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(Friday, 31 August 2007-)
+8/31/2007 11:19:00 pm]*
Title: Hot, Hotter, Hottest!!-
Hey,
there's two things. my stomach's been filled with all sorts of hot stuff these two days and my eyes've been seeing tons of hot, etc. people today.
ok, ate things like wasabi in celebration of wanyu's birthday... if i didn't wish, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! and also some crakers earlier the day that gave me a redder throat.. ya. then today with montfort guys, seoul garden with some chilli food. yep, ended the meal with kinda love-sick conversation... haha, then made me abit reflective of what i should do... no la, my mind is very free... so no worries. btw, quite insightful convo though.
now to the highlight of the day. hot versus pretty versus both!! ok, dance ppl ARE hot (-no doubt...), deborah the singer on stage IS pretty N have an amazing voice... and amanda bynes IS @#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOT!! (-sorry, lost my vocab...)
and yes, the stares towards the dancers, stoning in front of the screen which shows two gals on stage despite hearing some lost lyrics tells it all. they're attractive, that's all. but really la, sometimes what you see might be more pleasant than what you hear...
penny's character is my type... successful act cute types and also can turn crazy at times. wow... how i wished if i were seaweed... ya, i'll date her that's for sure, if not for the character in a movie...
!!HAHA!! terence's just retarded. hey!! she's hot!!
anyway... smiles (:!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 28 August 2007-)
+8/28/2007 11:43:00 pm]*
Title: Blindness!-
hey.
you gotta believe this. terence is short-sighted while matthias is far-sighted!!
Ya, evidence is that i mistook a guy for a girl when seeing someone from kinda far. like ten metres away. but really, can't blame me with a helmet or smth like that what...
Hey btw, matthias couldn't see a net ball that was along his path and just two metres ahead of him la!!
So, feeling guilty to have been so blind... why on earth was i so... ... stereotyping!!????
Oh ya!! and also should've just controlled my brain at the test on the paper. Nothing else.
Anyway, forgive and forget... ... there's still tomorrow to make up for the loss, i hope.
Haha, sound so retarded this post... :D
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 27 August 2007-)
+8/27/2007 09:30:00 pm]*
Title: troubles-
hey,
it's never nice to feel sick. esp when exams're near N there's the fear of failing them which will eventually turn disastrous. then at times, there's the sudden idea that i wanna study for my subjects N the enthusiasm to study the topics. but the tendency to take too long to look into these topics deeply frustrates me. i always wished to know the concepts as a whole rather than mugging just for the sake of exams. but time never permits.
so, after such long digressing, the smoke in the air caused much throat irritation. after all, that's something good if that meant that there's no rain for a pe day. oh! owned the courts with clarabelle's amazing scoring N lissy's man-marking skills. runover mann!!
before i end this 'lil break, i wanna to look out for this...
study mates!! or you guys'll see me sit with the incoming group of students in O1 next year!!
btw, i'm pretty sure that the discipline has made me clearer that staring at ecs do no good..
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 26 August 2007-)
+8/26/2007 11:33:00 am]*
Title: Encouragement-
it's retreat yest.
there're tons of fun things, like having ppl in my grp 17. nadine, erika, nicholas, ian, milu, bianca, kelvin n me!!
it's very heartening that no one actually isolated me since i'm not a catholic n knew nuts about some things.
thankfully, fantastic facil. valerie. put me into active participation n tried to include me in some grp things.
some activities were very insightful, made me re-think into my life n some who seem to be weak at times.
despite during a talk when i dozed off a little...
SO, people were asking me if i'm interested in being baptised (i have no idea if i'm spelling it right, sorry!).
but the thing's that mum n dad aren't really into supporting me in this!
anw, moments ago, i tried to convince dad with what i learnt these two days to stay a little positive in life instead of being so critical in his word when telling abt his life at work.
here's the convo.
"hey dad, i'm just thinking if you can stay a little optimistic in life? (he was complaining about the food in the coffee shop nearest to my house to MUM n I, not to the shop keeper. yet he always go to that same old place...)"
"well, i go by my principle... trying to help others. actually, i'm envious of your aunt... (yes, digressing...)"
"or can you try to think things in a better way?"
"i'm already at my best. btw, if one day you see me getting a complete change and care nothing in this world, you might just see me (does a gesture of jumping off a building) like that you know?"
"but.. i'm not asking you to be totally different. i'm hoping you can try. or have you tried this before?"
"(not answering me) well, you won't understand what i'm doing...(then started to read his textbook in tax or smth...)"
"... (finished my drink n tears were kinda flowing out while drinking. mum was kinda trying to strike a convo about where i'm gonna study later. i kept total silence. perhaps she saw. anw, left the both of them immediately aft the drink."
i never stopped crying. that's when i thought of what i planted in the tree yest. 'avoid quarrels with mum n dad'... ya, there's a mini quarrel, n now prolly a cold war. i have abs no idea how to keep a commitment. what i hoped was to try tell dad what i learnt n what he could learn too. but apparently he took things wrongly. hey anyone out there! tell me what insensitive thing i've done!!!!!!! Arghhhh!!! !~@#)!!
so, dad n mum just came by n saw me crying. yea, she's tearing too. but dad said this "so it's bcoz of that!??" both then left. n dad shouted this at the damn bloody top of the freaking voice " the both of you are mad!!"
i dunno. i really wish if i can counsel him...
btw, praise me for the vulgarities i used... i mean, not so offensive right? :PLabels: #$%^
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 21 August 2007-)
+8/21/2007 09:34:00 pm]*
Title: Close the times-
hey,
this is madness. i'm dead sure that i'd been as close as fifteen cm away from her when i'd have just started talking and get her attention la!! but i think i'd been stupid to believe that she might not have known when i was kinda loud with this "hey don't say anything ah..." yep, it can mean a thousand things, but the context was quite awkward. hope i used the right word... haha :D
btw, thank goodness that matthias was beside alongside with two sleepin fellas, as in, the virus wasn't near me. at all. so, to acknowledge them, josh n isaac. they rock today mann!!
so, went back to montfort today. in brother's car (his seven-seater was coolios!!) sat andrew krygs, rina n me. yeah... there's only two non-councillor that is daryl and i. so... krygs was quite entertaining. in a way, flirtin with her... depends on what ppl think, but i really thought it's quite funny of him to think of some cheeky ideas... oh!! he kept telling that she's a child... in the most spastic way... what can we do? sit down n laugh at him... ahaha!! :D
but actually rina made me think of dawn from centuries ago, considering that they're from the same sec sch. but since she said she's not proud of that place, so nvm la!! but really, she doesn't look like that type. neither the attitude. so dawn's just a lost fren anyway... ya, trying not to sob. haha :D
"it's the only time where we can have fun in his car..." yep, abit loud when i uttered this, but thank goodness that the radio was loud. prolly bro wouldn't have heard me. but... hey!! he saw me quite a few times this year already!! splat, auction, ext prod... then now!! WOW! haha :D
so, the talk was by m. da silva... fabulous name on his name tag. sound like some agent or smth. haha (:... n rina. they're quite good in speaking when anyone was thinking about my rowdy school with super act enthu ppl and giving lots of distraction to them. ya, they did well in all. only to find that bro had more comments to say. yea, they're quite insightful.
ohya!! caught mdm lee sk sleeping!! haha!! yup, that's what i was kinda doing at times. counting how long she took... but eventually lost track of time. yup.
to hazlan n darren, hey! don't feel demoralised abt the demanding requirements of prelims to get to a good 1st three months school. it's just about giving your best. um, i was also scared last time but the self-belief was the deciding factor la!! (erm, hope it doesn't sound like the talks by your vps... haha :)!! ) ALL THE BEST!!
um, i'm still bothered by the stupid rumour. hope some ppl just chuck their mind and soul to starbucks forever n leave me alone!! hahaha :D!!
oh!! the latest addition. new look means new image. i still love the everythings that never change...
-peace^.^v
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 20 August 2007-)
+8/20/2007 08:03:00 pm]*
Title: yay!-
Hey.
it's been centuries since i blogged here. not really, but ya, cuz of the things needed to welcome my relatives over here... well, not really excuse. but i've learnt alot during this time. but smth, it'll take centuries to craft this out... haha :D
so, it marks the end of the blockade. yep, i just checked it yesterday. n moments ago, realised how outdated i'd been these days. it's kinda exciting to read them when it's just like knowing more knowledge of the subject i'm interested in. and... learnt that the only way out is to get active and get passive when the time comes. sounds superficial huh? nvm, all it needs is to excite me for the time being... anw, thk anyone n everyone who allowed this disaster to end... a million thanks!!
so, i'd been extremely tired for the past dunno how many days by being alive and entertained by the little kids. super smart n cheeky while the other was AMZingly soon-to-be hot babe!! trust me, she's gonna be a super model next time and i'll be her manager!! ya, that's what i told yk in class today. haha :D not really la, crazy fella... btw, SORRY TO OVERLOOK ANYONE IN SCHOOL TODAY!!
but it's AMZ to know that i SUCK completely in knowing rumours. the best part is that those spreaders have done a tremendous job that circulated the entire place while leaving me the last to know that it's actually about me. yep. but rumours will stay as it is. cuz i know what's going on. and prolly i know some who can defend my case.
btw, can some people just join their ex cca like band? or maybe, join volleyball to see your type of guy?? the baskets beaches bimbos n himbos, whoever you are, *king nuisance bunch of lot...
still, peace ^.^v!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 16 August 2007-)
+8/16/2007 11:20:00 pm]*
Title: Apology(s)-
Um.
please pardon me that i was too cheeky n spoke some wrong things.
yea, for knowing too much...
hope i turn well soon.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/16/2007 05:12:00 am]*
Title: marian's birthday!! (:-
Hey.
despite having much sugar that made me feel sick, things around me tells me that i should be happy!!. well, as in, after going crazy with my first ever cake that i remember baking n looking amazed while doing with some pals whom i never ever expected to go... and getting funky with marian’s cute little dog... and listening to all sorts of jokes n laughter... and admiring rooms messiness n whitishness in a relatively far apartments... staring at unused Wii... and reading some super funny things on the com...
So, first, thanks that i made a new friend!! Chuck, i guess i spelt rightly. Yea, he’s kinda abit like stefan, in case you dunno him. And yup, the humour he’s got was quite high standards for me until a while later when i digest abit... still,his high-class level was VERY amusing... i meant serious!!
The next one was one that i still couldn’t rem his name. Um, marian’s cousin. Kinda flirting... haha (: but please correct me if possible.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 14 August 2007-)
+8/14/2007 10:58:00 pm]*
Title: Appreciate-
Appreciate by The Jonas Brothers
There's a man dying on the side of the road,
Won't make it home tonight.
He was driving fast on his cellular phone,
That's how he lived his life.
And while he was hangin' by a thread
these were the final words he said
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed a chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate
There's a women crying on the kitchen floor,
She got a call tonight.
Now she's trembling outside her daughter's door
Walks in and holds her tight
Wondering how and where to start,
Is there a way to shield her heart?
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed a chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate
Any but a loving way
It heard along the way
Don't be afraid to open up
And use the time you have before it fades
Show your love today
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.
yea. learn and love to appreciate.
cuz there's so many things that really need that or things will be forgotten...
her: (waves and says) hi terence
ter: ... ... (gives a little smile and in a soft tone) hello.
yup, it's damn obvious that she had no intention of greeting but since she was gonna turn around to look out for her friend, and unfortunately, i was right behind her and gotta waste her few lines... but the sad thing was that matty was right beside me... and he was like wow... which was kinda putting me in an embarrassed mood. maybe she might not have realised, but definitely, really made me distracted throughout the lecture. yea. then later, i was practically staring at her and her cute face la!! um, so sorry to sound so pervert now... but hey!! it made me wanna be interested in studies!! yaya, not much of a link larh...
then there's another person who was teasing me. who? penguin, i mean, pei min. i was mugging alone in class. or rather, doing overdue hws when she suddenly pop by my class and gave this: who you waiting for arh?? where's ________( hoping i can read-lip her...)?? but hey!! she's doing it so obviously that made me wanna punch, whack, kick... yea, never ending!! the marvy part was when she ended her lines, i sensed her from a distance. yup, it's her. speak of the... erm, angel!! haha (: yea, she's on the opposite corridor n how i wished she'd be passing by here too!! haha!! (:
also, try to remember the times when the class of guys could have a gp tcher with kinda short skirt n so, made the class lively for once...
not forgetting that my cute relatives have arrived today... more of their pics soon!!
SO, please do enjoy the everyday that comes and love the happy times!!
peace^.^v!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/14/2007 01:14:00 am]*
Title: migraine-
heat stroke. that's what i'm currently suffering.
it's not like some hot babe with ultra-short pe shorts and super-steamy body that walked past me in pe today which then later caused me to get giddy and prolly mental nose-bleeding for quite some time. instead, it was the sun. really, almost every class who had pe in the morning felt like dying. the scorching flame was so intense that literally dried up all the moist we originally had at dawn. in fact, it drained my reserves too.
yea, basketball then. but kinda torturing when there's a need to jump kinda high when shooting n reaching for balls n things like that. yet, seeing some others doing pt under the same shitty time made me pity her... but who cares? she's a sportswoman!! and yea, she'll never fall ill bcuz of that. not like she's weak as me, someone who hardly does consistent workout...
still, the sight had been and will last for quite some time i guess. yup, the innocent look. but once again, i lost the chance to strike a convo. not even a hi...
so, i guess one reason for this illness. prolly cuz i played badminton during self study period. when i should have spent time eating instead!! psst, i wasted food at break... btw, chris wasted a whole lot of time when this fella, despite his commendable perseverance to play on in the game, his thick-skin level was amongst the highest so that made me be quite late for phys tut... but, lessons were ahead of lectures anyway...
oh. jumping back to the chem lt. thank goodness mr bernard yeong took over today. things were much faster when he really explained while we all were speed-copying. at least most time was not wasted. amazing!! as for the seating arrangement there, satisfying in a way when there was no one blocking my view for her. but otherwise when i was so tired that kinda dozed off. or rather, she seldom turned back...
so, i guess i know why. most likely the ashes that people burn nowadays. i'm not against the idea of burning some religious stuff but all i wanna say is that please be considerate to try to minimise the waste left behind cuz ashes make ppl ill!
lastly, for those who don't have any reason to try minimising the opportunity to BURN, wait till after this month of ashes... ya.
still, she's always beautiful.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 13 August 2007-)
+8/13/2007 01:27:00 am]*
Title: Loneliness-
hey.
i'm not trying to be funny or anything now... at this hour. instead, i realised that my independence has made me stand on my own. with the expense of spoiling the teamwork.
well, it's like hours for studies means that losing time for helping in pw. and i still doubt if the sending of email is any done...
or maybe, giving mum n dad the not-so-appreciative looks during lunch today...
perhaps, to the last post. sorry for sending such insensitive remarks onto here, where all can read. i promise it'll be gone after this one. but please understand that i was overly bothered by many other things. and decided to use this as my sub-topic as my entertainment... so hope i'm forgiven...
btw, for those who think that terence is gonna die for promos cuz this fella's not mugging the right way, i'm a little proud to say that i've made a one week study plan. hope it works!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 11 August 2007-)
+8/11/2007 09:40:00 am]*
Title: The King and I-
hey.
terence is crazy. super crazy. slept at two and um, just finished typing my draft for a short script for tonight's screening... yaya, i doubt anyone would understand...
of course, that's ok. cuz it's to be sent to mugger chris. means that it's all about my no life.
so, why on earth must i kill my space here writing about school work? instead, things should start off with my evening. but of course, not in sequence... =)
aww... don't be jealous of the ticket... (:
but still, i'll begin with my boring thoughts of people.
i find it sad, and at the same time exciting that leo was concentrating to isolate himself, yet try to keep his smile while for the rest, attempting to avoid him yet keeping mum about chasing him away. and definitely, things didn't go as what i thought... he actually took seats from the other row!! well, i'm kinda embarrassed to say that we came as a group... :-o
some quotes i managed to capture...
"Home Sweet... HOUSE!!"
"East or West, Home is Best" (some sort of campaign for national day?? :D )
"Every male's a King and female a Queen when in love..."
"... they thought your dress was like that because you were shaped like that..."
mrs anna, "...our dress symbolises that women are protected..."
king, "i didn't know that british men are so... aggressive."
(From one of the songs...)
"Whenever I feel afraid, I hold my head erect. And whistle a happy tune, So no one will suspect..."
"... Respect your Wife and Love the Concubines!!"
(Everyone's Fav...)
"... Et Cetera, Et Cetera, Et Cetera..."
yea, some songs were so catchy that kinda kept me awake!! but i really think i might have weird taste... cuz what i heard was that some were actually dozing off at times!! Err... okay!! haha!! :D
but actually, things were very stressful for the poor me when sandwiched by a musician eriffin and then later literature students... see kei n tiff... whoa!! scared i make a fool out of myself mann!!!...
oh!! i am SOOO amazed by the set!! it's like four layers in total.
first must go with the curtains. it was a red piece of cloth; a very thick one and immediately after the start of the scene, it turned translucent!! um, it's not like i'm imagining things. true!! comfirm!! omg, that scene was super cool.
next was the ship scene, where it was pushed out so front that really, there could spare any space for movement, especially when mrs anna's dress was so wide!! and some parts were like dragging too... um, actually the saddistic side of me was wondering if she got stepped and trip and fall!! well, back to the background.. the drawing was in such reality that made me think that the cast would actually step onto the ship... yaya, i'm dreaming... ::wonderland...::
another one was the... um, i don't know how to describe it. it's some cloth that is arranged in a 3-2 way, as in three at the back. it's quite a smart feature for the casts when they can actually move in and out of stage easily through the two cloths in front. the amazing part is that the audience cannot see what's behind the stage!!
followed by the mini stage. not much to say, but it's kinda majestic to see a grandly painted 'cyclorama' and there's once, there were fireworks on the cyc!! yea, that made me kinda... wow... haha. not exaggerating!! *o*
then there were the dance moves. all reminded of the gym concert. just that gab n gang were putting more energy... but i'm still recovering from the shock that mrs anna could spin so many rounds on stage so quickly, yet could still catch her breath for lines!! the next was the crab-dance (i guess i'm right...). yes, not crap-dance cuz the little steps and hops were accompanied by some cheeky little voices which in fact, made the entire scene amusing...
alright, thought of re-defining the meaning of 'cute'... little innocent kids with naive-looking faces... haha!! well, i do love cute people too!! just to digress a little, i actually love dumb-looking, innocent, curious yet smart people!! just to prove their looks wrong!! haha :)
and, random lines from our group of people...
"***** and terence are *****'s bitches..."
(yea, all'd guessed it...)
"terence is the sanest of all..."
well, actually, i think you missed out joel. he's also one of the two who weren't that crazy like the rest to start reciting everything they learnt from the play. but oh my!! they could remember the voices, accents, lines and it's scary to find that these lines float through the doors of esplanade and corridors of citylink. erm, in the middle of the night too!!
before i forget, sorry to those who were comlaining about me for bringing toothpaste gum!! i.. i... i'm... just afraid that you guys might swallow the sweeter ones like what matthew does!! or maybe, do citrus flavours work?? (:
oh!! the小明story!!! super funny!!! but wait... i forgot... WTH!!!
and... cuz i doubt my memory to wear contacts properly, i wore my spects too!!
oh wait!! before i forget, um, i think i gotta learn from tiff to concentrate on my school work. hard. yea. currently, i get distracted super easily when some rascals send me sms or email and result?? skip hws, forget pws, doze in ccas, leave my place in a mess... sigh... -.-
btw, can someone do this for me??
SEND ME THE PICTURES WE ALL TOOK YESTERDAY!! THEN I CAN UPLOAD TO THE DRAMA BLOG!! YAY!!
Alright, i'll end off things with lines from the national day celebration...
CONFESSION - " i've got a confession. ::screams n whistles:: no, not about my feelings for a particular teacher in the college, but for the mistake i made just now. i just said it was 2t31, but it should be 2t21 instead!! Alright, sorry!! My bad!! So now, for the next performance..."
... SHOULDN'T BE SO BAD TO Mr Chris Tay. HE'S QUITE A NICE PERSON ACTUALLY. UM, I ACTUALLY HAD TO THINK FOR A LONG TIME TO CRAFT THIS SO I DON'T HURT ANYONE... ... SOME THINGS CANNOT BE SAID IN REAL LIFE SO I GUESS I'LL DO IT HERE ( the cyber way)...
PS, any comments that caused any unrest didn't mean to do so. it's just when some people get over concerned about their own problems and start imagining more things from reading this... haha!! i'm still crazy as ever!! :D
Labels: advices, drama, events, play, smiles, song, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 10 August 2007-)
+8/10/2007 12:37:00 am]*
Title: ND-
hey hey! hey!!!
happy national day to you guys. but it's spring cleaning for me at home today... occasional basketball while scoring quite a number of points. super accurate!! but real sad when it kinda reminded me of the advice for this as a cca... anyway, at this hour. i am fungry!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 9 August 2007-)
+8/09/2007 07:46:00 am]*
Title: Doubts-
hey.
it's the list of things i wanna clear for myself.
i've this feeling that people in drama thinks that cuiyi's way to convince explanation ytd was too unreal when she was just shooting all her points. but just in case if you guys dunno. she's been repeating all her exact same points for about five times to the tchers, sc ppl, exco twice and to those who turned up for last friday's session. ya, so what u heard ytd was the sixth time. so please understand her awhile...
and, i also realised that the clique map cannot be uploaded in order to prevent people from being offended... sorry. i can let ya see directly if u want though... but if u do, promise me that you guys keep a positive attitude towards borrowing your names for my map.
thanks belle, i've learnt alot more about my environment at long john's...
oh!! the biggest joke of the century!! someone from hk cannot speak proper cantonese!! who?? chris the mugger!! it's like when playing pool where yk chris n i are left cuz the rest went to the lan shop. so one of them, prolly yk, suggested that we should start communicating in our supposed language. ok la, i'm always fine with things that sounds quite fun. so started talking all the slangs n ocassionally, tried to speak abit stupid. but hey hey! hey!!... this mugger is really stupid!! really speak like shit!! haha, too much mugging. not even time for things like learning his own native language. pardon me, but he sounds like all those foreigners who are trying hard to speak the not-so-weird type of cantonese...
i'm not crazy to do pw on a national day. it's just mugger chris!!
to tiff je je , i'm not really a noob who doesn't know how to wear my contact lenses k. it's just that i forgot how to.
um, i'm not dying without seeing her. despite the oval-ly rectanglular-ly shaped spects that makes her look a little cute!! yea, i've no idea why this needs clarification when i know it in the back of my brain... or maybe i don't seem to be.
and erm, i seriously need help n someone to accompany when going for school mass. it's during the national day mass right at morning and all thanks to joshua!! yup, he guided me quite alot when it's supposedly a norm n understood process for catholics in school. but for me, my lost soul blurred me in some of the steps in which i forgot from another mass in april i guess... still, mass helped me re-focus myself.
i prefered the serious play to skits on the celebrations ytd. not because i think pros is of magical standard to others, but the casts' ability to convey their message in a loud n clear manner. and it's kinda irritating that some people has got the emotions right in skits but in the end, when delivering their lines, their senseless mouths just stayed away from the mike. and almost all of us sitting at the back had the same response... "HUH!??" sorry, desiree siti krystal n denis... if in any chance you read this... hope you all learn!! anyway, every performance's content should be well credited for their efforts to develop their imagination for interesting ideas and link to the audience. :claps:!!
err. last here. it's creppy to occupy a table-for-twelve for three persons my parents n i... then received stares. all the time... btw, that's last night's dinper @ eastcoast park...Labels: creepy
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 7 August 2007-)
+8/07/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: sick-
hey.
terence is sick today. ya. what lame start. anyway, both in and outside also ill.
so... let's see the outside first. the super enthu me was so into mugging that put me on coca cola drugs n lasted me through the silent night at two. erm, actually doing overdue hw like maths n econs. ya. then this morning, walked like a zombie to wherever i went.
now, going to the psychological part. in lt3 today, the adeno-karjuno-virus struck. alright. i meant kj finally couldn't stop disturbing me when previously, he only gave those funny smirks. yet today, he did much more horrendous things.
it's when kj n lis were right behind her seat n peacefully waiting for me to enter the lt door. i'm usually one of those last few of the class to get in n so, as usual, i scan the whole place for my class. n it's very norm to catch a glimpse of her. when i found that my beloved class were behind her class, a little excited in fact. but before i step any closer, a long bamboo-like person named kj were right behind her. apparently he's eagerly waiting to gimme that smile again. but i acted blur n ignored him n got a seat beside j lo. no choice actually. for being late. that's why the view was a total shit. yet, for some kinda reason, j lo went to the loo n the despo me just snatched his seat. sit beside matthias. a much better seat. at least closer to kj n try to shut his damn mouth up. but more imptly, seeing the adorable face...
during the lect. the tcher was so useless that there's absolute time for lis n kj to write stuff on my notes. liselle's words are ok, but kj's ones made me to draw more stuff just to hide the word that he's been forcing me to lip-read from him every time he feels like giving me trouble. ok, this actually made me feel the sudden urge to decorate the part of the page with literature stuff like shakespeare n times of the 1800s. yea. globe theatre. quotes from him... n whole lots of trash. (-btw, all thanks to eldds last time for me to digress on my notes...)
so, i think after all the beggings n pleads not to start talking anything unnecessary in which i so dearly failed. i really think the class have made the secret very clear already. or maybe, she might even know it too!! but anyway, there wasn't any problems going on after the lect n things seemed to be alright. relax a little for now i guess...
but it's quite funny to see n hear someone scream in the lt just because she leaned back n broke the chair...:D
so... i was supposed to be super dead today, but by the time i finished defending myself from all the evil acts from kj, the rest of the time was sleep. even in the miss han's class. gp tut. yup. even the a-little-pretty female tcher couldn't keep me awake. how pathetic i am.
btw, thanks to those who cared for me. as in concerned about me being sick. belle, maple, cailing, tiff, chris...
and also, wish those who are also sick, like debbie n chris to get well soon!!
peace^.^v!!Labels: clarabelle, fights, kj, kpo, nickwah, smiles?, Thanksgiving, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 6 August 2007-)
+8/06/2007 09:29:00 pm]*
Title: rebirth-
*Born Again
Live Again
Rise Again*
that's what eldds brought me. a motto to remember. apparently i my mind died yesterday when i subconsciously penned this on paper...
save me.
i'm living in a cell,
the world of darkenss with a little glimpse of light as entertainment.
hardly anyone who knows me will get what i'm thinking.
the light that enters is such fine strip that allows me to see only the little of the limited desires i have.
the complaints i made will echo in a louder, cruder, ruder tone that bursts my ear drums.
the punches i exert will only cause the marks on my knuckles to be redder.
the tears rolling will speed up with any blow through me.
save me.
save me.
lonely fella with useless possessions mean nothing can be done in the cell.
then many times, thick ropes try to fit into the hole to bring me out of the prison.
but the rope is nowhere to be seen by the time it fits the hole.
believing shouting for help through the hole was a folly.
it's pointless.
my body is ever-trapped here.
hittng something senseless means damaging oneself the equivalent.
crying means blaming.
save me.
but for some kind of miraculous reason, there's some rebirth feeling right at morn. even doing all the shit stuff at pe and not even getting a glimpse of her then meant nothing at all. alright, please bless me that i'll live again n rise again soon.
and also bless those who are down for the past few days to recover soon. or hope they retain their power for the final challenge at the end of the year.
HAHA! so many hidden things...Labels: mind, rebirth, reflection, smiles?, stress, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 4 August 2007-)
+8/04/2007 08:22:00 pm]*
Title: blur-
ello...
i need enlightenment. can anyone tell me how many cliques are there altogether in drama?? yep, the bored me on the bus just drew a map that tries to link up everyone during the times when i notice them. in sessions, breaks. whatever. but what i found out was quite surprising.
so far there's two big cliques. five small ones. two of the seven overlap at times. four freelancers. two suck ups. and there are two that I'm unsure of. yea. these are just those whom i do think are gonna be permanent for the rest of the year.
appalling. the only thing that i can think of. hearing of things that are so unreal from people tells me they deserve all the f**k they get. so what if there're different groups? can't they think of accepting others' faults and forgive them? even if they can't, is there no way people try to convince the rest to get to good terms? why on earth must those who are ending the teenage life very soon still act like infants? things just get nasty when one dislikes person x, almost all hate it. what f**king hell this is??
still, if you guys believe that the drama spirit has turned sour and it's getting corrosive, i am always here to listen...
but most importantly, stay happy with life. and if possible, update me of the bitching too ::winks::!! yea. shine me from the darkness.Labels: #$%^, advices, backstab, complains, curses, smiles?, strength, troubles, unfair
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/04/2007 09:05:00 am]*
Title: not my land-
Hey.
i'm not going to blog anymore about my life now. too stupid. so from now, everything's about others.
reali so many thanks to all who allowed to help out at the backstage efficiently for the gymnastics concert. i've grown alot more. especially gabriel rod. inviting me n leaving the trust to me for the recruitment of ppl. psst, i kinda realised the need to do that three days before the show!! haha.
next was the gym gals. for the forgivance to enter the forbidden area. i know that i should never get past the changing area without any signals that it's empty. but i thought that violating the rule was my bad. sorry. hope you gals know that i was too busy on my mind to even peep or stare at anyone. but still, SORRY.
also was the amazingly good dance that dancers put up. i loved the start with the reptition thingy. very nice. ya. lost my vocab to describe further. in all, they displayed a good performance. and also, they're quite nice ppl, opposite to what i thought. the wishes i gave to all of them was quite accepted. yea some sort like that.
the sji fellas put up a fine coordination with the guys. cool cool thing. haha, COOL! and, yea. they must go with the soft way. btw, they just love to impress...
the little girls from ijtp were marvy. considering that i only saw that performance only twice. and the moves were tough like the cj ones. incredible.
to those that i know of...
gab n the guys made unbelievable flips that seems easy on the audience stand. jumping power rangers n other moves were superhuman. and the sweat they produced were genuine! not like some who are nervy n sweat alot... imagining all the runs from doors to doors. loss of words.
chye n mandy n the gals were so pro that they even thought of leaving their nervy mood aside just to practice a little in the changing room for a moment. even with the noisy little gals from ijtp. if i'm right, their leader kim was a good one to be their timekeeper. which left me with a lighter load instead of chasing them out. excellent discipline. as for chye, i think she has good dance moves... but sorry to say this. rehearsals were times where she's abit slower in some jumps. still, the screen during the performance showed she's rightly timed. mandy? quite a little opposite, or maybe better. hope they'll get better in future...
not forgetting those who helped me in running. nat, wanyu, seekei, tiff, jon. lived up to the standards. ya, could have predicted from the level from splat long time ago. just that tend to gossip too much during breaks. yea. speaking abt nat. thanks to her to suggest the writing on my arm... i was actually thinking of doing it on my palm. but seeing myself sweating told me she's right... i'm sorry for the rest. too obssessed with work that made me forget what i learnt from u guys. thanks for coming though!!
so, learnt quite a few faces. kim, alvan, perry (he seemed kinda funny), the tcher in charge (forgot the exact name...), weilyn, shufei(the hoop thower... quite scary to see her frightened during final rehearsal...). yea, that's all. might have forgotten them now... anyway, thanks to all who put up a fantastic performance that made all of the backstage crew, including those in t37, feel honoured to be part of the show. most importantly, wish all who helped in any way learnt much.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 1 August 2007-)
+8/01/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: **wakes**-
hey...
it's only now. 26 hours later that i finally realise that i'm completely fine with that blockade. haha, sound so history.. anyway, things go back to normal. back to how i started after the split on 5th march. (how on earth can i forget this damn date!??) this fella is now seen only as ec. who the hell would ever care now if this person was what i dreamt of for dunno how many bloody months!?? haha, it's not that serious actually. a little exaggerating. but it's quite comical to see the bunch of people tease me during lectures, pe or even after school while waiting for cca!! yep, who else!?? but those like kj, nick. yea the norms.
well, to get over this, gotta reali thank my music player that kept me happy all the while. and... singing does help!!
but... you must praise me for being much stronger than what i'd've been a week ago. or maybe, better than matthias. haha, no offence. perhaps i'm not too into this emo state. ::shrugs:: i don't know!!
yet, seeing the smiles on kj's notebook or maybe in canteen's just as fine. as long as i get my morale boost to be better as a whole. it's just the muscles that join the entire face during the smile was so act cute... haha, not again... of course not!! (:
since i've thought real through about it, i think i'm in a clear, crystal clear mind (-btw, hannah's sick... so wish her well!!) to take in whatever is in the minds of those who are troubled. yea, i'm a FANTASTIC LISTENER!! after learning to be all the water-y types of people. now, i really feel i should try to be someone more air-y. well, i guess that's what fire-y people always do. try to be funny in any sorts. so... (-love this line that took from clare...) don't make an ass out of u and me (-what bloody poser...) haha!! ok, back to what i was thinking... there's a need to think through after gaining much from the sharing from gabby. btw, sorry to talk so little. cuz i'm not a good speaker!! only a listener!! or what people always say. science students seem like nerds... haha :D
anyway, the gp compre passage was quite read-able for me, considering that i can't un most of them through tons of vocab... alright!! so, what i learnt is that i should just go with what i believe and let no one sway my emotions.
peace to all ^.^v!!
Labels: blessed, emo, kj, nickwah, smiles, troubles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 31 August 2007-)
+8/31/2007 11:19:00 pm]*
Title: Hot, Hotter, Hottest!!-
Hey,
there's two things. my stomach's been filled with all sorts of hot stuff these two days and my eyes've been seeing tons of hot, etc. people today.
ok, ate things like wasabi in celebration of wanyu's birthday... if i didn't wish, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! and also some crakers earlier the day that gave me a redder throat.. ya. then today with montfort guys, seoul garden with some chilli food. yep, ended the meal with kinda love-sick conversation... haha, then made me abit reflective of what i should do... no la, my mind is very free... so no worries. btw, quite insightful convo though.
now to the highlight of the day. hot versus pretty versus both!! ok, dance ppl ARE hot (-no doubt...), deborah the singer on stage IS pretty N have an amazing voice... and amanda bynes IS @#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOT!! (-sorry, lost my vocab...)
and yes, the stares towards the dancers, stoning in front of the screen which shows two gals on stage despite hearing some lost lyrics tells it all. they're attractive, that's all. but really la, sometimes what you see might be more pleasant than what you hear...
penny's character is my type... successful act cute types and also can turn crazy at times. wow... how i wished if i were seaweed... ya, i'll date her that's for sure, if not for the character in a movie...
!!HAHA!! terence's just retarded. hey!! she's hot!!
anyway... smiles (:!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 28 August 2007-)
+8/28/2007 11:43:00 pm]*
Title: Blindness!-
hey.
you gotta believe this. terence is short-sighted while matthias is far-sighted!!
Ya, evidence is that i mistook a guy for a girl when seeing someone from kinda far. like ten metres away. but really, can't blame me with a helmet or smth like that what...
Hey btw, matthias couldn't see a net ball that was along his path and just two metres ahead of him la!!
So, feeling guilty to have been so blind... why on earth was i so... ... stereotyping!!????
Oh ya!! and also should've just controlled my brain at the test on the paper. Nothing else.
Anyway, forgive and forget... ... there's still tomorrow to make up for the loss, i hope.
Haha, sound so retarded this post... :D
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 27 August 2007-)
+8/27/2007 09:30:00 pm]*
Title: troubles-
hey,
it's never nice to feel sick. esp when exams're near N there's the fear of failing them which will eventually turn disastrous. then at times, there's the sudden idea that i wanna study for my subjects N the enthusiasm to study the topics. but the tendency to take too long to look into these topics deeply frustrates me. i always wished to know the concepts as a whole rather than mugging just for the sake of exams. but time never permits.
so, after such long digressing, the smoke in the air caused much throat irritation. after all, that's something good if that meant that there's no rain for a pe day. oh! owned the courts with clarabelle's amazing scoring N lissy's man-marking skills. runover mann!!
before i end this 'lil break, i wanna to look out for this...
study mates!! or you guys'll see me sit with the incoming group of students in O1 next year!!
btw, i'm pretty sure that the discipline has made me clearer that staring at ecs do no good..
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Sunday, 26 August 2007-)
+8/26/2007 11:33:00 am]*
Title: Encouragement-
it's retreat yest.
there're tons of fun things, like having ppl in my grp 17. nadine, erika, nicholas, ian, milu, bianca, kelvin n me!!
it's very heartening that no one actually isolated me since i'm not a catholic n knew nuts about some things.
thankfully, fantastic facil. valerie. put me into active participation n tried to include me in some grp things.
some activities were very insightful, made me re-think into my life n some who seem to be weak at times.
despite during a talk when i dozed off a little...
SO, people were asking me if i'm interested in being baptised (i have no idea if i'm spelling it right, sorry!).
but the thing's that mum n dad aren't really into supporting me in this!
anw, moments ago, i tried to convince dad with what i learnt these two days to stay a little positive in life instead of being so critical in his word when telling abt his life at work.
here's the convo.
"hey dad, i'm just thinking if you can stay a little optimistic in life? (he was complaining about the food in the coffee shop nearest to my house to MUM n I, not to the shop keeper. yet he always go to that same old place...)"
"well, i go by my principle... trying to help others. actually, i'm envious of your aunt... (yes, digressing...)"
"or can you try to think things in a better way?"
"i'm already at my best. btw, if one day you see me getting a complete change and care nothing in this world, you might just see me (does a gesture of jumping off a building) like that you know?"
"but.. i'm not asking you to be totally different. i'm hoping you can try. or have you tried this before?"
"(not answering me) well, you won't understand what i'm doing...(then started to read his textbook in tax or smth...)"
"... (finished my drink n tears were kinda flowing out while drinking. mum was kinda trying to strike a convo about where i'm gonna study later. i kept total silence. perhaps she saw. anw, left the both of them immediately aft the drink."
i never stopped crying. that's when i thought of what i planted in the tree yest. 'avoid quarrels with mum n dad'... ya, there's a mini quarrel, n now prolly a cold war. i have abs no idea how to keep a commitment. what i hoped was to try tell dad what i learnt n what he could learn too. but apparently he took things wrongly. hey anyone out there! tell me what insensitive thing i've done!!!!!!! Arghhhh!!! !~@#)!!
so, dad n mum just came by n saw me crying. yea, she's tearing too. but dad said this "so it's bcoz of that!??" both then left. n dad shouted this at the damn bloody top of the freaking voice " the both of you are mad!!"
i dunno. i really wish if i can counsel him...
btw, praise me for the vulgarities i used... i mean, not so offensive right? :PLabels: #$%^
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 21 August 2007-)
+8/21/2007 09:34:00 pm]*
Title: Close the times-
hey,
this is madness. i'm dead sure that i'd been as close as fifteen cm away from her when i'd have just started talking and get her attention la!! but i think i'd been stupid to believe that she might not have known when i was kinda loud with this "hey don't say anything ah..." yep, it can mean a thousand things, but the context was quite awkward. hope i used the right word... haha :D
btw, thank goodness that matthias was beside alongside with two sleepin fellas, as in, the virus wasn't near me. at all. so, to acknowledge them, josh n isaac. they rock today mann!!
so, went back to montfort today. in brother's car (his seven-seater was coolios!!) sat andrew krygs, rina n me. yeah... there's only two non-councillor that is daryl and i. so... krygs was quite entertaining. in a way, flirtin with her... depends on what ppl think, but i really thought it's quite funny of him to think of some cheeky ideas... oh!! he kept telling that she's a child... in the most spastic way... what can we do? sit down n laugh at him... ahaha!! :D
but actually rina made me think of dawn from centuries ago, considering that they're from the same sec sch. but since she said she's not proud of that place, so nvm la!! but really, she doesn't look like that type. neither the attitude. so dawn's just a lost fren anyway... ya, trying not to sob. haha :D
"it's the only time where we can have fun in his car..." yep, abit loud when i uttered this, but thank goodness that the radio was loud. prolly bro wouldn't have heard me. but... hey!! he saw me quite a few times this year already!! splat, auction, ext prod... then now!! WOW! haha :D
so, the talk was by m. da silva... fabulous name on his name tag. sound like some agent or smth. haha (:... n rina. they're quite good in speaking when anyone was thinking about my rowdy school with super act enthu ppl and giving lots of distraction to them. ya, they did well in all. only to find that bro had more comments to say. yea, they're quite insightful.
ohya!! caught mdm lee sk sleeping!! haha!! yup, that's what i was kinda doing at times. counting how long she took... but eventually lost track of time. yup.
to hazlan n darren, hey! don't feel demoralised abt the demanding requirements of prelims to get to a good 1st three months school. it's just about giving your best. um, i was also scared last time but the self-belief was the deciding factor la!! (erm, hope it doesn't sound like the talks by your vps... haha :)!! ) ALL THE BEST!!
um, i'm still bothered by the stupid rumour. hope some ppl just chuck their mind and soul to starbucks forever n leave me alone!! hahaha :D!!
oh!! the latest addition. new look means new image. i still love the everythings that never change...
-peace^.^v
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 20 August 2007-)
+8/20/2007 08:03:00 pm]*
Title: yay!-
Hey.
it's been centuries since i blogged here. not really, but ya, cuz of the things needed to welcome my relatives over here... well, not really excuse. but i've learnt alot during this time. but smth, it'll take centuries to craft this out... haha :D
so, it marks the end of the blockade. yep, i just checked it yesterday. n moments ago, realised how outdated i'd been these days. it's kinda exciting to read them when it's just like knowing more knowledge of the subject i'm interested in. and... learnt that the only way out is to get active and get passive when the time comes. sounds superficial huh? nvm, all it needs is to excite me for the time being... anw, thk anyone n everyone who allowed this disaster to end... a million thanks!!
so, i'd been extremely tired for the past dunno how many days by being alive and entertained by the little kids. super smart n cheeky while the other was AMZingly soon-to-be hot babe!! trust me, she's gonna be a super model next time and i'll be her manager!! ya, that's what i told yk in class today. haha :D not really la, crazy fella... btw, SORRY TO OVERLOOK ANYONE IN SCHOOL TODAY!!
but it's AMZ to know that i SUCK completely in knowing rumours. the best part is that those spreaders have done a tremendous job that circulated the entire place while leaving me the last to know that it's actually about me. yep. but rumours will stay as it is. cuz i know what's going on. and prolly i know some who can defend my case.
btw, can some people just join their ex cca like band? or maybe, join volleyball to see your type of guy?? the baskets beaches bimbos n himbos, whoever you are, *king nuisance bunch of lot...
still, peace ^.^v!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 16 August 2007-)
+8/16/2007 11:20:00 pm]*
Title: Apology(s)-
Um.
please pardon me that i was too cheeky n spoke some wrong things.
yea, for knowing too much...
hope i turn well soon.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/16/2007 05:12:00 am]*
Title: marian's birthday!! (:-
Hey.
despite having much sugar that made me feel sick, things around me tells me that i should be happy!!. well, as in, after going crazy with my first ever cake that i remember baking n looking amazed while doing with some pals whom i never ever expected to go... and getting funky with marian’s cute little dog... and listening to all sorts of jokes n laughter... and admiring rooms messiness n whitishness in a relatively far apartments... staring at unused Wii... and reading some super funny things on the com...
So, first, thanks that i made a new friend!! Chuck, i guess i spelt rightly. Yea, he’s kinda abit like stefan, in case you dunno him. And yup, the humour he’s got was quite high standards for me until a while later when i digest abit... still,his high-class level was VERY amusing... i meant serious!!
The next one was one that i still couldn’t rem his name. Um, marian’s cousin. Kinda flirting... haha (: but please correct me if possible.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 14 August 2007-)
+8/14/2007 10:58:00 pm]*
Title: Appreciate-
Appreciate by The Jonas Brothers
There's a man dying on the side of the road,
Won't make it home tonight.
He was driving fast on his cellular phone,
That's how he lived his life.
And while he was hangin' by a thread
these were the final words he said
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed a chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate
There's a women crying on the kitchen floor,
She got a call tonight.
Now she's trembling outside her daughter's door
Walks in and holds her tight
Wondering how and where to start,
Is there a way to shield her heart?
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed a chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate
Any but a loving way
It heard along the way
Don't be afraid to open up
And use the time you have before it fades
Show your love today
My girl turns sweet sixteen today,
She's beautiful, so beautiful.
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith.(hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.
yea. learn and love to appreciate.
cuz there's so many things that really need that or things will be forgotten...
her: (waves and says) hi terence
ter: ... ... (gives a little smile and in a soft tone) hello.
yup, it's damn obvious that she had no intention of greeting but since she was gonna turn around to look out for her friend, and unfortunately, i was right behind her and gotta waste her few lines... but the sad thing was that matty was right beside me... and he was like wow... which was kinda putting me in an embarrassed mood. maybe she might not have realised, but definitely, really made me distracted throughout the lecture. yea. then later, i was practically staring at her and her cute face la!! um, so sorry to sound so pervert now... but hey!! it made me wanna be interested in studies!! yaya, not much of a link larh...
then there's another person who was teasing me. who? penguin, i mean, pei min. i was mugging alone in class. or rather, doing overdue hws when she suddenly pop by my class and gave this: who you waiting for arh?? where's ________( hoping i can read-lip her...)?? but hey!! she's doing it so obviously that made me wanna punch, whack, kick... yea, never ending!! the marvy part was when she ended her lines, i sensed her from a distance. yup, it's her. speak of the... erm, angel!! haha (: yea, she's on the opposite corridor n how i wished she'd be passing by here too!! haha!! (:
also, try to remember the times when the class of guys could have a gp tcher with kinda short skirt n so, made the class lively for once...
not forgetting that my cute relatives have arrived today... more of their pics soon!!
SO, please do enjoy the everyday that comes and love the happy times!!
peace^.^v!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/14/2007 01:14:00 am]*
Title: migraine-
heat stroke. that's what i'm currently suffering.
it's not like some hot babe with ultra-short pe shorts and super-steamy body that walked past me in pe today which then later caused me to get giddy and prolly mental nose-bleeding for quite some time. instead, it was the sun. really, almost every class who had pe in the morning felt like dying. the scorching flame was so intense that literally dried up all the moist we originally had at dawn. in fact, it drained my reserves too.
yea, basketball then. but kinda torturing when there's a need to jump kinda high when shooting n reaching for balls n things like that. yet, seeing some others doing pt under the same shitty time made me pity her... but who cares? she's a sportswoman!! and yea, she'll never fall ill bcuz of that. not like she's weak as me, someone who hardly does consistent workout...
still, the sight had been and will last for quite some time i guess. yup, the innocent look. but once again, i lost the chance to strike a convo. not even a hi...
so, i guess one reason for this illness. prolly cuz i played badminton during self study period. when i should have spent time eating instead!! psst, i wasted food at break... btw, chris wasted a whole lot of time when this fella, despite his commendable perseverance to play on in the game, his thick-skin level was amongst the highest so that made me be quite late for phys tut... but, lessons were ahead of lectures anyway...
oh. jumping back to the chem lt. thank goodness mr bernard yeong took over today. things were much faster when he really explained while we all were speed-copying. at least most time was not wasted. amazing!! as for the seating arrangement there, satisfying in a way when there was no one blocking my view for her. but otherwise when i was so tired that kinda dozed off. or rather, she seldom turned back...
so, i guess i know why. most likely the ashes that people burn nowadays. i'm not against the idea of burning some religious stuff but all i wanna say is that please be considerate to try to minimise the waste left behind cuz ashes make ppl ill!
lastly, for those who don't have any reason to try minimising the opportunity to BURN, wait till after this month of ashes... ya.
still, she's always beautiful.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 13 August 2007-)
+8/13/2007 01:27:00 am]*
Title: Loneliness-
hey.
i'm not trying to be funny or anything now... at this hour. instead, i realised that my independence has made me stand on my own. with the expense of spoiling the teamwork.
well, it's like hours for studies means that losing time for helping in pw. and i still doubt if the sending of email is any done...
or maybe, giving mum n dad the not-so-appreciative looks during lunch today...
perhaps, to the last post. sorry for sending such insensitive remarks onto here, where all can read. i promise it'll be gone after this one. but please understand that i was overly bothered by many other things. and decided to use this as my sub-topic as my entertainment... so hope i'm forgiven...
btw, for those who think that terence is gonna die for promos cuz this fella's not mugging the right way, i'm a little proud to say that i've made a one week study plan. hope it works!! (:
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 11 August 2007-)
+8/11/2007 09:40:00 am]*
Title: The King and I-
hey.
terence is crazy. super crazy. slept at two and um, just finished typing my draft for a short script for tonight's screening... yaya, i doubt anyone would understand...
of course, that's ok. cuz it's to be sent to mugger chris. means that it's all about my no life.
so, why on earth must i kill my space here writing about school work? instead, things should start off with my evening. but of course, not in sequence... =)
aww... don't be jealous of the ticket... (:
but still, i'll begin with my boring thoughts of people.
i find it sad, and at the same time exciting that leo was concentrating to isolate himself, yet try to keep his smile while for the rest, attempting to avoid him yet keeping mum about chasing him away. and definitely, things didn't go as what i thought... he actually took seats from the other row!! well, i'm kinda embarrassed to say that we came as a group... :-o
some quotes i managed to capture...
"Home Sweet... HOUSE!!"
"East or West, Home is Best" (some sort of campaign for national day?? :D )
"Every male's a King and female a Queen when in love..."
"... they thought your dress was like that because you were shaped like that..."
mrs anna, "...our dress symbolises that women are protected..."
king, "i didn't know that british men are so... aggressive."
(From one of the songs...)
"Whenever I feel afraid, I hold my head erect. And whistle a happy tune, So no one will suspect..."
"... Respect your Wife and Love the Concubines!!"
(Everyone's Fav...)
"... Et Cetera, Et Cetera, Et Cetera..."
yea, some songs were so catchy that kinda kept me awake!! but i really think i might have weird taste... cuz what i heard was that some were actually dozing off at times!! Err... okay!! haha!! :D
but actually, things were very stressful for the poor me when sandwiched by a musician eriffin and then later literature students... see kei n tiff... whoa!! scared i make a fool out of myself mann!!!...
oh!! i am SOOO amazed by the set!! it's like four layers in total.
first must go with the curtains. it was a red piece of cloth; a very thick one and immediately after the start of the scene, it turned translucent!! um, it's not like i'm imagining things. true!! comfirm!! omg, that scene was super cool.
next was the ship scene, where it was pushed out so front that really, there could spare any space for movement, especially when mrs anna's dress was so wide!! and some parts were like dragging too... um, actually the saddistic side of me was wondering if she got stepped and trip and fall!! well, back to the background.. the drawing was in such reality that made me think that the cast would actually step onto the ship... yaya, i'm dreaming... ::wonderland...::
another one was the... um, i don't know how to describe it. it's some cloth that is arranged in a 3-2 way, as in three at the back. it's quite a smart feature for the casts when they can actually move in and out of stage easily through the two cloths in front. the amazing part is that the audience cannot see what's behind the stage!!
followed by the mini stage. not much to say, but it's kinda majestic to see a grandly painted 'cyclorama' and there's once, there were fireworks on the cyc!! yea, that made me kinda... wow... haha. not exaggerating!! *o*
then there were the dance moves. all reminded of the gym concert. just that gab n gang were putting more energy... but i'm still recovering from the shock that mrs anna could spin so many rounds on stage so quickly, yet could still catch her breath for lines!! the next was the crab-dance (i guess i'm right...). yes, not crap-dance cuz the little steps and hops were accompanied by some cheeky little voices which in fact, made the entire scene amusing...
alright, thought of re-defining the meaning of 'cute'... little innocent kids with naive-looking faces... haha!! well, i do love cute people too!! just to digress a little, i actually love dumb-looking, innocent, curious yet smart people!! just to prove their looks wrong!! haha :)
and, random lines from our group of people...
"***** and terence are *****'s bitches..."
(yea, all'd guessed it...)
"terence is the sanest of all..."
well, actually, i think you missed out joel. he's also one of the two who weren't that crazy like the rest to start reciting everything they learnt from the play. but oh my!! they could remember the voices, accents, lines and it's scary to find that these lines float through the doors of esplanade and corridors of citylink. erm, in the middle of the night too!!
before i forget, sorry to those who were comlaining about me for bringing toothpaste gum!! i.. i... i'm... just afraid that you guys might swallow the sweeter ones like what matthew does!! or maybe, do citrus flavours work?? (:
oh!! the小明story!!! super funny!!! but wait... i forgot... WTH!!!
and... cuz i doubt my memory to wear contacts properly, i wore my spects too!!
oh wait!! before i forget, um, i think i gotta learn from tiff to concentrate on my school work. hard. yea. currently, i get distracted super easily when some rascals send me sms or email and result?? skip hws, forget pws, doze in ccas, leave my place in a mess... sigh... -.-
btw, can someone do this for me??
SEND ME THE PICTURES WE ALL TOOK YESTERDAY!! THEN I CAN UPLOAD TO THE DRAMA BLOG!! YAY!!
Alright, i'll end off things with lines from the national day celebration...
CONFESSION - " i've got a confession. ::screams n whistles:: no, not about my feelings for a particular teacher in the college, but for the mistake i made just now. i just said it was 2t31, but it should be 2t21 instead!! Alright, sorry!! My bad!! So now, for the next performance..."
... SHOULDN'T BE SO BAD TO Mr Chris Tay. HE'S QUITE A NICE PERSON ACTUALLY. UM, I ACTUALLY HAD TO THINK FOR A LONG TIME TO CRAFT THIS SO I DON'T HURT ANYONE... ... SOME THINGS CANNOT BE SAID IN REAL LIFE SO I GUESS I'LL DO IT HERE ( the cyber way)...
PS, any comments that caused any unrest didn't mean to do so. it's just when some people get over concerned about their own problems and start imagining more things from reading this... haha!! i'm still crazy as ever!! :D
Labels: advices, drama, events, play, smiles, song, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Friday, 10 August 2007-)
+8/10/2007 12:37:00 am]*
Title: ND-
hey hey! hey!!!
happy national day to you guys. but it's spring cleaning for me at home today... occasional basketball while scoring quite a number of points. super accurate!! but real sad when it kinda reminded me of the advice for this as a cca... anyway, at this hour. i am fungry!!
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Thursday, 9 August 2007-)
+8/09/2007 07:46:00 am]*
Title: Doubts-
hey.
it's the list of things i wanna clear for myself.
i've this feeling that people in drama thinks that cuiyi's way to convince explanation ytd was too unreal when she was just shooting all her points. but just in case if you guys dunno. she's been repeating all her exact same points for about five times to the tchers, sc ppl, exco twice and to those who turned up for last friday's session. ya, so what u heard ytd was the sixth time. so please understand her awhile...
and, i also realised that the clique map cannot be uploaded in order to prevent people from being offended... sorry. i can let ya see directly if u want though... but if u do, promise me that you guys keep a positive attitude towards borrowing your names for my map.
thanks belle, i've learnt alot more about my environment at long john's...
oh!! the biggest joke of the century!! someone from hk cannot speak proper cantonese!! who?? chris the mugger!! it's like when playing pool where yk chris n i are left cuz the rest went to the lan shop. so one of them, prolly yk, suggested that we should start communicating in our supposed language. ok la, i'm always fine with things that sounds quite fun. so started talking all the slangs n ocassionally, tried to speak abit stupid. but hey hey! hey!!... this mugger is really stupid!! really speak like shit!! haha, too much mugging. not even time for things like learning his own native language. pardon me, but he sounds like all those foreigners who are trying hard to speak the not-so-weird type of cantonese...
i'm not crazy to do pw on a national day. it's just mugger chris!!
to tiff je je , i'm not really a noob who doesn't know how to wear my contact lenses k. it's just that i forgot how to.
um, i'm not dying without seeing her. despite the oval-ly rectanglular-ly shaped spects that makes her look a little cute!! yea, i've no idea why this needs clarification when i know it in the back of my brain... or maybe i don't seem to be.
and erm, i seriously need help n someone to accompany when going for school mass. it's during the national day mass right at morning and all thanks to joshua!! yup, he guided me quite alot when it's supposedly a norm n understood process for catholics in school. but for me, my lost soul blurred me in some of the steps in which i forgot from another mass in april i guess... still, mass helped me re-focus myself.
i prefered the serious play to skits on the celebrations ytd. not because i think pros is of magical standard to others, but the casts' ability to convey their message in a loud n clear manner. and it's kinda irritating that some people has got the emotions right in skits but in the end, when delivering their lines, their senseless mouths just stayed away from the mike. and almost all of us sitting at the back had the same response... "HUH!??" sorry, desiree siti krystal n denis... if in any chance you read this... hope you all learn!! anyway, every performance's content should be well credited for their efforts to develop their imagination for interesting ideas and link to the audience. :claps:!!
err. last here. it's creppy to occupy a table-for-twelve for three persons my parents n i... then received stares. all the time... btw, that's last night's dinper @ eastcoast park...Labels: creepy
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Tuesday, 7 August 2007-)
+8/07/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: sick-
hey.
terence is sick today. ya. what lame start. anyway, both in and outside also ill.
so... let's see the outside first. the super enthu me was so into mugging that put me on coca cola drugs n lasted me through the silent night at two. erm, actually doing overdue hw like maths n econs. ya. then this morning, walked like a zombie to wherever i went.
now, going to the psychological part. in lt3 today, the adeno-karjuno-virus struck. alright. i meant kj finally couldn't stop disturbing me when previously, he only gave those funny smirks. yet today, he did much more horrendous things.
it's when kj n lis were right behind her seat n peacefully waiting for me to enter the lt door. i'm usually one of those last few of the class to get in n so, as usual, i scan the whole place for my class. n it's very norm to catch a glimpse of her. when i found that my beloved class were behind her class, a little excited in fact. but before i step any closer, a long bamboo-like person named kj were right behind her. apparently he's eagerly waiting to gimme that smile again. but i acted blur n ignored him n got a seat beside j lo. no choice actually. for being late. that's why the view was a total shit. yet, for some kinda reason, j lo went to the loo n the despo me just snatched his seat. sit beside matthias. a much better seat. at least closer to kj n try to shut his damn mouth up. but more imptly, seeing the adorable face...
during the lect. the tcher was so useless that there's absolute time for lis n kj to write stuff on my notes. liselle's words are ok, but kj's ones made me to draw more stuff just to hide the word that he's been forcing me to lip-read from him every time he feels like giving me trouble. ok, this actually made me feel the sudden urge to decorate the part of the page with literature stuff like shakespeare n times of the 1800s. yea. globe theatre. quotes from him... n whole lots of trash. (-btw, all thanks to eldds last time for me to digress on my notes...)
so, i think after all the beggings n pleads not to start talking anything unnecessary in which i so dearly failed. i really think the class have made the secret very clear already. or maybe, she might even know it too!! but anyway, there wasn't any problems going on after the lect n things seemed to be alright. relax a little for now i guess...
but it's quite funny to see n hear someone scream in the lt just because she leaned back n broke the chair...:D
so... i was supposed to be super dead today, but by the time i finished defending myself from all the evil acts from kj, the rest of the time was sleep. even in the miss han's class. gp tut. yup. even the a-little-pretty female tcher couldn't keep me awake. how pathetic i am.
btw, thanks to those who cared for me. as in concerned about me being sick. belle, maple, cailing, tiff, chris...
and also, wish those who are also sick, like debbie n chris to get well soon!!
peace^.^v!!Labels: clarabelle, fights, kj, kpo, nickwah, smiles?, Thanksgiving, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Monday, 6 August 2007-)
+8/06/2007 09:29:00 pm]*
Title: rebirth-
*Born Again
Live Again
Rise Again*
that's what eldds brought me. a motto to remember. apparently i my mind died yesterday when i subconsciously penned this on paper...
save me.
i'm living in a cell,
the world of darkenss with a little glimpse of light as entertainment.
hardly anyone who knows me will get what i'm thinking.
the light that enters is such fine strip that allows me to see only the little of the limited desires i have.
the complaints i made will echo in a louder, cruder, ruder tone that bursts my ear drums.
the punches i exert will only cause the marks on my knuckles to be redder.
the tears rolling will speed up with any blow through me.
save me.
save me.
lonely fella with useless possessions mean nothing can be done in the cell.
then many times, thick ropes try to fit into the hole to bring me out of the prison.
but the rope is nowhere to be seen by the time it fits the hole.
believing shouting for help through the hole was a folly.
it's pointless.
my body is ever-trapped here.
hittng something senseless means damaging oneself the equivalent.
crying means blaming.
save me.
but for some kind of miraculous reason, there's some rebirth feeling right at morn. even doing all the shit stuff at pe and not even getting a glimpse of her then meant nothing at all. alright, please bless me that i'll live again n rise again soon.
and also bless those who are down for the past few days to recover soon. or hope they retain their power for the final challenge at the end of the year.
HAHA! so many hidden things...Labels: mind, rebirth, reflection, smiles?, stress, troubles, wishyawell
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Saturday, 4 August 2007-)
+8/04/2007 08:22:00 pm]*
Title: blur-
ello...
i need enlightenment. can anyone tell me how many cliques are there altogether in drama?? yep, the bored me on the bus just drew a map that tries to link up everyone during the times when i notice them. in sessions, breaks. whatever. but what i found out was quite surprising.
so far there's two big cliques. five small ones. two of the seven overlap at times. four freelancers. two suck ups. and there are two that I'm unsure of. yea. these are just those whom i do think are gonna be permanent for the rest of the year.
appalling. the only thing that i can think of. hearing of things that are so unreal from people tells me they deserve all the f**k they get. so what if there're different groups? can't they think of accepting others' faults and forgive them? even if they can't, is there no way people try to convince the rest to get to good terms? why on earth must those who are ending the teenage life very soon still act like infants? things just get nasty when one dislikes person x, almost all hate it. what f**king hell this is??
still, if you guys believe that the drama spirit has turned sour and it's getting corrosive, i am always here to listen...
but most importantly, stay happy with life. and if possible, update me of the bitching too ::winks::!! yea. shine me from the darkness.Labels: #$%^, advices, backstab, complains, curses, smiles?, strength, troubles, unfair
yup, so that's what happened (:
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+8/04/2007 09:05:00 am]*
Title: not my land-
Hey.
i'm not going to blog anymore about my life now. too stupid. so from now, everything's about others.
reali so many thanks to all who allowed to help out at the backstage efficiently for the gymnastics concert. i've grown alot more. especially gabriel rod. inviting me n leaving the trust to me for the recruitment of ppl. psst, i kinda realised the need to do that three days before the show!! haha.
next was the gym gals. for the forgivance to enter the forbidden area. i know that i should never get past the changing area without any signals that it's empty. but i thought that violating the rule was my bad. sorry. hope you gals know that i was too busy on my mind to even peep or stare at anyone. but still, SORRY.
also was the amazingly good dance that dancers put up. i loved the start with the reptition thingy. very nice. ya. lost my vocab to describe further. in all, they displayed a good performance. and also, they're quite nice ppl, opposite to what i thought. the wishes i gave to all of them was quite accepted. yea some sort like that.
the sji fellas put up a fine coordination with the guys. cool cool thing. haha, COOL! and, yea. they must go with the soft way. btw, they just love to impress...
the little girls from ijtp were marvy. considering that i only saw that performance only twice. and the moves were tough like the cj ones. incredible.
to those that i know of...
gab n the guys made unbelievable flips that seems easy on the audience stand. jumping power rangers n other moves were superhuman. and the sweat they produced were genuine! not like some who are nervy n sweat alot... imagining all the runs from doors to doors. loss of words.
chye n mandy n the gals were so pro that they even thought of leaving their nervy mood aside just to practice a little in the changing room for a moment. even with the noisy little gals from ijtp. if i'm right, their leader kim was a good one to be their timekeeper. which left me with a lighter load instead of chasing them out. excellent discipline. as for chye, i think she has good dance moves... but sorry to say this. rehearsals were times where she's abit slower in some jumps. still, the screen during the performance showed she's rightly timed. mandy? quite a little opposite, or maybe better. hope they'll get better in future...
not forgetting those who helped me in running. nat, wanyu, seekei, tiff, jon. lived up to the standards. ya, could have predicted from the level from splat long time ago. just that tend to gossip too much during breaks. yea. speaking abt nat. thanks to her to suggest the writing on my arm... i was actually thinking of doing it on my palm. but seeing myself sweating told me she's right... i'm sorry for the rest. too obssessed with work that made me forget what i learnt from u guys. thanks for coming though!!
so, learnt quite a few faces. kim, alvan, perry (he seemed kinda funny), the tcher in charge (forgot the exact name...), weilyn, shufei(the hoop thower... quite scary to see her frightened during final rehearsal...). yea, that's all. might have forgotten them now... anyway, thanks to all who put up a fantastic performance that made all of the backstage crew, including those in t37, feel honoured to be part of the show. most importantly, wish all who helped in any way learnt much.
yup, so that's what happened (:
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(Wednesday, 1 August 2007-)
+8/01/2007 09:18:00 pm]*
Title: **wakes**-
hey...
it's only now. 26 hours later that i finally realise that i'm completely fine with that blockade. haha, sound so history.. anyway, things go back to normal. back to how i started after the split on 5th march. (how on earth can i forget this damn date!??) this fella is now seen only as ec. who the hell would ever care now if this person was what i dreamt of for dunno how many bloody months!?? haha, it's not that serious actually. a little exaggerating. but it's quite comical to see the bunch of people tease me during lectures, pe or even after school while waiting for cca!! yep, who else!?? but those like kj, nick. yea the norms.
well, to get over this, gotta reali thank my music player that kept me happy all the while. and... singing does help!!
but... you must praise me for being much stronger than what i'd've been a week ago. or maybe, better than matthias. haha, no offence. perhaps i'm not too into this emo state. ::shrugs:: i don't know!!
yet, seeing the smiles on kj's notebook or maybe in canteen's just as fine. as long as i get my morale boost to be better as a whole. it's just the muscles that join the entire face during the smile was so act cute... haha, not again... of course not!! (:
since i've thought real through about it, i think i'm in a clear, crystal clear mind (-btw, hannah's sick... so wish her well!!) to take in whatever is in the minds of those who are troubled. yea, i'm a FANTASTIC LISTENER!! after learning to be all the water-y types of people. now, i really feel i should try to be someone more air-y. well, i guess that's what fire-y people always do. try to be funny in any sorts. so... (-love this line that took from clare...) don't make an ass out of u and me (-what bloody poser...) haha!! ok, back to what i was thinking... there's a need to think through after gaining much from the sharing from gabby. btw, sorry to talk so little. cuz i'm not a good speaker!! only a listener!! or what people always say. science students seem like nerds... haha :D
anyway, the gp compre passage was quite read-able for me, considering that i can't un most of them through tons of vocab... alright!! so, what i learnt is that i should just go with what i believe and let no one sway my emotions.
peace to all ^.^v!!
Labels: blessed, emo, kj, nickwah, smiles, troubles
yup, so that's what happened (:
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