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(Tuesday, 7 August 2007-)
+8/07/2007 09:18:00 pm]*

Title: sick-

hey.
terence is sick today. ya. what lame start. anyway, both in and outside also ill.

so... let's see the outside first. the super enthu me was so into mugging that put me on coca cola drugs n lasted me through the silent night at two. erm, actually doing overdue hw like maths n econs. ya. then this morning, walked like a zombie to wherever i went.

now, going to the psychological part. in lt3 today, the adeno-karjuno-virus struck. alright. i meant kj finally couldn't stop disturbing me when previously, he only gave those funny smirks. yet today, he did much more horrendous things.

it's when kj n lis were right behind her seat n peacefully waiting for me to enter the lt door. i'm usually one of those last few of the class to get in n so, as usual, i scan the whole place for my class. n it's very norm to catch a glimpse of her. when i found that my beloved class were behind her class, a little excited in fact. but before i step any closer, a long bamboo-like person named kj were right behind her. apparently he's eagerly waiting to gimme that smile again. but i acted blur n ignored him n got a seat beside j lo. no choice actually. for being late. that's why the view was a total shit. yet, for some kinda reason, j lo went to the loo n the despo me just snatched his seat. sit beside matthias. a much better seat. at least closer to kj n try to shut his damn mouth up. but more imptly, seeing the adorable face...

during the lect. the tcher was so useless that there's absolute time for lis n kj to write stuff on my notes. liselle's words are ok, but kj's ones made me to draw more stuff just to hide the word that he's been forcing me to lip-read from him every time he feels like giving me trouble. ok, this actually made me feel the sudden urge to decorate the part of the page with literature stuff like shakespeare n times of the 1800s. yea. globe theatre. quotes from him... n whole lots of trash. (-btw, all thanks to eldds last time for me to digress on my notes...)

so, i think after all the beggings n pleads not to start talking anything unnecessary in which i so dearly failed. i really think the class have made the secret very clear already. or maybe, she might even know it too!! but anyway, there wasn't any problems going on after the lect n things seemed to be alright. relax a little for now i guess...

but it's quite funny to see n hear someone scream in the lt just because she leaned back n broke the chair...:D

so... i was supposed to be super dead today, but by the time i finished defending myself from all the evil acts from kj, the rest of the time was sleep. even in the miss han's class. gp tut. yup. even the a-little-pretty female tcher couldn't keep me awake. how pathetic i am.

btw, thanks to those who cared for me. as in concerned about me being sick. belle, maple, cailing, tiff, chris...

and also, wish those who are also sick, like debbie n chris to get well soon!!

peace^.^v!!

Labels: clarabelle, fights, kj, kpo, nickwah, smiles?, Thanksgiving, troubles, wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 31 July 2007-)
+7/31/2007 09:06:00 pm]*

Title: Lessons-

heyyyyyyyyy.
i'm chao! tired. feel like everything's over. no more troubles. yay!! speaking of trouble, it reminds me of the 茶煲s people have been giving me these days. but, i will always forgive them. not forgetting them though. yea. learnt alot today.

one was at sd. be understanding. not in the way that many always do; by quoting without understanding. but feel for those who wish to express their feelings. just can't reali describe in words here. yea.

learnt to manage my temperament even though many busybodies would have been observing me n my reactions whenever some special things happen. haha, starting to get mysterious... btw, dee ang's still a good lecturer. can balance between content teaching n sleep-management. that's why he's still my best tcher, though i still suck at his subject.

realised that chem is the only subject that doesn't need to mug alot. doing tuts r just enough to get past tests. well, see how things turn out when results come out!! and... if not reali that good, sorry to those around me!! like hongtaa, eunice, yuhao... hope u peeped the correct ones!! btw, also to try n shut some bloody lips from some assholes whose enthusiasm has become a pain in the neck for others. eg. nick.

found that people are actually concerned about me. example one. denis was jumping and in an excited mood or smth after school while trying to help when she had some kinda inspiration from her sd lesson. hm, thanks so much. but really, seeing her in such a hopeful mind and... err... her tiny little size made me believe she's abit like a little angel, or cupid, n trying her very best to get the most out of everything.

numberrrrr... alrightTT! i'll stop being retarded n list all the things that i never remember. still, even if i missed anything, hope they're remembered by others who had good times recalling them.
I had my share, wish you had yours too!!

another thing. help me to learn that life's full of things that awaits us despite some setbacks. yeah, i think clare did it completely.

i feel much relieved now, after the hectic eom. but alot more things r needed to be done! recruitment, tutorials, planning... sounds a little, but it takes a long time for a good piece of work. really.

what's lost cannot be taken.

Labels: advices, blessed, Intelligence, kpo, nickwah, pain, reflection, smiles, Thanksgiving

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 9 July 2007-)
+7/09/2007 08:47:00 pm]*

Title: uneasy-

今日在学校哭了. 唔知點解,一听到将会登上最高职位的個D人选,我心就开始有種非常冷淡的感觉,一D都唔觉得自己有冇能力衬得起佢地.佢地咁多个都含有超大的潜能,但在我心目中佢地個個都是'懶酷'個类,至令我觉得要面对佢地個班'契弟'一年多,我将会讨厌這个充满血腥同仇恨的"社会".
真对不起,无意玩中文,但為一D豬士八卦人士睇完我寫D然后個個都变晒'扬生扬太'.
不过,我想這还是沒人會明白...

Labels: elections, emo, kpo

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 30 June 2007-)
+6/30/2007 10:44:00 am]*

Title: maddy-

hey

life's just weird these days. here i have some strange dreams about different people, like jack's cca mate trying to get me on a date (-damn stupid...) and this morn, alex's face was with my little cousins.

then some crazed ppl just asked some lame questions. i mean for me it is, but for them, just being kpo.. two actually.

then the maddest of all was pet. called ppl to dump me into the dam pool. i just rem three of them. her, leonard n chao... hmm, i think... and, i'll track the last one down too... just too sudden man, it's like all the others are eh u got bring ur clothes or not... eh where's ur spects arh... can see or not??... gimme ur valuables... grab him... then there's four idiots, grabbed my four little limbs n threw me into the pool. just like ppl dumping the corpse into the sea or smth like that. just madness. then when i came up, a whole row of drama ppl staring la! like seeing if i'm dead or not. wth. some more first to be thrown in the rain!! alright, sounds retarded...

but before that, there're some good pics taken with some good lookin ppl... hehe :)

but the party yest was fun. some ppl gettin real drunk. heard shuanne was one. nat also, wobbly feet. haha :D and also sondra n shu were like fighting..?? haha, put me in real trouble... haha :D loved the way we were. prob all the guys were in the pool. but oh! matt's hurt, hope he's well soon... n also cake fight. sigh, but i was so cold that i just stood around n hear the 'i never' game. hmm, lots of secrets were out... haha :D

liked the way ketsu was tellin abt the trend of fashion now. sounds amazing.

gonna die when i'm goin to do planning now. wish me luck!! hrs of work!!

Labels: celebrations, fights, hallucination, kpo, splat, troubles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Tuesday, 7 August 2007-)
+8/07/2007 09:18:00 pm]*

Title: sick-