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Title: Covering fire with tissue paper-

Thinking of this title just makes me all the more immature. Anyway, I genuinely think that the word "life" is overused. Often bums on the radio just love to say this with the cool feeling that. Just minutes ago, some kid whose voice was in the midst of breaking was telling the dj that he was going to "enjoy ~". Then the first thing that came to my mind was, do you really know what that means, little goat?

Speaking about that, I'm beginning to feel that the future is as good as a cloudy crystal ball. Everything will start back from zero, hype myself up to the side of me that was never in any chapter of "Terence's personality". All friendships built will come to a halt, and the prudent nature will set in again. The fear of disturbing others will re-surface, and within a short time, meeting with these friends will feel awkward again. Poof! Stop that!

These days were the exams. Honestly, this review shows how troubled I am throughout this period. Yes, studying has been more effective and more info has been going in, but no form of studying is ever enough in situations like this. Sacrifices were made for some subjects, fickle-minded feeling crept in during the tight paper and unclear minds with tensed grip on my stationery happened in the hall. So yes, quite bad. I didn't dare to discuss any further, in fact, but I guess I haven't learnt what the name of the game is like here - self-learning and self-revision. It all boiled down to self time management; something I never did even though I knew how this ought to be played. Other than my crappy moments, the invigilators' behaviours were worth mentioning too. Some had odd outfits, others were lazy and a handful looked wierd by themselves. How disturbing.

Then whenever I was having a little prayer, I had this bad habit to pray for others before myself. In fact, the first would be jher, partly because it's quite worrying that jshe hardly felt any pressure for anything at all, and partly because that's the first thing that came to mind. Can't really help it though. Then other names would follow until one fine day I realised that the number of people I want to pray for was 98765425384950987652; and I almost slept without ending it for that. And I thought it would be a little rude to start off and expecting God to wait for me to end my prayer a few hours later, which was why I learnt to group people as a bunch. It saved a lot more time. (:

Despite naming the title as that, I find that the passion inside has been burying deep down. Perhaps, the passion has gone, but I tend to believe that the time isn't right, and that has been my favourite excuse of the year. I used to blame myself to let chances to be slipping through my fingers; I mean, January and April, those important months of my calendar. Anyway, the picture that made Andrew disturbed me with was my fuel at times. btw, did i say that playlist one has become more and more irrelevant? those songs are simply immature and pointless, except for the times when I'm tired and falling into the character of the singer could drive tears out.

Oh yes, please don't try to do what the title says, you'll get burnt. I decided to add this in when I heard from neighbour that Dang really took his lit text literally. Hope no one does it, but if anyone does, tell me and I'll have a good laugh at it. haha (:

One last thing, I hope, did I say that Quantum of Solace was rather good? yes, it was, just that some scenes were blurred by the parts when the show tried to have the "action" feel by shaking the camera. And there was one building the crew made, it was part of the set in the show, with cardboard ceilings. In the end the building caught fire, showing that if cardboard can ignite so easily, you'd be wasting tissue paper trying to control fire. yup.

~still, smiles applies, in search of a door; the right door. (:

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