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(Tuesday, 17 July 2007-)
+7/17/2007 06:12:00 pm]*

Title: No school-

hey

i still haven't got over that... but the exam today was in a great distraction when i was staring at someone quite in front of me. stoning at ponytails, yaya, wadever... so i kinda missed four crucial questions? yup, just wanna see how i screw things up later.

btw, life's not fun at all when there's the feelin of dying while waiting for things to happen.. it came bef n aft the paper. thk gdness things became better, 'cause of her smile... sigh, i'm still as childish as ever.

Labels: concentrate?, giddy, listening, smiles, tails

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 16 July 2007-)
+7/16/2007 06:38:00 pm]*

Title: help! pain!-

um, i can't think of any title now... ...
so, nvm. the sun will set soon if i dont even start. anyway, things are quite unexpectable, i guess. the times when the brain isn't working for school stuff, it turns to the interesting things that happened. how cool they were. or maybe, how memorable they were. they just repeat as if you're afraid that they might just be forgotten some day. or something closer to my schoolmates; the times when i don't get hyper in wherever in school means just that i am emo. -.-''' and the most interesting part is that, only those who aren't that close can realise that their classmate is ill.

first, remember that i owe chan an apology, even though dom said it wasn't my fault.

so, it's real scary that i almost got myself into the biggest trouble in my life when during chem lecture. it's called'被人插背脊'. i was kinda tryin to know what the colourful words on the piece of paper that was passed between eunice n victoria... sry to digress, i super duper like colourful things!!... so i was always sitting a little higher, in a weird way. but yuhao's paper was blockin me!! but it turned more obvious when hongtaa was also looking at the same thing!! questioning of what i was staring forced me to crap about being amazed by his neat handwriting... yup, i guess he might've saw that me being so uneasy for the first time...haha :D

then at phys tutorial, the fella was so **-ed up that literally told me off about sleepin in class. got into a stinkin mood, but felt that he was kinda right, although i'd love to hear something more caring from my teacher...

for chinese, my empathy goes to the lao shi. he's on mc n yet reali stayed on so late just to finish his story in tb. seriously, i'd have just hecked care those students who never listen centuries ago... which was why for that whole lesson, fought on real hard just to stay awake n give him the utmost respect that he deserved.

but recently, i'd been findin myself givin fake smiles. it's those times where there're so many ppl who wish to say hi yet i can't just look away even though my ultimate tired look was there. felt sorry. try to rem them, ros, angie, binni... sigh. conclusion, don't ever remember things when blank. haha, everyone knows that. :)

Labels: backstab, emo, giddy, shagged, smiles?

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 13 July 2007-)
+7/13/2007 09:38:00 pm]*

Title: match-

heya

i cried just now. it's not the times when i feel like crying like a baby n juz wail like a loser. instead, mum n dad were there... before that, when i yelled at myself ever since mum shouted at me to take the damn drowsy medicine which i didn't wanna take, she's in a terrible mood. until i mentioned she wouldn't have understood what i was feeling. there's juz too many things to do n there's no time to make up for this loss. n i don't wanna lose this too.

anw, there's just too many things that turned haywired today.

still couldn't recover from taking the medicine mum asked me to the night before. felt light-weighted whenever walking in school. even resorted to removing my spects during assembly. yup, i seldom do that. only if i'm just too occupied with gambling on every chance to rest my eyes and possibly, the whole me. but amazingly/shockingly/unexpectedly, asked to do the task of calling ppl for cip. argh. what's new!?? (-i still love the way satiya's accent and i think, aju's actions for these words. so coolios!!). then asked if i can make it for outings these days. um, didn't think much when coming to them. my empty mind juz had no space to think them. for the replies, the best is that people are asking me questions instead of answering them. wth. somemore they don't feel sorry for misinterpreting others' ideas or wasting other's time. well, that's what i really hoped if they're a little polite or better, if they answer to the point la!! ok, perhaps that's my fault. i was not in a mood to entertain or be entertained. in the end, got caps in the reply from wanyu. haha, still don't think she sounds angry. but who cares? the euphoria feeling got me over it. :)

so, wanyu's ok. but gabby sounded pissed in sms. i have no idea whether she's too bored in lesson or whatsoever that she just wanted to sms ppl. i dunno. so, when i'm in physics lecture, concentrated fully. and ignored everything else. quite useful actually. learnt things very well. hmm, but made gabby think i'm being a jackass to leave her in space with no certainties. but there're other things that worsened, i'm sure. very sure. all from the final call. she sounded bored with the so how? type of saying. so hope someone can tell me what actually i did. just most are blinded by giddy head. pardon me. i seriously don't un why so many people are protecting her right from start. it's just my nature to either to do work or have fun what... anw, but to those who did, thanks for your advice though. epecially to hana (-hope i'm right...). it's very meaningful.

so thank dominic for enlightening me that my way was wrong. btw, cailing n meiling were also there. hope they'll also learn much from that, even though his overall convo with chan had so much insights that i found it quite chim n a little hinting would have passed the idea across them so easily. haha :D had lots of fun listening to them. juz reminded me of the smart convo practice. so, think of what should've been done...

as for the so many people whom have been accusing me for an evil fella these few days, i wish to say this. i'm not trying to create chaos amongst people. i just wish to get things done or get my butts in peace. then somemore, so sorry to be trying to beg for mercy or smth lidat, please pardon me for being harsh to anyone. i'm sick n with every possible chance, i'll avoid ppl. the giddyness just made me even diao clarissa in quadrangle today when i never failed to act cool or walk past her quickly since the start of the week. haha, hopeless terence. :D and you see, taking these drowsy drugs yet still wanna stay awake in school is the toughest of all, just like being so stressed up with things yet still gotta do work in drama. not a good example, but hope you un...

felt much relieved when allowed to take rest of my mind since told what happened to cailing. thanks for being such a good listener ^.^v!!

btw, happy birthday DARREN!!

still, i don't believe that seeing her gives no more excitement, even though my eyes just can't stop looking away once i spotted her.

so, as predicted, the d-day arrived. see whether it tallies with my prediction some time ago...http://ebterry.blogspot.com/2007/05/midsummer-nights-bedtime-dream.html

anw, i'm getting tired...it's taking it's effect soon.and i guess i'll have only a limited life from now. btw, what a date today is.
你们休想和我撑到恆,最多你班契弟扑少几条街!! :)

Labels: emo, giddy, influence, Intelligence, shagged, smiles, stress

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Tuesday, 17 July 2007-)
+7/17/2007 06:12:00 pm]*

Title: No school-

Labels: concentrate?, giddy, listening, smiles, tails

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 16 July 2007-)
+7/16/2007 06:38:00 pm]*

Title: help! pain!-

Labels: backstab, emo, giddy, shagged, smiles?

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 13 July 2007-)
+7/13/2007 09:38:00 pm]*