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Hey.

I think I'm confused by the way things work currently. first, whenever i'm free to do some real studying, others are busy with their cca. alright, but they're too short-handed so they asked this so-called free person for help. ironically this idiotic fellow agreed to do, neglecting that no one else can help when the problem comes to this idiot in his cca. all the more he's got a role in his cca that has the toughest job of all his fellow peers of similar role. eg. who on earth has got the longest timeline to bull the way out without contradicting with any other fellow peer? me. who's got no sense in extracting and understanding to what's given? me.

next. i'm trying to comprehend why i cannot get my printer to step out of its troubled system of 'out of paper' line when i put paper in and restarted the program many many times!

okok, the greatest trouble has been this. i've been hoping to knowing more about her. but any fool would have known hoping is never effective. moreover this is not what i am. i usually think step-by-step before acting, but on this i've gone blurred on being myself naturally. then time and again, i'm seeing little messages that i don't understand even though i want to. as in, i'm presuming that it's going to be a one-sided thing again, since i'm guessing that she's up against another person for someone. i know it's never good to go against the will of someone with an idea set beforehand, but as the cliche goes, sometimes you just have to step out of your comfort zone. yet the words alone mean nothing unless there is access for me to unlock your articles. ok, back to my case here. there's always this fear of killing time. i'm well aware of the time i have. or maybe, this results in a disaster. isolated others like what many did. perhaps, the ending. oh. 'begin with the end in mind,' what pessimistic phrase. maybe 'enjoying the process is more important than ending' sounds better. honestly i have no idea which quote to follow. another fear. under media scrutiny. i dislike the limelight for all sorts of reasons, and anyone can imagine what happens when everyone starts to stare at you doing at whatever you do. for myself i don't even feel nice to stare at others when they're engrossed at what they're doing. anw speaking of limelight, almost everyone except one or two from that class knows my existence. alright. i'm thinking too much. pleasey please, clear my mind. erm. that's to rest well. but i need to do some independent studying since my time in school was wasted. yes.completely. and not seeing her just didn't feel right.

OHOH!! i felt like an extra while playing netball today. but after i had some time to think carefully. it somehow seemed like the way i was in night study last year. anyhows, remind me not to appear! but as i said, "good things might be coming near!!..."

another thing worth being confused about is about pcme.this entire notion just disgust anyone, especially from ya-you-know-who. plus plus when he said about m, i just had to burst out laughing. i had the impression that he would be rejected with the greatest repulsive magnet ever. maybe things might be a little... who knows! haha :D

i think this is the last. in pe 2day i was dishing out a forehand at a mini competition. it wasn't really good so it curved in with low height. i was thinking, shoots; another turnover. it really hit someone from the side. dang! then it miraculously bounced off that person and did another outer curve while going even further towards the scoring zone! btw. i was in a half asleep mode then so this came as a boost! :)

really, 'to be with you' has lyrics that speaks what i'm feeling... how coincidence that i first heard it 2 days ago!

~smile!!(:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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