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Here’s what happened yesterday.

I had the feeling that life would turn well even though my mind wasn’t going right for the past few days and I didn’t have much rest for the previous three weeks. So for the first lesson in that staged lt, I realised that my eyes couldn’t stop looking to my left across everyone. At times she was talking happily with my birthday twin, or zzz… … that lesson was fast, but I still managed to learn something out of mr ang’s talk.

Next was the talk by ‘ytf’. As usual, I took a little glimpse while going up the steps. Not that little, I guess. But I later realised that my blurriness and ignorance made me censor my classmates in order to get a nice position for the so-called ‘talk’. I ended up sitting next to wah and momma n zhazha behind me. I wanted to sit a few steps down, but heeding jojo’s advice was crucial; don’t let *whoever* know… (I forgot what exactly he said, but something along that line…) so I could only stare blankly as the talk began.

The next few lessons were tutorials and break in one of them. They were all normal. Or at least, I was putting in my full effort to listen in class.

By the last lesson, I was in a huge hurry to clear my duties in class and zoom my way for drama. I went to buy my supposedly quick lunch. Just then, I saw her in a distance, about eight steps away. I wanted to say a little 'hi' but I was reminded of how disturbing it might be. That was when the two chances were gone. Then in the midst of rushing, I happened to bump into min hang. She was telling me about her class’ squad. Honestly, as she recalled the names, I was hoping to hear ‘that’ one. She was saying all those potential players for that team, until I asked further. Then she was like, ‘oh!’ followed by a friendly threat that my class won’t win. This showed quite a few things I guess… and I also think I was too obvious this time round, but who cares?! As long as it made my day in the afternoon, it’s fine!

I felt that I was normal during that tiny conversation. But when I got back into the hall extension I was so euphoric that I started to make fun of the rest when they were practising their voice projection. We were supposed to do the low voice projection ‘ah…’, but on our case we decided to do the high one instead. I don’t know how to explain it, but our retarded faces while doing it was hilarious! We also had speed runs and animated runs that caused us to feel extremely excited!!! (Or maybe, just myself) I was in such prepared mood to showcase my limited expressive skills to the little crowd here. Amongst us, chao, cailing and matt were the best, in the ways that had the most creative and original ideas to back them up. Anyway, it was fun! Lastly, we had the real run. I was quite satisfied with my run emotionally when the moments were there, except for one or two minor sections. One major concern was that I felt lost in the “we’ll stay for a while… come, sit by me…”. I felt that part uncomfortable. Another thing was that my voice wasn’t up to standard then when it was just nice for houseflies to hear me. In fact, I think those creatures are louder than me! ARGH!!

Just before the day in school ended, I felt empty to be one of the last few cast members to leave the place. Thank goodness syt and Shan were still around. The little Frisbee throwing was nice, but more importantly, while waiting for zi jun to finishing bathing my unpredictable self resurfaced again. Cheering for john when he played the piano just seemed hilarious! But the thing was, I somehow didn’t see her when she was one of the first to walk past. Shan spotted her, and gasped. She said ‘she’ turned around, but that was it. I didn’t dare to ask any further, for the quote I posted on the previous post seemed to be like a reminder to me.

I had a weird idea just now that sounds odd if I type it out now.

Till then, smile!!!!!!!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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