hello.

dad was being unreasonable. but ah. it's not worth mentioning. as usual.

anyway, i was browsing through sites and i got a little confused with what i saw. i thought jshe's rather slender and slim in jher rhd costume. then i was thinking how attractive that was. as for just now, pictures told me that actually jshe wasn't as what i described earlier. a little babyf*t and rounder, yes, that's how i should have described. anyway, it wouldn't make anymore difference if my impression of jher never changed.

ohno. i have no idea why do i need such affirmations? perhaps they are all part of the notion that the tide has changed. i hope not, or else... there'll be havoc all over the place. shoots. i'm close to brain-dead; nothing can go in now and btw. it'll take a miracle to save me from gp today. the only hope is to score well for the rest of the subjects. ok! i'm off!! byee!! (: smile whenever possible!! (: