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(Saturday, 22 September 2007-)
+9/22/2007 09:45:00 pm]*

Title: Stuck in space-

trash! i'm gonna crash and die in the promos. cuz of one simple thing. my brain calls me to stop studying!! every moment i tried to pick up my pencil and jot points. there's this knock on my brain that gives me hell of my mind.

ya, that's it. nothing that fantastic. with reasons like... sleeping late when felt giddy a few hours before yest nite, woke up super early for some uncomfy reason, thought of one weirdo email from tagged, had tons of distractions like the stupid phone games which i still cannot delete them and got intro-ed to the war-thingy game on facebook...

ya, still thinking of that email. i'll post it here someday. sounded gross. i mean, VERY.

oh!! i can guess ages well!! but sad thing is that, i couldn't rem how the younger one looked like... just anyhow guess by the older one actually... hey liselle!! show me pics k?? (:

mama says i should not touch the com these exam days. but what am i doing here?? sigh. anyway, just found a new way to psycho myself.

just adopt your new role, terence.
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D show your teeth and... smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. holding da button was fun... :)

Labels: blessed, fantasies, hallucination, smiles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 25 July 2007-)
+7/25/2007 07:10:00 pm]*

Title: sleep-

things are definitely going haywire.
stoning very much in drama after school hours did not help. i know it's very wrong for me that i don't listen much when there's the post session meeting, despite the fact that it does seem a little better that i've asked alot lesser questions that doubted my intelligence for the so many times that happened before. perhaps not this time round i guess...
instead, i kept thinking of the ponytail that tiff had. haha, just feels weird inside. but this instantly reminded me of her. it's too similar!! all the more she's putting this tail these days... well actually, i'm a little excited n abit of nervy that the imaginary she was in the lt.. but, erm.. that's just about the brain playing tricks when one's too tired... yea, and tiff was actually telling me about the fantasies she's going through when receiving some gift from the cute fella from ******. according to her... alright. i think it's best that she stays hopeful about this dream while i shut my darn mouth on this any further. yea.
btw, i think it's quite dead for me to really go ahead with what meiling said. wanting to offer but lacking the power. ya.
and also, thanks to dom for giving 11:23 minute talk about things... not trying to be sarcarstic!! actually, it's just me. i always wanted to join in the fun with all my friends, just that there are some things that no one can really help me unless i sit down n work through things on my own. just like the prayer this morning.

Labels: concentrate?, dominic, fantasies, hallucination, offer, reflection, strength, stress, tails, troubles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 18 July 2007-)
+7/18/2007 06:04:00 pm]*

Title: code, or quotes?-

hey.
this title is dedicated to yza for being confused with the pronounciation of the two words about the wr yesterday. or the day before? oh, forgot completely... but, amazing foreigners we have in the class...

drama serials. i hate them at times. for the entire life of shows, they always tend to tell us the idealistic of life, like 緣份是要自己爭取... pardon me for using trad. chinese... but yea, sounds logical. but it's these unreal things, together with the negative ones, that leave us hanging in mid-air. the notion of dunno whether the wings will stop flappin or if they will continue to lift us is scary. just like the do-or-die times.

for myself, the most common approach is to start talking to her, and hoping she'll accept me and stuff like that; it was my sole intention since the start - just to impress her by being one of the best, if not the only, in all sorts things - for myself to do so much ****, even tiring myself to the extreme for a place in the exco. yup, sounds like the perfect way of life. but so what? does it mean she'll definitely notice it? or will this be miraculously told to her out of nowhere? so what if she knows of it? be accepted straightaway as if i'm going for an interview and believing that showing off all the previous certificates will guarantee me something? that's when i started to ask myself why on earth do i commit myself to never-growing, lame-and-idiotic actions like staring, for half a milli second, whenever i spot her in school, or try to gain every opportunity to surf the net... conclusion? to know more about someone who has good looks (-ok, that's besides the point...), can behave so differently with lots of fun and laughter in school yet feel so down when getting to the com at night, and most importantly, admire her personality to stay strong despite the setbacks that has happened.

then there's other lines that try to balance the magical world of perfection with the obstacles in life by giving statements like... ok, i forgot the exact words, but it's something about this idea; 鍾意一個人唔一定要同佢係埋一齊. it meant that liking someone doesn't mean that both must come together. true, if things are one-sided, it's pointless. so i'll just let things fix itself out for the time being...

well, enough of trash. so, lizzy finally found out. but actually she'd known it centuries ago... there're so many clues with the so many contacts she had. well, good for her. and for moments ago, i just realised that more people are knowing this already. just hope that i can rest in peace while i try to get better with some stupid illness.

btw, thanks to denis for givin advices aft drama today... but still, back to same old rule. wait till i recover.

smiles

Labels: chinese, creepy, fantasies, hallucination, QnA, smiles, Thanksgiving

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Saturday, 22 September 2007-)
+9/22/2007 09:45:00 pm]*

Title: Stuck in space-

trash! i'm gonna crash and die in the promos. cuz of one simple thing. my brain calls me to stop studying!! every moment i tried to pick up my pencil and jot points. there's this knock on my brain that gives me hell of my mind.

ya, that's it. nothing that fantastic. with reasons like... sleeping late when felt giddy a few hours before yest nite, woke up super early for some uncomfy reason, thought of one weirdo email from tagged, had tons of distractions like the stupid phone games which i still cannot delete them and got intro-ed to the war-thingy game on facebook...

ya, still thinking of that email. i'll post it here someday. sounded gross. i mean, VERY.

oh!! i can guess ages well!! but sad thing is that, i couldn't rem how the younger one looked like... just anyhow guess by the older one actually... hey liselle!! show me pics k?? (:

mama says i should not touch the com these exam days. but what am i doing here?? sigh. anyway, just found a new way to psycho myself.

just adopt your new role, terence.
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D show your teeth and... smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. holding da button was fun... :)

Labels: blessed, fantasies, hallucination, smiles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 25 July 2007-)
+7/25/2007 07:10:00 pm]*

Title: sleep-

things are definitely going haywire.
stoning very much in drama after school hours did not help. i know it's very wrong for me that i don't listen much when there's the post session meeting, despite the fact that it does seem a little better that i've asked alot lesser questions that doubted my intelligence for the so many times that happened before. perhaps not this time round i guess...
instead, i kept thinking of the ponytail that tiff had. haha, just feels weird inside. but this instantly reminded me of her. it's too similar!! all the more she's putting this tail these days... well actually, i'm a little excited n abit of nervy that the imaginary she was in the lt.. but, erm.. that's just about the brain playing tricks when one's too tired... yea, and tiff was actually telling me about the fantasies she's going through when receiving some gift from the cute fella from ******. according to her... alright. i think it's best that she stays hopeful about this dream while i shut my darn mouth on this any further. yea.
btw, i think it's quite dead for me to really go ahead with what meiling said. wanting to offer but lacking the power. ya.
and also, thanks to dom for giving 11:23 minute talk about things... not trying to be sarcarstic!! actually, it's just me. i always wanted to join in the fun with all my friends, just that there are some things that no one can really help me unless i sit down n work through things on my own. just like the prayer this morning.

Labels: concentrate?, dominic, fantasies, hallucination, offer, reflection, strength, stress, tails, troubles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 18 July 2007-)
+7/18/2007 06:04:00 pm]*

Title: code, or quotes?-

hey.
this title is dedicated to yza for being confused with the pronounciation of the two words about the wr yesterday. or the day before? oh, forgot completely... but, amazing foreigners we have in the class...

drama serials. i hate them at times. for the entire life of shows, they always tend to tell us the idealistic of life, like 緣份是要自己爭取... pardon me for using trad. chinese... but yea, sounds logical. but it's these unreal things, together with the negative ones, that leave us hanging in mid-air. the notion of dunno whether the wings will stop flappin or if they will continue to lift us is scary. just like the do-or-die times.

for myself, the most common approach is to start talking to her, and hoping she'll accept me and stuff like that; it was my sole intention since the start - just to impress her by being one of the best, if not the only, in all sorts things - for myself to do so much ****, even tiring myself to the extreme for a place in the exco. yup, sounds like the perfect way of life. but so what? does it mean she'll definitely notice it? or will this be miraculously told to her out of nowhere? so what if she knows of it? be accepted straightaway as if i'm going for an interview and believing that showing off all the previous certificates will guarantee me something? that's when i started to ask myself why on earth do i commit myself to never-growing, lame-and-idiotic actions like staring, for half a milli second, whenever i spot her in school, or try to gain every opportunity to surf the net... conclusion? to know more about someone who has good looks (-ok, that's besides the point...), can behave so differently with lots of fun and laughter in school yet feel so down when getting to the com at night, and most importantly, admire her personality to stay strong despite the setbacks that has happened.

then there's other lines that try to balance the magical world of perfection with the obstacles in life by giving statements like... ok, i forgot the exact words, but it's something about this idea; 鍾意一個人唔一定要同佢係埋一齊. it meant that liking someone doesn't mean that both must come together. true, if things are one-sided, it's pointless. so i'll just let things fix itself out for the time being...

well, enough of trash. so, lizzy finally found out. but actually she'd known it centuries ago... there're so many clues with the so many contacts she had. well, good for her. and for moments ago, i just realised that more people are knowing this already. just hope that i can rest in peace while i try to get better with some stupid illness.

btw, thanks to denis for givin advices aft drama today... but still, back to same old rule. wait till i recover.

smiles

Labels: chinese, creepy, fantasies, hallucination, QnA, smiles, Thanksgiving

yup, so that's what happened (:
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