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(Friday, 30 May 2008-)
+5/30/2008 10:14:00 pm]*

Title: Songs that are outdated! Longer than my memory!!-

Still in love vvith you by jonas brothers

She was all I ever wanted
She was all I ever needed and more
She walked out my door
Then she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues, yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you

We had fun under the sun
And when winter came she'd be my angel
We were so in love
Then she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues, yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you
Still in love with you

I don't know what hurts worse baby
Seeing you with him or being alone
On my own
I know he doesn't love you baby
Not like I did
Oh, what's the point
You're not listening anyway

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with... you

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you

haha. i guess this explains greatly. but this is really nice song!! for the the tone and pacing and stuff, fabulous!! oh! saw natasha from ltc just now, and it was a pleasant surprise. and it's sad that i can't go to the concert tomorrow night ):!

anyway, i realise that people sometimes come here and don't leave their footprints or finger prints or vvhatever you call it. then i don't know how to use the ip address tracker which means that i can't add this to my template! so please, at least let me know that you've been here. or it'll be scary vvhen you start telling me about me in a sub-conscious mode. thx ;)! so you can plant a bomb or... anything will do!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 28 May 2008-)
+5/28/2008 03:08:00 pm]*

Title: sort things out-

hey.

i resanly fink dat i dong weally lai-kee her anlymore. i dong low wai, bud maybe i fink i dong c her so much dese days, den maybe low more fillings. anlyway, i said i'm going to stardy hard. dong waste time on fings like this. ok, i will solve my ploblem affta duh eh-xams. aye! i'm so congfused n quaysee! bye duh way, i dong wan 2b same as nw. so disgraceful. sew freaky! aiya! (:

alright, i'm bored with this today. and i mean it!
anw, i don't think any got my previous astig post; the last part. even i had a hard time separating the 'w' up! haha (:

life's short, spend it well.
it comes in many pieces, it is universal. it can come in... ... TBC
~give a smile!!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 27 May 2008-)
+5/27/2008 10:12:00 pm]*

Title: To be honest...-

To be honest I missed my mae sot kid. I was closet to my 395. He loved to cling onto me, hold my hand and sometimes jump on for a little piggyback. He never wanted to let go of my hand whenever I’m close to them. But he’s quite understanding at times; occasionally when I’m busy and got to leave to teach the others he gave the gesture and body language that he knew what I had to do. Despite the fact that he would not want to leave me I knew that his intentions were always good, for all the warmth and love he lacked was somewhat close to what I was giving. (beat) For as long as I can remember the entire family of a hundred kids at rocky mountain school would gather around jojo just to watch the rest taking his pants off in the morning. That was followed by lessons where the teachers would get them running into their classes and then for me, I’d think about how much better the kids were here compared to mine how times used to be like, back in my day.

HA! i made this piece that incorporated the syf lines with my mae sot trip! call me daddy!!! (: haha

~smile! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 25 May 2008-)
+5/25/2008 09:42:00 pm]*

Title: blind-

hi! terence is officially blind today. so pardon me if there are any typo errors.
in fact, i'm too lazy to cringe my little eyeballs to check if there are any typing mistakes here.

ok, so here's what happened. i realised that i have a little lump on the part of my ear where my specs hang, so just now i told mum n dad. dad was saying about what i should do so that this condition will recover in a few days. but come on, it was so unconvincing that made me ignore such an advice. mum happened to be around with her sharp ears and questioned me for that. she was so ganjiong that made her go the extreme la! she kinda forced me to go to the doctor and ask for some medication... she hardly stopped on that occasion. it was so scary cos you know docs are quite slow with this kind of puny cases and as a result, we patients sometimes have to accompany them to pass their time. in the end, i gave up trying to argue about not having to apply the sort of cream that they advised me to... what hectic process! and only idiots bother to record such an event down here. hi idiot!!

as for now, i can't possibly see if my specs aren't around, or i just took off my disposables. which means that to type this load of crap out, i have to zoom my internet explorer to... erm.. 300%. yup, nothing that great really. even now it's still not that clear, for all the astigmatism i have. and yes! just now, i mistook an 'r' for a 't'. oh! what a sad life! haha! foolish boy!!! (:

anyway, i finished watching sweetney todd today! it was really nice to know that another world can be shown in such a nice way. i remembered i first watched it on the day i got screamed at by mr ct for sleeping and the pirated dvd had odd translations that made us laugh ourselves off. but then, those were the days... sigh. soon i gotta watch it again, especially for the interesting plot that showed.

give a smile to everyone around!! (: for vvhatever reasons! (erm. i'm here to claim that i can't see properly cos of astig... intended this way!) (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+5/25/2008 02:14:00 am]*

Title: early morning ranting... (:-

~It’s over. So think of the happier things in life~

Hey! oh by the way, that was what Celine said in her sms on whatever day. yes, I forgot which day, but all I can remember that it was the day where I somehow bumped into jon at orchard cineleisure. He ‘reminded’ me unknowingly that I had to inform her about ‘something’. Anyway, enough of boring stuff here. So to update on some weird things I heard…

I heard from sm that celine works the way that is similar to mine at drama. But what I think things vary depending on how things are portrayed. We might act alike, but I’m quite sure I think at drama I think more like Gretchen, as in the way we’re motivated to work. Ok, I don’t know why I have to associate myself with them but that’s the way. Or maybe I’m mad now at this hour. Prolly the best excuse I can possibly give is that I think that they’re smart and linking myself to them can let me dream of being intelligent.

Another thing. It’s crazy. On thurday when there was no paper, shuttle11 suddenly popped up and said someone (is crazy enough to) criminalise everything about me. it’s rather freaky but I’ll take that. What’s more is that this person might have been around for the past… erm… ARGHH!! Haha, joking. Not that serious though, but my mind gotta stop this crap!

Now I think I can come up with 1000+ reasons for our results. I’m trying to explain that it wasn’t our fault to myself – all because of the judges got no balls and saw no link – and nothing else. We had so much internal feelings put in our characters, but oh well, they missed the crucial moments.

Life is a story, and I guess I’m so tuned to the storyline we used during the competition that made me tell long stories in essays and love the process of enjoying it. I’m pretty sure that I’ll miss the time the whole team put together. And yes, I thought of performing in pac. No, in fact, that was my dream. Now it’s dead. Wth.

Gosh! I need Whatever pills to knock me to bed. Oh no! they keep me awake! Peace, breathe in, breathe out… nights!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 23 May 2008-)
+5/23/2008 03:49:00 pm]*

Title: something's missing-

HA. so i was right. i jinxed everyone during the show. come on, with people like me who has no background and join a group of fantastic cast of putting up a real show to a bunch of professionals? not in a million years. the teacher had been yanking and yanking about how good we were against previous batches, but the truth is, we were one of the worst. it was printed real clear on that piece of paper... as i was listening to the teacher telling us the results, i somehow felt nothing at all. perhaps i was too obssessed with the paper i took moments earlier... after he attempted to give us a talk to boost our morales i had this moment that i wasn't going to turn my head around to see if anyone's crying or i'm going to be a busybody and try comfort someone; i know myself perfectly that i'd cause more problems. so in the end, i left the lt in a confident and carefree manner. in fact, i hardly walk with such rhythm that goes boom boom. i don't really know why, but i tend to feel bored about what i think and act the completely opposite of it. what hypocrite! honestly, i think i'm just not feeling it. when there's fun during rehearsals we all enjoy, laugh around and jump madly like dogs, but certainly don't feel less motivated during runs! for that, i ought to get a slap. or two, or maybe three, or a punch... alright, someone please, stab me hard. so hard that i do wake up from this fault. i caused it and i hate to bring everyone down with me. ok, back to the show. i thought that this was abit too micro to perform to so many out there. and it's also not that possible to notice the eye movements and thought process as we showed. people nowadays prefer action packed shows that showed clarity visually... oh well, what's done is done and cannot be undone. terence, you can only let out three teardrops. now go ahead.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 19 May 2008-)
+5/19/2008 08:19:00 pm]*

Title: drama sms-es-

19-May-2008
chao hao da rama: Yo any1 found a uniform when u collect ur box ?
keley da rama: 34. You have it?

15-May-2008 21:48
matthew famanatic!!: Hey guys! We still have a chance of getting gold! It aint over till the fat lady sings. And in this case, fat man. When bro paul tells us the results. So until then, no sad faces (yes, including me) okay? Love!
alexandria da QUEEN: Urebon- sarang-a-yo! Which means everyone i love you in korean! :Dgreat job guys and really sorry about the mistake. Study hard for mids now k! Drama COME ON MAN! Woot! :D
maple 15: Yo! Good luck for drama! =) all the best! Will wait to hear good news from ya!
eileen da chicken little: Break a legx10^99! Take home syf gold w/ honours!
lizzy law!!: Hey jiji! All the best! You can do it! Madam damo just returned your essay and said you made a good improvement! :D anyhow, enjoy your performance. Go ah gong!
eriffiny!: Good luck for syf.
alicia da rama! :): FRIENDS! GOOD LUCK WITH THE PERFORMANCE.i KNOW for a FACT that you guys will be fantabulous.alicia has faith in you! :) dont stress just do your best!MUCH LOVE <3
shan!! mae sot: Hey! :) all the best for your syf! You can do it! :) jess and shan!
james smarty!!: Yo, good luck! :)
15-May-2008 07:41

10-May-2008 20:14
matthew famanatic!!: Okay everybody. Syf is effectively less than 5 days away. Let's give it our best shot, pump up the energy and get at least a gold! CJC drama for the win!!

09-May-2008 19:00
baby nat: I mean stop all the nasty vulgarities and rudeness la! Did i offend you in any way?
baby nat: Hey i seriously dont want to pick up verbal fights with you. Its disgusting! you could have more respect? I didnt have to help you get carls junior or the cane

08-May-2008 14:15
mei ling: I'll be in at 4. Rehearsals till 7. Do inform the rest. All must stay. No exceptions. - sharon
mei ling: LT2 by 3 fro those who do not have pe :) hurry start putting on make up and costume! Gab, matt and jas. Its your decision already since you're not exempted.

02-May-2008 13:04
mei ling: CAST! THERE WILL NOT BE REHEARSAL TODAY! BUT IT WILL BE A FULL DAY TML. 9 TO 6. LT2. FULL DRESS. EXAMS OUTSIDE SO PLEASE BE QUIET WHILE ENTERING:)

29-Apr-2008 17:27
matthew famanatic!!: Could you 3 make it for extra training (informal) on thursday?

28-Apr-2008 21:44
wan yu: Hello hello. Sorry for irritating you, but here's a friendly reminder to bring my maths lecture notes tmrrw yea. Thank you!
mei ling: Bev's not in school today. Do you guys think its possible to rehearse without her? Or just forget it?
wan yu: Hahas i did remind you last night! Idoit. Alright, pass me tmrrw then :)
wan yu: Oh no! I have maths lecture first period. Hehs, bring tmrrw!
wan yu: Are you in school yet?
mei ling: Will granpa scene be able to come down for rehearsal today at 4 instead? Please reply as soon as possible?
28-Apr-2008 06:40

27-Apr-2008 13:17
CAST. Please be prepared for extra rehearsals this tue after school. It may depend for different scenes. Please text me your dismissal time and extra lessons:)

24-Apr-2008 07:16
matthew famanatic!!: Hey. Are you in school now? I'd like to have my notes and rush through my studying please. Haha.

20-Apr-2008 21:44
cai ling fairy!!: aww thank you! :D
jasvir da rama: Hey guys. I've spoken to mr tay. Its abt time we take e initiative n conduct more rehearsals cuz im sure we all wan a minimum of Gold! So father ure co actors for ure scene n arrange timings amongst ureselves to rehearse if u need consultation. Arrange either wid mei ling or mr tay. We really need it

18-Apr-2008 13:48
jonathon ox: CAST:) please be reminded to gather at LT2 at 1.30 alright. Spread the love around!

15-Apr-2008 19:55
hannah da rama twin!!: Terence, pls bring a suitable sandal or other footwear as part of ur costume tmr. Tks:) hannah
alexandria da QUEEN!!: O. I don't have it on my phone though. Sorry:(
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Yes! Omg love that song. HAHAHA
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey you ! Sorry youcan't teach me today sorry to bother you so much. I know DBSK very busy. Haha! My dad is coming today to get my CT results. I'm dead
14-Apr-2008 23:23
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey yoo chum! :)Haha could i meet you at like 2 thirty. Got Gp remedial till then. Haha
alexandria da QUEEN!!: HAHAH erm its just complex 2 and 3 Omg i tell you this is my weakest topic ever. I'm already finishing prob la but these 2 i'm just Damn lost. Like. No compass
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey yoo chun!:) Are you free Tmr ah! What time you end school!teach me math lei
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Haha Wth! I wasn't even the one who put it on you la!
alexandria da QUEEN!!: I don't know. I think there was a turtle on it HAHAHA loser.
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey yoo chun! :) er i don't know if its still there but there was a post it on your back just now. Haha!
14-Apr-2008 08:59

11-Apr-2008 17:48
valerie da rama junior: There's still ppl here. Are you coming?
valerie da rama junior: It's almost our turn. If you're done then please come. I'm the only j1 here now. :(
valerie da rama junior: Hurry come. What are you doin now?
valerie da rama junior: Lol! LAME! I'm still in the queue with your classmate.
valerie da rama junior: Why?!
valerie da rama junior: Uh, wed. If that applies to our school? Lol i don't know la.
valerie da rama junior: Uh, friday? Hmm, wednesday?
valerie da rama junior: No, i haven't moved an inch! :( i'm falling asleep now. Got any reading material? Bring along for me please?
valerie da rama junior: I've moved 2 rows! Come now! My friend's left! Come quickly!
valerie da rama junior: No! You HAVE to come! If not i'll be alone! :(
valerie da rama junior: Two more rows'll be too late. One more and you come okie.
valerie da rama junior: I've moved one row!
valerie da rama junior: I've moved to the back seat of the huge row.
11-Apr-2008 16:14

09-Apr-2008 14:48
jasvir da rama: Then its okie. Jus pen n paper can.
jasvir da rama: Bring pen paper n script if u have

I finally come to my senses that i can't get everything down (inc. those before 9th apr...) with so many things to do. not forgetting how ridiculous i am to even think of doing this now. i'll be back soon!
ps. everything is typed out exactly what those people messaged me. some are nice, others are funny! (:
~smile!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 17 May 2008-)
+5/17/2008 12:05:00 am]*

Title: "The Park"-

Hey.

I DON’T BELIEVE WHAT I LEARNT ABOUT THE MOMENTS I NEED AFTER THE SHOW!

Ok, see. A few days ago, the trainer Sharon was telling me that I needed to get the feeling of being praised and show it on stage with those words of hers, “she’s saying something good about uncle Tahil, which is saying something good about you! How often do you get that?” Immediately, when I was thinking as she said, I showed it.
Then, for subsequent rehearsals I realised that all these emotions weren’t showing at all, for one simple reason; I didn’t have a sample for me to see and imitate. Maybe that’s why I didn’t quite feel right then.

And guess what! Yesterday, I bumped into Victoria and suddenly commented about her hair… “Hey, nice hair.” She turned, then I carried on with something like this, “because I was trying to see if it was you from behind and… yup, couldn’t recognise. Anyway, nice.” Goodness gracious me! She was giving the exact same look that Sharon wanted; the little smile where she tried hard not to show it too much, and the thought process involved by looking straight and slightly up, and also that the other part of the body simply freezes. Oh well, even though I think it’s a little too late to use it on stage, this is still a good experience as I learn this new method of portraying emotions. Oh btw, I really didn’t expect this to come from vic, other than her out of the blue actions occasionally. Thx! If you’re ever here… haha (:

So, this was a disastrous week. Monday I went to expose my pointless face to ‘help’ with the painting of the boards. But I was too tired to provide any form of assistance then, so the session here was wasted for me, other than the little strokes of white paint which barely lasted more than a minute.Tuesday we had a run where Sharon blasted at all of us. She hoped that I could perform well for my part, especially my articulation. Trust me, it’s real embarrassing to be pointed for such mistakes when no one is criticised for that.

Wednesday is the best! Or at least, I didn’t get bored at all! Here’s Serena’s kid…
Fabulously cute!

serena's kid 2

This little kid is Jordan. He’s fifteen months old. He’s so funny when he’s around; we just laughed at him. In fact, almost all of us tried our very best to tempt him from idling and sitting on his pram with all sorts of retarded things like peek-a-boo and some colourful pens to distract him. We failed terribly. The most interesting part was that whenever Serena had to go up to the makeshift stage to direct, she left Jordan. So he would cry similar to the voices that slaughtered cats would scream. Anyway, it was fun to watch this fellow enjoying our show! Especially the way he stared attentively at chao’s scene!

Thursday was mad. It wasn’t the perfect we expected. Well, there was stage fright here and there, so maybe that’s why. I don’t know if I should be happy that brother asked for my class and name. You see, he’s probably after my life if my mid years can’t make it, ever since I escaped the previous round earlier this year. The crazy thing was that I was semi stoning in front of brother which probably meant that I’m not confident as a person, and this is BAD!

Also, I found myself being bored and decided to take over nanas with the blind auction for the recycling competition. I was crazily bidding and overpriced for some, but in the end we got the most precious things. I remembered fighting with majella’s class for the first Frisbee; forced them to push the price very high. Then in the end, we had five recycling bags, one newspaper-made bag, two packets of potato chips, one water bottle and one nike basketball (it was so pressurising when bjorn was desperate for the orange round, but not an orange substance)! Anyway, I think our class people are so smart that they guessed the item almost immediately. The hammer clue and right-hand rule clue was equally humorous when I didn’t expect that at all. One more thing, seeing Daniel winning a 6B pencil for a high price was madness!

Please Lord, bless us. Even if you might not think that I deserve anything when the results come, please spare a thought for the rest. They have been fighting so hard through the auditions and improving and innovating almost all the time. Despite the number of things where I could have better spent in drama, please don’t punish us harshly. Please, and also ignore the times when I attempted to have fun and live a crazy talkative old chap.

Today, seeing odac play Frisbee was so exciting, especially after my long hours at the library. Well, of course, there’re more things other than seeing the disc flying around. (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 12 May 2008-)
+5/12/2008 08:05:00 pm]*

Title: Game Over-

我以前讲过，我今日再讲多一次...我唔玩啦。
当我惏起今日喳斯维尔系道揾我过桥、间接问我同唔同意他的想法。
嗨！算罢了，反正我又不能把他改邪归正，这家伙已经走火入魔了。

dad once said, if you're engaged in a losing battle, forget it.
or to put it simply, follow what mum said, leave the annoying bunch alone!

honestly, i'm too tired to do anything. even to think about anything.
actually, i think that arrogant people should not be tolerated.
ok, i'm being too extreme. the impatience in me can so clearly be told through my number of times foul languages were let out. pardon for that.
anw, i think i'm currently just as tired as she is today. wish to ask if she's well but i don't think i can handle myself normally. btw, managed to snooze in chem lecture when normally that's such a hard thing to do! apparently everything's soften without that motivation to listen. sigh.

wish zhazha's feeling better from his moody post.
ok! i'll be happier and post more cheerful ones soon!! (:
~smile!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 10 May 2008-)
+5/10/2008 07:29:00 pm]*

Title: Brains n understanding comforts others-

Hello.

For some odd reasons I’ve been feeling unwell right from my tiny winy brain all the way to my hips, since last dinner. I think that’s stomach indigestion. Perhaps I ate the wrong food? Or I didn’t rest well? Maybe, I’m too stressed this week?

I think it’s more of the lack of rest. The past week has been like this – wake at 5 plus, school, rehearsal, too tired to study. Oh! These two days are a little special – drama, collapse. Ok, now’s the exception.

There has been lots of tension for many people. Mr Gross blew up in front of everyone, giving foolish comments like birds in brains and calling for losers to stand with him. Well, I got his point when he was giving his fountain-like speech. In fact, I was fine with his way of frustration; it was justified, but definitely not with his spitting of saliva! Come on, I don’t deserve it! That’s when I really wished to shut him in front of his face. But then, for the sake of everyone as a group, I thought killing the morale of the juniors was not worth it. Yes, if I stood up and went against him, he would just extend his talk and really, the torture would be larger. So I kept quiet, folded my arms, leaving two middle fingers out. Pardon if I was rude. HA! I was. Wished Beverley understood what went through me. Honestly, I had to agree with the j1s. The talk was horrible. Everyone’s mood wasn’t too good for our poor performance, and there he was, threatening that if anyone screws the show up, he’d strike that person’s name. I don’t know what more to say, but… poor man management; too bad if I anger anyone here. It’s just from a bird eye’s view.

I think the teachers and trainers are real stressed. That’s for saying ‘fine’ for my scene. It’s so clear that we have our obvious blanks and poor cues that can cost us our goal, but apparently they are psycho-ed to believe that we are good. I don’t think we can do anything but sigh.

Today cailing and meiling had personal problems. I’m bad at handling this so I stayed out of the former’s matters, my blessings for her though. I felt the same for meiling’s troubles too, but I guess my suggestions weren’t that good, always from the third person’s viewpoint.

I always wanted to help people with things like this, but when it comes to the following question, it just shuts me up. ‘Have you been in relationship before?’ will keep me out such topics. Oh wells, maybe I just can’t help.

So yesterday it was the awards ceremony, lots of entertaining moments.
Today brother came to see us. I was helping Alex with her scene and she got so frightened that she zoomed towards gabby bev kim jon. Oh my, how hilarious it was! Anyway, he helped a great deal with jon and I’m really glad he did help.

I just had an sms from Joel. Hey friends I think we should keep mae sot in our prayers especially with the recent cyclone many are flocking to mae sot so please keep everyone there in your prayers:) To be honest, I’m so caught up with the competition that I have neglected them. Probably, not just them, but I hope, and truly wish that all my friends there can feel safe. 395, hongteh and many more.

Let’s pray hard!

I just lost my moment to talk about what happened these two days.

ps, the last post was meant to copy someone, hope it didn't feel too odd!

currently listening to: Always Be My Baby by David Cook

~smile! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 7 May 2008-)
+5/07/2008 11:36:00 pm]*

Title: mon to wed-

前日，我坐在她平时坐的位置。带着沉重而累地心情，我双手拿着纸同笔，准备一下自己的情绪。但是，当我坐在那儿时，我把话剧的任务给忘，只顾着感受对她的怀念。我脑海里不停的重覆她的一举一动。但奇怪的是，虽然我仍然很希望能和她在一起，那种感觉就在那一刻不见了，也feel不到一个活生生的她在范围。可能是我不希望自己被泼冷水把。也可能我太累了，我才不会把自己累坏呢！不说了。现在我真的非常。有时间我再告诉你更多故事吧！

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 3 May 2008-)
+5/03/2008 07:47:00 am]*

Title: Championship Winning Class-

CHAMPIONS.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 2 May 2008-)
+5/02/2008 11:50:00 pm]*

Title: Sports' Day 2008-

- After labour day…
- Little morning throws
- Stormy assembly; on the pitch. Wth.
- 400m; 56 secs! 4th place
- 4 by 400m; 5th
- 8 by 200m; (a) Yu Hao’s shoes. Ultra light!
(b) same formation as heats, just that sash took over Glenn.
(c) practised passing baton to Natalie
(d) took baton from nanas in second lane.
(e) closed down from 20 to 10 metres. Real sprinting!
(f) sash took his time, didn’t want to burn out. first medal!
- Frisbee match one - t29 (a) fight for Megan.
(b) “first tactic”
(c) proud man-marking. 7-0.
(d) against fat Gabriel.
- t9 match (a) “friendly” game. 4-2.
(b) zi yi’s poor marking and throwing.
(c) l8r tag kubo. Dada didn’t mark him well.
(d) executed the H-code.
(e) fought against tarik
(f) force foreside, mark backside.
(g) Down the line pass, whoosh!
(h) unbalanced pass to Genevieve.
(i) aaron’s comments, what joke!
- tiny breaks in between; tried to join Angeline. She avoided, I guess.
- t8 match (a) reserves match. Stood aside as coach. Shouted for markings.
(b) kj defended as last man. 9-0
- t33 match (a) cursed and swore at poor arrangement.
(b) megan got scared!
(c) next pitch
(d) 2pts tired. Opp. guys cut in and out, nice play. Failed to contain chris. Screamed when we scored the first point. Snatched disc with boey. chong kai sub.
(d) attacker sub for defender. More loopholes.
(f) opp. guys faithfully marked us.
(g) gene didn’t hear my call for marking.
(h) kj missed the last attack.
(i) ck didn’t mark chris well enough. Saw him catch the disc right in front of my face.
(j) lost 4-3 in semis. Plastered a smile at handshake. Thought when vic shook my hand I should have felt honoured, but my hands were so fragile and allowed her to squeeze with a comforting smile. No effect on me.
(k) who else will do hiphip hooray for us!?
(k) we still should have met them in the final.
- t28 match (a) thought Nicole lek was playing 33, so advised the tactic.
(b) turned out they were playing against us.
(c) full force for victory.
(d) first few points were tightly marked.
(e) the one I was marking said this, I don’t know where I’ve seen ya before. “friendly, no rough play” with handshake. Joke.
(f) made two or three hammers to tall ppl.
(g) made five nice pulls, danced my way to opponents.
(h) at 8-0 wore kj’s cool beige nike cap.
(i) last attack intercepted Nicole, saw it coming.
(j) lost the one point when I didn’t mark the last guy well. Oops.
- soccer. Heard it’s a final freak loss. Heard there was tension between 15 and 16. Medal’s fine!
- netball. 3rd/4th loss. Badly. Tessa was accurate. Reported by gab. Too bad. Ironic.
- eco-intelligence. John/shaine vs maple/ lizzy/ wireless mobile broadband/ brains put tgt. Heard 33 won. We had 2nd.
- sat in front beside the speaker…
- collect prize for 8 by 200. Shawty ho’s comments; no wonder don’t win 2nd. Haha. Iz gave the sigh look. Pushed to walk out first.
- didn’t get medal for Frisbee match. Covered my face, leaving my eyes open, and faced down. Gene just tapped my back. Wanted to force tears out, but decided to wait for final results.
- worried for best class… so many other classes won 1st and 2nd for games, track, etc. SECOND BEST FOR EVERYTHING!
- on our way to iron man. Tess looked pretty, shan’s classmate Nicole aw seemed scary.
- ps john n dada. They were angry. Nanas got worried… carls’ junior. Not junior at all! Sash had his waiting card ‘33’, yuhao read his watch, 33!
- iron man, rather cool to have afgan context. Nice overall story outline. Loved the last part; the truth is,… I’m iron man. But the way reporters stood up looked ridiculous!
- wanted to ask her out, but sigh. Not my day! no mood to abandon my championship class!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 1 May 2008-)
+5/01/2008 05:07:00 pm]*

Title: Daydreaming-

Hey!

Here’s what happened yesterday.

I had the feeling that life would turn well even though my mind wasn’t going right for the past few days and I didn’t have much rest for the previous three weeks. So for the first lesson in that staged lt, I realised that my eyes couldn’t stop looking to my left across everyone. At times she was talking happily with my birthday twin, or zzz… … that lesson was fast, but I still managed to learn something out of mr ang’s talk.

Next was the talk by ‘ytf’. As usual, I took a little glimpse while going up the steps. Not that little, I guess. But I later realised that my blurriness and ignorance made me censor my classmates in order to get a nice position for the so-called ‘talk’. I ended up sitting next to wah and momma n zhazha behind me. I wanted to sit a few steps down, but heeding jojo’s advice was crucial; don’t let *whoever* know… (I forgot what exactly he said, but something along that line…) so I could only stare blankly as the talk began.

The next few lessons were tutorials and break in one of them. They were all normal. Or at least, I was putting in my full effort to listen in class.

By the last lesson, I was in a huge hurry to clear my duties in class and zoom my way for drama. I went to buy my supposedly quick lunch. Just then, I saw her in a distance, about eight steps away. I wanted to say a little 'hi' but I was reminded of how disturbing it might be. That was when the two chances were gone. Then in the midst of rushing, I happened to bump into min hang. She was telling me about her class’ squad. Honestly, as she recalled the names, I was hoping to hear ‘that’ one. She was saying all those potential players for that team, until I asked further. Then she was like, ‘oh!’ followed by a friendly threat that my class won’t win. This showed quite a few things I guess… and I also think I was too obvious this time round, but who cares?! As long as it made my day in the afternoon, it’s fine!

I felt that I was normal during that tiny conversation. But when I got back into the hall extension I was so euphoric that I started to make fun of the rest when they were practising their voice projection. We were supposed to do the low voice projection ‘ah…’, but on our case we decided to do the high one instead. I don’t know how to explain it, but our retarded faces while doing it was hilarious! We also had speed runs and animated runs that caused us to feel extremely excited!!! (Or maybe, just myself) I was in such prepared mood to showcase my limited expressive skills to the little crowd here. Amongst us, chao, cailing and matt were the best, in the ways that had the most creative and original ideas to back them up. Anyway, it was fun! Lastly, we had the real run. I was quite satisfied with my run emotionally when the moments were there, except for one or two minor sections. One major concern was that I felt lost in the “we’ll stay for a while… come, sit by me…”. I felt that part uncomfortable. Another thing was that my voice wasn’t up to standard then when it was just nice for houseflies to hear me. In fact, I think those creatures are louder than me! ARGH!!

Just before the day in school ended, I felt empty to be one of the last few cast members to leave the place. Thank goodness syt and Shan were still around. The little Frisbee throwing was nice, but more importantly, while waiting for zi jun to finishing bathing my unpredictable self resurfaced again. Cheering for john when he played the piano just seemed hilarious! But the thing was, I somehow didn’t see her when she was one of the first to walk past. Shan spotted her, and gasped. She said ‘she’ turned around, but that was it. I didn’t dare to ask any further, for the quote I posted on the previous post seemed to be like a reminder to me.

I had a weird idea just now that sounds odd if I type it out now.

Till then, smile!!!!!!!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Friday, 30 May 2008-)
+5/30/2008 10:14:00 pm]*

Title: Songs that are outdated! Longer than my memory!!-

Still in love vvith you by jonas brothers

She was all I ever wanted
She was all I ever needed and more
She walked out my door
Then she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues, yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you

We had fun under the sun
And when winter came she'd be my angel
We were so in love
Then she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues, yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you
Still in love with you

I don't know what hurts worse baby
Seeing you with him or being alone
On my own
I know he doesn't love you baby
Not like I did
Oh, what's the point
You're not listening anyway

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with... you

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you

haha. i guess this explains greatly. but this is really nice song!! for the the tone and pacing and stuff, fabulous!! oh! saw natasha from ltc just now, and it was a pleasant surprise. and it's sad that i can't go to the concert tomorrow night ):!

anyway, i realise that people sometimes come here and don't leave their footprints or finger prints or vvhatever you call it. then i don't know how to use the ip address tracker which means that i can't add this to my template! so please, at least let me know that you've been here. or it'll be scary vvhen you start telling me about me in a sub-conscious mode. thx ;)! so you can plant a bomb or... anything will do!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 28 May 2008-)
+5/28/2008 03:08:00 pm]*

Title: sort things out-

hey.

i resanly fink dat i dong weally lai-kee her anlymore. i dong low wai, bud maybe i fink i dong c her so much dese days, den maybe low more fillings. anlyway, i said i'm going to stardy hard. dong waste time on fings like this. ok, i will solve my ploblem affta duh eh-xams. aye! i'm so congfused n quaysee! bye duh way, i dong wan 2b same as nw. so disgraceful. sew freaky! aiya! (:

alright, i'm bored with this today. and i mean it!
anw, i don't think any got my previous astig post; the last part. even i had a hard time separating the 'w' up! haha (:

life's short, spend it well.
it comes in many pieces, it is universal. it can come in... ... TBC
~give a smile!!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 27 May 2008-)
+5/27/2008 10:12:00 pm]*

Title: To be honest...-

To be honest I missed my mae sot kid. I was closet to my 395. He loved to cling onto me, hold my hand and sometimes jump on for a little piggyback. He never wanted to let go of my hand whenever I’m close to them. But he’s quite understanding at times; occasionally when I’m busy and got to leave to teach the others he gave the gesture and body language that he knew what I had to do. Despite the fact that he would not want to leave me I knew that his intentions were always good, for all the warmth and love he lacked was somewhat close to what I was giving. (beat) For as long as I can remember the entire family of a hundred kids at rocky mountain school would gather around jojo just to watch the rest taking his pants off in the morning. That was followed by lessons where the teachers would get them running into their classes and then for me, I’d think about how much better the kids were here compared to mine how times used to be like, back in my day.

HA! i made this piece that incorporated the syf lines with my mae sot trip! call me daddy!!! (: haha

~smile! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 25 May 2008-)
+5/25/2008 09:42:00 pm]*

Title: blind-

hi! terence is officially blind today. so pardon me if there are any typo errors.
in fact, i'm too lazy to cringe my little eyeballs to check if there are any typing mistakes here.

ok, so here's what happened. i realised that i have a little lump on the part of my ear where my specs hang, so just now i told mum n dad. dad was saying about what i should do so that this condition will recover in a few days. but come on, it was so unconvincing that made me ignore such an advice. mum happened to be around with her sharp ears and questioned me for that. she was so ganjiong that made her go the extreme la! she kinda forced me to go to the doctor and ask for some medication... she hardly stopped on that occasion. it was so scary cos you know docs are quite slow with this kind of puny cases and as a result, we patients sometimes have to accompany them to pass their time. in the end, i gave up trying to argue about not having to apply the sort of cream that they advised me to... what hectic process! and only idiots bother to record such an event down here. hi idiot!!

as for now, i can't possibly see if my specs aren't around, or i just took off my disposables. which means that to type this load of crap out, i have to zoom my internet explorer to... erm.. 300%. yup, nothing that great really. even now it's still not that clear, for all the astigmatism i have. and yes! just now, i mistook an 'r' for a 't'. oh! what a sad life! haha! foolish boy!!! (:

anyway, i finished watching sweetney todd today! it was really nice to know that another world can be shown in such a nice way. i remembered i first watched it on the day i got screamed at by mr ct for sleeping and the pirated dvd had odd translations that made us laugh ourselves off. but then, those were the days... sigh. soon i gotta watch it again, especially for the interesting plot that showed.

give a smile to everyone around!! (: for vvhatever reasons! (erm. i'm here to claim that i can't see properly cos of astig... intended this way!) (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+5/25/2008 02:14:00 am]*

Title: early morning ranting... (:-

~It’s over. So think of the happier things in life~

Hey! oh by the way, that was what Celine said in her sms on whatever day. yes, I forgot which day, but all I can remember that it was the day where I somehow bumped into jon at orchard cineleisure. He ‘reminded’ me unknowingly that I had to inform her about ‘something’. Anyway, enough of boring stuff here. So to update on some weird things I heard…

I heard from sm that celine works the way that is similar to mine at drama. But what I think things vary depending on how things are portrayed. We might act alike, but I’m quite sure I think at drama I think more like Gretchen, as in the way we’re motivated to work. Ok, I don’t know why I have to associate myself with them but that’s the way. Or maybe I’m mad now at this hour. Prolly the best excuse I can possibly give is that I think that they’re smart and linking myself to them can let me dream of being intelligent.

Another thing. It’s crazy. On thurday when there was no paper, shuttle11 suddenly popped up and said someone (is crazy enough to) criminalise everything about me. it’s rather freaky but I’ll take that. What’s more is that this person might have been around for the past… erm… ARGHH!! Haha, joking. Not that serious though, but my mind gotta stop this crap!

Now I think I can come up with 1000+ reasons for our results. I’m trying to explain that it wasn’t our fault to myself – all because of the judges got no balls and saw no link – and nothing else. We had so much internal feelings put in our characters, but oh well, they missed the crucial moments.

Life is a story, and I guess I’m so tuned to the storyline we used during the competition that made me tell long stories in essays and love the process of enjoying it. I’m pretty sure that I’ll miss the time the whole team put together. And yes, I thought of performing in pac. No, in fact, that was my dream. Now it’s dead. Wth.

Gosh! I need Whatever pills to knock me to bed. Oh no! they keep me awake! Peace, breathe in, breathe out… nights!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 23 May 2008-)
+5/23/2008 03:49:00 pm]*

Title: something's missing-

HA. so i was right. i jinxed everyone during the show. come on, with people like me who has no background and join a group of fantastic cast of putting up a real show to a bunch of professionals? not in a million years. the teacher had been yanking and yanking about how good we were against previous batches, but the truth is, we were one of the worst. it was printed real clear on that piece of paper... as i was listening to the teacher telling us the results, i somehow felt nothing at all. perhaps i was too obssessed with the paper i took moments earlier... after he attempted to give us a talk to boost our morales i had this moment that i wasn't going to turn my head around to see if anyone's crying or i'm going to be a busybody and try comfort someone; i know myself perfectly that i'd cause more problems. so in the end, i left the lt in a confident and carefree manner. in fact, i hardly walk with such rhythm that goes boom boom. i don't really know why, but i tend to feel bored about what i think and act the completely opposite of it. what hypocrite! honestly, i think i'm just not feeling it. when there's fun during rehearsals we all enjoy, laugh around and jump madly like dogs, but certainly don't feel less motivated during runs! for that, i ought to get a slap. or two, or maybe three, or a punch... alright, someone please, stab me hard. so hard that i do wake up from this fault. i caused it and i hate to bring everyone down with me. ok, back to the show. i thought that this was abit too micro to perform to so many out there. and it's also not that possible to notice the eye movements and thought process as we showed. people nowadays prefer action packed shows that showed clarity visually... oh well, what's done is done and cannot be undone. terence, you can only let out three teardrops. now go ahead.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 19 May 2008-)
+5/19/2008 08:19:00 pm]*

Title: drama sms-es-

19-May-2008
chao hao da rama: Yo any1 found a uniform when u collect ur box ?
keley da rama: 34. You have it?

15-May-2008 21:48
matthew famanatic!!: Hey guys! We still have a chance of getting gold! It aint over till the fat lady sings. And in this case, fat man. When bro paul tells us the results. So until then, no sad faces (yes, including me) okay? Love!
alexandria da QUEEN: Urebon- sarang-a-yo! Which means everyone i love you in korean! :Dgreat job guys and really sorry about the mistake. Study hard for mids now k! Drama COME ON MAN! Woot! :D
maple 15: Yo! Good luck for drama! =) all the best! Will wait to hear good news from ya!
eileen da chicken little: Break a legx10^99! Take home syf gold w/ honours!
lizzy law!!: Hey jiji! All the best! You can do it! Madam damo just returned your essay and said you made a good improvement! :D anyhow, enjoy your performance. Go ah gong!
eriffiny!: Good luck for syf.
alicia da rama! :): FRIENDS! GOOD LUCK WITH THE PERFORMANCE.i KNOW for a FACT that you guys will be fantabulous.alicia has faith in you! :) dont stress just do your best!MUCH LOVE <3
shan!! mae sot: Hey! :) all the best for your syf! You can do it! :) jess and shan!
james smarty!!: Yo, good luck! :)
15-May-2008 07:41

10-May-2008 20:14
matthew famanatic!!: Okay everybody. Syf is effectively less than 5 days away. Let's give it our best shot, pump up the energy and get at least a gold! CJC drama for the win!!

09-May-2008 19:00
baby nat: I mean stop all the nasty vulgarities and rudeness la! Did i offend you in any way?
baby nat: Hey i seriously dont want to pick up verbal fights with you. Its disgusting! you could have more respect? I didnt have to help you get carls junior or the cane

08-May-2008 14:15
mei ling: I'll be in at 4. Rehearsals till 7. Do inform the rest. All must stay. No exceptions. - sharon
mei ling: LT2 by 3 fro those who do not have pe :) hurry start putting on make up and costume! Gab, matt and jas. Its your decision already since you're not exempted.

02-May-2008 13:04
mei ling: CAST! THERE WILL NOT BE REHEARSAL TODAY! BUT IT WILL BE A FULL DAY TML. 9 TO 6. LT2. FULL DRESS. EXAMS OUTSIDE SO PLEASE BE QUIET WHILE ENTERING:)

29-Apr-2008 17:27
matthew famanatic!!: Could you 3 make it for extra training (informal) on thursday?

28-Apr-2008 21:44
wan yu: Hello hello. Sorry for irritating you, but here's a friendly reminder to bring my maths lecture notes tmrrw yea. Thank you!
mei ling: Bev's not in school today. Do you guys think its possible to rehearse without her? Or just forget it?
wan yu: Hahas i did remind you last night! Idoit. Alright, pass me tmrrw then :)
wan yu: Oh no! I have maths lecture first period. Hehs, bring tmrrw!
wan yu: Are you in school yet?
mei ling: Will granpa scene be able to come down for rehearsal today at 4 instead? Please reply as soon as possible?
28-Apr-2008 06:40

27-Apr-2008 13:17
CAST. Please be prepared for extra rehearsals this tue after school. It may depend for different scenes. Please text me your dismissal time and extra lessons:)

24-Apr-2008 07:16
matthew famanatic!!: Hey. Are you in school now? I'd like to have my notes and rush through my studying please. Haha.

20-Apr-2008 21:44
cai ling fairy!!: aww thank you! :D
jasvir da rama: Hey guys. I've spoken to mr tay. Its abt time we take e initiative n conduct more rehearsals cuz im sure we all wan a minimum of Gold! So father ure co actors for ure scene n arrange timings amongst ureselves to rehearse if u need consultation. Arrange either wid mei ling or mr tay. We really need it

18-Apr-2008 13:48
jonathon ox: CAST:) please be reminded to gather at LT2 at 1.30 alright. Spread the love around!

15-Apr-2008 19:55
hannah da rama twin!!: Terence, pls bring a suitable sandal or other footwear as part of ur costume tmr. Tks:) hannah
alexandria da QUEEN!!: O. I don't have it on my phone though. Sorry:(
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Yes! Omg love that song. HAHAHA
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey you ! Sorry youcan't teach me today sorry to bother you so much. I know DBSK very busy. Haha! My dad is coming today to get my CT results. I'm dead
14-Apr-2008 23:23
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey yoo chum! :)Haha could i meet you at like 2 thirty. Got Gp remedial till then. Haha
alexandria da QUEEN!!: HAHAH erm its just complex 2 and 3 Omg i tell you this is my weakest topic ever. I'm already finishing prob la but these 2 i'm just Damn lost. Like. No compass
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey yoo chun!:) Are you free Tmr ah! What time you end school!teach me math lei
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Haha Wth! I wasn't even the one who put it on you la!
alexandria da QUEEN!!: I don't know. I think there was a turtle on it HAHAHA loser.
alexandria da QUEEN!!: Hey yoo chun! :) er i don't know if its still there but there was a post it on your back just now. Haha!
14-Apr-2008 08:59

11-Apr-2008 17:48
valerie da rama junior: There's still ppl here. Are you coming?
valerie da rama junior: It's almost our turn. If you're done then please come. I'm the only j1 here now. :(
valerie da rama junior: Hurry come. What are you doin now?
valerie da rama junior: Lol! LAME! I'm still in the queue with your classmate.
valerie da rama junior: Why?!
valerie da rama junior: Uh, wed. If that applies to our school? Lol i don't know la.
valerie da rama junior: Uh, friday? Hmm, wednesday?
valerie da rama junior: No, i haven't moved an inch! :( i'm falling asleep now. Got any reading material? Bring along for me please?
valerie da rama junior: I've moved 2 rows! Come now! My friend's left! Come quickly!
valerie da rama junior: No! You HAVE to come! If not i'll be alone! :(
valerie da rama junior: Two more rows'll be too late. One more and you come okie.
valerie da rama junior: I've moved one row!
valerie da rama junior: I've moved to the back seat of the huge row.
11-Apr-2008 16:14

09-Apr-2008 14:48
jasvir da rama: Then its okie. Jus pen n paper can.
jasvir da rama: Bring pen paper n script if u have

I finally come to my senses that i can't get everything down (inc. those before 9th apr...) with so many things to do. not forgetting how ridiculous i am to even think of doing this now. i'll be back soon!
ps. everything is typed out exactly what those people messaged me. some are nice, others are funny! (:
~smile!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 17 May 2008-)
+5/17/2008 12:05:00 am]*

Title: "The Park"-

Hey.

I DON’T BELIEVE WHAT I LEARNT ABOUT THE MOMENTS I NEED AFTER THE SHOW!

Ok, see. A few days ago, the trainer Sharon was telling me that I needed to get the feeling of being praised and show it on stage with those words of hers, “she’s saying something good about uncle Tahil, which is saying something good about you! How often do you get that?” Immediately, when I was thinking as she said, I showed it.
Then, for subsequent rehearsals I realised that all these emotions weren’t showing at all, for one simple reason; I didn’t have a sample for me to see and imitate. Maybe that’s why I didn’t quite feel right then.

And guess what! Yesterday, I bumped into Victoria and suddenly commented about her hair… “Hey, nice hair.” She turned, then I carried on with something like this, “because I was trying to see if it was you from behind and… yup, couldn’t recognise. Anyway, nice.” Goodness gracious me! She was giving the exact same look that Sharon wanted; the little smile where she tried hard not to show it too much, and the thought process involved by looking straight and slightly up, and also that the other part of the body simply freezes. Oh well, even though I think it’s a little too late to use it on stage, this is still a good experience as I learn this new method of portraying emotions. Oh btw, I really didn’t expect this to come from vic, other than her out of the blue actions occasionally. Thx! If you’re ever here… haha (:

So, this was a disastrous week. Monday I went to expose my pointless face to ‘help’ with the painting of the boards. But I was too tired to provide any form of assistance then, so the session here was wasted for me, other than the little strokes of white paint which barely lasted more than a minute.Tuesday we had a run where Sharon blasted at all of us. She hoped that I could perform well for my part, especially my articulation. Trust me, it’s real embarrassing to be pointed for such mistakes when no one is criticised for that.

Wednesday is the best! Or at least, I didn’t get bored at all! Here’s Serena’s kid…
Fabulously cute!

serena's kid 2

This little kid is Jordan. He’s fifteen months old. He’s so funny when he’s around; we just laughed at him. In fact, almost all of us tried our very best to tempt him from idling and sitting on his pram with all sorts of retarded things like peek-a-boo and some colourful pens to distract him. We failed terribly. The most interesting part was that whenever Serena had to go up to the makeshift stage to direct, she left Jordan. So he would cry similar to the voices that slaughtered cats would scream. Anyway, it was fun to watch this fellow enjoying our show! Especially the way he stared attentively at chao’s scene!

Thursday was mad. It wasn’t the perfect we expected. Well, there was stage fright here and there, so maybe that’s why. I don’t know if I should be happy that brother asked for my class and name. You see, he’s probably after my life if my mid years can’t make it, ever since I escaped the previous round earlier this year. The crazy thing was that I was semi stoning in front of brother which probably meant that I’m not confident as a person, and this is BAD!

Also, I found myself being bored and decided to take over nanas with the blind auction for the recycling competition. I was crazily bidding and overpriced for some, but in the end we got the most precious things. I remembered fighting with majella’s class for the first Frisbee; forced them to push the price very high. Then in the end, we had five recycling bags, one newspaper-made bag, two packets of potato chips, one water bottle and one nike basketball (it was so pressurising when bjorn was desperate for the orange round, but not an orange substance)! Anyway, I think our class people are so smart that they guessed the item almost immediately. The hammer clue and right-hand rule clue was equally humorous when I didn’t expect that at all. One more thing, seeing Daniel winning a 6B pencil for a high price was madness!

Please Lord, bless us. Even if you might not think that I deserve anything when the results come, please spare a thought for the rest. They have been fighting so hard through the auditions and improving and innovating almost all the time. Despite the number of things where I could have better spent in drama, please don’t punish us harshly. Please, and also ignore the times when I attempted to have fun and live a crazy talkative old chap.

Today, seeing odac play Frisbee was so exciting, especially after my long hours at the library. Well, of course, there’re more things other than seeing the disc flying around. (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 12 May 2008-)
+5/12/2008 08:05:00 pm]*

Title: Game Over-

我以前讲过，我今日再讲多一次...我唔玩啦。
当我惏起今日喳斯维尔系道揾我过桥、间接问我同唔同意他的想法。
嗨！算罢了，反正我又不能把他改邪归正，这家伙已经走火入魔了。

dad once said, if you're engaged in a losing battle, forget it.
or to put it simply, follow what mum said, leave the annoying bunch alone!

honestly, i'm too tired to do anything. even to think about anything.
actually, i think that arrogant people should not be tolerated.
ok, i'm being too extreme. the impatience in me can so clearly be told through my number of times foul languages were let out. pardon for that.
anw, i think i'm currently just as tired as she is today. wish to ask if she's well but i don't think i can handle myself normally. btw, managed to snooze in chem lecture when normally that's such a hard thing to do! apparently everything's soften without that motivation to listen. sigh.

wish zhazha's feeling better from his moody post.
ok! i'll be happier and post more cheerful ones soon!! (:
~smile!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 10 May 2008-)
+5/10/2008 07:29:00 pm]*

Title: Brains n understanding comforts others-

Hello.

For some odd reasons I’ve been feeling unwell right from my tiny winy brain all the way to my hips, since last dinner. I think that’s stomach indigestion. Perhaps I ate the wrong food? Or I didn’t rest well? Maybe, I’m too stressed this week?

I think it’s more of the lack of rest. The past week has been like this – wake at 5 plus, school, rehearsal, too tired to study. Oh! These two days are a little special – drama, collapse. Ok, now’s the exception.

There has been lots of tension for many people. Mr Gross blew up in front of everyone, giving foolish comments like birds in brains and calling for losers to stand with him. Well, I got his point when he was giving his fountain-like speech. In fact, I was fine with his way of frustration; it was justified, but definitely not with his spitting of saliva! Come on, I don’t deserve it! That’s when I really wished to shut him in front of his face. But then, for the sake of everyone as a group, I thought killing the morale of the juniors was not worth it. Yes, if I stood up and went against him, he would just extend his talk and really, the torture would be larger. So I kept quiet, folded my arms, leaving two middle fingers out. Pardon if I was rude. HA! I was. Wished Beverley understood what went through me. Honestly, I had to agree with the j1s. The talk was horrible. Everyone’s mood wasn’t too good for our poor performance, and there he was, threatening that if anyone screws the show up, he’d strike that person’s name. I don’t know what more to say, but… poor man management; too bad if I anger anyone here. It’s just from a bird eye’s view.

I think the teachers and trainers are real stressed. That’s for saying ‘fine’ for my scene. It’s so clear that we have our obvious blanks and poor cues that can cost us our goal, but apparently they are psycho-ed to believe that we are good. I don’t think we can do anything but sigh.

Today cailing and meiling had personal problems. I’m bad at handling this so I stayed out of the former’s matters, my blessings for her though. I felt the same for meiling’s troubles too, but I guess my suggestions weren’t that good, always from the third person’s viewpoint.

I always wanted to help people with things like this, but when it comes to the following question, it just shuts me up. ‘Have you been in relationship before?’ will keep me out such topics. Oh wells, maybe I just can’t help.

So yesterday it was the awards ceremony, lots of entertaining moments.
Today brother came to see us. I was helping Alex with her scene and she got so frightened that she zoomed towards gabby bev kim jon. Oh my, how hilarious it was! Anyway, he helped a great deal with jon and I’m really glad he did help.

I just had an sms from Joel. Hey friends I think we should keep mae sot in our prayers especially with the recent cyclone many are flocking to mae sot so please keep everyone there in your prayers:) To be honest, I’m so caught up with the competition that I have neglected them. Probably, not just them, but I hope, and truly wish that all my friends there can feel safe. 395, hongteh and many more.

Let’s pray hard!

I just lost my moment to talk about what happened these two days.

ps, the last post was meant to copy someone, hope it didn't feel too odd!

currently listening to: Always Be My Baby by David Cook

~smile! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 7 May 2008-)
+5/07/2008 11:36:00 pm]*

Title: mon to wed-

前日，我坐在她平时坐的位置。带着沉重而累地心情，我双手拿着纸同笔，准备一下自己的情绪。但是，当我坐在那儿时，我把话剧的任务给忘，只顾着感受对她的怀念。我脑海里不停的重覆她的一举一动。但奇怪的是，虽然我仍然很希望能和她在一起，那种感觉就在那一刻不见了，也feel不到一个活生生的她在范围。可能是我不希望自己被泼冷水把。也可能我太累了，我才不会把自己累坏呢！不说了。现在我真的非常。有时间我再告诉你更多故事吧！

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 3 May 2008-)
+5/03/2008 07:47:00 am]*

Title: Championship Winning Class-

CHAMPIONS.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 2 May 2008-)
+5/02/2008 11:50:00 pm]*

Title: Sports' Day 2008-

- After labour day…
- Little morning throws
- Stormy assembly; on the pitch. Wth.
- 400m; 56 secs! 4th place
- 4 by 400m; 5th
- 8 by 200m; (a) Yu Hao’s shoes. Ultra light!
(b) same formation as heats, just that sash took over Glenn.
(c) practised passing baton to Natalie
(d) took baton from nanas in second lane.
(e) closed down from 20 to 10 metres. Real sprinting!
(f) sash took his time, didn’t want to burn out. first medal!
- Frisbee match one - t29 (a) fight for Megan.
(b) “first tactic”
(c) proud man-marking. 7-0.
(d) against fat Gabriel.
- t9 match (a) “friendly” game. 4-2.
(b) zi yi’s poor marking and throwing.
(c) l8r tag kubo. Dada didn’t mark him well.
(d) executed the H-code.
(e) fought against tarik
(f) force foreside, mark backside.
(g) Down the line pass, whoosh!
(h) unbalanced pass to Genevieve.
(i) aaron’s comments, what joke!
- tiny breaks in between; tried to join Angeline. She avoided, I guess.
- t8 match (a) reserves match. Stood aside as coach. Shouted for markings.
(b) kj defended as last man. 9-0
- t33 match (a) cursed and swore at poor arrangement.
(b) megan got scared!
(c) next pitch
(d) 2pts tired. Opp. guys cut in and out, nice play. Failed to contain chris. Screamed when we scored the first point. Snatched disc with boey. chong kai sub.
(d) attacker sub for defender. More loopholes.
(f) opp. guys faithfully marked us.
(g) gene didn’t hear my call for marking.
(h) kj missed the last attack.
(i) ck didn’t mark chris well enough. Saw him catch the disc right in front of my face.
(j) lost 4-3 in semis. Plastered a smile at handshake. Thought when vic shook my hand I should have felt honoured, but my hands were so fragile and allowed her to squeeze with a comforting smile. No effect on me.
(k) who else will do hiphip hooray for us!?
(k) we still should have met them in the final.
- t28 match (a) thought Nicole lek was playing 33, so advised the tactic.
(b) turned out they were playing against us.
(c) full force for victory.
(d) first few points were tightly marked.
(e) the one I was marking said this, I don’t know where I’ve seen ya before. “friendly, no rough play” with handshake. Joke.
(f) made two or three hammers to tall ppl.
(g) made five nice pulls, danced my way to opponents.
(h) at 8-0 wore kj’s cool beige nike cap.
(i) last attack intercepted Nicole, saw it coming.
(j) lost the one point when I didn’t mark the last guy well. Oops.
- soccer. Heard it’s a final freak loss. Heard there was tension between 15 and 16. Medal’s fine!
- netball. 3rd/4th loss. Badly. Tessa was accurate. Reported by gab. Too bad. Ironic.
- eco-intelligence. John/shaine vs maple/ lizzy/ wireless mobile broadband/ brains put tgt. Heard 33 won. We had 2nd.
- sat in front beside the speaker…
- collect prize for 8 by 200. Shawty ho’s comments; no wonder don’t win 2nd. Haha. Iz gave the sigh look. Pushed to walk out first.
- didn’t get medal for Frisbee match. Covered my face, leaving my eyes open, and faced down. Gene just tapped my back. Wanted to force tears out, but decided to wait for final results.
- worried for best class… so many other classes won 1st and 2nd for games, track, etc. SECOND BEST FOR EVERYTHING!
- on our way to iron man. Tess looked pretty, shan’s classmate Nicole aw seemed scary.
- ps john n dada. They were angry. Nanas got worried… carls’ junior. Not junior at all! Sash had his waiting card ‘33’, yuhao read his watch, 33!
- iron man, rather cool to have afgan context. Nice overall story outline. Loved the last part; the truth is,… I’m iron man. But the way reporters stood up looked ridiculous!
- wanted to ask her out, but sigh. Not my day! no mood to abandon my championship class!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 1 May 2008-)
+5/01/2008 05:07:00 pm]*

Title: Daydreaming-

Hey!

Here’s what happened yesterday.

I had the feeling that life would turn well even though my mind wasn’t going right for the past few days and I didn’t have much rest for the previous three weeks. So for the first lesson in that staged lt, I realised that my eyes couldn’t stop looking to my left across everyone. At times she was talking happily with my birthday twin, or zzz… … that lesson was fast, but I still managed to learn something out of mr ang’s talk.

Next was the talk by ‘ytf’. As usual, I took a little glimpse while going up the steps. Not that little, I guess. But I later realised that my blurriness and ignorance made me censor my classmates in order to get a nice position for the so-called ‘talk’. I ended up sitting next to wah and momma n zhazha behind me. I wanted to sit a few steps down, but heeding jojo’s advice was crucial; don’t let *whoever* know… (I forgot what exactly he said, but something along that line…) so I could only stare blankly as the talk began.

The next few lessons were tutorials and break in one of them. They were all normal. Or at least, I was putting in my full effort to listen in class.

By the last lesson, I was in a huge hurry to clear my duties in class and zoom my way for drama. I went to buy my supposedly quick lunch. Just then, I saw her in a distance, about eight steps away. I wanted to say a little 'hi' but I was reminded of how disturbing it might be. That was when the two chances were gone. Then in the midst of rushing, I happened to bump into min hang. She was telling me about her class’ squad. Honestly, as she recalled the names, I was hoping to hear ‘that’ one. She was saying all those potential players for that team, until I asked further. Then she was like, ‘oh!’ followed by a friendly threat that my class won’t win. This showed quite a few things I guess… and I also think I was too obvious this time round, but who cares?! As long as it made my day in the afternoon, it’s fine!

I felt that I was normal during that tiny conversation. But when I got back into the hall extension I was so euphoric that I started to make fun of the rest when they were practising their voice projection. We were supposed to do the low voice projection ‘ah…’, but on our case we decided to do the high one instead. I don’t know how to explain it, but our retarded faces while doing it was hilarious! We also had speed runs and animated runs that caused us to feel extremely excited!!! (Or maybe, just myself) I was in such prepared mood to showcase my limited expressive skills to the little crowd here. Amongst us, chao, cailing and matt were the best, in the ways that had the most creative and original ideas to back them up. Anyway, it was fun! Lastly, we had the real run. I was quite satisfied with my run emotionally when the moments were there, except for one or two minor sections. One major concern was that I felt lost in the “we’ll stay for a while… come, sit by me…”. I felt that part uncomfortable. Another thing was that my voice wasn’t up to standard then when it was just nice for houseflies to hear me. In fact, I think those creatures are louder than me! ARGH!!

Just before the day in school ended, I felt empty to be one of the last few cast members to leave the place. Thank goodness syt and Shan were still around. The little Frisbee throwing was nice, but more importantly, while waiting for zi jun to finishing bathing my unpredictable self resurfaced again. Cheering for john when he played the piano just seemed hilarious! But the thing was, I somehow didn’t see her when she was one of the first to walk past. Shan spotted her, and gasped. She said ‘she’ turned around, but that was it. I didn’t dare to ask any further, for the quote I posted on the previous post seemed to be like a reminder to me.

I had a weird idea just now that sounds odd if I type it out now.

Till then, smile!!!!!!!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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