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(Wednesday, 24 October 2007-)
+10/24/2007 09:52:00 pm]*
Title: lovey dovey song 3-
Song by Janice - Chocolate Ice
Bring me to the sea of sugar and spice,
reminiscing through some chocolate ice.
Tick tock, take time to be gentle and kind.
You sweat cause you run and run all day in my mind...
Fly to the moon and the sun
and let's go have some fun.
Come and take my hand and free our soul again...
Fly to the moon and the sun
and let's go have some fun.
It's 123. my love is plain to see.
What i do for you, baby, do for me..
Let me serenade your soul when you're feeling down and low.
Let the music come alive; let tenderness arrive.
Let me serenade your soul when you're feeling down and low.
Boy (Girl), you make me feel so high... together we can fly. (:Labels: smiles, song
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 5 October 2007-)
+10/05/2007 10:34:00 pm]*
Title: Loser... boo hoo...-
Heyyy..
i love amoeba.. completely!!!
btw, here's the equation for this week:
contact lenses = seeing gabriel n mandy = losing bloody toe = seeing huge tv screen = plenty of smiles = have water sports = feel lyk a loser = BE ENTERTAINED!! (:
anyway, thx to martini... we finally got an amoeba outing (-um.. i ps-ed them the last time round cuz of splatttttttttttttt...wth.) of ice-skating!! yaay!!
um... lazy to crap about everything today. so... hope my memories'll store that...
i can skate finally, after 30 mins of balancing and 6 hard-felt knocks with the icy floor. that actually includes the loser act of scaring debbie n tiff then falling myself instead... -.-'''
crazy arcade. martin has super fast hands while tiff acted as if she's the policegirl with the act cute pose... whatever...
oh... martin owes me a lecture...
and... his irritation of crapping to deb was super funny though...
'accepted' movie was coolios. mad storyline... btw, i'd love to be that guy to start a new school. imagining...
back to dreams!!
and... smiles!! (:
Labels: events, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 1 October 2007-)
+10/01/2007 10:10:00 pm]*
Title: randomness-
HELLLOOO!!!
exams're over for me now. woooohhooooo!!! but um, not tryin to laugh at those takin la... wish you guys study hard!!! anw, i'll do a post review some time later...
first of all, i've this guilt lying inside me since the start of today. it's the problem of staring. alright, there're about lyk... 3 incidences whereby i actually stared at people randomly?? ya, and all of them were when i thought i saw someone familiar and made some weird actions to get a closer look. and if not mistaken, there's actually once where i looked through the eyes or smth, only to find disappointment... but... alamak!!! THREEE TIMES!!! ::sigh:: terence is that blind... perhaps it's time for new spects!! um, maybe they're getting thicker everyday... hope not!!
so, here's what's funny in public today... 
this place don't seem like the cj canteen??? with this number of people??? (:
that's actually why gab n shaine n yuhao left for kfc!! haha, just random guessin...
another thing. jacket party!! people exchanged jackets for fun sake. ya. i took kj's odac thing. although it never fits someone like me.... haha!! btw, nick wah n anast swap was another odd thing...
canoeing jacket could cover half of her butt n her dance one was lyk so small for him la!! (:
NOW TO THE POINT OF THE OUTING TODAY.
balls of fury was crazily funny... that's all. i'll try not to give anything or things will turn anti-climax. but the time where i could hear mine and liselle's laughter was when i got embedded in the midst of the show... SHHH!!! rem, anti-climax!!! :D
at ben & jerry's...
people were actually throwing eileen's popcorn into the dunno how many cups on the table to play or smth... so that's what the results were... meanwhile... kj n iz were playing a game of SUDDEN DEATH tie of tossing popcorn after drawing at 2-2. freaking hilarious!!
competitor one...
competitor two!
stormed into the addidas shop later for the fusey... i mean, fuseball game. super crazy!!!
star goalkeeper!! gavin da paul robinson!!!
the coolios fuseball table...
my opponents super engrossed... why?? they've got a tough competitor what... smiles!! (:
alright, for this anti-climax pic, i'll have this:
sometimes you just gotta love the Mac.s cup... :D
and this kinda no link song... one day at a time by the jonas brothers. the lyrics are lyk... so way off logic la!!!! (:
Wednesday I came home from school
Did my homework in my room
then I watched some TV
I still miss you
Thursday morning went online
Got to school at half past nine
Wound up in detention
I still miss you
Everything I do (oh)
brings me back to you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just cant seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Friday I got out of bed
Tried to smile frowned instead
Burnt some toast for breakfast
I still miss you
Saturday I turned 16
Never dreamt you'd act so mean
You didn't even call me
But I still miss you
And When I turn 94
I think i'll miss u even more
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
I miss you more than I did a minute ago
I Climb a mountain just to here your echo (hoo, hoo)
All I wanted was you
Tell me please do u think of me now and then
Cause if I never see you again
I still miss you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
(Oooo) one day at a time
Well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Oo I think I'm going crazy ooooooo
One day at a time
taken from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jonasbrothers/onedayatatime.html
p.s. all these are done in commemoration of the belated chewren day that those people named below missed...:
iz
kj
cbelle
lis
matt
gavin
eileen
maple
anast
nick wah
terence
smiles!!! :DLabels: celebrations, clap, kids, nickwah, smiles, stare, treats, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 22 September 2007-)
+9/22/2007 09:45:00 pm]*
Title: Stuck in space-
trash! i'm gonna crash and die in the promos. cuz of one simple thing. my brain calls me to stop studying!! every moment i tried to pick up my pencil and jot points. there's this knock on my brain that gives me hell of my mind.
ya, that's it. nothing that fantastic. with reasons like... sleeping late when felt giddy a few hours before yest nite, woke up super early for some uncomfy reason, thought of one weirdo email from tagged, had tons of distractions like the stupid phone games which i still cannot delete them and got intro-ed to the war-thingy game on facebook...
ya, still thinking of that email. i'll post it here someday. sounded gross. i mean, VERY.
oh!! i can guess ages well!! but sad thing is that, i couldn't rem how the younger one looked like... just anyhow guess by the older one actually... hey liselle!! show me pics k?? (:
mama says i should not touch the com these exam days. but what am i doing here?? sigh. anyway, just found a new way to psycho myself.
just adopt your new role, terence.
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D show your teeth and... smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. holding da button was fun... :)Labels: blessed, fantasies, hallucination, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 11 August 2007-)
+8/11/2007 09:40:00 am]*
Title: The King and I-
hey.
terence is crazy. super crazy. slept at two and um, just finished typing my draft for a short script for tonight's screening... yaya, i doubt anyone would understand...
of course, that's ok. cuz it's to be sent to mugger chris. means that it's all about my no life.
so, why on earth must i kill my space here writing about school work? instead, things should start off with my evening. but of course, not in sequence... =)
aww... don't be jealous of the ticket... (:
but still, i'll begin with my boring thoughts of people.
i find it sad, and at the same time exciting that leo was concentrating to isolate himself, yet try to keep his smile while for the rest, attempting to avoid him yet keeping mum about chasing him away. and definitely, things didn't go as what i thought... he actually took seats from the other row!! well, i'm kinda embarrassed to say that we came as a group... :-o
some quotes i managed to capture...
"Home Sweet... HOUSE!!"
"East or West, Home is Best" (some sort of campaign for national day?? :D )
"Every male's a King and female a Queen when in love..."
"... they thought your dress was like that because you were shaped like that..."
mrs anna, "...our dress symbolises that women are protected..."
king, "i didn't know that british men are so... aggressive."
(From one of the songs...)
"Whenever I feel afraid, I hold my head erect. And whistle a happy tune, So no one will suspect..."
"... Respect your Wife and Love the Concubines!!"
(Everyone's Fav...)
"... Et Cetera, Et Cetera, Et Cetera..."
yea, some songs were so catchy that kinda kept me awake!! but i really think i might have weird taste... cuz what i heard was that some were actually dozing off at times!! Err... okay!! haha!! :D
but actually, things were very stressful for the poor me when sandwiched by a musician eriffin and then later literature students... see kei n tiff... whoa!! scared i make a fool out of myself mann!!!...
oh!! i am SOOO amazed by the set!! it's like four layers in total.
first must go with the curtains. it was a red piece of cloth; a very thick one and immediately after the start of the scene, it turned translucent!! um, it's not like i'm imagining things. true!! comfirm!! omg, that scene was super cool.
next was the ship scene, where it was pushed out so front that really, there could spare any space for movement, especially when mrs anna's dress was so wide!! and some parts were like dragging too... um, actually the saddistic side of me was wondering if she got stepped and trip and fall!! well, back to the background.. the drawing was in such reality that made me think that the cast would actually step onto the ship... yaya, i'm dreaming... ::wonderland...::
another one was the... um, i don't know how to describe it. it's some cloth that is arranged in a 3-2 way, as in three at the back. it's quite a smart feature for the casts when they can actually move in and out of stage easily through the two cloths in front. the amazing part is that the audience cannot see what's behind the stage!!
followed by the mini stage. not much to say, but it's kinda majestic to see a grandly painted 'cyclorama' and there's once, there were fireworks on the cyc!! yea, that made me kinda... wow... haha. not exaggerating!! *o*
then there were the dance moves. all reminded of the gym concert. just that gab n gang were putting more energy... but i'm still recovering from the shock that mrs anna could spin so many rounds on stage so quickly, yet could still catch her breath for lines!! the next was the crab-dance (i guess i'm right...). yes, not crap-dance cuz the little steps and hops were accompanied by some cheeky little voices which in fact, made the entire scene amusing...
alright, thought of re-defining the meaning of 'cute'... little innocent kids with naive-looking faces... haha!! well, i do love cute people too!! just to digress a little, i actually love dumb-looking, innocent, curious yet smart people!! just to prove their looks wrong!! haha :)
and, random lines from our group of people...
"***** and terence are *****'s bitches..."
(yea, all'd guessed it...)
"terence is the sanest of all..."
well, actually, i think you missed out joel. he's also one of the two who weren't that crazy like the rest to start reciting everything they learnt from the play. but oh my!! they could remember the voices, accents, lines and it's scary to find that these lines float through the doors of esplanade and corridors of citylink. erm, in the middle of the night too!!
before i forget, sorry to those who were comlaining about me for bringing toothpaste gum!! i.. i... i'm... just afraid that you guys might swallow the sweeter ones like what matthew does!! or maybe, do citrus flavours work?? (:
oh!! the小明story!!! super funny!!! but wait... i forgot... WTH!!!
and... cuz i doubt my memory to wear contacts properly, i wore my spects too!!
oh wait!! before i forget, um, i think i gotta learn from tiff to concentrate on my school work. hard. yea. currently, i get distracted super easily when some rascals send me sms or email and result?? skip hws, forget pws, doze in ccas, leave my place in a mess... sigh... -.-
btw, can someone do this for me??
SEND ME THE PICTURES WE ALL TOOK YESTERDAY!! THEN I CAN UPLOAD TO THE DRAMA BLOG!! YAY!!
Alright, i'll end off things with lines from the national day celebration...
CONFESSION - " i've got a confession. ::screams n whistles:: no, not about my feelings for a particular teacher in the college, but for the mistake i made just now. i just said it was 2t31, but it should be 2t21 instead!! Alright, sorry!! My bad!! So now, for the next performance..."
... SHOULDN'T BE SO BAD TO Mr Chris Tay. HE'S QUITE A NICE PERSON ACTUALLY. UM, I ACTUALLY HAD TO THINK FOR A LONG TIME TO CRAFT THIS SO I DON'T HURT ANYONE... ... SOME THINGS CANNOT BE SAID IN REAL LIFE SO I GUESS I'LL DO IT HERE ( the cyber way)...
PS, any comments that caused any unrest didn't mean to do so. it's just when some people get over concerned about their own problems and start imagining more things from reading this... haha!! i'm still crazy as ever!! :D
Labels: advices, drama, events, play, smiles, song, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 1 August 2007-)
+8/01/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: **wakes**-
hey...
it's only now. 26 hours later that i finally realise that i'm completely fine with that blockade. haha, sound so history.. anyway, things go back to normal. back to how i started after the split on 5th march. (how on earth can i forget this damn date!??) this fella is now seen only as ec. who the hell would ever care now if this person was what i dreamt of for dunno how many bloody months!?? haha, it's not that serious actually. a little exaggerating. but it's quite comical to see the bunch of people tease me during lectures, pe or even after school while waiting for cca!! yep, who else!?? but those like kj, nick. yea the norms.
well, to get over this, gotta reali thank my music player that kept me happy all the while. and... singing does help!!
but... you must praise me for being much stronger than what i'd've been a week ago. or maybe, better than matthias. haha, no offence. perhaps i'm not too into this emo state. ::shrugs:: i don't know!!
yet, seeing the smiles on kj's notebook or maybe in canteen's just as fine. as long as i get my morale boost to be better as a whole. it's just the muscles that join the entire face during the smile was so act cute... haha, not again... of course not!! (:
since i've thought real through about it, i think i'm in a clear, crystal clear mind (-btw, hannah's sick... so wish her well!!) to take in whatever is in the minds of those who are troubled. yea, i'm a FANTASTIC LISTENER!! after learning to be all the water-y types of people. now, i really feel i should try to be someone more air-y. well, i guess that's what fire-y people always do. try to be funny in any sorts. so... (-love this line that took from clare...) don't make an ass out of u and me (-what bloody poser...) haha!! ok, back to what i was thinking... there's a need to think through after gaining much from the sharing from gabby. btw, sorry to talk so little. cuz i'm not a good speaker!! only a listener!! or what people always say. science students seem like nerds... haha :D
anyway, the gp compre passage was quite read-able for me, considering that i can't un most of them through tons of vocab... alright!! so, what i learnt is that i should just go with what i believe and let no one sway my emotions.
peace to all ^.^v!!
Labels: blessed, emo, kj, nickwah, smiles, troubles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 31 July 2007-)
+7/31/2007 09:06:00 pm]*
Title: Lessons-
heyyyyyyyyy.
i'm chao! tired. feel like everything's over. no more troubles. yay!! speaking of trouble, it reminds me of the 茶煲s people have been giving me these days. but, i will always forgive them. not forgetting them though. yea. learnt alot today.
one was at sd. be understanding. not in the way that many always do; by quoting without understanding. but feel for those who wish to express their feelings. just can't reali describe in words here. yea.
learnt to manage my temperament even though many busybodies would have been observing me n my reactions whenever some special things happen. haha, starting to get mysterious... btw, dee ang's still a good lecturer. can balance between content teaching n sleep-management. that's why he's still my best tcher, though i still suck at his subject.
realised that chem is the only subject that doesn't need to mug alot. doing tuts r just enough to get past tests. well, see how things turn out when results come out!! and... if not reali that good, sorry to those around me!! like hongtaa, eunice, yuhao... hope u peeped the correct ones!! btw, also to try n shut some bloody lips from some assholes whose enthusiasm has become a pain in the neck for others. eg. nick.
found that people are actually concerned about me. example one. denis was jumping and in an excited mood or smth after school while trying to help when she had some kinda inspiration from her sd lesson. hm, thanks so much. but really, seeing her in such a hopeful mind and... err... her tiny little size made me believe she's abit like a little angel, or cupid, n trying her very best to get the most out of everything.
numberrrrr... alrightTT! i'll stop being retarded n list all the things that i never remember. still, even if i missed anything, hope they're remembered by others who had good times recalling them.
I had my share, wish you had yours too!!
another thing. help me to learn that life's full of things that awaits us despite some setbacks. yeah, i think clare did it completely.
i feel much relieved now, after the hectic eom. but alot more things r needed to be done! recruitment, tutorials, planning... sounds a little, but it takes a long time for a good piece of work. really.
what's lost cannot be taken.Labels: advices, blessed, Intelligence, kpo, nickwah, pain, reflection, smiles, Thanksgiving
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 30 July 2007-)
+7/30/2007 07:04:00 pm]*
Title: madness!!-
HEY!!
things are crazily fun now with all the screw ups with tests and stuff like that while i'm still in a calmed down state of no worries, sigh. how on earth can i do well?? but... the mind i'm going through is, who cares!??
before i digress a little, i saw this thingy above from someone's post that linked about five blogs away from mine. so... ya. retarded me. haha (:
ok, now goes back. ya. so it always seems as if the goal is reached, but when there's no limit in any method, it leaves me in huge dilemma.
alright, due to the fact that there's a growing number of people who wish to be kpo, i'll just try to minimise what i say.
the places include:
basketball court
canteen drinks stall
jap stall
lt3 ...
... the list might go on. but speaking of lt3, it's real un-normal, don't think there's such word though, to find our class people being so late in class that gotta grab any available seat around in the middle rows when we only dominated the last row and NO others. fine, being dominated. next was when there're three people (kj,ls,bel)behind n one on the right to disturb me with some funny things. yea, they know what. which was actually why i tried not to turn back even though i dearly wanted their econs notes for the test da nex lesson. then it's also when they really made my ears turn super red la!! the physical type u see? another was when someone burst into laughter in the midst of the lecture. if i'm right, it's either gabby or victoria, maybe carmen - the very fun types. sounded so mad that almost all stared at the her. thank goodness tyf wasn't there. can't imagine if she start stinging her rapunzel hair to all of us. anw, it's still quite interesting to see someone going haywire in front of a trainee teacher. haha (:
while at bball, fantastic record to find myself missing ALL of my shots further than ten feet. haha, btw, i got most of my shots on friday's practice shooting session... or maybe, the jinx from cheers by the whoever. haha (:
alright, standing at about less than 50 cm apart twice and doing nth just shows that i'm completely ready to chuck my mind totally on studies. nth else. so i'm quite immune to all kinds of bacteria by anybody else. except for the one n only virus, adeno-karjuno-phages. prolly the most deadly one on earth now...
still, bless all. especially to those going for cambridge tomr. miss u guys, dude!! hm... imagine my trip last year. probably with much more fun than theirs. haha(:!!Labels: smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 24 July 2007-)
+7/24/2007 07:22:00 pm]*
Title: very-
smiles are always lovely. but imagining that these disappear slowly into the dark forest because of tiny little pressures that add up to a huge pile is very painful. very, very hurting. you see, sash asked yest. penguin? today. last week? the two in class. it's like all of them expect instant replies whenever they see me la.
for the rest, i can forget a lil maybe. but it's a birthday for whoever's sake!! shouldn't she just say thks and smth lidat? there's no need to add stuff like 'Thx alot!hope u can get e gal u wan haha' la!! but anyway, it's quite obvious that my mind has quite given up hope very much already. even though the time is quite the most perfect i'd find... anyway, thanks to her that kinda wanted to find out abt this gossip thingy...
btw, on the train where there's only angeline, penguin n i, i foolishly uttered smth like 'seems so near, yet feels so far'. i know it's called the cliche that was created centuries ago la. but it still applies. trashbag! anyway, angie didn't know what's happening, so it made me to just make up some exam stuff and miraculously,... it fitted to her!! phew!! imagine her talking a whole hell lot of things to any random fella... sigh..
or rather, for lestee, it's the best bust to say smth like this. super duper funny. 'eh, walao they so late then dunno i can stay in time for the cake...' erm, hello?! peimin's just beside me huh? nvm, that scenario was the highlight of the day.
the system's abit screwed. so the only photo upload some other time.
btw, the chat with cally moments ago reali lightened me a 'lil with things quite far from school work...
so, the smiles were lovely.Labels: birthday, busted, celebrations, oops, pei min, penguin, smiles, t35
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 19 July 2007-)
+7/19/2007 09:09:00 pm]*
Title: Received-
hey...
be glad that everyone's happy and full of smiles on our faces.
RHD, times where there's life all around us!!
and, please... let this excitement push me from zero to hero.
just to fight against all troubles.
if we feel love from getting smiles by others, why not offer it to the next person??
Smiles!! :))Labels: events, pass, smiles, strength
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 18 July 2007-)
+7/18/2007 06:04:00 pm]*
Title: code, or quotes?-
hey.
this title is dedicated to yza for being confused with the pronounciation of the two words about the wr yesterday. or the day before? oh, forgot completely... but, amazing foreigners we have in the class...
drama serials. i hate them at times. for the entire life of shows, they always tend to tell us the idealistic of life, like 緣份是要自己爭取... pardon me for using trad. chinese... but yea, sounds logical. but it's these unreal things, together with the negative ones, that leave us hanging in mid-air. the notion of dunno whether the wings will stop flappin or if they will continue to lift us is scary. just like the do-or-die times.
for myself, the most common approach is to start talking to her, and hoping she'll accept me and stuff like that; it was my sole intention since the start - just to impress her by being one of the best, if not the only, in all sorts things - for myself to do so much ****, even tiring myself to the extreme for a place in the exco. yup, sounds like the perfect way of life. but so what? does it mean she'll definitely notice it? or will this be miraculously told to her out of nowhere? so what if she knows of it? be accepted straightaway as if i'm going for an interview and believing that showing off all the previous certificates will guarantee me something? that's when i started to ask myself why on earth do i commit myself to never-growing, lame-and-idiotic actions like staring, for half a milli second, whenever i spot her in school, or try to gain every opportunity to surf the net... conclusion? to know more about someone who has good looks (-ok, that's besides the point...), can behave so differently with lots of fun and laughter in school yet feel so down when getting to the com at night, and most importantly, admire her personality to stay strong despite the setbacks that has happened.
then there's other lines that try to balance the magical world of perfection with the obstacles in life by giving statements like... ok, i forgot the exact words, but it's something about this idea; 鍾意一個人唔一定要同佢係埋一齊. it meant that liking someone doesn't mean that both must come together. true, if things are one-sided, it's pointless. so i'll just let things fix itself out for the time being...
well, enough of trash. so, lizzy finally found out. but actually she'd known it centuries ago... there're so many clues with the so many contacts she had. well, good for her. and for moments ago, i just realised that more people are knowing this already. just hope that i can rest in peace while i try to get better with some stupid illness.
btw, thanks to denis for givin advices aft drama today... but still, back to same old rule. wait till i recover.
smiles Labels: chinese, creepy, fantasies, hallucination, QnA, smiles, Thanksgiving
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 17 July 2007-)
+7/17/2007 06:12:00 pm]*
Title: No school-
hey
i still haven't got over that... but the exam today was in a great distraction when i was staring at someone quite in front of me. stoning at ponytails, yaya, wadever... so i kinda missed four crucial questions? yup, just wanna see how i screw things up later.
btw, life's not fun at all when there's the feelin of dying while waiting for things to happen.. it came bef n aft the paper. thk gdness things became better, 'cause of her smile... sigh, i'm still as childish as ever.Labels: concentrate?, giddy, listening, smiles, tails
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 13 July 2007-)
+7/13/2007 09:38:00 pm]*
Title: match-
heya
i cried just now. it's not the times when i feel like crying like a baby n juz wail like a loser. instead, mum n dad were there... before that, when i yelled at myself ever since mum shouted at me to take the damn drowsy medicine which i didn't wanna take, she's in a terrible mood. until i mentioned she wouldn't have understood what i was feeling. there's juz too many things to do n there's no time to make up for this loss. n i don't wanna lose this too.
anw, there's just too many things that turned haywired today.
still couldn't recover from taking the medicine mum asked me to the night before. felt light-weighted whenever walking in school. even resorted to removing my spects during assembly. yup, i seldom do that. only if i'm just too occupied with gambling on every chance to rest my eyes and possibly, the whole me. but amazingly/shockingly/unexpectedly, asked to do the task of calling ppl for cip. argh. what's new!?? (-i still love the way satiya's accent and i think, aju's actions for these words. so coolios!!). then asked if i can make it for outings these days. um, didn't think much when coming to them. my empty mind juz had no space to think them. for the replies, the best is that people are asking me questions instead of answering them. wth. somemore they don't feel sorry for misinterpreting others' ideas or wasting other's time. well, that's what i really hoped if they're a little polite or better, if they answer to the point la!! ok, perhaps that's my fault. i was not in a mood to entertain or be entertained. in the end, got caps in the reply from wanyu. haha, still don't think she sounds angry. but who cares? the euphoria feeling got me over it. :)
so, wanyu's ok. but gabby sounded pissed in sms. i have no idea whether she's too bored in lesson or whatsoever that she just wanted to sms ppl. i dunno. so, when i'm in physics lecture, concentrated fully. and ignored everything else. quite useful actually. learnt things very well. hmm, but made gabby think i'm being a jackass to leave her in space with no certainties. but there're other things that worsened, i'm sure. very sure. all from the final call. she sounded bored with the so how? type of saying. so hope someone can tell me what actually i did. just most are blinded by giddy head. pardon me. i seriously don't un why so many people are protecting her right from start. it's just my nature to either to do work or have fun what... anw, but to those who did, thanks for your advice though. epecially to hana (-hope i'm right...). it's very meaningful.
so thank dominic for enlightening me that my way was wrong. btw, cailing n meiling were also there. hope they'll also learn much from that, even though his overall convo with chan had so much insights that i found it quite chim n a little hinting would have passed the idea across them so easily. haha :D had lots of fun listening to them. juz reminded me of the smart convo practice. so, think of what should've been done...
as for the so many people whom have been accusing me for an evil fella these few days, i wish to say this. i'm not trying to create chaos amongst people. i just wish to get things done or get my butts in peace. then somemore, so sorry to be trying to beg for mercy or smth lidat, please pardon me for being harsh to anyone. i'm sick n with every possible chance, i'll avoid ppl. the giddyness just made me even diao clarissa in quadrangle today when i never failed to act cool or walk past her quickly since the start of the week. haha, hopeless terence. :D and you see, taking these drowsy drugs yet still wanna stay awake in school is the toughest of all, just like being so stressed up with things yet still gotta do work in drama. not a good example, but hope you un...
felt much relieved when allowed to take rest of my mind since told what happened to cailing. thanks for being such a good listener ^.^v!!
btw, happy birthday DARREN!!
still, i don't believe that seeing her gives no more excitement, even though my eyes just can't stop looking away once i spotted her.
so, as predicted, the d-day arrived. see whether it tallies with my prediction some time ago...http://ebterry.blogspot.com/2007/05/midsummer-nights-bedtime-dream.html
anw, i'm getting tired...it's taking it's effect soon.and i guess i'll have only a limited life from now. btw, what a date today is.
你们休想和我撑到恆,最多你班契弟扑少几条街!! :)Labels: emo, giddy, influence, Intelligence, shagged, smiles, stress
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 11 July 2007-)
+7/11/2007 09:49:00 pm]*
Title: funny things when tired-
hey
real shagged today. couldn't believe that i'd actually still typing this out, but its alright. cuz it's real crazy.
slept for some parts of the elections thing, good thing that none caught me...
trying to f-up lots of things; sam called me to do smth for his pw, when i haven't even got mine completely done. and, i'm not even in his group, mind you. wth. singyen's leaving, and i reali wish all of us in 35 can give our best wishes to her before her flight on friday. aww.. it's so sad; i've got shift for the arts thing... and then there's more things to do for the round two of art exhibition, dom called just now. and i think i'll just collapse... then went to the doc. that's what he said...
well, i think it's a viral infection, so no antibiotics. and, there's no cough syrup which doesn't make you drowsy. and also, i'll give you an mc tomorrow, so rest well...
wth! i've got so many things to do and this fella just told me to rest. can't listen to him. truly.
btw, i was having hallucination ever since after chem practical. not cuz i was doing well for that, but cuz of the energy lost ever since i was so n2 right in the morning. somemore, dad left me alone to go take the bus!! sigh, life's hard. anyway, hope billy recovered... but the following were the things i thought i saw. i actually mistook tiff as her at times during the ice cream thingy. i dont know, it's just very creepy... but, thankfully, i am awake now. perhaps it's because of the number of times that i do see her nowadays. it's just so much more.Labels: creepy, doctor, hallucination, shagged, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 10 July 2007-)
+7/10/2007 08:33:00 pm]*
Title: Fantastic pleasures-
hey!
lots of entertainment throughout the day. not as in the tons of exercise or smth like that though.
right in first lesson, double the excitement!! cuz matching to the boring talk, seeing one at 11 o'clock n the other at 4 makes me turn my head more times than i'd done when listening to things like this. but, it's for a good cause. keep myself awake. i guess it's still acceptable...
next, didn't reali listen at chem lect. was basically staring at an angle to my left, although it'd been much better if i took lissy's seat. cuz hers was just the perfect one!! while doing that, i was noticing jher so much that my lens was zooming into her details. as in her beautiful face, earrings, cool pony tail... simply amazing. but when she turned back, i was so cowardly looking away.
aft lesson, went to prepare for t35 outing. saw her some time before leaving, and i really suppose it's quite obvious that my eyes couldn't control by wandering at the same location.
...Everything that I do reminds me of you...
outing to sakae at borders!! as usual, i shh... scared to offend people so coolios like eun; just got da feelin she'll give the -.-''' face, so just shut up should be the best option when hanging around like this... (: but it's alright, i shouldn't worry too much... in the end, it was the stupid germs dad passed to me that made me dumb actually. haha, angeline actually asked why... (: still, too quiet. for that, tired? :) more of fantasising... anw, candice n clare made the day fun with lots of smiles n laughter... terrie, my twin!! also crazy!! :) haha, when i see these people much less often...
btw, please bless carmen to recover soon, penguin to be less horny, singyen to stay happy while still in sg, billy to get well from his head injury frm basketball... and of course, everyone to keep staying positive!!Labels: smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 2 July 2007-)
+7/02/2007 07:20:00 pm]*
Title: shadows-
Hey.
it's not something scary or what, but was while i was reading hannah's blog moments ago, through qazzie. erm, it's not like i'm trying to publicise her blog or smth. but really, it's very funny!! then with something like bitching her way of being a twin and stuff like that... so, after typing so much crap for the past minutes, pleasey pleasey go read her blog.. lots of fun reading it (-or at least i did la...)!! yup, pls go to qazzie's blog to view hers, or it seems like i'm stalking her or what by putting her code here so randomly... haha :) anyway, happy reading!!Labels: read, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 26 June 2007-)
+6/26/2007 06:51:00 pm]*
Title: backtrack...-
yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*:
blog
(Wednesday, 24 October 2007-)
+10/24/2007 09:52:00 pm]*
Title: lovey dovey song 3-
Song by Janice - Chocolate Ice
Bring me to the sea of sugar and spice,
reminiscing through some chocolate ice.
Tick tock, take time to be gentle and kind.
You sweat cause you run and run all day in my mind...
Fly to the moon and the sun
and let's go have some fun.
Come and take my hand and free our soul again...
Fly to the moon and the sun
and let's go have some fun.
It's 123. my love is plain to see.
What i do for you, baby, do for me..
Let me serenade your soul when you're feeling down and low.
Let the music come alive; let tenderness arrive.
Let me serenade your soul when you're feeling down and low.
Boy (Girl), you make me feel so high... together we can fly. (:Labels: smiles, song
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 5 October 2007-)
+10/05/2007 10:34:00 pm]*
Title: Loser... boo hoo...-
Heyyy..
i love amoeba.. completely!!!
btw, here's the equation for this week:
contact lenses = seeing gabriel n mandy = losing bloody toe = seeing huge tv screen = plenty of smiles = have water sports = feel lyk a loser = BE ENTERTAINED!! (:
anyway, thx to martini... we finally got an amoeba outing (-um.. i ps-ed them the last time round cuz of splatttttttttttttt...wth.) of ice-skating!! yaay!!
um... lazy to crap about everything today. so... hope my memories'll store that...
i can skate finally, after 30 mins of balancing and 6 hard-felt knocks with the icy floor. that actually includes the loser act of scaring debbie n tiff then falling myself instead... -.-'''
crazy arcade. martin has super fast hands while tiff acted as if she's the policegirl with the act cute pose... whatever...
oh... martin owes me a lecture...
and... his irritation of crapping to deb was super funny though...
'accepted' movie was coolios. mad storyline... btw, i'd love to be that guy to start a new school. imagining...
back to dreams!!
and... smiles!! (:
Labels: events, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 1 October 2007-)
+10/01/2007 10:10:00 pm]*
Title: randomness-
HELLLOOO!!!
exams're over for me now. woooohhooooo!!! but um, not tryin to laugh at those takin la... wish you guys study hard!!! anw, i'll do a post review some time later...
first of all, i've this guilt lying inside me since the start of today. it's the problem of staring. alright, there're about lyk... 3 incidences whereby i actually stared at people randomly?? ya, and all of them were when i thought i saw someone familiar and made some weird actions to get a closer look. and if not mistaken, there's actually once where i looked through the eyes or smth, only to find disappointment... but... alamak!!! THREEE TIMES!!! ::sigh:: terence is that blind... perhaps it's time for new spects!! um, maybe they're getting thicker everyday... hope not!!
so, here's what's funny in public today... this place don't seem like the cj canteen??? with this number of people??? (:
that's actually why gab n shaine n yuhao left for kfc!! haha, just random guessin...
another thing. jacket party!! people exchanged jackets for fun sake. ya. i took kj's odac thing. although it never fits someone like me.... haha!! btw, nick wah n anast swap was another odd thing...
canoeing jacket could cover half of her butt n her dance one was lyk so small for him la!! (:
NOW TO THE POINT OF THE OUTING TODAY.
balls of fury was crazily funny... that's all. i'll try not to give anything or things will turn anti-climax. but the time where i could hear mine and liselle's laughter was when i got embedded in the midst of the show... SHHH!!! rem, anti-climax!!! :D
at ben & jerry's...
people were actually throwing eileen's popcorn into the dunno how many cups on the table to play or smth... so that's what the results were... meanwhile... kj n iz were playing a game of SUDDEN DEATH tie of tossing popcorn after drawing at 2-2. freaking hilarious!!
competitor one...
competitor two!
stormed into the addidas shop later for the fusey... i mean, fuseball game. super crazy!!!
star goalkeeper!! gavin da paul robinson!!!
the coolios fuseball table...
my opponents super engrossed... why?? they've got a tough competitor what... smiles!! (:
alright, for this anti-climax pic, i'll have this:
sometimes you just gotta love the Mac.s cup... :D
and this kinda no link song... one day at a time by the jonas brothers. the lyrics are lyk... so way off logic la!!!! (:
Wednesday I came home from school
Did my homework in my room
then I watched some TV
I still miss you
Thursday morning went online
Got to school at half past nine
Wound up in detention
I still miss you
Everything I do (oh)
brings me back to you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just cant seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Friday I got out of bed
Tried to smile frowned instead
Burnt some toast for breakfast
I still miss you
Saturday I turned 16
Never dreamt you'd act so mean
You didn't even call me
But I still miss you
And When I turn 94
I think i'll miss u even more
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
I miss you more than I did a minute ago
I Climb a mountain just to here your echo (hoo, hoo)
All I wanted was you
Tell me please do u think of me now and then
Cause if I never see you again
I still miss you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
(Oooo) one day at a time
Well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Oo I think I'm going crazy ooooooo
One day at a time
taken from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jonasbrothers/onedayatatime.html
p.s. all these are done in commemoration of the belated chewren day that those people named below missed...:
iz
kj
cbelle
lis
matt
gavin
eileen
maple
anast
nick wah
terence
smiles!!! :DLabels: celebrations, clap, kids, nickwah, smiles, stare, treats, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 22 September 2007-)
+9/22/2007 09:45:00 pm]*
Title: Stuck in space-
trash! i'm gonna crash and die in the promos. cuz of one simple thing. my brain calls me to stop studying!! every moment i tried to pick up my pencil and jot points. there's this knock on my brain that gives me hell of my mind.
ya, that's it. nothing that fantastic. with reasons like... sleeping late when felt giddy a few hours before yest nite, woke up super early for some uncomfy reason, thought of one weirdo email from tagged, had tons of distractions like the stupid phone games which i still cannot delete them and got intro-ed to the war-thingy game on facebook...
ya, still thinking of that email. i'll post it here someday. sounded gross. i mean, VERY.
oh!! i can guess ages well!! but sad thing is that, i couldn't rem how the younger one looked like... just anyhow guess by the older one actually... hey liselle!! show me pics k?? (:
mama says i should not touch the com these exam days. but what am i doing here?? sigh. anyway, just found a new way to psycho myself.
just adopt your new role, terence.
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D show your teeth and... smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. holding da button was fun... :)Labels: blessed, fantasies, hallucination, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 11 August 2007-)
+8/11/2007 09:40:00 am]*
Title: The King and I-
hey.
terence is crazy. super crazy. slept at two and um, just finished typing my draft for a short script for tonight's screening... yaya, i doubt anyone would understand...
of course, that's ok. cuz it's to be sent to mugger chris. means that it's all about my no life.
so, why on earth must i kill my space here writing about school work? instead, things should start off with my evening. but of course, not in sequence... =)
aww... don't be jealous of the ticket... (:
but still, i'll begin with my boring thoughts of people.
i find it sad, and at the same time exciting that leo was concentrating to isolate himself, yet try to keep his smile while for the rest, attempting to avoid him yet keeping mum about chasing him away. and definitely, things didn't go as what i thought... he actually took seats from the other row!! well, i'm kinda embarrassed to say that we came as a group... :-o
some quotes i managed to capture...
"Home Sweet... HOUSE!!"
"East or West, Home is Best" (some sort of campaign for national day?? :D )
"Every male's a King and female a Queen when in love..."
"... they thought your dress was like that because you were shaped like that..."
mrs anna, "...our dress symbolises that women are protected..."
king, "i didn't know that british men are so... aggressive."
(From one of the songs...)
"Whenever I feel afraid, I hold my head erect. And whistle a happy tune, So no one will suspect..."
"... Respect your Wife and Love the Concubines!!"
(Everyone's Fav...)
"... Et Cetera, Et Cetera, Et Cetera..."
yea, some songs were so catchy that kinda kept me awake!! but i really think i might have weird taste... cuz what i heard was that some were actually dozing off at times!! Err... okay!! haha!! :D
but actually, things were very stressful for the poor me when sandwiched by a musician eriffin and then later literature students... see kei n tiff... whoa!! scared i make a fool out of myself mann!!!...
oh!! i am SOOO amazed by the set!! it's like four layers in total.
first must go with the curtains. it was a red piece of cloth; a very thick one and immediately after the start of the scene, it turned translucent!! um, it's not like i'm imagining things. true!! comfirm!! omg, that scene was super cool.
next was the ship scene, where it was pushed out so front that really, there could spare any space for movement, especially when mrs anna's dress was so wide!! and some parts were like dragging too... um, actually the saddistic side of me was wondering if she got stepped and trip and fall!! well, back to the background.. the drawing was in such reality that made me think that the cast would actually step onto the ship... yaya, i'm dreaming... ::wonderland...::
another one was the... um, i don't know how to describe it. it's some cloth that is arranged in a 3-2 way, as in three at the back. it's quite a smart feature for the casts when they can actually move in and out of stage easily through the two cloths in front. the amazing part is that the audience cannot see what's behind the stage!!
followed by the mini stage. not much to say, but it's kinda majestic to see a grandly painted 'cyclorama' and there's once, there were fireworks on the cyc!! yea, that made me kinda... wow... haha. not exaggerating!! *o*
then there were the dance moves. all reminded of the gym concert. just that gab n gang were putting more energy... but i'm still recovering from the shock that mrs anna could spin so many rounds on stage so quickly, yet could still catch her breath for lines!! the next was the crab-dance (i guess i'm right...). yes, not crap-dance cuz the little steps and hops were accompanied by some cheeky little voices which in fact, made the entire scene amusing...
alright, thought of re-defining the meaning of 'cute'... little innocent kids with naive-looking faces... haha!! well, i do love cute people too!! just to digress a little, i actually love dumb-looking, innocent, curious yet smart people!! just to prove their looks wrong!! haha :)
and, random lines from our group of people...
"***** and terence are *****'s bitches..."
(yea, all'd guessed it...)
"terence is the sanest of all..."
well, actually, i think you missed out joel. he's also one of the two who weren't that crazy like the rest to start reciting everything they learnt from the play. but oh my!! they could remember the voices, accents, lines and it's scary to find that these lines float through the doors of esplanade and corridors of citylink. erm, in the middle of the night too!!
before i forget, sorry to those who were comlaining about me for bringing toothpaste gum!! i.. i... i'm... just afraid that you guys might swallow the sweeter ones like what matthew does!! or maybe, do citrus flavours work?? (:
oh!! the小明story!!! super funny!!! but wait... i forgot... WTH!!!
and... cuz i doubt my memory to wear contacts properly, i wore my spects too!!
oh wait!! before i forget, um, i think i gotta learn from tiff to concentrate on my school work. hard. yea. currently, i get distracted super easily when some rascals send me sms or email and result?? skip hws, forget pws, doze in ccas, leave my place in a mess... sigh... -.-
btw, can someone do this for me??
SEND ME THE PICTURES WE ALL TOOK YESTERDAY!! THEN I CAN UPLOAD TO THE DRAMA BLOG!! YAY!!
Alright, i'll end off things with lines from the national day celebration...
CONFESSION - " i've got a confession. ::screams n whistles:: no, not about my feelings for a particular teacher in the college, but for the mistake i made just now. i just said it was 2t31, but it should be 2t21 instead!! Alright, sorry!! My bad!! So now, for the next performance..."
... SHOULDN'T BE SO BAD TO Mr Chris Tay. HE'S QUITE A NICE PERSON ACTUALLY. UM, I ACTUALLY HAD TO THINK FOR A LONG TIME TO CRAFT THIS SO I DON'T HURT ANYONE... ... SOME THINGS CANNOT BE SAID IN REAL LIFE SO I GUESS I'LL DO IT HERE ( the cyber way)...
PS, any comments that caused any unrest didn't mean to do so. it's just when some people get over concerned about their own problems and start imagining more things from reading this... haha!! i'm still crazy as ever!! :D
Labels: advices, drama, events, play, smiles, song, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 1 August 2007-)
+8/01/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: **wakes**-
hey...
it's only now. 26 hours later that i finally realise that i'm completely fine with that blockade. haha, sound so history.. anyway, things go back to normal. back to how i started after the split on 5th march. (how on earth can i forget this damn date!??) this fella is now seen only as ec. who the hell would ever care now if this person was what i dreamt of for dunno how many bloody months!?? haha, it's not that serious actually. a little exaggerating. but it's quite comical to see the bunch of people tease me during lectures, pe or even after school while waiting for cca!! yep, who else!?? but those like kj, nick. yea the norms.
well, to get over this, gotta reali thank my music player that kept me happy all the while. and... singing does help!!
but... you must praise me for being much stronger than what i'd've been a week ago. or maybe, better than matthias. haha, no offence. perhaps i'm not too into this emo state. ::shrugs:: i don't know!!
yet, seeing the smiles on kj's notebook or maybe in canteen's just as fine. as long as i get my morale boost to be better as a whole. it's just the muscles that join the entire face during the smile was so act cute... haha, not again... of course not!! (:
since i've thought real through about it, i think i'm in a clear, crystal clear mind (-btw, hannah's sick... so wish her well!!) to take in whatever is in the minds of those who are troubled. yea, i'm a FANTASTIC LISTENER!! after learning to be all the water-y types of people. now, i really feel i should try to be someone more air-y. well, i guess that's what fire-y people always do. try to be funny in any sorts. so... (-love this line that took from clare...) don't make an ass out of u and me (-what bloody poser...) haha!! ok, back to what i was thinking... there's a need to think through after gaining much from the sharing from gabby. btw, sorry to talk so little. cuz i'm not a good speaker!! only a listener!! or what people always say. science students seem like nerds... haha :D
anyway, the gp compre passage was quite read-able for me, considering that i can't un most of them through tons of vocab... alright!! so, what i learnt is that i should just go with what i believe and let no one sway my emotions.
peace to all ^.^v!!
Labels: blessed, emo, kj, nickwah, smiles, troubles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 31 July 2007-)
+7/31/2007 09:06:00 pm]*
Title: Lessons-
heyyyyyyyyy.
i'm chao! tired. feel like everything's over. no more troubles. yay!! speaking of trouble, it reminds me of the 茶煲s people have been giving me these days. but, i will always forgive them. not forgetting them though. yea. learnt alot today.
one was at sd. be understanding. not in the way that many always do; by quoting without understanding. but feel for those who wish to express their feelings. just can't reali describe in words here. yea.
learnt to manage my temperament even though many busybodies would have been observing me n my reactions whenever some special things happen. haha, starting to get mysterious... btw, dee ang's still a good lecturer. can balance between content teaching n sleep-management. that's why he's still my best tcher, though i still suck at his subject.
realised that chem is the only subject that doesn't need to mug alot. doing tuts r just enough to get past tests. well, see how things turn out when results come out!! and... if not reali that good, sorry to those around me!! like hongtaa, eunice, yuhao... hope u peeped the correct ones!! btw, also to try n shut some bloody lips from some assholes whose enthusiasm has become a pain in the neck for others. eg. nick.
found that people are actually concerned about me. example one. denis was jumping and in an excited mood or smth after school while trying to help when she had some kinda inspiration from her sd lesson. hm, thanks so much. but really, seeing her in such a hopeful mind and... err... her tiny little size made me believe she's abit like a little angel, or cupid, n trying her very best to get the most out of everything.
numberrrrr... alrightTT! i'll stop being retarded n list all the things that i never remember. still, even if i missed anything, hope they're remembered by others who had good times recalling them.
I had my share, wish you had yours too!!
another thing. help me to learn that life's full of things that awaits us despite some setbacks. yeah, i think clare did it completely.
i feel much relieved now, after the hectic eom. but alot more things r needed to be done! recruitment, tutorials, planning... sounds a little, but it takes a long time for a good piece of work. really.
what's lost cannot be taken.Labels: advices, blessed, Intelligence, kpo, nickwah, pain, reflection, smiles, Thanksgiving
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 30 July 2007-)
+7/30/2007 07:04:00 pm]*
Title: madness!!-
HEY!!
things are crazily fun now with all the screw ups with tests and stuff like that while i'm still in a calmed down state of no worries, sigh. how on earth can i do well?? but... the mind i'm going through is, who cares!??
before i digress a little, i saw this thingy above from someone's post that linked about five blogs away from mine. so... ya. retarded me. haha (:
ok, now goes back. ya. so it always seems as if the goal is reached, but when there's no limit in any method, it leaves me in huge dilemma.
alright, due to the fact that there's a growing number of people who wish to be kpo, i'll just try to minimise what i say.
the places include:
basketball court
canteen drinks stall
jap stall
lt3 ...
... the list might go on. but speaking of lt3, it's real un-normal, don't think there's such word though, to find our class people being so late in class that gotta grab any available seat around in the middle rows when we only dominated the last row and NO others. fine, being dominated. next was when there're three people (kj,ls,bel)behind n one on the right to disturb me with some funny things. yea, they know what. which was actually why i tried not to turn back even though i dearly wanted their econs notes for the test da nex lesson. then it's also when they really made my ears turn super red la!! the physical type u see? another was when someone burst into laughter in the midst of the lecture. if i'm right, it's either gabby or victoria, maybe carmen - the very fun types. sounded so mad that almost all stared at the her. thank goodness tyf wasn't there. can't imagine if she start stinging her rapunzel hair to all of us. anw, it's still quite interesting to see someone going haywire in front of a trainee teacher. haha (:
while at bball, fantastic record to find myself missing ALL of my shots further than ten feet. haha, btw, i got most of my shots on friday's practice shooting session... or maybe, the jinx from cheers by the whoever. haha (:
alright, standing at about less than 50 cm apart twice and doing nth just shows that i'm completely ready to chuck my mind totally on studies. nth else. so i'm quite immune to all kinds of bacteria by anybody else. except for the one n only virus, adeno-karjuno-phages. prolly the most deadly one on earth now...
still, bless all. especially to those going for cambridge tomr. miss u guys, dude!! hm... imagine my trip last year. probably with much more fun than theirs. haha(:!!Labels: smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 24 July 2007-)
+7/24/2007 07:22:00 pm]*
Title: very-
smiles are always lovely. but imagining that these disappear slowly into the dark forest because of tiny little pressures that add up to a huge pile is very painful. very, very hurting. you see, sash asked yest. penguin? today. last week? the two in class. it's like all of them expect instant replies whenever they see me la.
for the rest, i can forget a lil maybe. but it's a birthday for whoever's sake!! shouldn't she just say thks and smth lidat? there's no need to add stuff like 'Thx alot!hope u can get e gal u wan haha' la!! but anyway, it's quite obvious that my mind has quite given up hope very much already. even though the time is quite the most perfect i'd find... anyway, thanks to her that kinda wanted to find out abt this gossip thingy...
btw, on the train where there's only angeline, penguin n i, i foolishly uttered smth like 'seems so near, yet feels so far'. i know it's called the cliche that was created centuries ago la. but it still applies. trashbag! anyway, angie didn't know what's happening, so it made me to just make up some exam stuff and miraculously,... it fitted to her!! phew!! imagine her talking a whole hell lot of things to any random fella... sigh..
or rather, for lestee, it's the best bust to say smth like this. super duper funny. 'eh, walao they so late then dunno i can stay in time for the cake...' erm, hello?! peimin's just beside me huh? nvm, that scenario was the highlight of the day.
the system's abit screwed. so the only photo upload some other time.
btw, the chat with cally moments ago reali lightened me a 'lil with things quite far from school work...
so, the smiles were lovely.Labels: birthday, busted, celebrations, oops, pei min, penguin, smiles, t35
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 19 July 2007-)
+7/19/2007 09:09:00 pm]*
Title: Received-
hey...
be glad that everyone's happy and full of smiles on our faces.
RHD, times where there's life all around us!!
and, please... let this excitement push me from zero to hero.
just to fight against all troubles.
if we feel love from getting smiles by others, why not offer it to the next person??
Smiles!! :))Labels: events, pass, smiles, strength
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 18 July 2007-)
+7/18/2007 06:04:00 pm]*
Title: code, or quotes?-
hey.
this title is dedicated to yza for being confused with the pronounciation of the two words about the wr yesterday. or the day before? oh, forgot completely... but, amazing foreigners we have in the class...
drama serials. i hate them at times. for the entire life of shows, they always tend to tell us the idealistic of life, like 緣份是要自己爭取... pardon me for using trad. chinese... but yea, sounds logical. but it's these unreal things, together with the negative ones, that leave us hanging in mid-air. the notion of dunno whether the wings will stop flappin or if they will continue to lift us is scary. just like the do-or-die times.
for myself, the most common approach is to start talking to her, and hoping she'll accept me and stuff like that; it was my sole intention since the start - just to impress her by being one of the best, if not the only, in all sorts things - for myself to do so much ****, even tiring myself to the extreme for a place in the exco. yup, sounds like the perfect way of life. but so what? does it mean she'll definitely notice it? or will this be miraculously told to her out of nowhere? so what if she knows of it? be accepted straightaway as if i'm going for an interview and believing that showing off all the previous certificates will guarantee me something? that's when i started to ask myself why on earth do i commit myself to never-growing, lame-and-idiotic actions like staring, for half a milli second, whenever i spot her in school, or try to gain every opportunity to surf the net... conclusion? to know more about someone who has good looks (-ok, that's besides the point...), can behave so differently with lots of fun and laughter in school yet feel so down when getting to the com at night, and most importantly, admire her personality to stay strong despite the setbacks that has happened.
then there's other lines that try to balance the magical world of perfection with the obstacles in life by giving statements like... ok, i forgot the exact words, but it's something about this idea; 鍾意一個人唔一定要同佢係埋一齊. it meant that liking someone doesn't mean that both must come together. true, if things are one-sided, it's pointless. so i'll just let things fix itself out for the time being...
well, enough of trash. so, lizzy finally found out. but actually she'd known it centuries ago... there're so many clues with the so many contacts she had. well, good for her. and for moments ago, i just realised that more people are knowing this already. just hope that i can rest in peace while i try to get better with some stupid illness.
btw, thanks to denis for givin advices aft drama today... but still, back to same old rule. wait till i recover.
smiles Labels: chinese, creepy, fantasies, hallucination, QnA, smiles, Thanksgiving
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 17 July 2007-)
+7/17/2007 06:12:00 pm]*
Title: No school-
hey
i still haven't got over that... but the exam today was in a great distraction when i was staring at someone quite in front of me. stoning at ponytails, yaya, wadever... so i kinda missed four crucial questions? yup, just wanna see how i screw things up later.
btw, life's not fun at all when there's the feelin of dying while waiting for things to happen.. it came bef n aft the paper. thk gdness things became better, 'cause of her smile... sigh, i'm still as childish as ever.Labels: concentrate?, giddy, listening, smiles, tails
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 13 July 2007-)
+7/13/2007 09:38:00 pm]*
Title: match-
heya
i cried just now. it's not the times when i feel like crying like a baby n juz wail like a loser. instead, mum n dad were there... before that, when i yelled at myself ever since mum shouted at me to take the damn drowsy medicine which i didn't wanna take, she's in a terrible mood. until i mentioned she wouldn't have understood what i was feeling. there's juz too many things to do n there's no time to make up for this loss. n i don't wanna lose this too.
anw, there's just too many things that turned haywired today.
still couldn't recover from taking the medicine mum asked me to the night before. felt light-weighted whenever walking in school. even resorted to removing my spects during assembly. yup, i seldom do that. only if i'm just too occupied with gambling on every chance to rest my eyes and possibly, the whole me. but amazingly/shockingly/unexpectedly, asked to do the task of calling ppl for cip. argh. what's new!?? (-i still love the way satiya's accent and i think, aju's actions for these words. so coolios!!). then asked if i can make it for outings these days. um, didn't think much when coming to them. my empty mind juz had no space to think them. for the replies, the best is that people are asking me questions instead of answering them. wth. somemore they don't feel sorry for misinterpreting others' ideas or wasting other's time. well, that's what i really hoped if they're a little polite or better, if they answer to the point la!! ok, perhaps that's my fault. i was not in a mood to entertain or be entertained. in the end, got caps in the reply from wanyu. haha, still don't think she sounds angry. but who cares? the euphoria feeling got me over it. :)
so, wanyu's ok. but gabby sounded pissed in sms. i have no idea whether she's too bored in lesson or whatsoever that she just wanted to sms ppl. i dunno. so, when i'm in physics lecture, concentrated fully. and ignored everything else. quite useful actually. learnt things very well. hmm, but made gabby think i'm being a jackass to leave her in space with no certainties. but there're other things that worsened, i'm sure. very sure. all from the final call. she sounded bored with the so how? type of saying. so hope someone can tell me what actually i did. just most are blinded by giddy head. pardon me. i seriously don't un why so many people are protecting her right from start. it's just my nature to either to do work or have fun what... anw, but to those who did, thanks for your advice though. epecially to hana (-hope i'm right...). it's very meaningful.
so thank dominic for enlightening me that my way was wrong. btw, cailing n meiling were also there. hope they'll also learn much from that, even though his overall convo with chan had so much insights that i found it quite chim n a little hinting would have passed the idea across them so easily. haha :D had lots of fun listening to them. juz reminded me of the smart convo practice. so, think of what should've been done...
as for the so many people whom have been accusing me for an evil fella these few days, i wish to say this. i'm not trying to create chaos amongst people. i just wish to get things done or get my butts in peace. then somemore, so sorry to be trying to beg for mercy or smth lidat, please pardon me for being harsh to anyone. i'm sick n with every possible chance, i'll avoid ppl. the giddyness just made me even diao clarissa in quadrangle today when i never failed to act cool or walk past her quickly since the start of the week. haha, hopeless terence. :D and you see, taking these drowsy drugs yet still wanna stay awake in school is the toughest of all, just like being so stressed up with things yet still gotta do work in drama. not a good example, but hope you un...
felt much relieved when allowed to take rest of my mind since told what happened to cailing. thanks for being such a good listener ^.^v!!
btw, happy birthday DARREN!!
still, i don't believe that seeing her gives no more excitement, even though my eyes just can't stop looking away once i spotted her.
so, as predicted, the d-day arrived. see whether it tallies with my prediction some time ago...http://ebterry.blogspot.com/2007/05/midsummer-nights-bedtime-dream.html
anw, i'm getting tired...it's taking it's effect soon.and i guess i'll have only a limited life from now. btw, what a date today is.
你们休想和我撑到恆,最多你班契弟扑少几条街!! :)Labels: emo, giddy, influence, Intelligence, shagged, smiles, stress
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 11 July 2007-)
+7/11/2007 09:49:00 pm]*
Title: funny things when tired-
hey
real shagged today. couldn't believe that i'd actually still typing this out, but its alright. cuz it's real crazy.
slept for some parts of the elections thing, good thing that none caught me...
trying to f-up lots of things; sam called me to do smth for his pw, when i haven't even got mine completely done. and, i'm not even in his group, mind you. wth. singyen's leaving, and i reali wish all of us in 35 can give our best wishes to her before her flight on friday. aww.. it's so sad; i've got shift for the arts thing... and then there's more things to do for the round two of art exhibition, dom called just now. and i think i'll just collapse... then went to the doc. that's what he said...
well, i think it's a viral infection, so no antibiotics. and, there's no cough syrup which doesn't make you drowsy. and also, i'll give you an mc tomorrow, so rest well...
wth! i've got so many things to do and this fella just told me to rest. can't listen to him. truly.
btw, i was having hallucination ever since after chem practical. not cuz i was doing well for that, but cuz of the energy lost ever since i was so n2 right in the morning. somemore, dad left me alone to go take the bus!! sigh, life's hard. anyway, hope billy recovered... but the following were the things i thought i saw. i actually mistook tiff as her at times during the ice cream thingy. i dont know, it's just very creepy... but, thankfully, i am awake now. perhaps it's because of the number of times that i do see her nowadays. it's just so much more.Labels: creepy, doctor, hallucination, shagged, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 10 July 2007-)
+7/10/2007 08:33:00 pm]*
Title: Fantastic pleasures-
hey!
lots of entertainment throughout the day. not as in the tons of exercise or smth like that though.
right in first lesson, double the excitement!! cuz matching to the boring talk, seeing one at 11 o'clock n the other at 4 makes me turn my head more times than i'd done when listening to things like this. but, it's for a good cause. keep myself awake. i guess it's still acceptable...
next, didn't reali listen at chem lect. was basically staring at an angle to my left, although it'd been much better if i took lissy's seat. cuz hers was just the perfect one!! while doing that, i was noticing jher so much that my lens was zooming into her details. as in her beautiful face, earrings, cool pony tail... simply amazing. but when she turned back, i was so cowardly looking away.
aft lesson, went to prepare for t35 outing. saw her some time before leaving, and i really suppose it's quite obvious that my eyes couldn't control by wandering at the same location.
...Everything that I do reminds me of you...
outing to sakae at borders!! as usual, i shh... scared to offend people so coolios like eun; just got da feelin she'll give the -.-''' face, so just shut up should be the best option when hanging around like this... (: but it's alright, i shouldn't worry too much... in the end, it was the stupid germs dad passed to me that made me dumb actually. haha, angeline actually asked why... (: still, too quiet. for that, tired? :) more of fantasising... anw, candice n clare made the day fun with lots of smiles n laughter... terrie, my twin!! also crazy!! :) haha, when i see these people much less often...
btw, please bless carmen to recover soon, penguin to be less horny, singyen to stay happy while still in sg, billy to get well from his head injury frm basketball... and of course, everyone to keep staying positive!!Labels: smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 2 July 2007-)
+7/02/2007 07:20:00 pm]*
Title: shadows-
Hey.
it's not something scary or what, but was while i was reading hannah's blog moments ago, through qazzie. erm, it's not like i'm trying to publicise her blog or smth. but really, it's very funny!! then with something like bitching her way of being a twin and stuff like that... so, after typing so much crap for the past minutes, pleasey pleasey go read her blog.. lots of fun reading it (-or at least i did la...)!! yup, pls go to qazzie's blog to view hers, or it seems like i'm stalking her or what by putting her code here so randomly... haha :) anyway, happy reading!!Labels: read, smiles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 26 June 2007-)
+6/26/2007 06:51:00 pm]*
Title: backtrack...-
yup, so that's what happened (:
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