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Title: A day of mixed feelings-

I wanted to go full force spending on how life was being great today, but there are just some things that annoy me.

I was beginning to wonder why I decided to turn up early in school. Natalina sounded like she wanted me to, but until now I still don’t see her reason. How about that, I woke up crazily early just to hope that I don’t be late for it at 9, so I came ten minutes before that. In the end, the teachers decided to be kind and extended the auditions to be at 10 instead. Fine. Then I was faced with a script that sounded nice with its intention and literary meanings and stuff like that, but I realised it was one that was too many pages long which I couldn’t finish reading. Then I was thinking, maybe I’m not good at reading things like this. So I became patient and waited for auditions, hoping that I can possibly understand what the whole plot was portraying. I went into the lt, looked for a place that I could have a nice view of the stage. Searched and planted by butt on the middle rows initially, but because of some kind of peer pressure or stuff, the rest were at the back, so I got back to the third last row. It was just one row before them and till now then I realised that my row was the one that was right between theirs and the teachers. Bet them to be laughing at my ignorance. So everything went on, and to be honest I couldn’t give any feedback constructively since I wasn’t sure of the requirements of the script and whatever comments I intended to give just couldn’t formulate it out in sentences. Here’s the problem, whatever notes I wrote, supposedly to be jotted down then everyone would compute as one, wasn’t used at all when mr chan had his marking scheme of seven criteria and it was close to useless since their performances were based on face-value, and so mr tay was calling the shots. Those notes were lest purposeful when they kind of entertained gab or tiff, but that’s not the point. I’m not trying to comment that mr tay was poor in auditioning the fellows. In fact, he was good and maximised every individual’s potential, but given my unpreparedness for this just made me feel pointless to turn up today. And truly, I don’t understand why those artsy-fartsy people can come up of anything to comment on when they sometimes don’t make sense or care about the minute details of things. Well, I guess I need more time to learn about them maybe, just live my simplistic life of who I am.

Anyway, the moment was back when I saw the purple jacket friend at kfc just now at night. I mean, usually when I see this friend of mine I would relate it to that very special person. Or rather, this happened many times already, when I see this person I would look around to see that one. Today was no different and… I think I look odd by looking around!

And I’ve this tendency to get confused between unintentional and “in-intentional” today, and it just seems weird!

Oh yes, I had this moody feeling just now because I just came home from a disaster of strong winds and overcast weather. Bad English, but yup, that was the storm.

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