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(Wednesday, 30 July 2008-)
+7/30/2008 09:42:00 pm]*

Title: Yeah Right, syt!*-

One life, just as how syt was saying
Live it well. woah, you like talkative
Either entertain others, and blur girls, huh?
Or be entertained. (simply speechless)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 27 July 2008-)
+7/27/2008 10:33:00 pm]*

Title: Strengthen or Build-

I was contemplating whether i should read what was written to me, cos i was thinking that i don't deserve to get this thick pile of fuzzies when i was mostly focusing on my self wants towards playing. in fact, i only wrote to seven people. and all those are the new friends i made throughout the past two days.

In the end i did open the envelope (otherwise i wouldn't be here right??? haha!) only to find that the bulk of it was made up of my pen and a stack of rubbish paper that i didn't know where to dump after retreat ended and a lollipop by Ken and Qorrine, our facils, and made the envelope look huge!

The first piece of note was written in pencil. It kinda surprised me with the orange piece of paper. What took the surprise to higher level was by someone who wrote Though we're not in the same group, ... I won't name the person but it told me one simple thing; true friends are those who remember what's ever lasting friendships. This would be especially true for me when I thought that I ought to make new friends then write to my old mates when there is more time. But i was quite wrong. Or rather, I felt i was such a let down to those who wrote for me. Please, someone please, scold me! Make me learn better next time! ARGHH!!!

Sorry, i went crazy just now. Then I was thinking, do i want the attention of the rest when i was playing frisbee on friday night? My intention was to forget all my troubles and have a good game and shout for all i wanted, it turned out that people began praising and talking to me about the frisbee language when i was unaware. as in, the most ulu times in the morning (in the toilet), in the dark staircase at night and almost being cornered towards the wall at lunch. really, i didn't know how to react to these and i actually felt awkward. perhaps, that's another reason i didn't dare to play the disc on saturday, other than the fact i didn't want to sweat for the late afternoon session. i mean, i would have been tempted often, but on this day my will was stronger and i hope i ought to be prouder than that.

actually when i was reading i was really touched by some who wrote things which sounded like i'm invited into their catholic community. i felt real glad and thought i would never have been like that if not for the people i meet in this school

pardon me for everything i had not done, but i must thank boon, granddaughter (whichever one, but i don't think this person can write chinese very well), kubo, xavier, lselle, marilyn (i almost missed her out just now!!!), majella, rachel, qorrine n ken, xuelingjie, andrew, aaronchan and nanas for remembering. just that i don't know how to start. hope they get their blessings too! and yes, for everyone whom i know or i don't, bless them too!

ok, now really, must go back to typing the nyaa report! such a torture! but the retreat still stays in my heart! (:

~smile friends!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+7/27/2008 01:53:00 am]*

Title: Runaway Vacation!-

haha!! just had retreat for the past fri and saturday.

In summary, it was much more fun; definitely I didn't sleep (even though I closed my eyes subconsciously in today's session; one of them...) unlike last year. So for people like Alexandria and Victoria, too bad for y'all! haha (:

Basically I was rather fascinated by the way when we were told that we shouldn't have any distraction during the whole event and this was SO true! Things that went on were smooth and my actions didn't really hinder much because of my prudence to something.

Anyway, my group was WONDERFUL, and in fact, I saw that our group was highly linked to LIGHT in many of the readings. That's why I thought some things are meant to be together, on the outside though. yup!

Mr Pang's convincing encouragements and stories and singing were fantastic; so great that interested me a lot! As in, he could drag his voice super long and soprano-like so I was actually noticing if his Adam's apple was vibrating while he sang. He could, and this just made my jaws collapsed as we sang the communion songs. Then for myself, there were some tones that made me sing voiceless when the note was too high! Hope it wasn't too embarrassing for those around me! haha! (:

There were some interesting sessions which re-iterated some of the things I was thinking for the past year, like acceptance and so on. But I was quite impressed the way the 'who am I' talk was done. It was the comparison between what others think you are and what you think you are yourself. Yea, insightful. Then in the 'bruce almighty' movie I learnt one thing exactly, and my eyes turned real wet. In fact, it was quite wet for almost the whole of today. Anyway, I'll try quote it, "I don't need her to be back, I just want her to be happy" Haha, no comments about that. (:

My wonderful group was really amazing. We had full attendance; Rachel, Vivien, Teresa, Vincent, Kubo, Nicholas (Boon), yza, nanas, selle, myself and John (my class' arrangement was on purpose!) I thought that the three girls not from my class were really humble and really worth learning from when they would rather give quieter comments during little breaks and et cetera. Then there was one instance when our group was trying to find out our facils' name so I tried to be a spy. But the thing was, there was no one sitting opposite her and it was so awkward to attempt a spy this way. Viv and Teresa saw that and started laughing. So embarrassing! Luckily nanas helped me out by asking her questions and distract her. Vincent and Kubo had quite different frequency from us, so they came on and off at times, but nice to play games with them! Then nanas and yza were stuck on each other, selle and I were similar to one another, just opposite gender with our OPT tagged to us on paper. As for John, I think he's really a nice person to work with. He obviously was trying to get away from someone in our group and be his usual self of cursing, but I hoped I calmed him down quite a bit. Knowing him so such a 'short' time just makes things very amusing. (: There was a part where the group had to discuss together about the readings and he covered up for me when I was too afraid to speak to the rest, especially when I wasn't sure if whatever I said was right (from the random questions other speakers gave I got all of them totally different from what the intended answer was). And all the more brother was sitting there, so the pressure piled even further. Thank Lord he spoke something which we didn't discuss and was convincing. He said, "we had one conclusion, and that God is good". It was so successful that made people just shout out "yeah!" out loud. I really thank him tons for all the stress relief! (:

Another thing was that I was glad that every speaker explained everything clearly as to why our groups were named like this, or why the title was designed to be such a way and so many more. Even brother did that for the mass session for us. I was impressed with the priest from risen christ. He agreed to help out even when he didn't know what the schedule was exactly all about. He also told us that the first reading is usually taken from the old testiment and the second from the new one, something which I would never have known! He was also telling us in simple language that made me understand things very well. So I'm really thankful for him too.

One successful indicator was that dzul joined in with everyone else for mass and it was good. He was also really funny for the drawing game by drawing the cross and many activities too. Such a pleasure to have him!

For the group, it was amazing for us to win something in the drawing game and I couldn't stop laughing when the message was passed verbally rather than drawing on each other's backs.

Oh yes, Shan drew a pic for world peace for me. trying to make fun of me. Sigh!

It was nice, but it'll be better when pics and more are up!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 21 July 2008-)
+7/21/2008 11:54:00 pm]*

Title: bad things gone good-

Sometimes when you're not energetic enough you tend to get chances to perform
But what's crucial is to grab these little opportunities.
Something material should be fine and do you good,
But the important thing is this, you ought to pierce through the flesh and soothen the soul...

ps. i'm referring to nothing except for the previous removed post and whatever kiki saw.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 18 July 2008-)
+7/18/2008 08:49:00 pm]*

Title: Check this out!-

hey. i was reading somewhere and suddenly realised that leona lewis performed for the princess of sweden on july 14th. the day was even named after her too! how cool is that?! haha :)

anyway, i simply loooooooove the joker for all his simplicity mindset and optimistic life! a man without plan!!! but i'm confused by a little here; he sounds like he doesn't care for anything, but in fact he's got such complicated mind that fits everything into the notion of destruction he always wanted. the best part was, even sane ones couldn't think properly! he's such a funny character too! just that that real guy heath ledger died for drugs. stupid drug addict. oh yes, i think i don't think there's any lead role in the dark knight. in fact, i see the other roles more than the shaded figure la! maybe that's the idea that the director wants to portray. then the dent guy in the film, i still can't really get things through when his life and attitude changed completely during the course of the show from the happy-go-lucky type to one who in the end relied on reality. yup, i guess that's the other side of him expressed. honestly, i won't be able to take it if such drastic change would happen on me. anyway, he had nice features such that he flips the coin for every decision and the disfigured face was what i found interesting. yeah, he's aaron eckhart and that was good! then for most characters where there was a face-off, it was so good that showed exactly the opposite feeling inside their minds. ohoh!! there was mind games all over and oh goodness, those parts were so exciting, especially the two ships scene. the most captivating part was that for every time i thought that the movie would end because of some issues were cleared, it didn't and made me want to watch more. ohhh!! so exciting!!! (:

anw. byee for now! (: sleepy... haha

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 17 July 2008-)
+7/17/2008 12:31:00 am]*

Title: Wish upon a star-

Hey.

i think this post has nothing to do with stars or anything sort of like this, but my idea is that i do not like myself to take things for granted. honestly i've been treating this friendship really loosely. as in, i think i'm satisfied when i see her being happy, or in any case, see her. then i never dare to tell directly when this might ruin this -ship, and i don't want that. so maybe some days later, if i really do have the time i'll talk more about my wonderful and interesting life for the past whatever number of days. ok, fine. some details to satisfy my craziness now, but maybe the whole scenarios the next time!
i wanted to tell momma, ~i could recognise the bag~ in school today he talked about 'nice scenery'
don't know and not supposed to know and don't want to know about the ~(i'll just quote from zijun!) one gerr so stupid to lean forward~ incident... so bad!
dumbfounded when seeing eeyoh.

ok tired now.. byee! (: smile!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 13 July 2008-)
+7/13/2008 04:30:00 pm]*

Title: After torture, nothing tastes as sweet-

Hey.

These few days have been tough. the school teacher wanted us failure students to do well for physical endurance test soon so he brought us to the gym the other day. well, i hoped to do good for myself too, so i put in my best effort to go for the max weights and did sets of four. but, being inexperienced, i busted my limits and there have been aches ever since. with this, i kind of injured my body. the worst was that, what i had been doing some lesser-load workouts in higher repetition had to stop today, finally. for the past few days, i carried on with the pain. but for this morning, this affected me entirely inside out. that's why i resorted to going to pharmacy for some medication. the first thing i looked for during lunch was panadol. the strongest, if possible. then it was to top-up my supplies for my anti-inflammatory gel. that's when i approached the counter for it. i spelt the whole name (cannot name this here 'cause of the things that happened) of it to the pharmacist. he was quick to know it and said," yes, we have, but how old are you?" i was rusty in lying and exaggerating things after coming into this school, so it took me quite a while to respond. during this little moment of pause, i was thinking, if i'm not legally old enough to buy it then it'll be troublesome... my gel's running out at home! then i was thinking, eighteen or twenty-one, eighteen or twenty-one... ok, i'll take the smaller one, seems closer to the real thing. "eighteen," i replied. but he wanted to be a little secure, "did you bring your ic so i can verify?" the first thing that happened to me was to stare blankly and frowned a little,"shoots! err, i didn't bring it today" when my music player was safely hibernating in my side pocket. i didn't even dared to look at him then, till he asked further and sounded like he wanted to help me. "have you used this before?" now i was a little more calm," yup, i'm using it currently" after that, he just gave me the bottle. i was smiling inside but i felt a little cheeky with that," Oh, so do i still have to present my card?" apparently there's nothing anyone could do, so i patiently waited, even for that millisecond. before i left with it, he said," remember to use it twice a day" in an advising tone. after i securely had my gel, i gave the really grateful smile. i thought it was really nice for him to be kind and save me from having a bad day. but deep inside, the satisfaction of beating the rules through little things like these was so exciting! haha! anyway, i just took the pills and it's supposed to last for eight hours, about five more left to go before torture creeps in again! oh my, i gotta spend the most of my time left to study now. byee!! and btw, the feeling of losing the chance the other day weakens me, even though i've been telling myself to hold on!

Walk in the room
All I can see is you
You're staring me down
I know you feel it too

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 11 July 2008-)
+7/11/2008 10:50:00 pm]*

Title: weekend review-

9th july.
listened to stories about my class by nanas and also from shan. a quote by her, "why can't everyone just be friends?"
haha. i wanted to say, if life was just as easy... haha.

10th july.
zz knew he shouldn't have, yet he said the name out loud to my right ear when there were so many people around knew who eeyoh was.

11th july.
the story of clara, valerie, anne and eeyoh was quite pitiful. what a waste.

cause an empty room can be so loud
it's too many tears to drown them out...
one single smile, a helping hand
it's not that hard to make a friend
so don't give up, stand till the end
there's more to life than just to live
when you love someone and they break your heart
don't give up on love
have faith, restart
when it falls apart and you're feeling lost;
all your hope is gone, don't forget to...

~crying to this meant nothing!! that's why this is nothing...

alright, it's time to smile!
~don't feel dejected, even if you see others being like that! ;)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 8 July 2008-)
+7/08/2008 06:52:00 pm]*

Title: suspiciousfella-

542 down, still a mystery. how interesting. gen forteen.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 5 July 2008-)
+7/05/2008 12:20:00 am]*

Title: News-

By BETSY BLANEY,Associated Press Writer AP - Friday, July 4
Scientists: Watermelon yields Viagra-like effects
LUBBOCK, Texas - A slice of cool, fresh watermelon is a juicy way to top off a Fourth of July cookout and one that researchers say has effects similar to Viagra - but don't necessarily expect it to keep the fireworks going all night long.
Watermelons contain an ingredient called citrulline that can trigger production of a compound that helps relax the body's blood vessels, similar to what happens when a man takes Viagra, said scientists in Texas, one of the nation's top producers of the seedless variety.
Found in the flesh and rind of watermelons, citrulline reacts with the body's enzymes when consumed in large quantities and is changed into arginine, an amino acid that benefits the heart and the circulatory and immune systems.
"Arginine boosts nitric oxide, which relaxes blood vessels, the same basic effect that Viagra has, to treat erectile dysfunction and maybe even prevent it," said Bhimu Patil, a researcher and director of Texas A&M's Fruit and Vegetable Improvement Center. "Watermelon may not be as organ-specific as Viagra, but it's a great way to relax blood vessels without any drug side effects."
Todd Wehner, who studies watermelon breeding at North Carolina State University, said anyone taking Viagra shouldn't expect the same result from watermelon.
"It sounds like it would be an effect that would be interesting but not a substitute for any medical treatment," Wehner said.
The nitric oxide can also help with angina, high blood pressure and other cardiovascular problems, according to the study, which was paid for by the U.S. Department of Agriculture.
More citrulline - about 60 percent - is found in watermelon rind than in the flesh, Patil said, but that can vary. But scientists may be able to find ways to boost the concentrations in the flesh, he said.
Citrulline is found in all colors of watermelon and is highest in the yellow-fleshed types, said Penelope Perkins-Veazie, a USDA researcher in Lane, Okla.
She said Patil's research is valid, but with a caveat: One would need to eat about six cups of watermelon to get enough citrulline to boost the body's arginine level.
"The problem you have when you eat a lot of watermelon is you tend to run to the bathroom more," Perkins-Veazie said.
Watermelon is a diuretic and was a homeopathic treatment for kidney patients before dialysis became widespread.
Another issue is the amount of sugar that much watermelon would spill into the bloodstream - a jolt that could cause cramping, Perkins-Veazie said.
Patil said he would like to do future studies on how to reduce the sugar content in watermelon.
The relationship between citrulline and arginine might also prove helpful to those who are obese or suffer from type-2 diabetes. The beneficial effects - among them the ability to relax blood vessels, much like Viagra does - are beginning to be revealed in research.
Citrulline is present in other curcubits, like cucumbers and cantaloupe, at very low levels, and in the milk protein casein. The highest concentrations of citrulline are found in walnut seedlings, Perkins-Veazie said.
"But they're bitter and most people don't want to eat them," she said.

hey. i have come to this day where i'm going to extract news on the net. in fact this was on yahoo on my homepage. then the nature-loving side of me decided that this was going to be interested in foods that help the human body specifically. alright, what pack of S-E-I-L. you do know whether you get what this means, so if you do, i hope you enjoyed this coincidence of such article. otherwise, the rest take it as if i'm having dreams. anw. byee! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 3 July 2008-)
+7/03/2008 10:41:00 pm]*

Title: Future-

hey.

i almost died laughing today during ben's creative ideas of how the world will be like when oil is depleting everyday.
let's see.

he thought that humans can use facial oil that we make and simply use it to run on fuels. just imagine how this can choke cars. then he suggested that we can cut hair or use our own cells as fuels. oh yes! i remembered his first idea was that humans would submit to aliens! that's crazy. another retarded point he made was that oil could be made from carbon dioxide and water. the best part for this was that he used a wrong analogy of since seawater can be converted to fresh water, oil could be made from gas easily. wow. how ironic that a science fellow said that. ok, the last thing. he claimed that since the human has a certain fraction of fats, so before someone is cremated after he or she dies, we should extract oil from them. oh goodness! he's saddistic!! eww. and trust me, mdm damo couldn't believe what she heard but she looked like she was going to be kind and not interrupt him. anyway, she had cold sweat on her forehead, really!

i have this curiosity as to why gp teacher have crazy words to use in lessons. she was disgusted and called some of us rude specimen. oh yes, also, she was telling nickwah that he should speak louder because nobody's listening... otherwise. i think the first part sounds true, but she's just too kind to her students.

anw, i should feel blessed to have such a nice teacher! alright, just to remind myself to learn more general stuff!!

smile for the world to see!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 2 July 2008-)
+7/02/2008 09:35:00 pm]*

Title: Wroof!-

虾佬,伊几日病到死吓死吓成只狗咁,都冇乜时间温书.致弊就系我十年都唔会发生嘅嘢竟然咁暗被我撞正,扭潺右脚.以家系屋企仲劲,成个人瘟瘟顿顿.最惨就系我自己伊条契细佬仲学人吸毒,饮埋啲乜茶乜茶.真系唔病致奇!
再等多几日先再惏过啦!
but i don't know, i think "其其哥哥" might be feeling excited too for seeing 这么独特的发型.不过,如果据佢有留意,佢可能会见到她第一同第二个字系同一个意思...希望佢有一日真系愿望成真啦!
i decided that i'm not going to be bad and comment on anything that happened in lt2 critically. i mean, if that's the way how mr gross and ga(ng&ys) run the show, tell me this "welcome to showbiz, but you're a little too late this time to realise that..."
HEY! smile for all you want! cos everything's in chaos now!! whaaaa!!!!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 1 July 2008-)
+7/01/2008 11:06:00 pm]*

Title: Gun-

hey. jher gun banged through me today, but i can't help but keep smiling 'cause the notion of being shot by that arrow was lovely. i guess, that's all.
~smile!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Wednesday, 30 July 2008-)
+7/30/2008 09:42:00 pm]*

Title: Yeah Right, syt!*-

One life, just as how syt was saying
Live it well. woah, you like talkative
Either entertain others, and blur girls, huh?
Or be entertained. (simply speechless)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 27 July 2008-)
+7/27/2008 10:33:00 pm]*

Title: Strengthen or Build-

I was contemplating whether i should read what was written to me, cos i was thinking that i don't deserve to get this thick pile of fuzzies when i was mostly focusing on my self wants towards playing. in fact, i only wrote to seven people. and all those are the new friends i made throughout the past two days.

In the end i did open the envelope (otherwise i wouldn't be here right??? haha!) only to find that the bulk of it was made up of my pen and a stack of rubbish paper that i didn't know where to dump after retreat ended and a lollipop by Ken and Qorrine, our facils, and made the envelope look huge!

The first piece of note was written in pencil. It kinda surprised me with the orange piece of paper. What took the surprise to higher level was by someone who wrote Though we're not in the same group, ... I won't name the person but it told me one simple thing; true friends are those who remember what's ever lasting friendships. This would be especially true for me when I thought that I ought to make new friends then write to my old mates when there is more time. But i was quite wrong. Or rather, I felt i was such a let down to those who wrote for me. Please, someone please, scold me! Make me learn better next time! ARGHH!!!

Sorry, i went crazy just now. Then I was thinking, do i want the attention of the rest when i was playing frisbee on friday night? My intention was to forget all my troubles and have a good game and shout for all i wanted, it turned out that people began praising and talking to me about the frisbee language when i was unaware. as in, the most ulu times in the morning (in the toilet), in the dark staircase at night and almost being cornered towards the wall at lunch. really, i didn't know how to react to these and i actually felt awkward. perhaps, that's another reason i didn't dare to play the disc on saturday, other than the fact i didn't want to sweat for the late afternoon session. i mean, i would have been tempted often, but on this day my will was stronger and i hope i ought to be prouder than that.

actually when i was reading i was really touched by some who wrote things which sounded like i'm invited into their catholic community. i felt real glad and thought i would never have been like that if not for the people i meet in this school

pardon me for everything i had not done, but i must thank boon, granddaughter (whichever one, but i don't think this person can write chinese very well), kubo, xavier, lselle, marilyn (i almost missed her out just now!!!), majella, rachel, qorrine n ken, xuelingjie, andrew, aaronchan and nanas for remembering. just that i don't know how to start. hope they get their blessings too! and yes, for everyone whom i know or i don't, bless them too!

ok, now really, must go back to typing the nyaa report! such a torture! but the retreat still stays in my heart! (:

~smile friends!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+7/27/2008 01:53:00 am]*

Title: Runaway Vacation!-

haha!! just had retreat for the past fri and saturday.

In summary, it was much more fun; definitely I didn't sleep (even though I closed my eyes subconsciously in today's session; one of them...) unlike last year. So for people like Alexandria and Victoria, too bad for y'all! haha (:

Basically I was rather fascinated by the way when we were told that we shouldn't have any distraction during the whole event and this was SO true! Things that went on were smooth and my actions didn't really hinder much because of my prudence to something.

Anyway, my group was WONDERFUL, and in fact, I saw that our group was highly linked to LIGHT in many of the readings. That's why I thought some things are meant to be together, on the outside though. yup!

Mr Pang's convincing encouragements and stories and singing were fantastic; so great that interested me a lot! As in, he could drag his voice super long and soprano-like so I was actually noticing if his Adam's apple was vibrating while he sang. He could, and this just made my jaws collapsed as we sang the communion songs. Then for myself, there were some tones that made me sing voiceless when the note was too high! Hope it wasn't too embarrassing for those around me! haha! (:

There were some interesting sessions which re-iterated some of the things I was thinking for the past year, like acceptance and so on. But I was quite impressed the way the 'who am I' talk was done. It was the comparison between what others think you are and what you think you are yourself. Yea, insightful. Then in the 'bruce almighty' movie I learnt one thing exactly, and my eyes turned real wet. In fact, it was quite wet for almost the whole of today. Anyway, I'll try quote it, "I don't need her to be back, I just want her to be happy" Haha, no comments about that. (:

My wonderful group was really amazing. We had full attendance; Rachel, Vivien, Teresa, Vincent, Kubo, Nicholas (Boon), yza, nanas, selle, myself and John (my class' arrangement was on purpose!) I thought that the three girls not from my class were really humble and really worth learning from when they would rather give quieter comments during little breaks and et cetera. Then there was one instance when our group was trying to find out our facils' name so I tried to be a spy. But the thing was, there was no one sitting opposite her and it was so awkward to attempt a spy this way. Viv and Teresa saw that and started laughing. So embarrassing! Luckily nanas helped me out by asking her questions and distract her. Vincent and Kubo had quite different frequency from us, so they came on and off at times, but nice to play games with them! Then nanas and yza were stuck on each other, selle and I were similar to one another, just opposite gender with our OPT tagged to us on paper. As for John, I think he's really a nice person to work with. He obviously was trying to get away from someone in our group and be his usual self of cursing, but I hoped I calmed him down quite a bit. Knowing him so such a 'short' time just makes things very amusing. (: There was a part where the group had to discuss together about the readings and he covered up for me when I was too afraid to speak to the rest, especially when I wasn't sure if whatever I said was right (from the random questions other speakers gave I got all of them totally different from what the intended answer was). And all the more brother was sitting there, so the pressure piled even further. Thank Lord he spoke something which we didn't discuss and was convincing. He said, "we had one conclusion, and that God is good". It was so successful that made people just shout out "yeah!" out loud. I really thank him tons for all the stress relief! (:

Another thing was that I was glad that every speaker explained everything clearly as to why our groups were named like this, or why the title was designed to be such a way and so many more. Even brother did that for the mass session for us. I was impressed with the priest from risen christ. He agreed to help out even when he didn't know what the schedule was exactly all about. He also told us that the first reading is usually taken from the old testiment and the second from the new one, something which I would never have known! He was also telling us in simple language that made me understand things very well. So I'm really thankful for him too.

One successful indicator was that dzul joined in with everyone else for mass and it was good. He was also really funny for the drawing game by drawing the cross and many activities too. Such a pleasure to have him!

For the group, it was amazing for us to win something in the drawing game and I couldn't stop laughing when the message was passed verbally rather than drawing on each other's backs.

Oh yes, Shan drew a pic for world peace for me. trying to make fun of me. Sigh!

It was nice, but it'll be better when pics and more are up!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 21 July 2008-)
+7/21/2008 11:54:00 pm]*

Title: bad things gone good-

Sometimes when you're not energetic enough you tend to get chances to perform
But what's crucial is to grab these little opportunities.
Something material should be fine and do you good,
But the important thing is this, you ought to pierce through the flesh and soothen the soul...

ps. i'm referring to nothing except for the previous removed post and whatever kiki saw.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 18 July 2008-)
+7/18/2008 08:49:00 pm]*

Title: Check this out!-

hey. i was reading somewhere and suddenly realised that leona lewis performed for the princess of sweden on july 14th. the day was even named after her too! how cool is that?! haha :)

anyway, i simply loooooooove the joker for all his simplicity mindset and optimistic life! a man without plan!!! but i'm confused by a little here; he sounds like he doesn't care for anything, but in fact he's got such complicated mind that fits everything into the notion of destruction he always wanted. the best part was, even sane ones couldn't think properly! he's such a funny character too! just that that real guy heath ledger died for drugs. stupid drug addict. oh yes, i think i don't think there's any lead role in the dark knight. in fact, i see the other roles more than the shaded figure la! maybe that's the idea that the director wants to portray. then the dent guy in the film, i still can't really get things through when his life and attitude changed completely during the course of the show from the happy-go-lucky type to one who in the end relied on reality. yup, i guess that's the other side of him expressed. honestly, i won't be able to take it if such drastic change would happen on me. anyway, he had nice features such that he flips the coin for every decision and the disfigured face was what i found interesting. yeah, he's aaron eckhart and that was good! then for most characters where there was a face-off, it was so good that showed exactly the opposite feeling inside their minds. ohoh!! there was mind games all over and oh goodness, those parts were so exciting, especially the two ships scene. the most captivating part was that for every time i thought that the movie would end because of some issues were cleared, it didn't and made me want to watch more. ohhh!! so exciting!!! (:

anw. byee for now! (: sleepy... haha

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 17 July 2008-)
+7/17/2008 12:31:00 am]*

Title: Wish upon a star-

Hey.

i think this post has nothing to do with stars or anything sort of like this, but my idea is that i do not like myself to take things for granted. honestly i've been treating this friendship really loosely. as in, i think i'm satisfied when i see her being happy, or in any case, see her. then i never dare to tell directly when this might ruin this -ship, and i don't want that. so maybe some days later, if i really do have the time i'll talk more about my wonderful and interesting life for the past whatever number of days. ok, fine. some details to satisfy my craziness now, but maybe the whole scenarios the next time!
i wanted to tell momma, ~i could recognise the bag~ in school today he talked about 'nice scenery'
don't know and not supposed to know and don't want to know about the ~(i'll just quote from zijun!) one gerr so stupid to lean forward~ incident... so bad!
dumbfounded when seeing eeyoh.

ok tired now.. byee! (: smile!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 13 July 2008-)
+7/13/2008 04:30:00 pm]*

Title: After torture, nothing tastes as sweet-

Hey.

These few days have been tough. the school teacher wanted us failure students to do well for physical endurance test soon so he brought us to the gym the other day. well, i hoped to do good for myself too, so i put in my best effort to go for the max weights and did sets of four. but, being inexperienced, i busted my limits and there have been aches ever since. with this, i kind of injured my body. the worst was that, what i had been doing some lesser-load workouts in higher repetition had to stop today, finally. for the past few days, i carried on with the pain. but for this morning, this affected me entirely inside out. that's why i resorted to going to pharmacy for some medication. the first thing i looked for during lunch was panadol. the strongest, if possible. then it was to top-up my supplies for my anti-inflammatory gel. that's when i approached the counter for it. i spelt the whole name (cannot name this here 'cause of the things that happened) of it to the pharmacist. he was quick to know it and said," yes, we have, but how old are you?" i was rusty in lying and exaggerating things after coming into this school, so it took me quite a while to respond. during this little moment of pause, i was thinking, if i'm not legally old enough to buy it then it'll be troublesome... my gel's running out at home! then i was thinking, eighteen or twenty-one, eighteen or twenty-one... ok, i'll take the smaller one, seems closer to the real thing. "eighteen," i replied. but he wanted to be a little secure, "did you bring your ic so i can verify?" the first thing that happened to me was to stare blankly and frowned a little,"shoots! err, i didn't bring it today" when my music player was safely hibernating in my side pocket. i didn't even dared to look at him then, till he asked further and sounded like he wanted to help me. "have you used this before?" now i was a little more calm," yup, i'm using it currently" after that, he just gave me the bottle. i was smiling inside but i felt a little cheeky with that," Oh, so do i still have to present my card?" apparently there's nothing anyone could do, so i patiently waited, even for that millisecond. before i left with it, he said," remember to use it twice a day" in an advising tone. after i securely had my gel, i gave the really grateful smile. i thought it was really nice for him to be kind and save me from having a bad day. but deep inside, the satisfaction of beating the rules through little things like these was so exciting! haha! anyway, i just took the pills and it's supposed to last for eight hours, about five more left to go before torture creeps in again! oh my, i gotta spend the most of my time left to study now. byee!! and btw, the feeling of losing the chance the other day weakens me, even though i've been telling myself to hold on!

Walk in the room
All I can see is you
You're staring me down
I know you feel it too

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 11 July 2008-)
+7/11/2008 10:50:00 pm]*

Title: weekend review-

9th july.
listened to stories about my class by nanas and also from shan. a quote by her, "why can't everyone just be friends?"
haha. i wanted to say, if life was just as easy... haha.

10th july.
zz knew he shouldn't have, yet he said the name out loud to my right ear when there were so many people around knew who eeyoh was.

11th july.
the story of clara, valerie, anne and eeyoh was quite pitiful. what a waste.

cause an empty room can be so loud
it's too many tears to drown them out...
one single smile, a helping hand
it's not that hard to make a friend
so don't give up, stand till the end
there's more to life than just to live
when you love someone and they break your heart
don't give up on love
have faith, restart
when it falls apart and you're feeling lost;
all your hope is gone, don't forget to...

~crying to this meant nothing!! that's why this is nothing...

alright, it's time to smile!
~don't feel dejected, even if you see others being like that! ;)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 8 July 2008-)
+7/08/2008 06:52:00 pm]*

Title: suspiciousfella-

542 down, still a mystery. how interesting. gen forteen.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 5 July 2008-)
+7/05/2008 12:20:00 am]*

Title: News-

By BETSY BLANEY,Associated Press Writer AP - Friday, July 4
Scientists: Watermelon yields Viagra-like effects
LUBBOCK, Texas - A slice of cool, fresh watermelon is a juicy way to top off a Fourth of July cookout and one that researchers say has effects similar to Viagra - but don't necessarily expect it to keep the fireworks going all night long.
Watermelons contain an ingredient called citrulline that can trigger production of a compound that helps relax the body's blood vessels, similar to what happens when a man takes Viagra, said scientists in Texas, one of the nation's top producers of the seedless variety.
Found in the flesh and rind of watermelons, citrulline reacts with the body's enzymes when consumed in large quantities and is changed into arginine, an amino acid that benefits the heart and the circulatory and immune systems.
"Arginine boosts nitric oxide, which relaxes blood vessels, the same basic effect that Viagra has, to treat erectile dysfunction and maybe even prevent it," said Bhimu Patil, a researcher and director of Texas A&M's Fruit and Vegetable Improvement Center. "Watermelon may not be as organ-specific as Viagra, but it's a great way to relax blood vessels without any drug side effects."
Todd Wehner, who studies watermelon breeding at North Carolina State University, said anyone taking Viagra shouldn't expect the same result from watermelon.
"It sounds like it would be an effect that would be interesting but not a substitute for any medical treatment," Wehner said.
The nitric oxide can also help with angina, high blood pressure and other cardiovascular problems, according to the study, which was paid for by the U.S. Department of Agriculture.
More citrulline - about 60 percent - is found in watermelon rind than in the flesh, Patil said, but that can vary. But scientists may be able to find ways to boost the concentrations in the flesh, he said.
Citrulline is found in all colors of watermelon and is highest in the yellow-fleshed types, said Penelope Perkins-Veazie, a USDA researcher in Lane, Okla.
She said Patil's research is valid, but with a caveat: One would need to eat about six cups of watermelon to get enough citrulline to boost the body's arginine level.
"The problem you have when you eat a lot of watermelon is you tend to run to the bathroom more," Perkins-Veazie said.
Watermelon is a diuretic and was a homeopathic treatment for kidney patients before dialysis became widespread.
Another issue is the amount of sugar that much watermelon would spill into the bloodstream - a jolt that could cause cramping, Perkins-Veazie said.
Patil said he would like to do future studies on how to reduce the sugar content in watermelon.
The relationship between citrulline and arginine might also prove helpful to those who are obese or suffer from type-2 diabetes. The beneficial effects - among them the ability to relax blood vessels, much like Viagra does - are beginning to be revealed in research.
Citrulline is present in other curcubits, like cucumbers and cantaloupe, at very low levels, and in the milk protein casein. The highest concentrations of citrulline are found in walnut seedlings, Perkins-Veazie said.
"But they're bitter and most people don't want to eat them," she said.

hey. i have come to this day where i'm going to extract news on the net. in fact this was on yahoo on my homepage. then the nature-loving side of me decided that this was going to be interested in foods that help the human body specifically. alright, what pack of S-E-I-L. you do know whether you get what this means, so if you do, i hope you enjoyed this coincidence of such article. otherwise, the rest take it as if i'm having dreams. anw. byee! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 3 July 2008-)
+7/03/2008 10:41:00 pm]*

Title: Future-

hey.

i almost died laughing today during ben's creative ideas of how the world will be like when oil is depleting everyday.
let's see.

he thought that humans can use facial oil that we make and simply use it to run on fuels. just imagine how this can choke cars. then he suggested that we can cut hair or use our own cells as fuels. oh yes! i remembered his first idea was that humans would submit to aliens! that's crazy. another retarded point he made was that oil could be made from carbon dioxide and water. the best part for this was that he used a wrong analogy of since seawater can be converted to fresh water, oil could be made from gas easily. wow. how ironic that a science fellow said that. ok, the last thing. he claimed that since the human has a certain fraction of fats, so before someone is cremated after he or she dies, we should extract oil from them. oh goodness! he's saddistic!! eww. and trust me, mdm damo couldn't believe what she heard but she looked like she was going to be kind and not interrupt him. anyway, she had cold sweat on her forehead, really!

i have this curiosity as to why gp teacher have crazy words to use in lessons. she was disgusted and called some of us rude specimen. oh yes, also, she was telling nickwah that he should speak louder because nobody's listening... otherwise. i think the first part sounds true, but she's just too kind to her students.

anw, i should feel blessed to have such a nice teacher! alright, just to remind myself to learn more general stuff!!

smile for the world to see!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 2 July 2008-)
+7/02/2008 09:35:00 pm]*

Title: Wroof!-

虾佬,伊几日病到死吓死吓成只狗咁,都冇乜时间温书.致弊就系我十年都唔会发生嘅嘢竟然咁暗被我撞正,扭潺右脚.以家系屋企仲劲,成个人瘟瘟顿顿.最惨就系我自己伊条契细佬仲学人吸毒,饮埋啲乜茶乜茶.真系唔病致奇!
再等多几日先再惏过啦!
but i don't know, i think "其其哥哥" might be feeling excited too for seeing 这么独特的发型.不过,如果据佢有留意,佢可能会见到她第一同第二个字系同一个意思...希望佢有一日真系愿望成真啦!
i decided that i'm not going to be bad and comment on anything that happened in lt2 critically. i mean, if that's the way how mr gross and ga(ng&ys) run the show, tell me this "welcome to showbiz, but you're a little too late this time to realise that..."
HEY! smile for all you want! cos everything's in chaos now!! whaaaa!!!!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 1 July 2008-)
+7/01/2008 11:06:00 pm]*

Title: Gun-

hey. jher gun banged through me today, but i can't help but keep smiling 'cause the notion of being shot by that arrow was lovely. i guess, that's all.
~smile!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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