaos was by me. How nice to tell everyone that I created such a problem!

Ok, so the meetings in 2007 was pretty much wasted for myself, for I contributed a little. Yes, I know. I'm never any creative inventor. More of a do-er or problem solver. Which was why I was practically useless in the eyes of the other 6 people.

That was so-called modern history I guess, but this so-called news about the roles in the prod can be considered as my fault too. Now, the trainer asked this, "what do you think about acting?" I've said this several times but if I had said that I wouldn't want anything like this, at least there'll be no speculation of positions for I thought others would persevere with me in getting what we want as a whole. The current situation is this, bev n I wish to help as far as possible. After all, we knew how it was like when we were doing the planning for msd, so I guess she's thinking that some experience might come in handy. Yet I stayed where I was. Or rather, I kept logistics discussion at a distance. It was a definite necessary evil; crossing the boundaries other than my only role was bound to be scolded. What's more? The trainer said she'll let the crew do their job, which means, others must not interfere with that. Perhaps her passion for that had forced her to lose track of where she should head. Hope she avoids that in future. Another thing is, tiff was too mad about the decision. She reasoned that this shouldn't be just by em alone. I agree, but prolly luck wasn't on her side. She was helping the juniors with their performance on wednesday. Em just didn't get the chance and time altogether for any reasoning or explanation. Maybe, just maybe, if em had the chance to reason, no matter how unacceptable hers might be, things might have turned a little better. Who knows? Anyway, just wish she had learnt that sometimes some people need explanation before accepting any ideas, some listen so they can build on ideas and improve them... so yes, try to tell these people if she really wants everyone to be happy and satisfied.

After such decisions were made, I truly admire the way cuiyi reacted. I've no idea how she felt exactly behind the scenes, but the approach was more of problem-solving practically. She seemed calm when we were around. In fact, she went to see the teachers to understand the situation. When she did that, it really gave me the 'wow' since most people would opt for calming everyone personally then to check the problem out. Well, I didn't do that, and I'm very impressed that she took the first step to clear doubts for everyone. I heard she might have been upset with the selection too, but wish, sincerely wish, that her notion for everyone to have a chance to be someone great for this production can be understood by all now. Everyone has the potential, just that some might not have showed it, whether in acting or off-stage. Lastly, hope everyone respects anyone involved too.

Other than drama, I'm thinking if being a facilitator for round two might be beneficial for everyone. I do know that there are many flaws in the organisation and planning, and also some parts that cuts across what has been happening for so long. But what's the reason? Honestly, I dislike the unprofessionalism practised here, and I'm not going to have any details here. I've been trying to ask if there's any way I can contribute to the team with suggestions and criticisms, but it's very true that some people might not like what they hear, so what I thought was that I withdraw, save the trouble.

Really, I'm sick of such games.

And, so... in the test for physical conditioning... out of the six ministers a pair of twin sisters lost out at the beginning; with both fouling at the starting line. meanwhile two of those female ministers, both had incredibly huge eyes, won by miles in another race and were nominated to lead the army. as for the last two ministers, due to their relative superiority in planning and studying tactics at war, they filled two out of the three slots in the tactics leader roles. of course not forgetting the only blurrest male minister. maybe because of the need to match the overwhelming female numbers as a balance of genders in the leading the army, he was sent to the smaller-sized huge-eyed minister. as for the taller minister, she was sent to pair up with one who looks like he could be her dad, which meant that her decisions could be overruled by her more experienced companion. either way, she's not too vocal so such problem would not exist at all!

btw, here's what zha n i spoke on sat...
z: i wonder if all girls go shopping.
i: then you should go lan often!
z: how?
i: train with your classmates!
z: ... oh. anw, she loves to climb mountains.
i: hmm.. i think it'll be fun! ( thinking, how i wished if i could be updated since oct 28 last year...)
z: (points to cakes at mrs fields, which read, i love you) hey buy this for her!
i: ( thinking, the other seems more appropriate. it was, i miss you)

enough said, bye! (:

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