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(Sunday, 30 September 2007-)
+9/30/2007 11:40:00 pm]*

Title: laughter-

Hey!!!
there’s exam tmr, so this will be suuuuper short...
firstly, thanks meiling for that short and sweet tag. gotit straight away. (:
then to that lengthy msg. seems like i was thinking toooooooo much. alamak... so blur!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-o
anw, i’m not gonna be emo from today!! cuz life became so much happier after seein liselle’s friend for studyin this afternoon...
um, i forgot her name but this litttttllle girl is super funny!!!!! it’s like she’d laugh at anything she thinks of lah!!! then, for some stupid reason, i suddenly out of nowhere was kinda laughing too!! oh!! she looks younger than she is actually... oooh...
anw, LAUGHING IS CONTAGIOUS.
toodles!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 29 September 2007-)
+9/29/2007 08:52:00 am]*

Title: morals or morales?-

exams now are demoralising. maths are problematic for losing the steam during the paper, meanwhile using the excuse of having a blank mind never seems right.

so, tons of things happened. worsened things. or maybe the grafitti tiff jie jie drew made things a little better i guess...

ok, i've got this feelin that marian's cousin doesn't trust me or smth. it's like.. he was tryin to tell tiff something then for that tiny split second, he glanced at me. the next moment, he said nothing. i dunno, maybe i'm thinkin too much, but this actually kicked off my moody life at starbucks. wish that this it just my illusion. ya. or maybe i've been faced with the so many different types of people these days who curse and swear and give bad comments that i hurt someone this time round. hope i was wrong or i can turn things round.

hell came at night. wanyu's scream was chaos. it's mad for her to do this, but really, chuck should have been in a betta attitude. it's like, even if the first step was wrong, maybe he should have tried to make up in the next?? marian n cuiyi scolded him, but that optimistic... fark!!!! no, act big attitude was just urghhhh. another thing was that thank whoeva who calmed things on either side. i actually felt disgusted by the scream. in the end, she just went back to her way of gossipin n b*ching.. perhaps she'd have known all sorts of ppl exist. no?

sis olivia sent an email about her last day at work. honestly, the words "is nothing but a happy ending" just sounds like some assurance or smth. yes it should be. then, for the N years i've known her, she'd never open her heart thru laughter for others. but there's smth i won't be worryin. it's her faith. wish her well.

peace to all

Labels: #$%^, curses, fights, grafitti, smiles?, strength, Thanksgiving, troubles, trust, wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 27 September 2007-)
+9/27/2007 06:37:00 pm]*

Title: screwdrivers-

Super screwed papers these days.

Life's so mad that I seriously need a map -
I'm completely lost!

Eg.?
I realised I've turned into a mad mugga
Dumping all my eq
N losing my patience on evryfing...
Would have scolded people for blockin at bus stop too!
But... I'm still kind, I know. -.-'''

btw, Can You Guys Don't KC Me Theze Days??
There Is Nothing For Ya To Guess... (best is that you study for everything...)
::sigh:: I can't stop ya either if that's your way of de-stressin...

I'M SO SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT TIFFANIE JIE JIE IS ... ... kinda crazy (: haha!!

smiles, or abit la... (:

Labels: #$%^, smiles?

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 25 September 2007-)
+9/25/2007 08:32:00 pm]*

Title: Dear God-

The title's from a song from nicholas jonas...

It's freaking scary that's tmr's the first paper. and the thing's that, there's still no content in my brain. or maybe, the so many questions that i can't solve seems daunting. then there're other topics which i have no blardy idea on. prolly that way of studying, as in plugging formulas saves time i guess... but seriously, the things at stake are so high that i couldn't wols down my heartbeat. and yes, it's still beatin fast.

all the more had this stupid dream. and also bumped into the-older-hung on one of my many trips out for breathers. the shock look n wierd hello showed how anti social i was when my brain's full of p and e. anw, being caught up with this is smth not wanted on the day before exam. thanks dom -.-'''

btw, bled again. a slight knock burst the thin skin. oh wells...

bill's got into trouble again. um, actually, no. the same prob for gettin trouble with feees. wish him well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANIE!! :)

see? i don't even have the energy to wish my frenz well for exams personally, except for mon la.. anw, my pt is, bless them not to be like me - stressed about the paper when nothing has come in.

one last thing, wish that sis olivia gets a new job soon

peace to all :)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/25/2007 08:20:00 am]*

Title: Wake Uppp!!!-

Hey.
I'd never wake up at this hour. i mean, SO EARLLLYYYYY!! and, erm... not even matt's sms worked... ... SO, there's the early nightmare... no, daymare shooked my butt up. cuz i was dreaming about op. that's smth i won't ever wanna regret about putting up a trash show. oh!! rule number one. no reading and bore the audience. number two. no anti-climax.
this'd go on and on... but hey!! i'm gonna study hard today!! yay!! :)

haha, funny taggsssss :)

btw, i'm listening to this song now... that's why i'm here bloggin here.. haha,nolink...unlessyouknowcheenalanguage... :D

私之blog-和田裕美

歡喜網上尋覓講我最近遊歷
新幹線憶記一一寫進手記
沉溺這告白營地不會再自卑
留連日記留言我逛於涉谷悲與喜

Set me free 字落帶點感慨
時常上載我心裡色彩

#常守候在螢幕裡公開我的心窩
從空空版身一個填滿每頁有關你最多

和誰聊天亦未能動搖著我一片一片愛戀花火
好天轉播陰天都播
經這網站時記低你一秒行過

當心意愈迴避心牽掛愈難避
翻看我手記一幅幅對手戲
誰觀賞也沒防備因我有動機
祈求日記成為我發表心聲通訊機

Set me free 未懼半天失散
還是習慣這一處空間

Repeat #
誰守候在螢幕裡想觀察我心窩
回覆多少都不錯誰也發現我心裡更多
猶如長篇浪漫連續肥皂戲一次一次網中穿梭
幾番轉播多少走過
當我倦時覆我一句經已來過

taken from http://hk.knowledge.yahoo.com/question/?qid=7007090204777

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 24 September 2007-)
+9/24/2007 02:29:00 am]*

Title: mad fella-

伊个时候我都唔知自己做紧乜. 无丞丞打中文…我真系痴线啊!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! crazy fella bloggin nonsense at 3 am. imagine, no idiot would do that. haha :)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 22 September 2007-)
+9/22/2007 09:45:00 pm]*

Title: Stuck in space-

trash! i'm gonna crash and die in the promos. cuz of one simple thing. my brain calls me to stop studying!! every moment i tried to pick up my pencil and jot points. there's this knock on my brain that gives me hell of my mind.

ya, that's it. nothing that fantastic. with reasons like... sleeping late when felt giddy a few hours before yest nite, woke up super early for some uncomfy reason, thought of one weirdo email from tagged, had tons of distractions like the stupid phone games which i still cannot delete them and got intro-ed to the war-thingy game on facebook...

ya, still thinking of that email. i'll post it here someday. sounded gross. i mean, VERY.

oh!! i can guess ages well!! but sad thing is that, i couldn't rem how the younger one looked like... just anyhow guess by the older one actually... hey liselle!! show me pics k?? (:

mama says i should not touch the com these exam days. but what am i doing here?? sigh. anyway, just found a new way to psycho myself.

just adopt your new role, terence.
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D show your teeth and... smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. holding da button was fun... :)

Labels: blessed, fantasies, hallucination, smiles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/22/2007 12:50:00 am]*

Title: Tell Me I'm Right-

Hey.
it's a wish for gp.

either way, got into a haywired mode . kena dared, thank goodness that i knew fiona. seriously, those ppl can really create havoc out of pitiful souls like us. hmm, even got unwanted attention. wonder why... laughed as if i'm in my own world in the lib; picked up the phone call by dzul, then purposely plugged into the earpiece and hear them talk cock in the newly built-in enclosed room in the talk space section. trust me, i never thought the word 'loser', intended to describe them ended up referring to me when the librarian called me to shut the **** up. hahaha :D

turned up late for the mini celeb with tiffie... what loser -.-'''... but, got mixed up with the word 'anytime' and btw, really tried to make up for that mistake. hope she knows what i'm talking about... maybe this weekend i guess.. yea.

oh!! don't know how to explain, but this gal frm... don't know where.. was with us at starbucks. well, looks alright, but i was actually caught by this mascara of hers. i dunno, usually think it's ugly to put on, but it suited her. for some funny reason. yup.

alamak, the jon was so _________ that i don't know what to say; started emo-ing in the midst of studying. but still, the scene looked funny. just imagine you see a girl in the shadows and just in front of a bright light who seems so hot and beautiful with a slight pose leaning on something forward and tilting the head sideways on some pics you see on friendster or smth. but erm, it's a guy who's not the type you'd think of. it's kinda ridiculous. this actually made up my laughing time which was when some fella kept disrupting my study. fine. breathe-in-breathe-out... forgive-and-forget... breathe-in-breathe-out... hiii-haaa-hiii-haaa... (:

btw, bless that i can have higher eq. really think mine's very low. wished to talk to green yellow while going home. but found i lost my way of speaking. ya.

anyway, please tell me that whatever i've done so far is right. correct me otherwise
p.s. even if it might be too hot to handle. haha :D

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 20 September 2007-)
+9/20/2007 09:33:00 pm]*

Title: Wish-

Bless that all'll do well.

Labels: wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/20/2007 12:07:00 am]*

Title: Shock!!!-

Hey.
things changed totally. i really loved the way life is today. the feeling of preparing for gp is simply amazing. it's like for once in my life here, i could understand articles in newsweek. well, that's besides the point. more impt is that the time when i got stuck in the chim chim things, i went into the com lab and did more research or verify about some things i read. yea. coolios. when there's this feeling of gettin in touch with the new knowledge in the world, adrenaline gets pumping. and this actually spurred me on to stay awake during the few hours in the library this afternoon. ok, there're some parts where i slept like ten mins?? somewhere there la...-.-'''
ANYWAY, learnt that the next generation of fuel can come from radiowaves... um, coincidence that waves topic is tested next week... it can actually be used to pass through salt water and hydrogen gas will be produced. then it can burn to make energy. eh, sorry la... excited over this trivial matter i learnt what... pai seh lor!! :0
AND... there're actually like four websites on the net which is somewhat like blog accounts, four similar to photo uploading accounts and four which is for social-networking for people. ya, alot right?? and somemore they're all popular ones know?? ok la, can't rem now but one day i'll try use them. maybe. yes one day!! :)
BTW, i find that jshe doesn't seem to be that attractive anymore. maybe i'll look for the little red riding dot(hood) as my new inspiration to mugggg. oh!! she's the one in the white sony camera... the owner will know... :P yep, she's pretty hot!! even though she's attached... hahaha, no la... not stalking anyone la!! :D
i know why, it's cuz of the smile missing in the tired looks trapped by mugging...
smile lah!! :)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 18 September 2007-)
+9/18/2007 11:48:00 pm]*

Title: Revolution-

Hey.
i'm really grateful for the blessings on me when i need it. things just seem as though everything was planned - that i'd be feelin down this morning and that there'll be sd lesson to guide me back on track. i dunno. it's too amazing. then the planning of how i should be to others was quite surprising too when i didn't know i knew exactly what to do. that is, to understand others. yup, smth around there la...
anw, loved the way to be entertained by mr lee the econs teacher... yea, kinda unbelievable to bump into him for three times in the first three lessons. all for his cheeky kpo acts and creeping behind and popping around. but his lectures are quite captivating. or at least i liked this illustrating style. ya.
(squeak forfeit was crap!!)
one big regret of the day. couldn't clear my dear friend's problems while at taxi. thought that i could be this candle well lit. as in, the gift received. yep, it kept untouched which made the whole vehicle dark with some sobbing sounds. the feelin of helplessness and hopelessness in a semi quiet place was unbearable, where the only way i could do was to think of ways to help with the art of gaining self confidence. wish if it could be lit then...
recently, realised that less people are actually smiling around, except for the mad people who get this feeling after badminton... -.-''' what's left are the non muggers like la!!
ok, promise of the week: i'll study ** hard for econs and try to fight for game theory. after all, these interesting topics covered by the mr ang n lee should keep my attention to this subject.
btw, d ang's another blessing in disguise. forcing me to tuck in my shirt was smth to show to principle actually...
smile... again!! (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/18/2007 12:00:00 am]*

Title: Lost My Words-

Hey.
Terence hates the way things turn out. The feeling of being kept in the dark is shit. All the more is that two people are actually doing that. Both of which I've worked quite closely this year. One of them even better. Yes, when there's some forms of tone and languages that spilled out in the middle of breaks here and there which were extremely disturbing.
Now, the virus thinks I'm a super threat to him that I'll actually torture him LIKE the way he did to me since a few months ago. Why the fuck must he believe that once I find out I'll spread to the whole world. Fine, perhaps this person don't know me yet. Or maybe, he has only seen this side of me being slashed by his every word of jokes. Rather, I've not known him well enough to gain his trust I guess...
The other one?? Lost for words.
Tried to bring a (: but this bothered me for the entire day... Hope it gets better tomorrow.

Labels: #$%^

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 16 September 2007-)
+9/16/2007 11:23:00 pm]*

Title: Horror-

Hey. I love my mum. She's so funny and super cute. Loves to scare herself in the middle of the night. No, I mean, of all things she'd do in a week, she'd rather watch shows on TV that are frightening and... gross. Yes, that's something she'd never ever think of attempting previously. And, here she is, watching final destination 3 on hbo. Oh!! That's the third time of the week already. Then prolly she'll complain and explain for two whole days about her scary experience.. or at least till the next time she watches such thing. But before she watched any of the shows, she tried to logic her way out with this "sometimes we should scare ourselves a little. Yea, it'll help to increase our metabolism and... da da da..." in her far-from-exact pronunciation of english. Hahahahaha... :D The way her seriousness appeared was simply amazing. Yup, we know it's fake but there's always this tendency to follow the storyline closely so that we don't miss any part of it. And that's what she's doing now. Feeling nervy, sitting in a position like hugging her cushion... Haha, super funny scene. Btw, remembered what she said before the show started... It's like she never dared to watch horror shows on her own. Gotta drag grandma to watch with her... even though that time the graphics were much poorer and that the reality to the gross scenes was kinda.. no, far too off. But I just thought of this, that this actually gives her the imagination for worse things.. eww.. haha! So, it's kinda funny when the first disturbing part was all about the imagination playing tricks, then it's like the 'click' just brings you back to where you went wild moments ago. Then another is when dad just try and act smart by narrating what the movie's doing. Got all of us irritated at first... hahaha... :D Anyway, just wish that mum don't feel that mad about pooky stuff tonight...
Nites!! peace^.^v!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/16/2007 01:34:00 am]*

Title: Wished-

Here's what happened on this day. 12 September 2007, 0100hrs...
Wishing "happy birthdays" are just norms when the calendar on coms tell us to. But it's more than that this time.
I sent 3 sms-es. All had smiley faces on them. Intended to someone who's trying hard to appear normal to others when she has her own family worries at the back of her mind.
For some reason, I'm trying to keep her in a not-so-sad mood in the not so serious tone. Also, I think I've the hint here and there that I know what's going on and I wish to help. Really.
But I'm not a super duper close friend to her so I guess someone else will try to comfort her or smth. Perhaps if she gets her thoughts sorted out it'd even be better!!
Yes, my wish for her. But that's just what i couldn't say which might actually pile her worries up.
I don't know what keeps me awake at this hour. Prolly the seriousness of this made me fel the same way I did two years ago.
20th June, 2005. Fathers' Day. Granddad left. I couldn't even remember talking to him. But leaving us then was a day to remember.
So God, please let her get over soon enough... HAPPY BIRTHDAY :P!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 15 September 2007-)
+9/15/2007 12:45:00 am]*

Title: Luv the troubles... Really??-

"...if you find a strain of grey hair while standing in front of a mirror, think of someone who has cancer and wished he had one to find..."

It was taken from one of the many lines said on reflection by krygs today and this line never failed to leave my mind. I guess it's because life's trying hard to tell me to appreciate what's given to me. Alright, hated to do this but it gotta list all (if I can...) the things that I didn't like this week. Yup, about hurting my morale... Never once seemed like any fire nature of mine. Dozing off during lessons, staying up late when trying to adopt a new learning style for myself - the night way, the confrontation by miss lee (ok, to prove that I'm using the right word, the wake-up calls whenever the principal or vice walks past till when she actually questioned me for my actions... yay!! learnt new word!!), had my feelings cheated by spamming, lacked total teamwork in pw for the last week, finding cracks on my toe and the shots I fired at myself from the spamming on frenster. Those bruised the times. But, I should also be glad that God actually put some things in placed right from the start. Miss lee was to help me, boring chem lecture was to give me time for some slight entertainment to stay awake and I was left to the evil acts and survive through it. After all, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. That's what people say. True, the interaction between me and the few of them might be little, but the willingness to accept this lost soul who still hasn't found a way to counter exams is definitely something I can never forget. Even if effects were as small as they could be.

To end off, I'll get the lyrics from
Hairspray the movie: Come So Far (Got So Far To Go)

Hey old friend, let’s look back
On the crazy clothes we wore
Ain’t it fun to look back
And to see it’s all been done before

All those nights together
Are a special memory

And I can’t wait for tomorrow
Just as long as you’re dancing next to me

’Cause it’s so clear
Every year
We get stronger

What’s gone is gone
The past is the past

Turn the radio up
And then hit the gas’
Cause . . .

I know we’ve Come So Far
But we’ve Got So Far To Go
I know the road seems long
But it won’t be long ’till it’s time to go
So, most days we’ll take it fast
And some nights lets we'll it slow
I know we’ve Come So Far
But baby, baby
We’ve Got So Far To Go

Hey old friend, together
Side by side and year by year

The road was filled with twists and turns
Oh but that’s the road that got us here

Let’s move past the bad times
But before those memories fade

Let’s forgive but not forget
And learn from all the mistakes we made

’Cause it’s so clear
Every year
We get stronger
So don’t give up
And don’t say when
And just get back on the road again
’Cause . . .
I know we’ve Come So Far
But we’ve Got So Far To Go
I know the road seems long
But it won’t be long till it’s time to go
So, most days we’ll take it fast
And some nights we'll take it slow
I know we’ve Come So Far
Oh but baby, baby
We’ve Got So Far To Go

Hey old friend come along for the ride
There’s plenty of room so jump inside
The highway’s rocky every now and then
But it so much better than where I’ve been
Just keep movin’, at your own speed
Your heart is all the compass you’ll ever need
Let’s keep cruisin’ the road we’re on
’Cause the rear view mirror only shows
What’s gone, gone, gone
Got so far to go
’Cause it’s so clear

Every year
We get stronger

So shine that light
Take my hand
And let’s dance into tomorrow land
’Cause . . .
I know we’ve Come So Far
But we’ve Got So Far To Go
I know the road seems long
But it won’t be long till it’s time to go
So, most days we’ll take it fast
And some nights we'll take it slow
I know we’ve Come So Far
Oh but baby, baby
We’ve Got So Far To Go

taken from http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/hairspray/comesofargotsofartogo.htm

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 13 September 2007-)
+9/13/2007 11:55:00 pm]*

Title: NOT MY FAULT!!-

Hey.
I AM SO SORRY TO ANYONE WHO MADE ME SPAM THINGS ON FRIENDSTER. ok, THOSE WHO KNOW EITHER LISELLE or KAR JUN. SORRYYYYYY!!!!
alamak, can't believe that trying to view matthias' account made me log in. then the bloody bunch of fellas spam to those about this scary thing that i don't EVEN KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
hey, FYI... i was so super busy juggling between pw content page and my super duper long overdue essay la!!!!!!!!!!!!
goodness me!! why on earth do i get some comments by some random ppl about me!!!!!!!????????
AMAZING RIGHT!!??? THEY CALL ME RANDOM!!!!!!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!??????????
who on earth think i'm super stressed and bored nowadays that i gotta spam on friendster!!!!!?????
alright, i can't get over with it about that comment they sent on my account.
1st, i DON'T WANT UNWANTED FAME and BE SO *king EXTRA THROUGH THAT. I'M ULTIMATELY SORRY.
2nd, i STILL HAVEN'T READ WHAT THEY SENT TO YOU GUYS.
3rd, the one who sent most was LISELLE. she's quite... NO!! VERY!! stressed. from council one...
4th, i never liked spamming. DEAD HONEST!!
ok, REALLY SORRY TO DISTURB YOU GUYS...

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 12 September 2007-)
+9/12/2007 10:42:00 pm]*

Title: boom-

Hey.
here's my wake up call today. right in the morning sensed some feeling that seems so uncomfy for the whole day with that name. yep, had this worry all the time that everyone around will disturb me. yet, nobody did. or at least, i felt no one did. haha :D well, that was just a warm up. the real came when miss lee came to my desk during maths tutorial and said this... "terence what happened to you these days huh?? sleep during lessons... even yesterday in pw i saw you dozing off you know??" i never wanted to reply, but the thought of jon oxxy in his ptm just shocked the whole of my brains out. yea, complaining to parents about sleeping early at night. then the notion of mum letting out her grievances to dad in the morning that i was still writing something in the middle of the night at 1 am with my little torchlight on. about getting poorer eyesight. alright, but i was doing something constructive!! writing my plan for today... or rather, my theme. of what kind of mentality i should be in when i slacked off the whole of yesterday. yup. bitched for the wrong reasons i guess... so, about the maths tutorial. in the end, my mind was full of anger that miss lee disrupted my flow of mathematical thoughts that made me differentiate the wrong things and lose my brains for the logical substitution of terms in arithmetic and geometric progression. now i realised my new formula to surviving through the day without sleep. drugs. i've never touched them for long. and i guess it's time for some chocolatey drinks. a can yesterday and a packet today. but err, not drinking clare. for sure. and, singyen's arrival in singapore reminded me of fathers' day two years ago... oh!! learnt something new!! gotta love everyone around...
yeah, smile to all!!
peace ^.^v!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 11 September 2007-)
+9/11/2007 12:29:00 am]*

Title: The toe says ouch!!-

Hey.

My toe bled today. yupz, kinda scary when it was when i bent down to get smth at home then i realised that there's some red spot at the side of my toe nail. Soon i too found that my lovely...err not really...just to describe a little further... yellow socks had this deep red stain. yea, looks gross.

But i could have known it earlier when i had been eating so much sugar these days yet my skin didn't get any acne... um, acne would've burst all over.... so something's wrong.

Or maybe, it's because i was too lazy to pour the antiseptic powder thingy in my socks these days when being chased out of the house early in the morning. then bacteria just grew and flooded on my skin that simply gave way to the bruised layer of blood under my nail.

Ya, that might happen... but the culprit is still the stupid sneakers that was so tight. -.-''' then the dumb me followed whatever aunt hilda said. that the cloth will expand somehow. yep, now my skin extended!! with lots of darkened colour too!!

So, mum still doesn't know. or she'll buy tons and tons of flops and prolly stuff pairs in my bag just to make sure i wear them in school la!!

Either way, it's just blood oozing out. not much of a pain though. phew!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 9 September 2007-)
+9/09/2007 02:08:00 pm]*

Title: Reality-

Hey.
I'm not gonna think about any school work for this few minutes... haha :D

Anyway, i happened to chance upon dzul's blog seconds ago. Here's what i found:

Anything those guys talk about in class is just complete bull... Everything's just to show off about what they know. All the boastings and exaggerating things are for others to add-on. Ya.

Maybe everyone has their different characters. Talking cock in class is only their false identity. Slacking during lessons is just their shell. Acting like hero is what others think they should be. Evaporating when exams come is their way of life...

Anyway, it was kinda nice to know more about my classmate other than the crap he shoots in class (:

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 8 September 2007-)
+9/08/2007 11:58:00 pm]*

Title: How Are You??-

Hey.
I need help. Tell me how you answer this:

How are you??

Random answers are welcome.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 7 September 2007-)
+9/07/2007 11:45:00 pm]*

Title: Words of Wisdom-

things can turn for the better or for the worse... its important to be content, to have the courage to change the things we can, the serenity to accept the things we cannot, and the wisdom to know the difference

yea, that's what dom said to me moments ago... ok la. i'll try to forget her and really recover, then mug super duper hard... trust me, ever since i broke my damn promise by going out. i'm not gonna slack again.

but she's still attractive... just let go of the past and fight for promos!! yea. hahaha :D

Labels: advices, dominic, Intelligence, Thanksgiving

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/07/2007 12:10:00 am]*

Title: Wow-

Hey.

there're just so many records broken today. goods and the bads.

yea. had seven messages sent to me for just one issue by the same person. hahaha, prolly that person was pissed by me with some harsh words n irritated tone... ...

oh!! and it's also the first time when all the gates were locked in school past the evacuation time, yet we still managed to get home through the usual route... yea, it's kinda exciting to walk through the tough patches of grass and... ya.

the next is that i've never studied that little with such limited time left. just bless that things will go right.

last, i desperately need someone to listen to my concern and give me the damn advice i need about the smiley face thing... ya, eff-ing confusing!!

WHAT TO DO?? WHAT TO DO?? WHAT TO DO!!!???

ok la, still smile. no matter what... :)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 2 September 2007-)
+9/02/2007 07:45:00 pm]*

Title: fantasies... Q & A-

Hey.
first, replyin to gab... fantasies are cool, you also had on Friday night what... right?? :p
anyway, it didn’t end on fri. Today’s even cooler... ...
this marks the end of my four days without muggin. Yeah, kinda memorable one. Especially when today’s angeline’s birthday!! Um, how come there’re so many birthdays arh?? Either way, was quite entertained by the way lestee n company made lame remarks or some stupid comments, hahahaha.. even though felt a little extra when there’s no one i know and can talk to... ya. That’s why i broke into cold sweat most of the time... (also for some other reasons... some’ll know... ;))
peimin, thanks for givin’ your listenin’ ear.. it’s much betta aft lettin’ out my congested things in my full-of-crap brain. Yeap. Btw, really wished if you could be a little talkative... ya... cuz if you didn’t realise, our row’s kinda quiet, except for lestee’s lame things... hahaha(:
btw, today’s pics’ll come as soon as i get it!!

yup, so that's what happened (:
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xxx typed*: blog

(Sunday, 30 September 2007-)
+9/30/2007 11:40:00 pm]*

Title: laughter-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 29 September 2007-)
+9/29/2007 08:52:00 am]*

Title: morals or morales?-

Labels: #$%^, curses, fights, grafitti, smiles?, strength, Thanksgiving, troubles, trust, wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 27 September 2007-)
+9/27/2007 06:37:00 pm]*

Title: screwdrivers-

Labels: #$%^, smiles?

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 25 September 2007-)
+9/25/2007 08:32:00 pm]*

Title: Dear God-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/25/2007 08:20:00 am]*

Title: Wake Uppp!!!-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 24 September 2007-)
+9/24/2007 02:29:00 am]*

Title: mad fella-

伊个时候我都唔知自己做紧乜. 无丞丞打中文…我真系痴线啊!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! crazy fella bloggin nonsense at 3 am. imagine, no idiot would do that. haha :)

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 22 September 2007-)
+9/22/2007 09:45:00 pm]*

Title: Stuck in space-

Labels: blessed, fantasies, hallucination, smiles

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/22/2007 12:50:00 am]*

Title: Tell Me I'm Right-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 20 September 2007-)
+9/20/2007 09:33:00 pm]*

Title: Wish-

Bless that all'll do well.

Labels: wishyawell

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/20/2007 12:07:00 am]*

Title: Shock!!!-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 18 September 2007-)
+9/18/2007 11:48:00 pm]*

Title: Revolution-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/18/2007 12:00:00 am]*

Title: Lost My Words-

Labels: #$%^

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 16 September 2007-)
+9/16/2007 11:23:00 pm]*

Title: Horror-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/16/2007 01:34:00 am]*

Title: Wished-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 15 September 2007-)
+9/15/2007 12:45:00 am]*

Title: Luv the troubles... Really??-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 13 September 2007-)
+9/13/2007 11:55:00 pm]*

Title: NOT MY FAULT!!-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 12 September 2007-)
+9/12/2007 10:42:00 pm]*

Title: boom-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 11 September 2007-)
+9/11/2007 12:29:00 am]*

Title: The toe says ouch!!-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 9 September 2007-)
+9/09/2007 02:08:00 pm]*

Title: Reality-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 8 September 2007-)
+9/08/2007 11:58:00 pm]*

Title: How Are You??-

Hey.
I need help. Tell me how you answer this:

How are you??

Random answers are welcome.

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 7 September 2007-)
+9/07/2007 11:45:00 pm]*

Title: Words of Wisdom-

Labels: advices, dominic, Intelligence, Thanksgiving

yup, so that's what happened (:
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+9/07/2007 12:10:00 am]*

Title: Wow-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 2 September 2007-)
+9/02/2007 07:45:00 pm]*

Title: fantasies... Q & A-

yup, so that's what happened (:
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