Normally I'm not good at this, especially in this kind of environment, but I guess things still need to be let out so as to start the following week afresh.

Alright, so last sunday we decided to meet up before su leaves for the land of the kangaroos. In there, there were joel, liselle, su, audrey and i. five of us. i always thought i was the the most sick person amongst all, and i insisted that i had to see the doctor since my parents from work and home were pumping numbers into their cell phones just to light up my handphone screen for it. it turned out that joel was the one feeling ill on that day. the scariest thing that happened was that i started to feel things dripping from my nose on tuesday, and realising that liselle and su fell ill on wednesday. by friday, i find that dad fell ill too. i was so scared that i was a flu carrier, since i heard that the music m had most of them getting sick too.

then, behind those fence, there was driving with sticks. ninety-five isn't that great, honestly, since any fault apart from test means you're bad. on thursday, i had disaster reversing down the carrier. thank God no one was hurt then, and i actually felt bad when someone said the safety in charge then was very scared. on my part, it felt like a nightmare. i mean, tons - and really, tons - of weight lay down off the ramp and possibly crush bones into powder if anyone was nearby. in fact, i just couldn't speak or think in any manner. 

Friday night, sneaked out to celebrate with calvin's 18. esp when dad was in hospital for fever, leaving mum worried for him. 2 margarita and 2 shots of teq left me spinning at 1. i said i couldn't walk straight, but the funny thing was that, i was just standing still. the world felt like swaying left to right, and to left again. so it happened at seven-eleven all the way until i reached my lobby. and honestly, this was a complete new experience compared to the beer i drank for fripps' birthday.

Just now, Jude's talking about the idea of 'miracles' and there's one thing i found, it all depends on how you want to accept it as a miracle.

So, if I choose to look at it this way, i'm supposed to pray for those who are sad on friday. that was what i suggested on last week's session, and it actually included didi after people were talking about his roller coaster life, especially the downs. the interesting part, in his comment @ fb, there was a smile since a long long time.

i always find battlefield by jordin sparks have something special.