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(Saturday, 13 October 2007-)
+10/13/2007 09:57:00 am]*

Title: Wasted-

Hey

i didn't enjoy the open house yesterday. i was so tired that my enthu lasted like... 5mins?? should be.. anw, this stupid feeling dragged me towards being anti-social. or perhaps, useless in the promotion of the sch. ya.

then out of nowhere finding myself running out from the weirdest group of crowds... and, saw that left that ...little sister/ girlfriend/ pal/ partner (whichever!!)... for the day off to somewhere else. feel so sorry for her :-o "sorry jie jie" hahaha!! :D ... looking back, thought i should have been frank about this. so that others would leave me alone. yet, the entire coordination of everyone in our group was kinda in chaos. or at least, i felt.

don't tell me i'm pessimistic. but i'm the type where i tend to fill the gaps, and in this case, everyone were busy ahead with the displaying of their talents that made the booth a complete waste. i mean, there was no need for the second board, 3 other chairs... so on. when people asked about us.. there's this sense that everyone would stare at each other before answering.

fine. we didn't talk about our booth in the end, cuz we had nothing to say. then almost every performer got distracted by fin. even so, i thought that bev shouldn't let go of her anger straight away. and, hello! she might affect others.!! it's not the matter of whose mood was carried away by the way...

one nice thing was the varied outfits, despite some odd ones, ya. or maybe, the whacks on the shuttle made my life abit better..

oh!! i've got this formula for this year's people...
hockey = pretty
dance = hot
drama = cute
volleyball = mixed of all...
ps.. don't me wrong... ya!!

so, i thought i could asked tiff what happened. it seems that there were horrid things. perhaps that's a good sign, at least those who gave her trouble most prolly won't even consider this sch. oh btw, i bet no one likes them too.

lastly, wished that wanyu can get over with that soon. please let her know that there're so many friends in the world who are having the same problem.. or similar ones.

btw, gotta admire the way people can stay at mad jacks and wait for 30 mins before ordering, then leave that place in 2.5 hours later.. marvy!! haha :D

try to smile world!! (:
BECAUSE YOU ARE GOD'S GREATEST GIFT TO MANKIND.

Labels: #$%^, backstab, complains, concentrate?, emo, events, play, reflection, wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 4 August 2007-)
+8/04/2007 08:22:00 pm]*

Title: blur-

ello...
i need enlightenment. can anyone tell me how many cliques are there altogether in drama?? yep, the bored me on the bus just drew a map that tries to link up everyone during the times when i notice them. in sessions, breaks. whatever. but what i found out was quite surprising.
so far there's two big cliques. five small ones. two of the seven overlap at times. four freelancers. two suck ups. and there are two that I'm unsure of. yea. these are just those whom i do think are gonna be permanent for the rest of the year.
appalling. the only thing that i can think of. hearing of things that are so unreal from people tells me they deserve all the f**k they get. so what if there're different groups? can't they think of accepting others' faults and forgive them? even if they can't, is there no way people try to convince the rest to get to good terms? why on earth must those who are ending the teenage life very soon still act like infants? things just get nasty when one dislikes person x, almost all hate it. what f**king hell this is??
still, if you guys believe that the drama spirit has turned sour and it's getting corrosive, i am always here to listen...
but most importantly, stay happy with life. and if possible, update me of the bitching too ::winks::!! yea. shine me from the darkness.

Labels: #$%^, advices, backstab, complains, curses, smiles?, strength, troubles, unfair

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 16 July 2007-)
+7/16/2007 06:38:00 pm]*

Title: help! pain!-

um, i can't think of any title now... ...
so, nvm. the sun will set soon if i dont even start. anyway, things are quite unexpectable, i guess. the times when the brain isn't working for school stuff, it turns to the interesting things that happened. how cool they were. or maybe, how memorable they were. they just repeat as if you're afraid that they might just be forgotten some day. or something closer to my schoolmates; the times when i don't get hyper in wherever in school means just that i am emo. -.-''' and the most interesting part is that, only those who aren't that close can realise that their classmate is ill.

first, remember that i owe chan an apology, even though dom said it wasn't my fault.

so, it's real scary that i almost got myself into the biggest trouble in my life when during chem lecture. it's called'被人插背脊'. i was kinda tryin to know what the colourful words on the piece of paper that was passed between eunice n victoria... sry to digress, i super duper like colourful things!!... so i was always sitting a little higher, in a weird way. but yuhao's paper was blockin me!! but it turned more obvious when hongtaa was also looking at the same thing!! questioning of what i was staring forced me to crap about being amazed by his neat handwriting... yup, i guess he might've saw that me being so uneasy for the first time...haha :D

then at phys tutorial, the fella was so **-ed up that literally told me off about sleepin in class. got into a stinkin mood, but felt that he was kinda right, although i'd love to hear something more caring from my teacher...

for chinese, my empathy goes to the lao shi. he's on mc n yet reali stayed on so late just to finish his story in tb. seriously, i'd have just hecked care those students who never listen centuries ago... which was why for that whole lesson, fought on real hard just to stay awake n give him the utmost respect that he deserved.

but recently, i'd been findin myself givin fake smiles. it's those times where there're so many ppl who wish to say hi yet i can't just look away even though my ultimate tired look was there. felt sorry. try to rem them, ros, angie, binni... sigh. conclusion, don't ever remember things when blank. haha, everyone knows that. :)

Labels: backstab, emo, giddy, shagged, smiles?

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Saturday, 13 October 2007-)
+10/13/2007 09:57:00 am]*

Title: Wasted-

Hey

i didn't enjoy the open house yesterday. i was so tired that my enthu lasted like... 5mins?? should be.. anw, this stupid feeling dragged me towards being anti-social. or perhaps, useless in the promotion of the sch. ya.

then out of nowhere finding myself running out from the weirdest group of crowds... and, saw that left that ...little sister/ girlfriend/ pal/ partner (whichever!!)... for the day off to somewhere else. feel so sorry for her :-o "sorry jie jie" hahaha!! :D ... looking back, thought i should have been frank about this. so that others would leave me alone. yet, the entire coordination of everyone in our group was kinda in chaos. or at least, i felt.

don't tell me i'm pessimistic. but i'm the type where i tend to fill the gaps, and in this case, everyone were busy ahead with the displaying of their talents that made the booth a complete waste. i mean, there was no need for the second board, 3 other chairs... so on. when people asked about us.. there's this sense that everyone would stare at each other before answering.

fine. we didn't talk about our booth in the end, cuz we had nothing to say. then almost every performer got distracted by fin. even so, i thought that bev shouldn't let go of her anger straight away. and, hello! she might affect others.!! it's not the matter of whose mood was carried away by the way...

one nice thing was the varied outfits, despite some odd ones, ya. or maybe, the whacks on the shuttle made my life abit better..

oh!! i've got this formula for this year's people...
hockey = pretty
dance = hot
drama = cute
volleyball = mixed of all...
ps.. don't me wrong... ya!!

so, i thought i could asked tiff what happened. it seems that there were horrid things. perhaps that's a good sign, at least those who gave her trouble most prolly won't even consider this sch. oh btw, i bet no one likes them too.

lastly, wished that wanyu can get over with that soon. please let her know that there're so many friends in the world who are having the same problem.. or similar ones.

btw, gotta admire the way people can stay at mad jacks and wait for 30 mins before ordering, then leave that place in 2.5 hours later.. marvy!! haha :D

try to smile world!! (:
BECAUSE YOU ARE GOD'S GREATEST GIFT TO MANKIND.

Labels: #$%^, backstab, complains, concentrate?, emo, events, play, reflection, wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
________________________________________________________________________________

(Saturday, 4 August 2007-)
+8/04/2007 08:22:00 pm]*

Title: blur-

ello...
i need enlightenment. can anyone tell me how many cliques are there altogether in drama?? yep, the bored me on the bus just drew a map that tries to link up everyone during the times when i notice them. in sessions, breaks. whatever. but what i found out was quite surprising.
so far there's two big cliques. five small ones. two of the seven overlap at times. four freelancers. two suck ups. and there are two that I'm unsure of. yea. these are just those whom i do think are gonna be permanent for the rest of the year.
appalling. the only thing that i can think of. hearing of things that are so unreal from people tells me they deserve all the f**k they get. so what if there're different groups? can't they think of accepting others' faults and forgive them? even if they can't, is there no way people try to convince the rest to get to good terms? why on earth must those who are ending the teenage life very soon still act like infants? things just get nasty when one dislikes person x, almost all hate it. what f**king hell this is??
still, if you guys believe that the drama spirit has turned sour and it's getting corrosive, i am always here to listen...
but most importantly, stay happy with life. and if possible, update me of the bitching too ::winks::!! yea. shine me from the darkness.

Labels: #$%^, advices, backstab, complains, curses, smiles?, strength, troubles, unfair

yup, so that's what happened (:
________________________________________________________________________________

(Monday, 16 July 2007-)
+7/16/2007 06:38:00 pm]*

Title: help! pain!-

um, i can't think of any title now... ...
so, nvm. the sun will set soon if i dont even start. anyway, things are quite unexpectable, i guess. the times when the brain isn't working for school stuff, it turns to the interesting things that happened. how cool they were. or maybe, how memorable they were. they just repeat as if you're afraid that they might just be forgotten some day. or something closer to my schoolmates; the times when i don't get hyper in wherever in school means just that i am emo. -.-''' and the most interesting part is that, only those who aren't that close can realise that their classmate is ill.

first, remember that i owe chan an apology, even though dom said it wasn't my fault.

so, it's real scary that i almost got myself into the biggest trouble in my life when during chem lecture. it's called'被人插背脊'. i was kinda tryin to know what the colourful words on the piece of paper that was passed between eunice n victoria... sry to digress, i super duper like colourful things!!... so i was always sitting a little higher, in a weird way. but yuhao's paper was blockin me!! but it turned more obvious when hongtaa was also looking at the same thing!! questioning of what i was staring forced me to crap about being amazed by his neat handwriting... yup, i guess he might've saw that me being so uneasy for the first time...haha :D

then at phys tutorial, the fella was so **-ed up that literally told me off about sleepin in class. got into a stinkin mood, but felt that he was kinda right, although i'd love to hear something more caring from my teacher...

for chinese, my empathy goes to the lao shi. he's on mc n yet reali stayed on so late just to finish his story in tb. seriously, i'd have just hecked care those students who never listen centuries ago... which was why for that whole lesson, fought on real hard just to stay awake n give him the utmost respect that he deserved.

but recently, i'd been findin myself givin fake smiles. it's those times where there're so many ppl who wish to say hi yet i can't just look away even though my ultimate tired look was there. felt sorry. try to rem them, ros, angie, binni... sigh. conclusion, don't ever remember things when blank. haha, everyone knows that. :)

Labels: backstab, emo, giddy, shagged, smiles?

yup, so that's what happened (:
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