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(Monday, 1 October 2007-)
+10/01/2007 10:10:00 pm]*
Title: randomness-
HELLLOOO!!!
exams're over for me now. woooohhooooo!!! but um, not tryin to laugh at those takin la... wish you guys study hard!!! anw, i'll do a post review some time later...
first of all, i've this guilt lying inside me since the start of today. it's the problem of staring. alright, there're about lyk... 3 incidences whereby i actually stared at people randomly?? ya, and all of them were when i thought i saw someone familiar and made some weird actions to get a closer look. and if not mistaken, there's actually once where i looked through the eyes or smth, only to find disappointment... but... alamak!!! THREEE TIMES!!! ::sigh:: terence is that blind... perhaps it's time for new spects!! um, maybe they're getting thicker everyday... hope not!!
so, here's what's funny in public today... 
this place don't seem like the cj canteen??? with this number of people??? (:
that's actually why gab n shaine n yuhao left for kfc!! haha, just random guessin...
another thing. jacket party!! people exchanged jackets for fun sake. ya. i took kj's odac thing. although it never fits someone like me.... haha!! btw, nick wah n anast swap was another odd thing...
canoeing jacket could cover half of her butt n her dance one was lyk so small for him la!! (:
NOW TO THE POINT OF THE OUTING TODAY.
balls of fury was crazily funny... that's all. i'll try not to give anything or things will turn anti-climax. but the time where i could hear mine and liselle's laughter was when i got embedded in the midst of the show... SHHH!!! rem, anti-climax!!! :D
at ben & jerry's...
people were actually throwing eileen's popcorn into the dunno how many cups on the table to play or smth... so that's what the results were... meanwhile... kj n iz were playing a game of SUDDEN DEATH tie of tossing popcorn after drawing at 2-2. freaking hilarious!!
competitor one...
competitor two!
stormed into the addidas shop later for the fusey... i mean, fuseball game. super crazy!!!
star goalkeeper!! gavin da paul robinson!!!
the coolios fuseball table...
my opponents super engrossed... why?? they've got a tough competitor what... smiles!! (:
alright, for this anti-climax pic, i'll have this:
sometimes you just gotta love the Mac.s cup... :D
and this kinda no link song... one day at a time by the jonas brothers. the lyrics are lyk... so way off logic la!!!! (:
Wednesday I came home from school
Did my homework in my room
then I watched some TV
I still miss you
Thursday morning went online
Got to school at half past nine
Wound up in detention
I still miss you
Everything I do (oh)
brings me back to you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just cant seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Friday I got out of bed
Tried to smile frowned instead
Burnt some toast for breakfast
I still miss you
Saturday I turned 16
Never dreamt you'd act so mean
You didn't even call me
But I still miss you
And When I turn 94
I think i'll miss u even more
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
I miss you more than I did a minute ago
I Climb a mountain just to here your echo (hoo, hoo)
All I wanted was you
Tell me please do u think of me now and then
Cause if I never see you again
I still miss you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
(Oooo) one day at a time
Well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Oo I think I'm going crazy ooooooo
One day at a time
taken from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jonasbrothers/onedayatatime.html
p.s. all these are done in commemoration of the belated chewren day that those people named below missed...:
iz
kj
cbelle
lis
matt
gavin
eileen
maple
anast
nick wah
terence
smiles!!! :DLabels: celebrations, clap, kids, nickwah, smiles, stare, treats, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
________________________________________________________________________________
(Tuesday, 7 August 2007-)
+8/07/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: sick-
hey.
terence is sick today. ya. what lame start. anyway, both in and outside also ill.
so... let's see the outside first. the super enthu me was so into mugging that put me on coca cola drugs n lasted me through the silent night at two. erm, actually doing overdue hw like maths n econs. ya. then this morning, walked like a zombie to wherever i went.
now, going to the psychological part. in lt3 today, the adeno-karjuno-virus struck. alright. i meant kj finally couldn't stop disturbing me when previously, he only gave those funny smirks. yet today, he did much more horrendous things.
it's when kj n lis were right behind her seat n peacefully waiting for me to enter the lt door. i'm usually one of those last few of the class to get in n so, as usual, i scan the whole place for my class. n it's very norm to catch a glimpse of her. when i found that my beloved class were behind her class, a little excited in fact. but before i step any closer, a long bamboo-like person named kj were right behind her. apparently he's eagerly waiting to gimme that smile again. but i acted blur n ignored him n got a seat beside j lo. no choice actually. for being late. that's why the view was a total shit. yet, for some kinda reason, j lo went to the loo n the despo me just snatched his seat. sit beside matthias. a much better seat. at least closer to kj n try to shut his damn mouth up. but more imptly, seeing the adorable face...
during the lect. the tcher was so useless that there's absolute time for lis n kj to write stuff on my notes. liselle's words are ok, but kj's ones made me to draw more stuff just to hide the word that he's been forcing me to lip-read from him every time he feels like giving me trouble. ok, this actually made me feel the sudden urge to decorate the part of the page with literature stuff like shakespeare n times of the 1800s. yea. globe theatre. quotes from him... n whole lots of trash. (-btw, all thanks to eldds last time for me to digress on my notes...)
so, i think after all the beggings n pleads not to start talking anything unnecessary in which i so dearly failed. i really think the class have made the secret very clear already. or maybe, she might even know it too!! but anyway, there wasn't any problems going on after the lect n things seemed to be alright. relax a little for now i guess...
but it's quite funny to see n hear someone scream in the lt just because she leaned back n broke the chair...:D
so... i was supposed to be super dead today, but by the time i finished defending myself from all the evil acts from kj, the rest of the time was sleep. even in the miss han's class. gp tut. yup. even the a-little-pretty female tcher couldn't keep me awake. how pathetic i am.
btw, thanks to those who cared for me. as in concerned about me being sick. belle, maple, cailing, tiff, chris...
and also, wish those who are also sick, like debbie n chris to get well soon!!
peace^.^v!!Labels: clarabelle, fights, kj, kpo, nickwah, smiles?, Thanksgiving, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 1 August 2007-)
+8/01/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: **wakes**-
hey...
it's only now. 26 hours later that i finally realise that i'm completely fine with that blockade. haha, sound so history.. anyway, things go back to normal. back to how i started after the split on 5th march. (how on earth can i forget this damn date!??) this fella is now seen only as ec. who the hell would ever care now if this person was what i dreamt of for dunno how many bloody months!?? haha, it's not that serious actually. a little exaggerating. but it's quite comical to see the bunch of people tease me during lectures, pe or even after school while waiting for cca!! yep, who else!?? but those like kj, nick. yea the norms.
well, to get over this, gotta reali thank my music player that kept me happy all the while. and... singing does help!!
but... you must praise me for being much stronger than what i'd've been a week ago. or maybe, better than matthias. haha, no offence. perhaps i'm not too into this emo state. ::shrugs:: i don't know!!
yet, seeing the smiles on kj's notebook or maybe in canteen's just as fine. as long as i get my morale boost to be better as a whole. it's just the muscles that join the entire face during the smile was so act cute... haha, not again... of course not!! (:
since i've thought real through about it, i think i'm in a clear, crystal clear mind (-btw, hannah's sick... so wish her well!!) to take in whatever is in the minds of those who are troubled. yea, i'm a FANTASTIC LISTENER!! after learning to be all the water-y types of people. now, i really feel i should try to be someone more air-y. well, i guess that's what fire-y people always do. try to be funny in any sorts. so... (-love this line that took from clare...) don't make an ass out of u and me (-what bloody poser...) haha!! ok, back to what i was thinking... there's a need to think through after gaining much from the sharing from gabby. btw, sorry to talk so little. cuz i'm not a good speaker!! only a listener!! or what people always say. science students seem like nerds... haha :D
anyway, the gp compre passage was quite read-able for me, considering that i can't un most of them through tons of vocab... alright!! so, what i learnt is that i should just go with what i believe and let no one sway my emotions.
peace to all ^.^v!!
Labels: blessed, emo, kj, nickwah, smiles, troubles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 31 July 2007-)
+7/31/2007 09:06:00 pm]*
Title: Lessons-
heyyyyyyyyy.
i'm chao! tired. feel like everything's over. no more troubles. yay!! speaking of trouble, it reminds me of the 茶煲s people have been giving me these days. but, i will always forgive them. not forgetting them though. yea. learnt alot today.
one was at sd. be understanding. not in the way that many always do; by quoting without understanding. but feel for those who wish to express their feelings. just can't reali describe in words here. yea.
learnt to manage my temperament even though many busybodies would have been observing me n my reactions whenever some special things happen. haha, starting to get mysterious... btw, dee ang's still a good lecturer. can balance between content teaching n sleep-management. that's why he's still my best tcher, though i still suck at his subject.
realised that chem is the only subject that doesn't need to mug alot. doing tuts r just enough to get past tests. well, see how things turn out when results come out!! and... if not reali that good, sorry to those around me!! like hongtaa, eunice, yuhao... hope u peeped the correct ones!! btw, also to try n shut some bloody lips from some assholes whose enthusiasm has become a pain in the neck for others. eg. nick.
found that people are actually concerned about me. example one. denis was jumping and in an excited mood or smth after school while trying to help when she had some kinda inspiration from her sd lesson. hm, thanks so much. but really, seeing her in such a hopeful mind and... err... her tiny little size made me believe she's abit like a little angel, or cupid, n trying her very best to get the most out of everything.
numberrrrr... alrightTT! i'll stop being retarded n list all the things that i never remember. still, even if i missed anything, hope they're remembered by others who had good times recalling them.
I had my share, wish you had yours too!!
another thing. help me to learn that life's full of things that awaits us despite some setbacks. yeah, i think clare did it completely.
i feel much relieved now, after the hectic eom. but alot more things r needed to be done! recruitment, tutorials, planning... sounds a little, but it takes a long time for a good piece of work. really.
what's lost cannot be taken.Labels: advices, blessed, Intelligence, kpo, nickwah, pain, reflection, smiles, Thanksgiving
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 26 July 2007-)
+7/26/2007 05:36:00 pm]*
Title: link?-
hey.
it's quite the first time i reali complained about my class. sadly. and all it started was because of some childish beliefs and immature thinking of someone. alright, i wasn't around when the whole conflict occurred. but coincidentally, what i saw was the worst of all. i'd bet that.
it's when i left the class to photocopy some worksheet taken from clarabelle. when i came back, nick n her were like fighting over her bag. you see, she alrdy told me that she's in a hurry. n when i came back so much later cuz of the slow auntie or more likely, my slow walking pace, it just seems like i was at the greatest fault. it seems that it was me that made her stay in class n fight with nick n in the end, waste more time.
during the comical tug-of-war, it's a pity that nick didn't realise she's alrdy not in a mood to play with him. that's why i was quite on belle's side. especially when the mind's ultimately blank when hurrying for smth else. yup, n i guess that's why she turned violent. not as in bringing weapons n start chopping him into pieces, but cursing all sorts of vulgarities or even thinking of targeting his balls. haha, actually i suggested that!! imagine if... nahh. ouch! :)
'wa, so un-gentlemanly...' with the irritated look as she stormed out of the class was smth that won't be forgotten that easily. the evil stare n eye-rolling.
actually it's nick's mentality that saddened me. you see, it's this morning that he started talking to belle. after a long fought cold war. n by afternoon? back to square 1. stupid right? then somemore it's his geh-kiang behaviour n super high ego mind that made NO bloody effort to be sincere in apologising. well, try to recall what he msg her... 'sorry.. don't angry.. me sorry :'(' smth along that line. wtf. it's just the act cute language that spoiled the whole thing. c'mon, someone's pissed n you try to please her by being spastic!?? even yuhao agreed with me. no wonder she nvr replied. btw, i can kinda understand that why this fella acted this way. as he tried his very best to explain, childhood's bad experience made him to be mentally firm. ya, smth lidat. but hello!?? what i actually meant was not to explain why he did that way, but try to leave his ego aside for awhile as he really say a sincere sorry. when things turn a little better then start to explain his pathetic upbringing that caused him to be so conservative. well, i guess some maris ppl are lidat... haha, love to stereotype nowadays :D
sigh, that's one of the two i heard today. another's between hongtaa n maple. but i don't really know what happened... so leave things to settle through time. after all, both of them are much logical n understanding ppl who will prolly care for the majority n welfare of the greater group. unlike wah, who's so emo these days with all sorts of lovey dovey songs that made hair stand. seriously, don't believe can go ask matthias.. especially when even playing his speaker on his phone during lesson. wth.
so, please someone help them to get over the tension peacefully. nick's the hopeless one. we all know that. but if possible, pls tell belle that it's not worth it to keep things stale. after all, we're all in the same class and we'll help each other as one body whenever the need arises. it's quite useless when we go on our way in times of emergency - we're no superman. so even if nick's not a gentleman, treat him as someone in need and your role is to be a da jie jie and lift him from his pile of low EQ to a decent member of our class. almost everyone have tried to convince him to think about what he's done. but beliefs won't change overnight. so only YOU can try to mend the problem. bury the hatchet and move on!! peace!! :)
btw, i think the pac opening's starting soon. hope it'll be a success!! even though i can't be there with a tired mind, i still believe all will enjoy it tonight. from the performers, to emcees, audience right to the backstage strong people! wish ya all the best!!
peace!!Labels: advices, clarabelle, complains, curses, fights, nickwah, shagged, strength, t15
yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*:
blog
(Monday, 1 October 2007-)
+10/01/2007 10:10:00 pm]*
Title: randomness-
HELLLOOO!!!
exams're over for me now. woooohhooooo!!! but um, not tryin to laugh at those takin la... wish you guys study hard!!! anw, i'll do a post review some time later...
first of all, i've this guilt lying inside me since the start of today. it's the problem of staring. alright, there're about lyk... 3 incidences whereby i actually stared at people randomly?? ya, and all of them were when i thought i saw someone familiar and made some weird actions to get a closer look. and if not mistaken, there's actually once where i looked through the eyes or smth, only to find disappointment... but... alamak!!! THREEE TIMES!!! ::sigh:: terence is that blind... perhaps it's time for new spects!! um, maybe they're getting thicker everyday... hope not!!
so, here's what's funny in public today... this place don't seem like the cj canteen??? with this number of people??? (:
that's actually why gab n shaine n yuhao left for kfc!! haha, just random guessin...
another thing. jacket party!! people exchanged jackets for fun sake. ya. i took kj's odac thing. although it never fits someone like me.... haha!! btw, nick wah n anast swap was another odd thing...
canoeing jacket could cover half of her butt n her dance one was lyk so small for him la!! (:
NOW TO THE POINT OF THE OUTING TODAY.
balls of fury was crazily funny... that's all. i'll try not to give anything or things will turn anti-climax. but the time where i could hear mine and liselle's laughter was when i got embedded in the midst of the show... SHHH!!! rem, anti-climax!!! :D
at ben & jerry's...
people were actually throwing eileen's popcorn into the dunno how many cups on the table to play or smth... so that's what the results were... meanwhile... kj n iz were playing a game of SUDDEN DEATH tie of tossing popcorn after drawing at 2-2. freaking hilarious!!
competitor one...
competitor two!
stormed into the addidas shop later for the fusey... i mean, fuseball game. super crazy!!!
star goalkeeper!! gavin da paul robinson!!!
the coolios fuseball table...
my opponents super engrossed... why?? they've got a tough competitor what... smiles!! (:
alright, for this anti-climax pic, i'll have this:
sometimes you just gotta love the Mac.s cup... :D
and this kinda no link song... one day at a time by the jonas brothers. the lyrics are lyk... so way off logic la!!!! (:
Wednesday I came home from school
Did my homework in my room
then I watched some TV
I still miss you
Thursday morning went online
Got to school at half past nine
Wound up in detention
I still miss you
Everything I do (oh)
brings me back to you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just cant seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Friday I got out of bed
Tried to smile frowned instead
Burnt some toast for breakfast
I still miss you
Saturday I turned 16
Never dreamt you'd act so mean
You didn't even call me
But I still miss you
And When I turn 94
I think i'll miss u even more
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
I miss you more than I did a minute ago
I Climb a mountain just to here your echo (hoo, hoo)
All I wanted was you
Tell me please do u think of me now and then
Cause if I never see you again
I still miss you
And I die, One day at a time
'Cause I just can't seem to get you off my mind
No matter how I try, try to kill the time
well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
(Oooo) one day at a time
Well I think that I'm just going crazy
one day at a time
Oo I think I'm going crazy ooooooo
One day at a time
taken from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jonasbrothers/onedayatatime.html
p.s. all these are done in commemoration of the belated chewren day that those people named below missed...:
iz
kj
cbelle
lis
matt
gavin
eileen
maple
anast
nick wah
terence
smiles!!! :DLabels: celebrations, clap, kids, nickwah, smiles, stare, treats, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
________________________________________________________________________________
(Tuesday, 7 August 2007-)
+8/07/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: sick-
hey.
terence is sick today. ya. what lame start. anyway, both in and outside also ill.
so... let's see the outside first. the super enthu me was so into mugging that put me on coca cola drugs n lasted me through the silent night at two. erm, actually doing overdue hw like maths n econs. ya. then this morning, walked like a zombie to wherever i went.
now, going to the psychological part. in lt3 today, the adeno-karjuno-virus struck. alright. i meant kj finally couldn't stop disturbing me when previously, he only gave those funny smirks. yet today, he did much more horrendous things.
it's when kj n lis were right behind her seat n peacefully waiting for me to enter the lt door. i'm usually one of those last few of the class to get in n so, as usual, i scan the whole place for my class. n it's very norm to catch a glimpse of her. when i found that my beloved class were behind her class, a little excited in fact. but before i step any closer, a long bamboo-like person named kj were right behind her. apparently he's eagerly waiting to gimme that smile again. but i acted blur n ignored him n got a seat beside j lo. no choice actually. for being late. that's why the view was a total shit. yet, for some kinda reason, j lo went to the loo n the despo me just snatched his seat. sit beside matthias. a much better seat. at least closer to kj n try to shut his damn mouth up. but more imptly, seeing the adorable face...
during the lect. the tcher was so useless that there's absolute time for lis n kj to write stuff on my notes. liselle's words are ok, but kj's ones made me to draw more stuff just to hide the word that he's been forcing me to lip-read from him every time he feels like giving me trouble. ok, this actually made me feel the sudden urge to decorate the part of the page with literature stuff like shakespeare n times of the 1800s. yea. globe theatre. quotes from him... n whole lots of trash. (-btw, all thanks to eldds last time for me to digress on my notes...)
so, i think after all the beggings n pleads not to start talking anything unnecessary in which i so dearly failed. i really think the class have made the secret very clear already. or maybe, she might even know it too!! but anyway, there wasn't any problems going on after the lect n things seemed to be alright. relax a little for now i guess...
but it's quite funny to see n hear someone scream in the lt just because she leaned back n broke the chair...:D
so... i was supposed to be super dead today, but by the time i finished defending myself from all the evil acts from kj, the rest of the time was sleep. even in the miss han's class. gp tut. yup. even the a-little-pretty female tcher couldn't keep me awake. how pathetic i am.
btw, thanks to those who cared for me. as in concerned about me being sick. belle, maple, cailing, tiff, chris...
and also, wish those who are also sick, like debbie n chris to get well soon!!
peace^.^v!!Labels: clarabelle, fights, kj, kpo, nickwah, smiles?, Thanksgiving, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 1 August 2007-)
+8/01/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: **wakes**-
hey...
it's only now. 26 hours later that i finally realise that i'm completely fine with that blockade. haha, sound so history.. anyway, things go back to normal. back to how i started after the split on 5th march. (how on earth can i forget this damn date!??) this fella is now seen only as ec. who the hell would ever care now if this person was what i dreamt of for dunno how many bloody months!?? haha, it's not that serious actually. a little exaggerating. but it's quite comical to see the bunch of people tease me during lectures, pe or even after school while waiting for cca!! yep, who else!?? but those like kj, nick. yea the norms.
well, to get over this, gotta reali thank my music player that kept me happy all the while. and... singing does help!!
but... you must praise me for being much stronger than what i'd've been a week ago. or maybe, better than matthias. haha, no offence. perhaps i'm not too into this emo state. ::shrugs:: i don't know!!
yet, seeing the smiles on kj's notebook or maybe in canteen's just as fine. as long as i get my morale boost to be better as a whole. it's just the muscles that join the entire face during the smile was so act cute... haha, not again... of course not!! (:
since i've thought real through about it, i think i'm in a clear, crystal clear mind (-btw, hannah's sick... so wish her well!!) to take in whatever is in the minds of those who are troubled. yea, i'm a FANTASTIC LISTENER!! after learning to be all the water-y types of people. now, i really feel i should try to be someone more air-y. well, i guess that's what fire-y people always do. try to be funny in any sorts. so... (-love this line that took from clare...) don't make an ass out of u and me (-what bloody poser...) haha!! ok, back to what i was thinking... there's a need to think through after gaining much from the sharing from gabby. btw, sorry to talk so little. cuz i'm not a good speaker!! only a listener!! or what people always say. science students seem like nerds... haha :D
anyway, the gp compre passage was quite read-able for me, considering that i can't un most of them through tons of vocab... alright!! so, what i learnt is that i should just go with what i believe and let no one sway my emotions.
peace to all ^.^v!!
Labels: blessed, emo, kj, nickwah, smiles, troubles
yup, so that's what happened (:
________________________________________________________________________________
(Tuesday, 31 July 2007-)
+7/31/2007 09:06:00 pm]*
Title: Lessons-
heyyyyyyyyy.
i'm chao! tired. feel like everything's over. no more troubles. yay!! speaking of trouble, it reminds me of the 茶煲s people have been giving me these days. but, i will always forgive them. not forgetting them though. yea. learnt alot today.
one was at sd. be understanding. not in the way that many always do; by quoting without understanding. but feel for those who wish to express their feelings. just can't reali describe in words here. yea.
learnt to manage my temperament even though many busybodies would have been observing me n my reactions whenever some special things happen. haha, starting to get mysterious... btw, dee ang's still a good lecturer. can balance between content teaching n sleep-management. that's why he's still my best tcher, though i still suck at his subject.
realised that chem is the only subject that doesn't need to mug alot. doing tuts r just enough to get past tests. well, see how things turn out when results come out!! and... if not reali that good, sorry to those around me!! like hongtaa, eunice, yuhao... hope u peeped the correct ones!! btw, also to try n shut some bloody lips from some assholes whose enthusiasm has become a pain in the neck for others. eg. nick.
found that people are actually concerned about me. example one. denis was jumping and in an excited mood or smth after school while trying to help when she had some kinda inspiration from her sd lesson. hm, thanks so much. but really, seeing her in such a hopeful mind and... err... her tiny little size made me believe she's abit like a little angel, or cupid, n trying her very best to get the most out of everything.
numberrrrr... alrightTT! i'll stop being retarded n list all the things that i never remember. still, even if i missed anything, hope they're remembered by others who had good times recalling them.
I had my share, wish you had yours too!!
another thing. help me to learn that life's full of things that awaits us despite some setbacks. yeah, i think clare did it completely.
i feel much relieved now, after the hectic eom. but alot more things r needed to be done! recruitment, tutorials, planning... sounds a little, but it takes a long time for a good piece of work. really.
what's lost cannot be taken.Labels: advices, blessed, Intelligence, kpo, nickwah, pain, reflection, smiles, Thanksgiving
yup, so that's what happened (:
________________________________________________________________________________
(Thursday, 26 July 2007-)
+7/26/2007 05:36:00 pm]*
Title: link?-
hey.
it's quite the first time i reali complained about my class. sadly. and all it started was because of some childish beliefs and immature thinking of someone. alright, i wasn't around when the whole conflict occurred. but coincidentally, what i saw was the worst of all. i'd bet that.
it's when i left the class to photocopy some worksheet taken from clarabelle. when i came back, nick n her were like fighting over her bag. you see, she alrdy told me that she's in a hurry. n when i came back so much later cuz of the slow auntie or more likely, my slow walking pace, it just seems like i was at the greatest fault. it seems that it was me that made her stay in class n fight with nick n in the end, waste more time.
during the comical tug-of-war, it's a pity that nick didn't realise she's alrdy not in a mood to play with him. that's why i was quite on belle's side. especially when the mind's ultimately blank when hurrying for smth else. yup, n i guess that's why she turned violent. not as in bringing weapons n start chopping him into pieces, but cursing all sorts of vulgarities or even thinking of targeting his balls. haha, actually i suggested that!! imagine if... nahh. ouch! :)
'wa, so un-gentlemanly...' with the irritated look as she stormed out of the class was smth that won't be forgotten that easily. the evil stare n eye-rolling.
actually it's nick's mentality that saddened me. you see, it's this morning that he started talking to belle. after a long fought cold war. n by afternoon? back to square 1. stupid right? then somemore it's his geh-kiang behaviour n super high ego mind that made NO bloody effort to be sincere in apologising. well, try to recall what he msg her... 'sorry.. don't angry.. me sorry :'(' smth along that line. wtf. it's just the act cute language that spoiled the whole thing. c'mon, someone's pissed n you try to please her by being spastic!?? even yuhao agreed with me. no wonder she nvr replied. btw, i can kinda understand that why this fella acted this way. as he tried his very best to explain, childhood's bad experience made him to be mentally firm. ya, smth lidat. but hello!?? what i actually meant was not to explain why he did that way, but try to leave his ego aside for awhile as he really say a sincere sorry. when things turn a little better then start to explain his pathetic upbringing that caused him to be so conservative. well, i guess some maris ppl are lidat... haha, love to stereotype nowadays :D
sigh, that's one of the two i heard today. another's between hongtaa n maple. but i don't really know what happened... so leave things to settle through time. after all, both of them are much logical n understanding ppl who will prolly care for the majority n welfare of the greater group. unlike wah, who's so emo these days with all sorts of lovey dovey songs that made hair stand. seriously, don't believe can go ask matthias.. especially when even playing his speaker on his phone during lesson. wth.
so, please someone help them to get over the tension peacefully. nick's the hopeless one. we all know that. but if possible, pls tell belle that it's not worth it to keep things stale. after all, we're all in the same class and we'll help each other as one body whenever the need arises. it's quite useless when we go on our way in times of emergency - we're no superman. so even if nick's not a gentleman, treat him as someone in need and your role is to be a da jie jie and lift him from his pile of low EQ to a decent member of our class. almost everyone have tried to convince him to think about what he's done. but beliefs won't change overnight. so only YOU can try to mend the problem. bury the hatchet and move on!! peace!! :)
btw, i think the pac opening's starting soon. hope it'll be a success!! even though i can't be there with a tired mind, i still believe all will enjoy it tonight. from the performers, to emcees, audience right to the backstage strong people! wish ya all the best!!
peace!!Labels: advices, clarabelle, complains, curses, fights, nickwah, shagged, strength, t15
yup, so that's what happened (:
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