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(Saturday, 6 October 2007-)
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Title: before... ...-

First the com. Now my phone. Yep. they all died. next, my self? well, this phone should've died n years ago. i just merely prolonged its life... anyway, perhaps i'd not have lived long too. especially when my toe nail's gonna come off completely. ::ouch!!:: but thankfully the com survived man.. btw, seriously.. it seems that everything's gone now. all my energy, power and everything. boom! yea, lost.

Perhaps before anything happens, i'll rem that i've sociable frens who are never afraid of speaking up in today's outing, weirdo looks by the exco like binni getting into his best look or cuiyi in her worst (-as if i'll believe what she says) or alex in her chio outift while the rest of us in norm, fun frenz with fantastic outfits n cool attitudes who talk about any scope of life (-like the glam n unglam sides) while we spent a great time ice-skating smth that i never touched before, saddistic bunch on the table who just think about how to trap their enemies in the cheesy game, my foreign frens who never fail to make me wanna find out more about them for their funny accent or actions or even lungauge N those fusey fanatics who caused the entire quiet place into a market for 45 mins in a sports shop.

but then, if i don't wake up tomorrow morning, it might seem something good. or at least, i don't need to worry much more. as in, i don't have to think about this com dying again, the toe be without a nail, think about the crazy ideas created from the meeting for open house today, be scared of failing promos, fear of changing classes to some that i don't want to, think about my wishlist, take the darn cheena paper on mon, or maybe, get heart attack from killing my brain cells thinking of some irrelevant people... um, it really kills.

alright. i'm still thinking if i'll die by tomorrow. who knows man, if something disastrous happens. well, i'm feeling dead now...

anw, let's compare songs. i saw this on the newspaper the other day. imagine if isaac sees this... i bet he did.

At first I was afraid, I was petrified;
Kept thinking I could never turn Spurs into a top-four side;
But then I spent so many nights thinking how Stalteri did me wrong;
Am I a mong? But I'll just have to carry on.

And we'll be back, into fifth place;
I'll just wait till the transfer window to sign another waste of space;
I should have sold Paul Robinson, I should have dropped him from the team;
If I'd known for just one second he'd concede more goals than Derby County.

Go on, now, go, Bent, there's the door;
Just turn around now, 'cause you don't score goals anymore;
Weren't you the one we paid so much for than Thierry Henry;
I knew you'd crumble, I'd rather have Emile Heskey.

Oh no, 'cause I, I will survive;
As long as I win the next six games, I know I will stay alive;
I've got Tainio, who is shat, and Huddlestone, who's just fat;
But I'll survive, I will survive.

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart;
Kept trying hard to mend Defoe's relationship with his little tart;
And I spent, of, so many nights trying on John Barnes' tights;
And oh, I've cried, I want the Spurs job till I die!

And you see Keane, he hates me, too;
I subbed him off when we were winning, then we went and freaking drew;
And now I'm scratching my big chin, why can't I just sell Ledley King?
If I'm gonna save my skin, I'll need some politics-style spin.

so, that's the modified lyrics...

At first I was afraid I was petrified.
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Thinking how you did me wrong.
And I grew strong!
And I learned how to get along!
So now you're back from out of space.
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face.

I should have changed that stupid lock!
I should have made you leave your key!
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

Go on now, go, walk out that door!
Just turn around now‚
cause you're not welcome any more.
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt (crush) me with goodbye?

Did I crumble
Did I lay down and die
Oh no, not I! I will survive!
Oh and as long as I know how to love I know I stay alive.
I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give.
And I'll survive!
I will survive! Hey, hey.

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart.
Kept tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart!
And I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry!
But now I hold my head up high.
And you see me somebody new!
I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you.

And so you feel like droppin' in,
and just expect me to be free,
now I'm saving all my loving for someone who is loving me!

http://www.oleo.tv/lyrics/gloria-gaynor/i-will-survive/

i've got this sudden feeling that i can't take this anymore... ... in fact, um.. i cried moments ago. yes, it's much better now. but so far, the best is to listen to music. these are the actual tools that forces the body to loosen things up or put the mind into subconscious mode. oh crap!! you know what?? my *-king phone's spoilt! shoots, there goes my music. btw, the lyrics above aren't a way to try convince myself or smth. just some interesting thing i saw... yupz.

and... i realised i'm kinda speaking like maggie q in the movie. a little 唔鹹唔淡 cantonese while including some act american english. yaya whateva. mad terence.

anyway. i must thank loads to my beloved frens who made my time fun these days. they're all memorable. they're lyk a dream that can never be forgotten... unless i get eaten up by Alzheimer’s disease (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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