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(Sunday, 22 July 2007-)
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Title: disappointment-

what a waste the most pretty one being knocked out...

(taken from tvb.hk...)
you see, this hottest one, cuz of her poor dance moves... how sad!!... but thank goodness, she still had some awards...

it's not as if i've been spanked like the worst ever loser on earth for ptm, or being laughed at like the most shittiest person to be one of the latest persons for the trash lecture. instead, it's coz of many things...

my brainwashed mum. i'm sorry, i know i should never think this way, but it's about time. really.
she's been always tellin me about managing my time for homework instead of all other things. true, but HELLO!??... there're other things like pw and... ya.

that's one. her care and concern has somewhat become an irritation these days. or maybe, the facial expression of gameover ever since telling her abt my trash results dampened my morale. real hard.

dad? no better. his do-or-die attitude in demanding and forcing me into being taught by this not-certified professional and always think that whatever he believes has been 'analysed' a milion times and therefore, correct. wow, really wish to know that alone helps. i mean, your lessons.

btw, another upset for all the people in the round table in the canteen for the bigshots meeting.. everyone's talking abt the agenda, gist, intro and things for the next batch of people. as for me, staring in the space between emily n meiling. not blank space, but you've guessed it. and also lots of distractions along the way.

ok, make it the last before my tears dry up. 2days ago, when the names were called up for the seven, and only two were left, there's a real dilemma. 'but there're 2 more best choice other than me!' one was called up. so remaining 2 of us. sry that i din't even think of others in the list... just before they called the final name, i was having this mentality of 'alright, if it (in order to keep the name in secret...) gets in, it's worthwhile... so, with a name for having a so-late alphabet, i was the last.
but standing with the other six was a real torture. especially literally seeing the glitter of tears in sadness in it made me feel it.if possible, i reali wished i could swap places with it or with my hallucinated mate. seriously, their passion was much higher. and their shocked faces on the floor was the one and only reason why my smiles were so unnatural. anyway, hope they can recover soon deep inside. but if those 'its' reali want, i can still offer my place, as long as i'm doing a worse job.

sigh, with the so many problems at hand, it'll take a million chances before i even think of starting my mission...

still, it never died.

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yup, so that's what happened (:
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Title: disappointment-

what a waste the most pretty one being knocked out...

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yup, so that's what happened (:
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